片名:判决
(? "巴哈：C小调第二号变奏曲" ?)
(? BACH: Partita No 2 in C Minor)
可以睡了吗？ - Are you coming to bed? - Hmm.
菲？ Fi?
明天这个案子，要... It's tomorrow, the...
就那个连体婴案要宣判了 My conjoined twins. Judgement.
可恶的西敏寺总主教 I've got the bloody Archbishop of Westminster
死盯着看 breathing down my neck.
是喔 Oh, yeah.
好吧 OK.
周末上午要跟沃兹夫妇 Oh, do you wanna play doubles on Saturday morning
打双打吗？ with the Wards?
Hmm?
那就单打吧 Singles.
(door closes)
"麦可的心脏正常，维持两人生命" "Michael's heart is normal and sustains them both."
"路克的大脑..." "Luke's brain..."
(sighs)
(continues typing)
(shouting)
司法有罪！ (man) Judiciary guilty!
让上帝决定！ (woman) Let God decide!
嘿 Hey, hey.
- 全体起立 - 到的还真及时 - Court rise. - You're cutting it fine.
双胞胎如果继续连体都会死亡 If the twins remain joined, both babies will die.
如果医院施行分割手术 If the hospital is granted permission to separate them,
路克会马上死亡 Luke will die instantly,
但麦可有可能存活 while Michael is likely to develop
成为一个健康的正常孩子 into a normal healthy child.
两权相害取其轻 The logic of the lesser evil is clear,
活一个总比两个都死好 one child flourishing better than two dead.
但如果医生侵入路克的身体 割开他的主动脉 But if the doctors invade Luke's body and sever his aorta,
必然造成他的死亡 with the inevitable consequence of his death,
难道不算是谋杀吗？ why is that not murder?
对于双胞胎的挚爱父母 The loving parents of these twins
拒绝这种预谋的谋杀行为 refuse to sanction such an act of premeditated killing.
他们在法庭上坚称上帝赋予的生命 God has given life, they have argued in this court,
只有上帝能取回 and only God can take it away.
在时间紧迫的关头 It has been difficult,
还有大众关心的压力下 under such pressure of time and intense public interest,
想遵循既定的法律原则是很困难的 to arrive at settled legal principle,
但显而易见 but the obvious is worth stating.
法庭讲的是法，不是人道 This court is a court of law, not of morals.
你们认为判决正确吗？ Do you think the verdict was right?
可以谈谈感受吗？ Can you tell us how you're feeling?
看这边 Just this way, please.
"今天法院判准医院 "Today the court has granted the hospital a licence
谋杀我们其中一个小孩" to murder one of our children."
"梅法官拿起手术刀 "Mrs Justice Maye has taken a scalpel
直指理性和正义的心脏" to the heart of reason and justice."
皇家法院不公正！ (woman) Royal courts of injustice!
法官女士 建议您走平常习惯走的路卡好 My Lady, I think you'll be fine going out the usual way.
让我为你们朗读福罗拜耳 (man) I will leave you with Flaubert's
关于古罗马卢克来修著名的评论 celebrated observation regarding Lucretius.
"随着众神消失，耶稣却还没来 "With the gods gone and Christ not yet come,
在这特别的时刻 从西赛罗到马可奥里卢思 there was a unique moment, from Cicero to Marcus Aurelius,
人类独立之时" when man stood alone."
所以 就是这样 So, there you have it.
基督教兴起前，到西方思想结束 Before Christianity began to close the Western mind,
那时只可能是 what was briefly possible then
"不变的忧郁眼神" was 'the fixity of a pensive gaze'.
- 嗨 - 嘿 - Hi. - Hey.
怎么样啦？ How'd it go?
我下令杀了一个婴儿 I gave instructions to slaughter a baby.
报上是这么说的... That's what it said in the...
喔，是啊，我看到了 Oh, yeah. Right, I saw that.
真是的，太荒谬了 Sorry. Ridiculous.
跟你说喔 Well, I'll tell you,
我晚餐订了餐厅 I'll make reservations for dinner,
因为我今天也过得很糟 'cause I've had a shit-awful day myself.
我们去喝点酒还有... (chuckles) And we'll go drink some wine and...
我能订到周六晚上歌剧的票 And I can get some opera tickets for Saturday night.
不了，我周末要值班 No, I'm duty judge all weekend.
不能换班吗？ - You can't switch it? - Mm-mm.
周一要判两案 - Two judgements for Monday. - Mmm.
- 怎么啦？ - 没什么 - What? - No, nothing.
只是... 就跟上周末还有过去50个周末一样 It's just... like last weekend and the 50 weekends before that.
我的工作就这样啊 Well, that's how it is.
是啊 Yes. Yes.
呃...是这样... Um... look...
不知怎么说，但就是这样 I don't know how to say this, um, but here it is.
我觉得... I think...
(sighs)
我需要来场外遇 I think I wanna have an affair.
什么？ What?
是啊，我打算... Yeah, I'm going to, um...
我是说你不用大惊小怪 I mean, you shouldn't be surprised by this.
- 喔，是吗？ - 是啊 - Oh, really? - Yeah.
菲...上次我们亲热是何时？ Fi... when was the last time that we made love?
- 没印象 - 是啊，的确是 - No idea. - No, you wouldn't.
你曾说过，漫长婚姻中的夫妻 You once told me that couples in long marriages
往往最终像兄妹一样 often ended up like siblings.
我们就是酱 Well, here we are.
我爱你，但... I love you, but...
你说真的吗？ - You're serious about this? - Mm-hm.
你是在... You're being...
你还记得以前的我们吗？ Do you remember how we were?
还记得我们...？ Do you remember how we...?
你不想念吗？ Don't you miss that?
好吧 OK.
杰克 Jack.
杰克，你已经有了，对吧？ Jack. It's already started, hasn't it?
说实话吧，她是谁？ Tell me the truth. What's her name?
老实说，还没开始 I can tell you honestly that it hasn't started yet.
- 是谁？ - 玛莉莲 - What's her name? - Melanie.
- 不是那个研究数学的吗？ - 是统计学 - Not the mathematician? - She's a statistician.
那个曾顺道来吃晚饭 The one who came round for dinner
把我们说得昏昏欲睡的 and talked us into a stupor
还穿高跟鞋把我们地板踩烂的人吗？ and wrecked our floor with her stilettos?
那就太可笑了，你的岁数是她的两倍 That's absurd. She's half your age.
听着，你要过这样的生活吗？ Look, you wanna live like this?
好，我可不想，我要外遇 Fine. I don't. I'm going to have this affair.
然后离婚，然后生个我没给你的孩子？ And a divorce and the child I've failed to give you?
才不，没离婚，没欺骗，没谎言 No. No divorce, no deception, no lies.
我爱你，我们是命中注定的一对 I love you and we're meant to be together,
但...我本来可以背着你去 but... look, I could have gone behind your back.
还真好心，真不敢相信我们那么酷 还开放是婚姻勒 How very kind. I can't believe how cool we are. Open marriage.
杰克，那种事是在婚前 The time to suggest that, Jack, was before the wedding,
而不是结婚20年后 not 20 years afterwards.
少来这套 Such a cliché.
有就结束 You do this, it's the end.
- 就这么简单 - 威胁吗？ - Simple as that. - Threat?
我保证 Promise.
(door closes)
(plays scales)
- 11个月了 - 什么？ - 11 months. - What?
你说没印象，让我就来告诉你 You said you had no idea, so I'll tell you.
- 什么啦？ - 11个月了 - What? - 11 months.
已经11个月(没爱爱了) It's been 11 months.
差不多 Almost to the day.
我还记在日记上，当作特别事件 I marked it in my diary. Special event.
喔，天啊，杰克，实在是... Oh, God. Jack, this is...
这太不公平了，我要忙连体婴案... This is so unfair. I have had the conjoined twins case...
是啊，之前事忙东正教的犹太女生 Yes, I know, and before them the Orthodox Jewish schoolgirls,
再之前是巴林岛的坏老杯 and before them the bad father from Bahrain,
再再之前是电话亭的弃婴案... and before him the baby in the phone box...
啊你到底外遇了没？ Are you already having this affair?
如果有，你就给我打包行李走人 If you are, I'd like you to pack a bag now and leave.
就跟你说过还没 I told you that I'm not.
我已经回答过了，现在又怎样？ Well, you've had your answer, so now what?
菲，你不想念吗？ Don't you miss it, Fi?
还是说只因你不想要，我就不能有？ Or is just 'cause you don't want it, I can't have it?
是这样说的吗？ Is that the deal?
你该知道，这不只是爽一下 You have to understand that it's not just about the sex.
还... It's...
我们连亲亲都省了 We don't even kiss any more.
碰一下脸都没了，真是... Barely a peck on the cheek. It...
或是你根本不想碰我？ Or is it just me you don't want?
(phone rings)
- 喂？ - MAN: 法官大人 抱歉 打扰您 - Yeah. - (man) Sorry to disturb you.
说吧 Go ahead.
一位医院的律师 A call from the out-of-hours Urgent Business Associate
经由紧急事务同仁 on behalf of counsel
打来一通非上班时间的电话 representing a hospital in Wandsworth.
说要给一个17岁 They urgently need to give blood to a cancer patient.
癌症病患输血 It's a boy of 17.
但他和他的父母拒绝 Now, he and his parents are refusing.
为什么拒绝？ Why are they refusing?
- 他们是耶和华见证人(属基督教派系之一，不承认三位一体) - 所以？ - They're Jehovah's Witnesses. - Go on.
医院希望 The hospital is seeking an order
藉由诉讼改变他们的意愿 to proceed against their wishes.
- 期限呢？ - 四天吧 - How long have we got? - Perhaps four days.
好吧，就列在后天的临时听证会上 List it for hearing at short notice the day after tomorrow.
通知两造 Give notice to the respondents.
让医院通知父母 Direct the hospital to inform the parents.
他们有权申请法律援助 They'll have liberty to apply for legal aid.
那男孩要找法律代表 The boy will need legal representation.
明天四点前请医院准备好证明文件 I want the hospital to serve evidence by four tomorrow
还有医生的证词 with a witness statement from the treating oncologist.
我不需要知道为什么要输血 I'll need to know why transfusion is necessary.
父母应该尽力 And the parents should use their best endeavours
在周四前准备证词 to file evidence by noon on Thursday.
就酱，谢谢，再见 OK, thanks. Bye.
MAN: 为什么血液对上帝那么重要？ (man) Why is blood so important to God?
为什么上帝那么坚持？ Why is God so insistent?
莎拉？ Yes, Sarah?
因为灵魂就在血液里 Because that's where the soul is, right in the blood,
所以是属于祂的 and therefore it belongs to him.
MAN: 说得好 (man) Very good indeed.
灵魂，生命 The soul, the life,
就在血里，不在身体里，是上帝的 it's in the blood, and it's not ours, it's God's.
让我们为亲爱的朋友亚当祈祷 Now let us pray for our dear friend, Adam Henry,
藉由虔诚的祷告让他痊愈 and a prayer of faith will make the sick one well
耶和华会扶持他.. and Jehovah will raise him up.
杰克？ - (door closes) - Jack?
(car door opens)
(sombre piano music)
(sombre piano music continues)
法官大人，早啊，您昨晚一定很美好 Good morning, My Lady. I trust you had a good evening.
那还用说，没人吵 Absolutely marvellous. Quiet.
- 那你呢？ - 也很好，谢谢 - And you? - Very pleasant, thank you.
我去钓鱼 I went fishing with Dominic on the River Lea.
有钓到吗？先别说了，今天的行程呢？ Catch anything? Don't tell me. What have we got?
一个被诱拐到摩洛哥的小孩 You have the child abducted to Morocco,
十点排海牙公约 Hague Convention, listed for ten,
还有一些平常的诉讼案 some routine maintenance pending suits,
有个前夫驱离案 an ex-parte application to exclude a husband
还有耶和华见证人男孩案 from the matrimonial home,
排在明天 and this Jehovah's Witness boy
listed for tomorrow as requested.
父母正准备 The parents are making
申请紧急法律援助 an emergency application for legal aid.
今天下午要先检查证书 The certificate should go through this afternoon.
一堆媒体已蠢蠢欲动 A lot of press interest already.
还有你的歌手朋友，纳伯先生 Oh, and your singing friend, Mr Berner,
将代表医院出庭 will be acting for the hospital.
这孩子患的是白血病... The boy has a form of leukaemia...
孩子，孩子，总有个名吧 The boy, the boy. Let's at least give him a name.
法官大人，当然有，叫亚当 Of course, My Lady. Adam. Adam Henry.
独生子，很虔诚，也很早熟 An only child. Very devout. Awfully precocious, they say.
父亲凯文，母亲娜奥米，也很虔诚 His parents are Kevin and Naomi, also very devout.
亨利先生开家小公司 Mr Henry runs his own small company,
经营些土木工程 groundwork, land drainage.
显然他是个 Apparently he's quite a virtuoso
钻洞专家 with a mechanical digger.
- 亨利太太呢... - 有完没完 - Whereas Mrs Henry... - That's enough.
抱歉，真是 Sorry. Damn.
我要去泡杯咖啡 I'll get my own coffee.
不是，麻烦打一把钥匙给我的书记？ Um, no, could you please send the new keys to my clerk?
我会让门房等你 Yes, I'll let the porter know to expect you.
可以，好的 Right, good.
谢谢 Thanks.
喔，菲欧娜，菲欧娜 Oh, Fiona. Fiona, Fiona.
喔，薛伍德 Oh, Sherwood.
- 真是的，我的咖啡啦 - 跟你讲个笑话 - Bloody hell. My coffee. - Got a gem for you.
- 没空啦 - 一下就好 - I haven't got time. - It won't take a second.
- 赛德利说的 - 看看我的袖子 - I had it from Sedley. - Look at this sleeve.
听我说，一个律师问一个医生 Listen. Cross-examiner asks a pathologist
开始解剖前 if he can be absolutely sure
是否能确定那人已经死了 that a certain patient was dead before he began the autopsy.
医生说"那还用说" "Absolutely sure," says the pathologist.
"喔，你怎么那么确定？" "Oh. How can you be so sure?"
医生说"因为" "Because," says the pathologist,
"他的脑袋就在我桌上的罐子里" "his brain was sitting in a jar on my desk."
律师说"啊" "Ah," says counsel.
"那病患就活不了罗？" "But couldn't the patient be alive nevertheless?"
医生说"这个嘛" "Well," says the pathologist,
"可能还活着 "it's possible he could have been alive
在别处当律师" and practising law somewhere."
当律师 (laughs) Practising law.
(laughter continues)
- 给我吧 - 谢谢 - Let me take that. - Yes, thank you.
(laughter continues)
当律师 Practising law.
全体起立 Court rise.
- 法官大人，开始罗 - 说吧，索姆斯先生 - May it please you, My Lady. - Yes, Mr Soames.
法官大人，我想先说我委托人的承诺... My Lady, may I refer you to my client's undertaking...
索姆斯先生，你的委托人 Your client, Mr Soames, is in direct breach
直接违反了对法庭的承诺 of his undertaking to this court.
他把女儿从司法管辖区带走了 He's removed his daughter from the jurisdiction.
我还听说在摩洛哥 Now, I hear, he's in Rabat,
不打算带回来 with no intention of returning her.
我真希望看到你 I was rather expecting to find you
替他脸红 blushing on his behalf.
你委托人声称 Your client claims that the ￡7 million
经依规定给付他前妻七百万英镑 he has been ordered to pay his former wife
这是公司付的，不是他 belongs to the company and is not his to give.
我发现事实并非如此 I find this is not the case.
我相信，这只是公司为了逃税 I am satisfied that the company is nothing more than a fig leaf
一块遮羞布 for a beneficial tax arrangement.
我将立刻下令扣押财产 I shall make the charging order forthwith.
- 说吧，布莱克先生 - 法官大人 - Yes, Mr Blackwell. - My Lady.
本案为申请将一名不理智的丈夫 This is an ex-parte application to exclude
驱离出婚姻家庭... an unreasonable husband from the matrimonial home...
你做这种事怎么不知会一声？ Why in heaven's name are you doing this without notice?
我从书面上看完全没必要这样 I see nothing in the papers that would make that necessary.
你们双方有任何沟通吗？ 我看是没有吧 What communication have you had with the other side? None.
如果这位丈夫愿对你的委托人承诺 If the husband's willing to give an undertaking to your client,
那就没必要来烦我了 then you really shouldn't be bothering me with this.
如果他不承诺再通知 我会听双方的说法 If he isn't, then serve notice and I'll hear both sides.
全体起立 All rise.
我得周四从头来 I've got another beginning on Thursday.
这太快了 It's just too soon.
法官大人，明天要上你的庭的伯纳先生 My Lady, that Mr Berner, who'll be before you tomorrow.
- 怎样？ - 他的书记来电 - Yes? - His clerk called.
提醒你今晚有排练 To remind you that you have a rehearsal tonight.
- 不 - 7:30在你家 - No. - 7:30 at your flat.
按照原定计划 As arranged.
谢谢 Thank you.
叫他们出来 Get them out.
谢谢各位，稍待十分钟 Thank you, gentlemen. Ten minutes.
年轻人，我要跟你谈谈 Young man, I really need to talk to you.
(door buzzer)
可恶的东西 Bloody thing.
不如先把酒杯放下吧？ Well, why don't you put that down, for a start?
谢谢，谢谢 Thank you. Thanks. Oops.
- 杰克呢 出去啦？ - 喔，去伯明罕开会 - Where's Jack, anyway? - Oh, conference. Birmingham.
可怜的东西，好啦 Poor sod. Right, there.
- 你还好吧？你有点... - 没事 我很好... - You alright? You look a bit... - No, I'm fine. Um...
我有十五分钟，包括安可曲 They've given us 15 minutes, which includes an encore.
我有跟你说不当律师了吗？ Did I tell you I'm giving up the law?
没，从颂歌开始吗？ Not again. Shall we do the carol first?
我接到一个案子 - Hmm? - I just had this case.
酒吧外人行道上斗殴 So there's a pavement brawl outside a pub in Kentish Town.
我可怜的委托人 只是坐在旁看他的朋友 My poor fool, he's just standing on the edge watching his mates.
全都被监控拍下了 The whole thing's on CCTV.
有人下巴被打断，该是伤害罪 Someone gets a broken jaw, so it's GBH,
全被抓去关，包括我孩子 and they're all sent down, including my kid.
连起诉都没救判了两年半 Two and a half years for a crime he wasn't even charged with.
所谓的共同犯罪，我一点办法都没 So-called joint enterprise. Nothing I could do.
- 第三类吗？ - 对 - Category three? - Yep.
查尔斯麦凯的前面 In front of Charles Mackay.
他被判六个月，最轻量刑 He went six months below the guidelines.
你算幸运的 Count yourself lucky.
成年人的打架 A fight between consenting adults.
受害者甚至不用就医 Victim didn't even need treatment.
四个工薪家庭孩子，没前科 Four working-class kids, clean records,
两个还有孩子，全都有工作 two with babies, all in work.
他们是纳税人啊 They're taxpayers.
马克，开始吧 Mark, let's get started.
歌词哪去了？ Where are the words?
菲欧娜 可恶的阶级对立啊 It's bloody class warfare, Fiona.
没意义，我不玩了 Pointless. I hereby give up.
不用，你明天还得出我的庭... No, you don't. You're in front of me tomorrow and...
? 睡吧, 睡吧 ? (考文垂圣诞曲) ? Lully, lullay
? 我的小宝贝... ? ? Thou little tiny child...
(bleeps on radio)
英国国家广播电台 现在为您播报四点钟新闻 (woman) This is the BBC World Service. The news at 0400 GMT.
今天持续南欧艾妲飓风的 Rescue operations continue today across southern Europe
抢救工作 in the wake of Storm Ada.
通往蒙特佩利尔铁公路... Rail and road connections to Montpelier...
媒体有些骚动 There's a bit of a media scrum.
什么都别说 Say nothing.
(shouting)
- 娜奥米！娜奥米，凯文，看这边！ - 借过 - Naomi! Naomi! Kevin, this way! - Let us through.
- 借过 - 看这边，娜奥米 - Let us through. - Look over here, love. Naomi.
- 拜托，借过 - 娜奥米，很好，亲爱的 - Please, let us through. - Naomi, nice one, sweetheart.
- 就酱 - 娜奥米，亲爱的 - That's it. - Naomi, darling.
凯文，凯文，请发表一下 Kevin. Kevin. Talk to me, please.
这个阶段没什么好讲的 They have absolutely nothing to say at this stage.
- 那麻烦... - 就说说那男孩吧 - Now, please... - Just something about the boy.
- 随便说几句... - 抱歉 抱歉 - Anything... - Excuse us. Excuse us.
好了，法官到了 OK, the judge is ready for you.
无可奉告，好吗？ No. There's nothing to say, OK?
- 是的，他们好了 - 喔，谢谢 - Yeah, they're ready now. - Oh, thank you.
(knocking)
法官大人，他们准备好了 My Lady, they're ready for you.
全体起立 Court rise.
本案的主体是一个孩子 In the matter of A, a child.
我们现在要处理一个十分紧急的问题 We are here on a matter of extreme urgency,
攸关生死 of life and death.
请牢记，时间很紧迫 Time is of the essence. Please bear this in mind.
请言简意赅，一针见血，伯纳先生 Speak briefly and to the point. Mr Berner.
那我...就简明扼要的说，法官大人 I... I shall indeed be brief, My Lady.
本案申请人 The applicant in the matter
旺兹沃斯的艾迪斯法兰丝医院 is the Edith Frances Hospital, Wandsworth,
请求法院许可 which is seeking the leave of this court
去治疗一个青年，亚当 to treat a teenager, Adam.
年龄17岁又九个月 He's 17 years and nine months.
他第一次胃痛是在学校... He first experienced stomach pains at school.
我看过书面了 伯纳先生 I've read the papers, Mr Berner.
法官大人 我认为当事人都确知亚当患了白血病 My Lady, I believe all parties accept that Adam has leukaemia.
医院想用四种药物治疗他 The hospital wishes to treat him with four drugs,
一般采用的疗法，我可提示 a universally recognised therapy, as I can show.
- 省了吧 - 谢谢，法官大人 - No need. - Thank you, My Lady.
Two of these drugs have the side effect
会伤及骨随 of attacking the bone marrow,
损害免疫系统 compromising the body's immune system,
因此治疗过程中，输血是标准程序 therefore it's standard to transfuse during treatment.
但是 监于孩子和其父母是耶和华见证人 However, the boy and his parents are Jehovah's Witnesses
输血进入身体 and it's contrary to their faith
有违他们的信仰 to accept blood products into their system.
除此之外，亚当与其父母 This apart, Adam and his parents agree
接受院方的任何疗法 to any treatment the hospital can offer.
关于这点，我想传唤血液专家 At this point I'd like to call the consultant haematologist.
可以 Fine.
卡特教授，请说明亚当最新的状况 Professor Carter, bring us up to date on Adam's condition.
很糟，他很虚弱 It's not good, he's weak,
而且，正如所料，他开始出现 and, as I would expect, he's beginning to show
呼吸困难的初期征状 the first signs of breathlessness.
他的血红蛋白数持续下降 His haemoglobin counts are dropping steadily.
正常值为12.5，他今天早上才4.5 The norm is 12.5. This morning it was 4.5.
白血球呢？ And the white cell count?
正常值为5到9 Well, they should be somewhere between 5 and 9.
他的是1.7 He was showing 1.7.
- 至于血小板... - 请说说有什么作用 - As for the platelets... - Remind me of their function.
血小板作用是凝固，法官大人 They're necessary for clotting, My Lady.
正常值为250，亚当今早只有34 The norm is 250. Adam's count this morning was 34.
一个健康的青少年 A healthy adolescent produces
每天产生五千亿血细胞 500 billion blood cells every day.
亚当一点都没 Adam is producing no blood at all.
也就是说，如果能输血...？ And if you could transfuse this patient...?
就有存活可能 Then he would stand a decent chance.
你跟亚当提过 (Mark) Have you discussed with Adam
如果不输血会怎样吗？ what will happen to him if he's not transfused?
详细说了，他知道他会死 Well, I've spared him the details. He knows he could die.
他到底知不知道他会怎么死法？ What knowledge does he have of the manner of his death?
一无所知 Nothing at all.
那是不是能跟我们说？ Then perhaps you could tell us?
(Carter sighs)
所有人都会很痛苦 It'll be very distressing for everyone,
包括医疗团队 including the medical team.
他们就是不了解 They simply can't understand
为何要冒着失去患者的风险 why they should risk losing this patient.
他会很用力的呼吸，而且是徒然的 He'll fight to breathe and he's bound to lose.
这会很恐怖，就像溺水 It'll be frightening, like drowning.
在那之前，也可能会内出血 Before that, there will be internal bleeding perhaps,
也可能肾衰竭 perhaps renal failure.
有些患者失明 Some patients lose their sight.
或中风，症状不尽相同 He may have a stroke. Patients vary.
但确定的是，死状都很惨 The one sure thing is that it will be a horrible death.
教授，您同意 (woman) Do you agree, Professor,
在医疗方面自由选择 that the freedom of choice in medical treatment
是一项基本人权吗？ is a fundamental human right?
以成年人来说，我同意 In adults, yes, I agree.
亚当快成年了 Adam is very close to being an adult.
就算明早他就满18岁 If his 18th birthday were tomorrow morning,
今天下午都还是未成年 he wouldn't legally be an adult this afternoon.
我们都该认同 (woman) I think we can agree
亚当很接近成年了 that Adam is very nearly an adult,
那本案中，您有没有 and isn't it the case that he's expressed
对他表示这想法？ his views to you intelligently?
他的想法就是他父母的想法 His views are his parents' views.
他拒绝输血是因为 His objections to blood transfusion
邪教的教义 are the doctrines of a religious cult
而让他成为无意义的牺牲者 for which he's likely to become a pointless martyr.
您宣誓过 You took the oath.
- 我想您是基督徒？ - 英国国教徒 - I assume you're a Christian? - I am an Anglican.
英国国教是邪教吗？ Is the Church of England a cult?
您知道世界卫生组织 Are you aware that the World Health Organization
估计感然爱滋病中 将近有百分之二十 estimates that up to 20% of new AIDS cases
是藉由输血来的吗？ are caused by blood transfusions?
输血还会有其他风险 And transfusion brings other dangers.
肝炎、莱姆病、疟疾、梅毒 Hepatitis, Lyme disease, malaria, syphilis,
查加斯氏病、移植物抗宿主病 Chagas' disease, graft-versus-host disease,
输血相关的肺病、克雅氏病 transfusion-related lung disease, variant CJD.
机率很低，至少我没遇到过 Very rarely happens and never under me.
如果把危险加在一起 So if we added up all the dangers,
难道还不足以 wouldn't you say there was enough
让人产生犹疑吗？ to give a rational person pause?
我们所用的血液 (Carter) The blood products we use
都经过高标准的筛选 are tested to the highest standard.
但考虑所有潜在的感染和失误 But it wouldn't be unreasonable, surely,
并非不无可能吧 given all the potential for infection and error,
对病患而言，应该坚持他的意愿 for a patient to insist his consent be sought.
你在玩文字游戏 You're playing with words.
如果没有输血的许可 If I'm not allowed to transfuse this boy,
他会死 we may lose him.
耶和华见证人的病患通常采用 Jehovah's Witnesses patients are often treated now
所谓的无血手术治疗 by what's called bloodless surgery.
这里不是在讨论手术 Look, we're not dealing with surgery here.
男孩需要血，因为他的治疗 This boy needs blood because his treatment
无法让他自主 prevents him making any of his own.
- 这是很简单的道理 - 谢谢，教授 - It's as simple as that. - Thank you, Professor.
谢谢您的时间，卡特教授 Thank you for your time, Professor Carter.
休庭20分钟 We'll take a break. 20 minutes.
全体起立 (usher) Court rise.
协助拒绝输血的病患
(knocking)
(phone rings)
- 杰克？ - 嗨 - Jack? - Oh, hi.
我还以为你正在开庭 I thought you were gonna be in court.
本来想留言，呃... I was just gonna leave you a message. Um...
- 你去哪？到底... - 知道吗？我得挂了 - Where are you? What's going... - You know what? I have to go.
- 抱歉 - 喔，天啊！ - Sorry. - Oh, for God's sake!
从那时起，我们就没反悔过 From that point on, we never looked back.
我酒戒了，开始锻链 I stopped drinking, got my training,
我...我和娜奥米关系更好了 and me... me and Naomi became good with each other,
好好照顾亚当 and looking after Adam properly.
他更平静，在校表现也不错 And he was calmer, and he started doing well at school.
我们从聚会所得到很多帮助 And we had a lot of support from our Kingdom Hall
还有更多友谊 and good friends there.
那里的人从不会让你感到不舒服 You know, the sort of people who never let you down.
我们很幸福，活在真实中 We were happy. We've lived in the truth.
亨利先生，您的孩子得了白血病 And now, Mr Henry, your son has leukaemia
您和娜奥米面对信仰上很大的考验 and you and Naomi are facing the ultimate test of faith.
- 您是这样想吧？ - 没错 - Is that how you'd put it? - That's exactly what it is.
可以告诉庭上，为何您 您夫人和亚当 Can you tell the court why you and your wife and Adam
拒绝输血吗？ are refusing a blood transfusion?
先要了解血液 What you have to understand is that blood,
代表人类的根本 it's the essence of what it means to be human.
是我们都该感激的生命馈赠 It's the gift of life that we should all be grateful for.
如同宝贵的生命 Just as life is sacred, so's blood.
那为什么亚当要拒绝医生的馈赠(血)呢？ So why would Adam refuse such a gift from the doctors?
把我们的血 Mixing your own blood
跟其他动物或人的血混合 with the blood of an animal or another person
就是污染，玷污 is pollution, it's contamination.
也是拒绝上帝的馈赠 It's a rejection of God's gift.
所以在圣经上 That's why he specifically forbids it
特别禁止输血 in Genesis and Leviticus and Acts.
我们的儿子，亚当 And our son, Adam,
他知道要遵循上帝的旨意 he knows that God's word has to be obeyed.
你们夫妇爱孩子吗，亨利先生？ Do you and your wife love your son, Mr Henry?
当然爱 Yes, we love him.
如果不输血... And if refusing a blood transfusion...
就会死？ should cause his death?
那他就会 Then he'd take his place
在天国找到安身之处 in the kingdom of heaven on earth that's to come.
那你夫妇俩会有什么感受？ And how will you and Naomi feel?
你们会很悲伤，对吧，亨利先生？ You'll be grief-stricken, won't you, Mr Henry?
所以这是亚当的决定，不是你们？ So this refusal is Adam's decision, not coming from you?
他是个... He's a...
非常...非常特别的人 He's a very... He's a very special person.
很有内涵 He's profound.
就算我们想，也改变不了他的想法 We couldn't change his mind even if we wanted to.
没人可以 I mean, no one could.
亨利先生，您提到圣经 Mr Henry, these books of the Bible you mentioned.
是在铁器时代，那时没输血 At the time of these Iron Age texts, transfusion didn't exist.
怎么会提到禁止呢？ How on earth could it be forbidden?
这是上帝心里的话 It existed in the mind of God.
许多耶和华见证人接受了输血 Many Jehovah's Witnesses accept blood products
并没损及他们的信仰 without compromising their faith.
这个案子里 亚当真的没有别的选择吗？ Isn't it the case that there are other options open to young Adam
如果你想，就可以负责 and you could, if you wanted, play your part
说服他接受输血，就他的命？ in persuading him to take them and save his life?
我不知道有谁 I don't know anyone
会违反理事会的教导 who departs from the teachings of the Governing Body.
长老们给我们很好的教导 The elders give us good guidance.
每天跑来看你儿子 确保他不会改变心意 The same strict elders who've been visiting your son every day
这个长老是同一个人吗？ to make sure he doesn't change his mind?
他们是正直的好人 (Kevin) These are kind and decent men.
其他教会在医院也有教士 The other churches have priests in the hospital too.
没错，对吧，如果亚当同意输血 It's true, isn't it, that if Adam agreed to a transfusion,
他就会被怎么说"开除" he'd be what you call dis-fellowshipped,
逐出教会？ cast out of the community?
这叫分离 Disassociated, actually,
但这不会发生 but it's not gonna happen
因为他不会改变主意 because he isn't gonna change his mind.
因为是你在照顾 我想改变的是你的想法 He's in your care and it's your mind I want to change.
他担心被冷落，你就是利用这一点吧？ He's scared of being shunned. Isn't that the term you use?
他唯一知道的是，世界会被弃他 The only world he knows would turn its back on him
因为比起可怕的死亡，他更想活下来 for preferring life to a terrible death.
这听起来像是自由的选择吗？ Does that sound like a free choice?
法官大人，如果跟他共处五分钟 My Lady, if you spent just five minutes with him,
您就会了解，他非常非常特别 then you'd understand that this is a very, very special person
很有自己的想法 who knows his own mind.
亨利先生，您有跟亚当说 (Mark) Mr Henry, have you told Adam
如果为了救自己，接收输血 that if he saved his own life and agreed to a transfusion,
你还爱他吗？ you'd still love him?
说了 We've told him we love him.
- 就这样吗？ - 很够了 - Is that all? - It's enough.
耶和华见证人何时 When were the Jehovah's Witnesses
下令禁止输血？ commanded to refuse blood transfusions?
打从创世纪就有了 It's in Genesis. It dates from the creation.
是从1945年吧？ It dates from 1945, doesn't it?
某个布鲁克林的委员会 决定了你孩子的命运 A committee in Brooklyn has decided your son's fate.
有些深刻真理之前没被理解 There are deep truths that weren't previously understood.
科学上也有同样的状况 The same is just as true in science.
你所在的教堂没有其他声音(意见)吧？ Not much room for dissent in your church, is there?
你可能不知 You've probably no idea what it means
服从上级的真谛 to submit to a higher authority.
这样做完全是自由意识 We do so of our own free will.
当你在亚当这个年纪 When you were Adam's age,
也不完全知道自己到底在想什么吧 you wouldn't have known your own mind.
他能活在真理中，我可没那特权 He's lived in the truth. I didn't have that privilege.
你说生命可贵 是指其他人的 还是只有你的？ You say life is precious. Other people's lives or just your own?
所有生命都是上帝所赐，祂随时可取回 All life is a gift of the Lord and his to take away.
亨利先生 跟你生命无关就很容易说出口吧 Easy to say, Mr Henry, when it's not your life.
说道你亲生儿子就很难了 Harder to say when it's your own son.
- 手淫是罪吗？亨利先生 - 是的 - (Mark) Is masturbation a sin? - Yes.
- 堕胎？同性恋呢？ - 是的 - And abortion? Homosexuality? - Yes.
这些也教亚当了吗？ Is this what Adam's been taught to believe?
那就是他所知的真理 That is what he knows to be true.
谢谢你，亨利先生 Thank you, Mr Henry.
他说 "我就是自己" (woman) He said, "I'm my own man."
"我脱离父母" "I'm separate from my parents."
"无论他们怎么想，最后决定在我" "Whatever their ideas are, I'm deciding for myself."
"我已准备赴死" "I'm prepared to die."
谢谢，格林太太 Thank you, Mrs Greene.
在同意治疗 (Mark) There's a crucial difference between the right
和拒绝接受治疗的 to assent to treatment
权利之间有一个重大的分歧 and the right to refuse life-saving treatment.
法官大人，法律很清楚 My Lady, the law is clear.
未满18岁就没自主权 He has no autonomy in the matter until he's 18.
也就是说，他还未成年 Slice it as my learned friend may, he is not 18.
非常重要的是，毫无疑问 In so important a matter, there can be no sheltering
再过几个月，祂就要 behind the couple of months that separate him
满18岁 from his 18th birthday.
亚当显然对 It's clear that Adam has a full grasp
拒绝接受治疗的宗教原则 of the religious principles
有充分的了解 on which his refusal of treatment rests.
这是患者的基本权利，受法律保护 It is a patient's basic right, protected by common law,
拒绝接受治疗 to refuse treatment.
我认为法官大人不该被引诱 I submit My Lady should not be tempted
到如此危险的境地 onto the dangerous ground of undermining
危害基本人权 so fundamental a human right
还有赋予的珍贵尊严 and the precious dignity it confers.
监于本案的独特性 Given the unique circumstances of this case,
我想听听亚当自己说他的想法 I have decided I would like to hear from Adam himself.
我要知道她到底清不清楚自己现在的 I need to know if he understands his situation
还有未来的状况 and what he confronts
如果我要否决医院的话 should I rule against the hospital.
我会在监护人陪同下 现在前往亚当的床边 I'll go now to Adam's bedside in the company of his guardian.
回来时会公开做出审判结果 I'll give judgement in open court when I return,
可能会在晚上7点后 probably after 7pm.
全体起立 Court rise.
- 这很不寻常 - 很奇怪 - Unconventional. - (woman) Very eccentric.
- 但我们不知怎么办 - 会有用... - But there's nothing we can do. - Will it help...
截稿前不会有结果 She's not working to our deadline.
没错，不可思议 Yeah, unbelievable.
我还不知道法官可以这样 (woman) I've never known a judge to do this.
我知道，她简直疯了 (woman 2) I know. She's completely off the wall.
谁知道会怎样？ Who knows what will happen?
就在那里 It's just down here.
- 嗨 - 嗨，玛丽娜 - Hi. - Hi, Marina.
- 堂娜，嗨 - 嗨 - Donna. Hi. - Hi.
- 嗨，艾咪 - 玛丽娜 - Hi, Emy. - Marina.
- 嗨，玛丽娜，你好 - 还好吗？你好 - Hi, Marina. Good to see you. - You OK? Nice to see you.
这是梅法官，尊贵人士 想探望小亚当 This is Mrs Justice Maye. Very high up. Here to see young Adam.
- 你好 - 你好 - Hello. - Pleased to meet you.
嗨 Hi.
法官大人，我去跟他说你来了 (Marina) I'll let him know you're coming, My Lady.
他已下定决心，为了他的原则而活 He's made up his mind, like living for his principles.
你该说的是去死 Dying, you mean.
太棒了，被我说中了 Brilliant. I was right.
法官会来，我就说嘛 The judge has come to see me. I knew it.
别人怎么称呼您？ What do they call you?
陛下？阁下？ 还是至尊，无上之类的？ Your Highness? Your Excellency? Your Honourable something?
法庭上叫"法官大人" In court it's "My Lady".
法官大人，太棒了 My Lady. Oh, that's fantastic.
- 我可以这样叫你吗？ - 我叫梅菲欧娜 - Am I allowed to call you that? - My name's Fiona Maye.
不，我想叫您... No, but I wanna call you...
我想叫您法官大人 I wanna call you My Lady, please.
先缓口气吧？ Do you want to catch your breath?
法官大人 My Lady.
我跟玛丽娜 还有她姐姐堂娜 You know, I told Marina, and Donna, the sister,
还有送餐的杰克 还有所有医务人员，说你会来 and Jake, the dinner guy, and all the doctors that you'd come.
他们都说"不会 And they all said, 'No, no,
法官不会这样做" judges don't do that sort of thing.'
- 但我就知道 - 那被你说中了 - But I knew. - Well, there you go.
面纱后面的人都是小绵羊 Underneath their clothes, people are sheep.
所以你来是想说服我 So you've come to change my mind.
改变我 Straighten me out.
不是，亚当 我想知知道怎样对你最好 No, Adam. I need to know what's best for you.
求求你，女士，引我走上正义之路 Please, miss, set me on the path of righteousness.
我必须确定你知道自己在做什么 I have to be sure you know what you're doing.
白血病是很严重的病 Leukaemia's a very serious illness.
输血可以救你，但你拒绝了 Refusing a blood transfusion when it could save your life,
社会大众认为你是 some people think you've been unduly influenced
被你父母和长老掌控的 by your parents and the elders,
有些人认为你很聪明 and others think that you're awfully clever
我们该让你继续这样 and we should just let you get on with it.
是这样吗？由你自己决定？ Should we? Let you do yourself in?
不管怎样我都要判 Somehow I've got to decide.
我觉得这是我的选择 I think it's my choice.
恐怕法律不准 I'm afraid the law doesn't agree.
法律是个屁 The law is an ass.
也对啦 So they say.
但我们得考虑一下现实 But let's just consider the practicalities.
输了血 With a transfusion,
医生可以多用两种药来治疗 the consultant could add two drugs to your treatment
你就有机会快速痊愈 and you'd stand a good chance of a pretty quick recovery.
不输血你会死 Without a transfusion, you could die.
- 了解吗？ - 是的 - You understand that? - Yeah.
如果这样，亚当？局部康复 But how about this, Adam? Partial recovery.
你可能会失明或伤及脑袋 You could lose your sight, suffer brain damage.
失去肾脏 Your kidneys could go.
这样是为了让上帝高兴吗？ Is that going to please God?
如果你不相信上帝 If you don't believe in God,
就没权利讨论取悦祂 you've no right talking about what does or doesn't please him.
我没说不信啊 I haven't said I don't believe.
我只是要你考虑清楚 I need to know you've thought this through.
失明或失智或都有 Blind or mentally disabled, or both.
你准备余生都这样吗？ For the rest of your life. Ready for that?
我不喜欢 I'd hate it.
但我接受 But I'd accept it.
(rapid bleeping)
等一下 Wait.
打扰一下 Excuse me.
(rapid bleeping continues)
(regular bleeping)
你仔细听这位女士的话 Now, you listen closely to this lady.
嘿，亚当，烤鸡喔 Hey, Adam. Roast chicken, man.
出去 Out.
去吧 Go away.
你有孩子吗，法官大人？ Do you have children, My Lady?
可惜，没有，我是希望... No, sadly. I wish...
我常忙得不可开交 Always too busy.
法律完全填满我的生活 The law can take over your life.
你可能会有 Perhaps you will.
- 我觉得不会 - 抱歉，我不是指... - I don't think so. - Sorry. I didn't mean...
跟我说说，亚当 Tell me this, Adam.
我想听你自己说 I want to hear it in your own words.
为什么拒绝输血？ Why won't you have a blood transfusion?
因为这样不对 'Cause it's wrong.
继续说 Go on.
上帝说这是错的 God has told us that it's wrong.
错在哪？ Why is it wrong?
有什么才是对的？法官大人？ Why is anything wrong, My Lady?
我们就是知道 We just know it.
你的婚姻满是折磨、欺骗、不忠 Murder, torture, lying, being unfaithful in your marriage.
我们怎么就是知道呢？ How do we just know it?
都在我们心里，上帝与我们同在 It's in our hearts. God has put it there.
就像...就算我们藉由折磨一个恐怖份子 And so... like, even if we get useful information
得到情报 by torturing a terrorist,
我们知道，就是知道这是错的 we know, we just know it's wrong.
输血像折磨吗？ Is transfusion like torture?
他们都是错的 They're both wrong.
真想让您明白 I wish I could make you see this.
血不止是生物上的东西 Blood isn't just a biological thing
而是一种象征 and it isn't just a symbol.
血就是生命 It's life itself.
就是我们 It's what we are.
我们选择活在上帝的真理下 We've chosen to live in God's truth
祂告诉我们不要和其他人混血 and he's told us not to mix our blood with other people's.
这是活下去的简单原则 It's a simple rule we wanna live by.
我们不会强加给别人 We're not inflicting it on anyone else.
只想活在我们看到的，认知的 We just wanna live our lives in the truth as we see it.
真相之中 As we know it.
谢谢你，亚当 Thank you, Adam.
如果我判决医院能合法给你输血 And if I decided the hospital can legally transfuse you,
你会怎么想？ what would you think?
我会认为法官大人 I'd think My Lady
是个爱管闲事的人 was an interfering busybody.
别走，请别走 No, don't go yet, please.
亚当，我要去开庭了 Adam, I have to be in court.
等到堂娜送晚餐来吧 Just wait till Donna brings my supper.
好吧，走之前，说说你的吉他吧？ Alright, before I go, will you tell me about your guitar?
很漂亮 It's beautiful.
我祖父的 It belonged to my grandad.
很有历史罗，很好 It looks really lived-in. Lovely.
- 您知道吗？ - 什么？ - You know something? - What?
我弹了四星期 I've been playing four weeks
已经会弹四首歌了 and I can already play ten tunes.
这首是最难的 And this is the hardest so far.
? 歌名:莎莉花园 ? (plays gentle melody)
不对，C调，这里 - (plays wrong note) - No, it's a C. There.
喔，是喔 - Oh, yeah. - Mmm.
对啦 That's it.
? 她将雪白的小手 ? And on my leaning shoulder ? And on my leaning shoulder
? 依靠在我的肩膀 ? She laid her snow-white hand ? She laid her snow-white hand
? 她要我珍重生命 ? She bid me take life easy ? She bid me take life easy
? 像生长在河堰的韧草 ? As the grass grows on the weirs ? As the grass grows on the weirs
? 只怪我年少不更事，? But I was young and foolish ? But I was young and foolish
? 此刻只能泪满眶 ? And now am full of tears ? And now am full of tears ?
非常好，才学四星期 Pretty good, only four weeks.
我不知还有歌词 I never even knew it had words.
爱尔兰诗人叶慈的诗，美丽的诗 It's Yeats, a very famous poet and a lovely poem.
我喜欢那句"她依靠在我肩膀" I love "and on my leaning shoulder".
来一遍完整的吧 Let's do the whole thing.
该吃晚餐了，而我该开庭了 It's dinnertime for you and I have to be in court.
法官大人，拜托...多待一会 My Lady, please... stay a bit longer.
"她要我轻柔的对待这份情" "She bid me take life easy."
可以给我你的伊媚儿吗？ Well, then, can I have your email?
再见啦，亚当 Goodbye, Adam.
你还会来吗？ Are you coming back?
我受"儿童法案"约束 I am bound by the Children Act
以及它开宗明义地明文禁令: and the clear injunction of its opening lines:
"这孩子的福祉 "The child's welfare
是本庭最高宗旨" shall be the court's paramount consideration."
如果复原情况良好 Assuming a good recovery,
这位年轻人对阅读和他的新宠 this young man's welfare is better served
吉他的热爱 by his love of reading
会让他获得更好的幸福 and his newly found passion for the guitar,
藉由他活泼的智慧 by the exercise of his lively intelligence
还有幽默且深情的天性的表达 and by the expression of a playful, affectionate nature
以及他周遭所有的生命与爱 and by all of life and love that lie ahead of him.
我认为他自己 I find that A himself,
他父母和教会的长老们 his parents and the elders of his church
所做的决定有违他的幸福 have made a decision which is hostile to A's welfare.
他必须受他的宗教和他自己保护 He must be protected from his religion and from himself.
以我来看 In my judgement,
他的生命当比尊严珍贵 his life is more precious than his dignity.
我的判决与声明如下 My direction and declaration are as follows.
申请医院按照他们的需求 It will be lawful for the applicant hospital
对孩子的治疗 to pursue such medical treatments of A
是合法的 as they deem necessary,
包括输血 including blood transfusion.
外遇结束啦？ End of the affair?
是吧 Maybe.
听我说，唯一重要的是我爱你 Look, the only important thing is that I love you.
- 你上了她 - 是的 - You fucked her. - Yes.
如果说是愚蠢的错误 那就是吧，因为... But if it was a stupid mistake, then so is this, because...
如果要过夜，就睡客房吧 If you're staying, then sleep in the spare room.
嘿，拜托，别再逃避了 Hey, come on, we can't avoid this any longer.
唯一的选择就是谈 Our only option is to talk.
不好意思，我累了 Excuse me. Long day.
(door buzzer)
- 杰克叔叔！ - 你们好！ - Uncle Jack! - Hi, guys!
明天十点来接 I'll collect them tomorrow around ten.
- 好的 - 谢谢了 - Yes, perfect. - Thanks for this.
- 再见，女孩们，要乖喔 - 再见！ - Bye, girls. Be good. - Bye!
莎莉，梅西，准备开心一下了吗？ Sally, Maisie, you ready for some fun?
耶！ Yeah!
走吧 Let's go.
我喜欢... (Jack) I love...
我喜欢她一直黏着你 I love how she just clings to you all the time.
- 看，就是那样 - 抓到你了！ - Look. She does. - (Sally) Got you!
她就是要抓你 Suppose... Suppose she had to get you.
你还要跟着她吗？要吗？ Would you still go after her? Yeah, you would?
好啦，来抓我看看 Alright, try to get me.
喂？ - (ringing tone) - Hello?
- 麦可，我是菲欧娜 - 菲欧娜？ - Hello, Michael. Fiona Maye. - Fiona?
看到我的留言没？ You got my message?
不，是真的 No, I meant it.
我要找个律师，对 I need a solicitor. Yeah.
"第二天早晨，十岁的彼德福传 (Jack) "The following morning, ten-year-old Peter Fortune
从混乱的梦中醒来 woke from troubled dreams
发现自己变成一个巨人 还是个成年人" to find himself transformed into a giant person, an adult."
- "他试着动一下手臂..." - 杰克叔叔 - "He tried to move his arms..." - Uncle Jack.
你为什么睡客厅？ Why are you sleeping in the sitting room?
- 这个么... - 因为他会打呼 - Well... - 'Cause he snores.
菲婶把他赶出来 Auntie Fi throws him out.
- 我们爸爸也打呼 - 那当然 - Our daddy snores. - Course he does.
他们是兄弟，笨蛋 They're brothers, stupid.
是啊，我打得很严重 Yeah, I'm a bad snorer.
"他也吃太多了，因为胃很撑 "He had eaten too much as well, because his stomach felt tight,
他说了很多话，因为喉咙很疼" and he had been talking too much because his throat was sore."
好啦，我不念了，关灯罗 OK, we're gonna stop there and I'm gonna turn out this light,
就留床头灯，好吗，女孩们？ but I'll leave the night light on, alright, girls?
别在床上跳，好吗？ No jumping on the bed, OK,
或许醒来就变巨人 and maybe you'll both wake up to be giants,
就像彼得福传 just like Peter Fortune.
晚安 Night-night.
晚安，杰克叔叔 (both) Night-night, Uncle Jack.
- 要谈谈吗？ - 不要 - Shall we talk? - No.
这是梅菲欧娜的电话 (ringing tone)
You've reached Fiona Maye's phone.
请在哔声后留言 Please leave a message after the beep.
嗨，我是亚当 - (bleep) - Hi. This is Adam Henry.
法官大人，我拿到您的电话 这很简单 My Lady, I got your number. It wasn't difficult.
我出院了 I'm out of hospital at last,
能听到您让人安稳的声音太好了 and it's so great to hear your calm voice.
我好喜欢那时你坐在旁边 I loved it when you came and sat with me
一起唱莎莉花园 and we did the Salley Gardens.
我每天都读那首诗 I look at that poem every day.
我想我就是"年少不更事" I suppose I like being 'young and foolish'.
如果没有你，我什么都不是 我早死了 But if it wasn't for you, I'd be neither. I'd be dead.
法官大人，又是我，亚当 (bleep)
My Lady, it's me again, Adam Henry.
我正做些很美妙 不切实际的白日梦 I'm having these wonderful, impossible daydreams,
有些愚蠢，像是... really stupid, like...
我们坐着邮轮环游世界 we go round the world in an oil tanker
住在小屋当邻居 and we have cabins next door to each other,
在桌前走来走去，聊一整天 walk up and down the decks talking all day.
喔，你猜猜？我正在读叶慈 Oh, and guess what? I'm reading Yeats.
有他的博士学位很不错 可以帮他防卫 His doctorate's in good shape and he'll defend it well.
问题是汤尼，他会出席会议 The problem is Tony. He'll be at the meeting, yeah.
我会晚十分到，不用等我 I might be ten minutes late, so start without me.
法官大人，又是我，亚当 My Lady, it's me again, Adam Henry.
我正做些很美妙 不切实际的白日梦 I'm having these wonderful, impossible daydreams.
可怜的孩子，失去的耶和华 找上了你 Poor kid. He's lost Jehovah and he's found you.
留言给他吧，天啊 Drop him a note, for God's sake.
我不能怂恿他... I can't go encouraging...
这样很不专业 It's simply not professional.
对，对，对，不专业 No, no, no, of course not.
(sighs)
好吧，我... (plays notes)
Alright, I'm...
我吓到了 I'm frightened.
被...我自己 Of... Of myself.
多准备一首安可曲吧？ Assuming they want it, what about an encore?
几年前圣诞节 我们合唱，可亲的小情人 A few Christmases ago, we did My Funny Valentine
我忘了歌词 and I forgot the words.
好吧 Right.
(? 可亲的小情人 ? PLAYS MY FUNNY VALENTINE (plays My Funny Valentine)
? 我可亲的小情人 ? My funny valentine ? My funny valentine
? 甜蜜如画的情人，? Sweet comic valentine... ? Sweet comic valentine...
好一个跟踪狂 Well, well. A stalker.
我没恶意，真的...我不是要骚扰您 It's nothing sinister, honestly. I... I don't mean to harass you.
我...只是...想你还认不认得我 I'm... I'm just... I thought you wouldn't recognise me.
- 你怎么找到我的电话r？ - 这很容易 - How did you get my number? - It's not difficult.
我觉得脑袋快爆炸了 I feel the top of my head has sort of exploded
所有东西都要喷出来 and all sorts of things are coming out,
只想把这些给你 and so I just wanted to give you these.
- 亚当，听我说，不可以这样 - 拜托，法官大人，拜托啦 - Adam, look, I can't. - Please, My Lady, please.
不过是我写的诗 It's just poems I've been writing
还有没寄出的信...跟一些事情... and letters I never posted and... thoughts about...
的想法 about things.
你比较健壮了，怎么样啊？ You look a lot stronger. How's it been?
常跟父母吵架 Lots of rows with my parents.
学校还好吧 School's OK, I suppose.
有时想到陌生人的血在我身体里流着 Sometimes the idea of having a stranger's blood inside me
就觉得恶心，像喝别人口水 makes me feel sick, like... drinking someone else's saliva.
拜托，你活着啊 Come on. You're alive.
是，但我想...听我说 我有好多问题 Yeah, but I wanted... Look, I've so many questions.
可不可以找个地方聊聊？ Couldn't we go somewhere and talk?
亚当，有件事我要你 Adam, there's something I want you
清清楚出的弄明白 to get very clear in your mind.
对我来说，你的案子已经结了 For me, your case is over.
我还有很多新案子 I've got lots of new cases,
婴儿啊孩子啊，各式各样的悲惨 babies and children, all kinds of sadness,
至于你 重获新生 and for you, you've got your life back.
现在前途光明 Everything's ahead of you now.
你很有才，会做得很好，我相信 You're talented. You're going to do very well, I'm sure of that.
但麻烦你 But there's one thing I want you to do for me.
别再打我电话，写信或跟踪 Don't phone me again or write to me or follow me.
了解吗？你还有光明的未来 Do you understand? Your future's out there waiting for you.
- 好好去享受 - 不是，但，法官大人... - And you're going to have fun. - No, but, My Lady...
不可以，到此为止，我要看你离开 No, that's it. I'm gonna watch you walk away.
有人看到你从律师事务所出来 You were seen coming out of Mike Morrow's office.
要离婚吗？真要这样吗？ 不先讲一下？ Divorce? Are you serious? Without even telling me?
望他觉得你只是反应过度 I hope he pointed out that you might just be overreacting.
或许我也该好好反应一下 Perhaps it's time I started overreacting.
天啊，你这个叱吒家庭问题界的权威 God. You're the big authority on family problems,
终于轮到自己罗 and yet when it comes to your own,
你就像个生气的小孩 you're like a sulking child.
还不是你把快乐建立在我的痛苦上 You were ready to buy your pleasures with my unhappiness.
- 还真是个大发现啊 - 喔，天啊 - That was a discovery. - Oh, Jesus. Jesus.
这不只是自艾自怜 This is beyond self-pity.
菲欧娜 你到底想透过沉默表达什么？ What is the point of your silence, Fiona?
到底是什么？ What is the point?
拜托，醒醒吧 Come on, wake up.
我不再相信你 I don't trust you any more.
我才离开这个婚姻两天，才两天 Listen, I left this marriage for two days. Two days.
而你，离开好多年了 You left it years ago.
出门前好好想想吧 You might just think about that while you're away.
(door closes)
(opera music)
(hums opera music)
好了，这是最后的，我要走了 Right, this is the last of it and now I'm off.
票在蓝色卷夹，我们在北环线第一站 Tickets are in the blue folder and I'll see you in Newcastle,
纽卡索碰头 the first stop on our old northern circuit.
我记得那是您最爱的城市 Your favourite city, I seem to remember.
是啊，很美，我的亲戚在那 Yeah, beautiful. I had cousins there.
唯一让我狂野放松的地方 It's the only place I was ever wild and free.
奈杰，你狂野放松过吗？ Have you ever been wild and free, Nigel?
没有捏，谢天谢地 No, never. Thank God.
这方面没指望了 I'd be hopeless at it.
法官大人，我有好多问题想问您 (Adam) My Lady, I've got so many questions for you.
为何叶慈是这么伟大的诗人？ Why is Yeats such a great poet?
我们明明知道，但又如何知道？ We just know, but how?
诗里的美是什么？ What is beauty in a poem?
不仅仅是美丽的韵律 It's more than just lovely sounds,
还必须说出一些真实的东西 and it has to be saying something that's true.
为何我们美妙的歌里有两个升调？ Why has our wonderful song got two sharps?
我不懂升调和平调 I don't understand about sharps and flats.
法官大人，从没听您提到您的信仰 My Lady, you never told me what you believed in.
应该不是信上帝 I bet it isn't God.
但信什么呢？ But what?
我嘛？ And me?
再也不知信什么了 I just don't know any more.
有时会有奇怪的想法 Sometimes, in strange moods, I think,
我成年了 well, I'm an adult now.
这些都会重演，我知道 This thing will come back. I just know it will.
然后... - And then... - (baby cries)
我们即将抵达纽卡索 (conductor) We will soon be arriving at Newcastle.
各位旅客 Customers should ensure that they take
请收拾好个人所有物品 all of their personal belongings with them.
感谢搭乘 Thank you for your custom.
期待您的 We look forward to seeing you again
再次光临 in the future.
- 谢谢 - 哈罗 - (Fiona) Thank you. - Hello.
我列出两天的案子，母亲行为不当 So I've listed a care case for two days. Mother inadequate.
两个孩子在不同的寄养家庭希望被收养 Two children in separate foster placements hoping for adoption.
- 好 - 我亲爱的菲欧娜 - Right. - My dear Fiona.
- 欢迎莅临纽卡索 - 谢谢 - Welcome to Newcastle. - Thank you.
这位是名誉部长，约翰贝克 Meet the High Sheriff, John Baker.
我们会在住所共进晚餐 We'll be joining you for dinner tonight at the lodgings.
你可能会发现那有点老旧了 I'm afraid you'll find they've gone downhill a bit. Cuts.
如果可以的话 John would like to join you tomorrow
约翰希望明天旁听 if you have anything interesting.
来吧 Well, do join me.
恐怕到时只能向你保证 I'm afraid all I can promise you
有两个孩子被遗弃 is two neglected children.
谢谢 Thank you.
不用，我来拿 No, no. I'll take them.
(thunder rumbles)
- 菲欧娜 - 客拉到客 - Fiona. - Caradoc.
你今晚没伴吗？ You didn't invite anyone for tonight?
没，忘了找 No. Clean forgot.
太好了 Jolly good.
介绍一下我的朋友 Well, let me introduce you to my lot.
- 约翰贝克，见过了 - 是的 - John Baker, you've met. - Yes.
保罗，做光纤的 Paul Rotman has a fibre optics business here.
詹姆士，该怎么称呼你，吉姆？ 用国语？ James MacLeish. What do we call you, Jim? A mandarin?
来这是为了海岸防卫 Up here for coastline conservation.
梅法官 Mrs Justice Fiona Maye.
- 你好？ - 我的荣幸 - How do you do? - Pleasure.
就跟大家依样，干杯 I'll have the same as everyone. Cheers.
- 祝你身体健康 - 干杯 - To your very good health. - Slainte.
比起花大钱在海岸防卫上 (MacLeish) Rather than spending millions on coastal defences,
不如让海潮淹没田野 we could let the sea flood the fields,
让他们归还盐沼，补偿农名 let them revert to salt marshes, compensate the farmers.
但通过的水道或管道 But the channel through which or the conduit
他们会达成共识... through which they can come to some agreement...
(Fiona) Oh.
不好意思，各位，好像有事发生 Excuse me, gentlemen. Something seems to have come up.
喔 Oh.
我快冷死了，麻烦调高温度 I'm frozen. Could we please get some heating into that room?
- 好的，法官大人 - 谢谢 - Of course, My Lady. - Thank you.
法官大人，您最好来看看 My Lady, I think you'd better come and see.
这边 It's just this way.
是那个耶和华见证人的孩子 This is the Jehovah's Witness boy.
还记得那个输血案 You remember, from the transfusion case.
喔，记得 Oh, yes.
他好像一路跟您到这 It seems that he followed you here.
他们想赶走他，但我... They wanted to turn him away, but I...
谢谢，我来处理吧 Thank you. I'll deal with it now.
最好送个暖气来 We'd better have that heater in here.
是，法官大人 Yes, My Lady.
我实在...实在很抱歉 I'm really, really sorry.
又见面啦 So here we are again.
- 你怎么找到这的？ - 网路啊 - How did you find me here? - Internet mostly.
一路这样跟过来... Followed you to King's Cross and got...
我很抱歉，法官大人 Look, I'm so sorry, My Lady.
你父母知道你在哪吗？ Do your parents know where you are?
- 我成年了，可以... - 我管你成不成年 - I'm 18 now. I can be... - I don't care how old you are.
他们会担心你 They'll be worried about you.
然后呢？这里应该有插座 Uh, right, now, I know there's a socket somewhere.
- 什么也看不到 - 坐吧 - I can hardly see a thing. - Sit down.
啊，这，呃... (Nigel) Ah, right. Uh...
- 好了 - 谢谢 - Right. - Thank you.
那我...就在外面 Um, I'll be... I'll be right outside.
那... So...
我昨晚又跟我爸吵架 I had another row with my dad last night.
吵得很严重 Biggest so far.
然后就离家出走 And then I walked out, just left.
昨晚有传简讯给我妈，报平安... But I texted my mum last night saying I was alright and...
再发一次，现在 Do it again now. Write to her.
跟她说你在纽卡索，很平安 Tell her you're safe in Newcastle
明天再发一次 and you'll write again tomorrow.
然后我们好好谈谈 And then we'll talk.
但这实在是... But it's completely...
发呀，快 Do it. Come on.
我该害怕吗？你要一直跟踪我吗？ Should I be frightened? Are you really stalking me?
不是那样，我读了您的审判书 No, it's nothing like that. I read your judgement.
是您说想从我的宗教 从我这里拯救我 You said you wanted to save me from my religion, from myself.
您做到了，我被救了 Well, you did. I'm saved.
那你想干嘛？ What do you want?
我不再是以前的我 I'm not the person I was.
那时您来看我，我真的准备去死 When you came to see me, I really was ready to die.
您这样的人居然会在我身上浪费时间 Amazing that someone like you could waste your time on me.
我以前太猪头 I was such an idiot.
- 你似乎很真诚 - 就是个猪头 - You seemed very sincere. - Well, a sincere idiot.
以前还以为多了不得，叫医生别管我 I felt so noble telling the doctors to leave me alone.
没人了解我有什么了不得 No one could understand how profound I was.
嗨过头了 I was so pumped up.
晚上我常想到这段画面 At night I used to think about this video
我自己用手机去录 I was gonna make on my phone,
像炸弹客那样 like suicide bombers do.
这会上新闻的 It was gonna be on the TV news.
想像我的葬礼上 I could make myself cry just thinking about my funeral,
每个爱我的人为我哭泣，自己也想哭
everyone loving me, everyone weeping.
多大的牺牲啊 What a sacrifice he made.
好一个猪头 What an idiot.
上帝在哪？ Where was God?
就在那万物之后 He was there, behind everything.
我曾听从祂的话，活在真理中 I was obeying his word, living in the truth.
但不只关于祂 But it wasn't only about him.
那是我的不凡冒险，绚烂的死亡... It was my delicious adventure, my beautiful death...
更多是年少不更事 More of an adolescent thing.
但如果我不是耶和华见证人 But if I hadn't been a Witness,
就不会经历这些风风雨雨 I would never have been in that mess.
- 所以你丧失信仰了吗？ - 没有吧 - So now you've lost your faith? - No, no. Perhaps.
这很难说，但事实是 It scares me to say it out loud, but the thing is,
只要从耶和华见证人退出 once you take a step back from the Witnesses,
就会渐行渐远 you might as well go all the way.
那又何必找另一个新神话？ Why replace one tooth fairy with another?
脑袋快爆炸了吧 Top of your head has exploded.
(men laugh)
我会弹巴哈 I can play a piece by Bach.
也读完叶慈的诗 I've read all of Yeats.
我参加表演 I'm in a play.
"周遭所有的生命与爱" "All of life and love that lie ahead of me."
- 这是您写的 - 没错，亚当 - That's what you wrote. - Yes, Adam.
我再问你，为何而来？ I'm asking you again, what do you want?
为了感谢您 To thank you.
有更简单的方式啊 There are easier ways.
当您去医院看我时 When you visited me at the hospital,
那是我从小以来最幸福的一刻 that was one of the best things that ever happened to me.
是您的倾听...思考的方式感动了我 It's this way you have of... of listening, of thinking.
我看着您思考 I watched you thinking.
你来干嘛？ Why are you here?
听我说完，您就会觉得我好傻 When you hear it, you'll think it's so stupid.
但...请您考虑考虑 But, please, say you'll think about it.
说吧？ Well?
我想跟您在一起 I want to come and live with you.
家事我都会 I could do odd jobs, housework, anything.
您可以帮我开书单 You could give me reading lists,
列出所有该读的书 everything you think I should know about.
我不会妨碍您的生活 And I wouldn't get in the way,
我是说您夫妻的事 with you and your husband, I mean.
就像个房客 I could be like a lodger.
我去找工作，付您房租 I'd get a job, pay you some rent.
在这里等着 Wait here.
五分钟后计程车会来接你 Your taxi will be here in five minutes.
不要，别这样 No, no, you can't.
输血时，我爸妈就在旁 When I had the blood, my parents were there.
看到他们相拥而泣 I saw them hugging each other and crying, really sobbing.
他们尽了力，败诉了 They'd lost the case and they'd tried so hard.
但后来我发现 不对，他们是喜极而泣 But then I realised, no, no, they were crying for joy,
因为他们一直希望我活下去 'cause they'd always wanted me to live
却从没跟我说 and they'd never told me.
这根本跟上帝无关 It wasn't about God at all.
我觉得跟傻瓜一样被骗了 I felt cheated, like I'd been really stupid.
整件事就是个骗局 The whole thing was a fraud.
然后我去查 And I've looked it up.
法院一定会判给未成年人输血 The courts always let the hospital transfuse a minor.
您也心知肚明 You knew that.
您一直都知道会怎么判 You always knew what you were gonna do.
法院绝不会因父母的信仰 让小孩命丧黄泉 They'd never let a kid die for their parents' religion.
所以您道我床前 So what were you doing at my bedside,
来打扰我，唱歌给我听 coming bothering me and singing with me,
打动我，想接近我，问我问题 getting under my skin, trying to get close to me,
又为了什么？ asking me questions?
我又没要您进入我的生活 I didn't ask you into my life.
您只需用橡皮图章盖上"同意" A rubber stamp, that's all you needed.
您不能就这样把我打发走 You can't just send me away.
我不在乎您是否觉得自己太高贵 I don't care if you think you're too grand
不想去了解 to explain yourself,
因为我有权知道真相 'cause I've a right to know.
您到底想从我这得到什么？ What did you want from me?
要是我父母爱我... And my parents, if they loved me...
车到了 It's here.
谢谢 Thank you.
我书记会带你去车站帮你买车票 My clerk will take you to the station and buy your ticket
把你送上到伦敦的火车 and put you on the train to London.
去火车站 To the station.
要是您爱您儿子，独子 If you loved your son, your only son,
为何要让他死？ why would you let him die?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
走吧 Let's be off, then.
再见，亚当 Goodbye, Adam.
我，克莉丝汀，向全能的神宣示 I, Christine Samantha Delancy, do swear by Almighty God
我将效力于女王伊莉莎白二世 that I will well and truly serve
尽忠职守，兢兢业业 our Sovereign Lady Queen Elizabeth II
遵循王国的法律与惯例 and I will do right to all manner of people
为大英人民主持正义 after the laws and usages of this realm,
刚正不阿，铁面无私 without fear or favour, affection or ill will.
儿子，我在教堂 Son, I found your Bible in the hall
捡到你的圣经和传单 and all these pamphlets.
妈，我不想在房里看到这些 Mum, I don't want any of it in my room.
还没穿好衣服啊，亲爱的，爸在等呢 You're not dressed yet, darling. Your father's waiting.
快点，要迟到了，走吧 Come on. We're gonna be late. Let's go.
你们去吧，我要在家 You go ahead. I'm staying here.
他不想把圣经放在房里 He doesn't wanna keep his Bible in his room.
- 怎么啦，亚当？ - 没什么 - What's up, Adam? - Nothing's up.
那就穿好衣服，走吧 So, get your suit and tie on. Let's go.
我说了，我想在家 I've just told you, I'm staying here.
- 你还好吧？ - 很好 - Are you alright? - I'm fine.
- 那又怎么了？ - 呼吸不顺吗？ - What's the matter? - Problems with your breathing?
没事 I'm fine.
- 那是什么问题？ - 简单啊 - (Kevin) So what's the problem? - It's simple.
我再也不去会所了 You're going to Kingdom Hall. I'm never going again.
你们希望我死，我的心死了 You wanted me to die. Well, a part of me has.
(? Once in Royal David's City)
- 不好意思 - 没关系 - Sorry. - It's alright.
- 你很漂亮 - 谢谢 - You look lovely. - Thank you.
我不会放弃 I'm not giving up.
谢谢 Thank you.
- 你好，吉姆 - 你好，法官大人 - Evening, Jim. - Evening, My Lady.
- 哈罗，菲欧娜，祝你好运 - 谢谢 - Hello, Fiona. Break a leg. - Thank you.
杰克 我们的自由学校刚好需要拉丁语格言 Jack Maye, just the man. We need a Latin motto for a free school.
- 我去拿喝的 - "每个孩子都是天才" - I'll get us some drinks. - "Every child a genius."
可以翻吗？骗你的，当然啦 Can you do that? Complete lie, of course.
- 祝你好运 - 感谢 - Good luck. - Thank you very much.
有件事跟你说 You've just got to listen to this.
蒙特乔伊案的纪录 The Mountjoy charge sheet.
购买毒品，危险驾驶，嫖妓... Procuring cocaine, dangerous driving, whores...
- 你说的是性工作者吧 - 变装 - You mean sex workers. - Cross-dressing.
- 说了还不够多吗？ - 亵渎神明？ - What more could you want? - Blasphemy?
菲欧娜，来认识一下托比 Fiona, I'd like you to meet Toby Marlowe.
- 好，你好 - 杰出律师 - Yes, oh, hello. - Brilliant barrister.
- 非常出色 - 很好 - Absolutely brilliant. - Right.
- 其实是我侄子 - 很好，你是哪方面？ - My nephew, actually. - Super. What's your field?
- 刑... - 刑法吗？ - Crim... - Criminal law?
- 是，我... - 很好 - Yes, I'm... - Good.
- 很好，祝你好运 - 法官大人，我们需要你 - Excellent. Good luck. - (woman) My Lady, we need you.
- 好 - 我们需要正义 - Yes. - We need justice.
工作全被男人抢走 The men are getting all the work.
我们快饿死了 We're starving to death, actually.
男人没啥屁用，这是科学事实 And men are useless. It's a scientific fact.
我听到了，要保密喔 I heard that. Keep it under your hat.
菲欧娜 Um, Fiona.
当真？ - Really? - (gavel bangs)
各位法官和嘉宾 (announcer) Masters of Bench and guests,
圣诞晚会即将开始 the Christmas Miscellany is about to begin.
法官大人，我刚得知 耶和华见证人的男孩 (Nigel) My Lady, I just had word the Jehovah's Witness boy,
亚当，旧病复发 Adam Henry, is very ill again.
已送进医院 He's in St David's Hospice,
拒绝接受医疗，也不见父母 refusing treatment, refusing to see his parents.
医生认为他，撑不过今晚 They think he might not survive the night.
还好吧？乐谱呢？ You OK? Where's your music?
- 拿着 - 喔，天啊 - Look, take this. - Oh, God.
我的备份，拿去 This is my spare one. Take this.
现在开始 Let's get going.
还好吧？ Are you alright?
马克！大师！ (man) Mark Berner! Maestro!
谢谢 Thank you. Thank you.
(? 考文垂圣诞曲 ?) (? Coventry Carol)
? Lully, lullay
? Thou little tiny child
? Bye bye, lully, lullay...
(sound muted)
? Lullay ?
(sings in Italian)
(applause continues)
(shouts)
感谢各位女士先生 (Mark) Thank you so much, ladies and gentlemen.
本来有几首安可曲 We do actually have a couple of encores up our sleeve.
这样说很不谦虚 Very arrogant of us, I know.
现在还到二月，也不是情人节 But as it's not February and not the 14th,
还是来一首我可亲的小情人 we thought we'd do My Funny Valentine.
(laughter)
(? "莎莉花园" ? (? The Salley Gardens)
菲欧娜，菲欧娜 不对啦，我没歌词 Fiona. Fiona, that's the wrong one. I haven't got the words.
菲欧娜，菲欧娜？ Fiona. Fiona?
? 走进莎莉花园深处 ? Down by the Salley Gardens ? Down by the Salley Gardens
? 吾爱与我在此相遇 ? My love and I did meet ? My love and I did meet
? 她踩着雪白的小脚 ? She passed the Salley Gardens ? She passed the Salley Gardens
? 穿越莎莉花园 ? With little snow-white feet ? With little snow-white feet
? 她要我轻柔的对待这份情 ? She bid me take love easy ? She bid me take love easy
? 就像新叶在枝桠萌芽 ? As the leaves grow on the tree ? As the leaves grow on the tree
? 只怪我年少不更事 ? But I being young and foolish ? But I being young and foolish
? 不曾细听她的心声 ? With her did not agree ? With her did not agree
? 在河流畔的旷野 ? In a field by the river ? In a field by the river
? 吾爱与我曾经驻足 ? My love and I did stand ? My love and I did stand
? 她将雪白的小手 ? And on my leaning shoulder... ? And on my leaning shoulder...
(music stops)
(applause)
法官大人，您唱得真动听 My Lady, that was so beautifully done.
- 谢谢 - 太美了 - Thanks. - Beautiful.
谢谢你，吉姆 Thank you, Jim.
计程车！ Taxi!
去医院，谢谢 Camberwell. St David's Hospice, please.
亚当？ Adam Henry?
亚当 Adam.
亚当，是我，梅菲欧娜 Adam, it's Fiona Maye.
亚当 Adam.
要记住，所有的生命与爱 Remember, all of life and love.
还有诗 And poetry.
我们可以一启程邮轮环游世界 We could be on that ship sailing round the world.
聊聊为什么有些歌... Talking about why some...
...会如此的... songs are so...
亚当，亚当 Adam. Adam.
亚当 Adam.
我的选择 My choice.
法官大人 My Lady.
"法官大人，您从没提到您的信仰" "My Lady, you never told me what you believed in."
"应该不是上帝，那又是什么？" "I bet it isn't God. But what?"
"我嘛？再也不信什么" "And me? I just don't know any more."
"有时会有奇怪的想法，我已成年" "Sometimes, in strange moods, I think, well, I'm an adult now."
"这些都会重演，我就是知道，然后... "This thing will come back. I just know it will. And then...
我就解脱了" I could be free."
解脱 Free.
(door opens)
菲欧娜？ Fiona?
菲？ Fi?
你湿透了 You're soaking.
菲 Fi.
怎么了？ What happened?
菲，怎么了？ Fi, what is it?
说出来吧 Come on.
就算是法官大人 也有需要表白的时候 Even Mrs Justice Maye owes an explanation sometimes.
来吧，亲爱的，说吧 Come on, darling, talk to me.
当我知道这个年轻人 I heard about this young man.
然后？ And?
来自...耶和华见证人 From the, um... Jehovah's Witness case.
- 什么？ - 报纸都登了 - The what? - In all the papers.
抱歉，我没注意 I'm sorry. I don't remember.
当时他在医院，我离开法院 He was in hospital and I left the court
到他床边 and went to his bedside.
- 很不寻常喔？ - 是啊，不寻常 - Uh-huh. Isn't that unusual? - Yes, it was, very unusual.
然后？ And then?
一个奇怪又英俊的年轻人 但已病入膏肓 A very strange and beautiful young man, very, very ill.
我们...合唱一首歌 We, um... sang a song together.
他跟踪我去纽卡索，他... He followed me up to Newcastle. He...
冒着暴风就为找我 He walked through a storm to find me.
他想跟我搭船环游世界 He wanted to go round the world in a ship with me.
想跟我们一起住 He wanted to come and live with us.
跟我们？ With us?
我是说，他... I mean, he...
他以为我可以...改变他的人生... He thought I could... change his life...
回答他所有问题 answer all his questions.
他只是满脑梦想，但是我... He was just a dreamer, but I...
我只想友善，你知道的 I thought I was being kind, you see.
我本该...我本该... I should have... I should have...
他不明白，为什么他父母... He couldn't understand why his parents...
他们的独子 Their only son.
发生什么？叫什么？现在哪？ What happened? What's his name? Where is he now?
亚当，叫亚当，他... Adam. His name is Adam. He...
今晚有人跟我说他旧病复发 I heard tonight his cancer came back, his thing,
医生必须输血给他 and they need to transfuse him.
但他拒绝了 And he's refused.
他已经18，医院拿他没辙 He's 18. There's nothing the hospital can do.
拒绝接受治疗，肺部积血 He's refused and his lungs are filling with blood
就这样死了 and he's dying.
为他的信念而死 He's dying for his faith.
你爱上他吗，菲欧娜？ Were you in love with him, Fiona?
喔，杰克 Oh, Jack.
他只是个小孩 He was just a child.
男孩 A boy.
可爱的男孩 A lovely boy.
好啦 It's OK.
好啦 OK.
我一直看着你睡 I've been watching you sleep.
谢谢 Thank you.
杰克，他... Jack, he...
真可惜啊 Such a waste.
是啊 Yes.
我对他太残忍了 I was cruel to him.
- 哪是 - 但你都不知道 - No. - But you don't know.
那就慢慢跟我说啊 Then tell me. Everything.
你还爱我吗？ Will you still love me?