无靖翻译，仅供学习参考。
-好吧 奈德，给你90分钟。 - Okay ned, you've got 90 minutes.
随便整个题目，开始吧。 Any subject you like, time starts now.
-我们都有些羞于启齿的事情 - We all have one thing we're ashamed of.
记忆里i让人脸红的时刻 The memory of one moment so embarrassing
一辈子都忘不了 we don't think we'll ever get over it.
凌晨四点把你从睡梦中惊出一身冷汗 A moment that still wakes us at four A.M. sweating.
真是怕什么来什么 My terrible moment happened because I was afraid,
我因为失去了唯一的好友而害怕 I was afraid because i lost the only true friend
至今为止 I'd ever known.
真的是无知者无畏 People do bad things out of fear.
对我来说，好日子从老妈去世时就结束了 For me, the good life ended when mum died a few years back.
老爹突然和娜塔莉再婚 Suddenly, dad married Natalie.
然后把我仍在寄宿学校自己跑到迪拜去生活了 They were living in Dubai and I was in boarding school
我像活在荒野 in the middle of nowhere.
学校里橄榄球很是狂热 A school where rugby was a religion.
而我每天都受到迫害 Where I was persecuted daily.
我的意思是，你们总不能强迫我 I mean, legally you guys shouldn't be able
去念我不喜欢的学校 to force me to go to school.
再说我已经基本成人了 Legally I'm basically an adult.
-那也不过是16岁的成人 - You're basically an adult but you're actually like 16.
-对啊，不过是16岁 - Yes, 16 is your actual age.
这个年纪如果让你离校 Which is why the idea of us letting
那才是荒唐 you leave school is absurd.
-你们就那么愿意把我送进监狱 - So you're pretty much sending me to jail?
-囚犯还努力适应呢 - Even prisoners make an effort to fit in.
他们一起拼图，一起玩乒乓 They do jigsaws together, play ping pong with each other.
- Could you please listen to yourself 你就不能凭良心说话么
for the briefest of moments? 哪怕偶尔也好
-你说啥？ - Excuse me?
-奈德，顺从是成长的一部分 - Ned, conforming is part of being a grown up
让你过早的离开学校或许也是变相的 and letting you leave school early would be sending
把你推向监狱 you to jail in a way.
过早离开学校会的男生会毁了自己 Boys that leave school at your age doom themselves
最后沦落到去超市扫地 to a life of sweeping up supermarket floors.
-老爹还是喜欢搬出 - Dad was obsessed with
超市扫地大叔 the guys who swept supermarket floors.
-然后他们犯罪也就自然而然 - And then crime, naturally.
娜塔莉，亚当奎因的儿子去年被学校开除 Natalie, Adam Quinn's boy, he was expelled
而现在，在巴黎成了流浪汉 from school last year, now apparently, he's a bum in Paris.
-不是吧，真的？ - No way, really?
-那可不，在地铁站里靠诗朗诵谋生 - Yes, reading his poetry on the Metro for money.
这和乞丐有啥区别，真是悲惨 Practically begging, it's desperately sad.
所以想想吧 So just think about that.
-巴黎的流浪汉 - A bum in Paris.
听起来也不错 I would've loved that.
不过我能不能够格被开除 But was I bad enough to get expelled?
今年就等着瞧吧 This year would tell.
我自己住，真稀奇 Have my own room, magical.
-你刚才说你自己住？ - Did you just say you have your own room?
不可能，我看看 No way, let me see.
哦 Oh.
-女士们先生们，我的折磨者来了 - Ladies and gentlemen, my tormenter in chief.
-好吧 - Okay.
也许你自己住的原因 Maybe the reason you have your own room
只是不让你午夜流落街头而已 is so nobody gets bummed, you know,
你明白么 in the middle of the night.
-你好啊臭鼬 - And hello to you too weasel.
我相信你夏天过得不错 I trust the summer treated you well.
- 夏天过得不错 - I trust the summer treated you well.
噢，你这个彻头彻尾的傻瓜 Oh, you are an utter bender.
-臭鼬，你躲哪去了，好久不见 - Weasel, you fucking ledge, i haven't seen you in ages.
- 你牛 - Alright.
-回到监狱了，我像个囚犯 - Back to jail and just like prison,
如果没人喜欢真实的你 if nobody likes who you really are,
那么伙计，你最好把自己藏起来 then buddy, you better hide yourself away.
就拿英语作文来说吧 Here's an example, for English essays,
我抄袭那些冷门的歌词 I stole the lyrics from obscure songs,
而老法特里尔先生肯定发现不了 the very old Mr. fatrell would never know.
不过这是个私人玩笑 But it was a private joke.
其实没人知道那些歌 But nobody else knew the songs
甚至没人在意 or cared one way or the other.
林山学校各位只对橄榄球感兴趣 Everyone at woodhill college was obsessed with rugby.
我并不讨厌橄榄球，不过 And I didn't hate rugby but what happened
要是你表现得不那么热爱…… if you didn't love it?
看吧，那是在暗示搞基 Yeah, that sound means gay.
我没法理解为啥 I have no idea why it means that
不过我总是能听到这样的声音 but believe me, i heard it a lot.
我应该解释一下 I should explain.
搞基意味着垃圾，差劲还与众不同 Gay means crap, bad, or different
而在我们这学校来说 and the fear of being in any way different
所有人都害怕与众不同 ran through our school from top to bottom.
- 邀请女士一起跳舞，然后，你懂的 - Ask the lady to dance and then, you know,
你应该像这样操作 you get into a sort of a, member it's kind of that
不过别这样，好么 but do not do that, okay.
还有什么问题 So any questions?
- 当然还有其他种类的学校 - There were other kinds of schools, of course.
很酷的现代学校 Cool, modern day schools where anything went.
不过不在这 But not here.
- 今天，我们准备学习一下…… - Today, we're gonna be looking at--
- 就性认同而言 - talking about sexual identity
和我们学校的任何人说，都像是看着太阳一样难受 to anyone in our school, that was like staring at the sun.
- 你们有什么意见么？ - Have you any idea?
-看起来，你可以恣意妄为 - It seemed, you could be whoever you liked
哪怕到全世界 out in the world.
不过这学校却不是这世界的一部分 But our school wasn't a part of the world.
-首先，令人悲伤的消息 - Firstly, some sad news.
在经历了短暂的病痛后，我们亲爱的同事和朋友 After a short illness our dear colleague
格伦 法特里尔过世了 and friend, Glen fatrell, has passed on.
接下来，会有一些调整 Units, which will mean some reshuffling
特别是英语组 in the English department.
为了纪念我们已故的英语老师 In honor of our recently deceased English teacher,
我们会选出一位优胜的学生 one victorious student will be chosen
代表学校参加 to represent the school in
全国作文竞赛 the national essay writing competition.
头奖五千块 There is a first prize of five grand.
作为对学校的捐赠 As a donation to the school.
接下来，橄榄球 Now, rugby.
-你们见过有哪个成人 - Did you ever meet an adult who wishes
希望自己再变成少年儿童 they were a kid again?
这就是我们的校长，沃尔特 That was our headmaster, Walter.
- 这个学校曾经赢得过17次高中杯赛 - This school has won 17 senior cups.
不过距离上一次捧杯已经很久了 But it has been a long decade since the last.
我们有优秀的选手 We have a fine crop of players.
全校都要支持我们杰出的教练 The entire school needs to support our fantastic coach,
帕斯卡奥基夫先生 Mr. Pascal o'keefe.
-这个家伙，流言传闻他老婆离开了他 - As for this guy, rumor had it Pascal's wife left him
就是因为他对橄榄球的极端狂热 because he was too obsessed with rugby.
然后，那是改变了一切的家伙 And that, that's the guy who changed everything.
-你个家伙 - Guys, guys.
- 年轻人，在我们带你母亲参观你的宿舍之前 - Now young man, before we show your mother your digs,
我需要你承诺一些事情 I need you to promise me something,
我听说你离开以前的学校 I'm told you left your old school
是因为一而再再而三的打架 for repeated and persistent fighting?
我们很乐意你来这里接受教育 We're happy to educate you as long
不过请把你的那些行为留在过去，明白么？ as that kind of behavior remains in your past, understood?
跟我来吧 Follow me.
从垃圾桶里滚出来，肯尼迪，下不为例 Get out of that bin Kennedy and seize egregious playing.
- 好的，都是我的错 - Yes sir, because it's all my fault.
- 接受你的道歉 - Apology accepted.
帕斯卡奥基夫教练是以前的学生 Now coach Pascal o'keefe is a former pupil.
今年我们有一批优秀的选手 We've a fantastic crop of players this year.
年长的，年轻的 Men, Sonny.
就差个冠军头衔了 Just one more till to the title.
训练明天开始，别给帕斯卡迟到 Training starts tomorrow, do not be late for Pascal.
这间房住的是好孩子奈德 Nice boy called ned is this room.
父母去了迪拜 Parents live in Dubai.
-奈德这孩子怎么样？ - What sort of a boy is ned?
-爱读书 - Veracious reader.
好了，我出去，你们道个别吧 Well, I'll leave you to say your farewells.
- 亲爱的，我很抱歉你老爸没办成 - Honey I'm sorry your dad didn't make it.
他很想，只不过…… He wanted to, he was just--
-酗酒？ - drunk?
- 他很忙，工作难以置信的忙 - He's busy, he's incredibly busy with work,
你知道他工作有多幸苦，几乎精疲力竭 you know how hard he works, he's flat out.
拥抱一下吧 Just a hug.
-你还好吧，女士？ - Are you okay, miss?
等一会儿 Give me a second.
我才不要和那样的家伙住 I can't share with a guy like him.
-奈德，奈德 - Ned, ned, ned.
你看，我也有过年轻的童子军时代 You know, my time on the boy scouts as a young man
有过各种经历 was rewarding on so many levels.
练习搏击，定向越野 Beaver whacking, orienteering,
甚至是水手打绳结 the nautical art of making knots.
虽然我不是都能记得清 And although I may not be able to remember how
什么环形结，双半结 to fashion a round turn and two half hitches,
我却忘不了那时兄弟们的友情 I will never forget the lasting bond of friendship
在那之后 that ensued.
-先生，那日内瓦公约 - Sir, the Geneva convention.
-这是最终决定 - My decision is final.
走吧 Leave.
-好吧，这算是个打击吧，不过 - Yes, this was a blow but it wasn't
和橄榄球队在我房间里集合比起来 as if the rugby team would be congregating
也算不得什么 in my bedroom.
- 我们听说你来了 - We heard you were coming.
好吧，你比我们都年轻，除了帕斯卡会说： Yes, you're younger than us but Pascal says,
要是你足够好，你就足够老。 if you're good enough, you're old enough.
- 康纳，这是这支梦之队的最后一年 - Look, Conor, this is the last year for this dream team,
而我们夏天都要离开 alright, we all leave in the summer,
我干过两任队长 I've been captain twice
而不幸的是我不打算再比一次了， and I'll never compete again, unfortunately,
所以，我们今年得把这事儿搞定 so we have to end this thing this year.
我还是对你实话实说吧 If I'm being honest with you, I don't think
其实我不觉得这个学校会有机会夺冠 the chance is gonna come around again for this school.
- 明早开始训练，6点 - Training starts tomorrow, six.
别迟到，别迟到，重要的事情说三遍，别迟到 Do not be late, do not be late, seriously, big no no.
- 这是你室友 - This is your roommate.
我真的有怀疑了片刻 I was really starting to wonder for a second.
我是说，你看这画 I mean, this is a picture of two guys wearing
两个男的脸都快贴到一块儿了 the face off each other, Conor.
实在是 I mean, really.
- 不是我的 - That's not mine.
- 基佬，摸我我就叫强奸了 - Touch me, homo and i call rape, okay.
-天啦 - Jesus.
- 臭鼬，差不多行了 - Weasel, give it a rest.
- 康纳，我看你还是 - Conor, you're gonna have
考虑换个房间吧，好吗？ to seriously consider moving rooms, okay?
在这里你会得艾滋的 You're gonna get aids in here.
我们可不想有个艾滋队友传染我们 We cannot have a teammate giving us aids
特别在肉搏的时候 in the middle of a scrum.
- 行了，我不是很确定 - Yeah, I'm not totally sure that's how
HIV病毒是怎么传染的 the HIV virus is transmitted.
- 滚你的，斯潘纳 - Go fuck yourself, spainer.
而你，不过是我拉的一泡屎 And as for you, you just made weasel's shit list.
- 来啊 - Coming?
- 你是来问我有没有另一间房 - You were wondering if there's another room
可以给你住 you could sleep in?
你现在住的房间出了什么状况？ But what's wrong with the room that you already have?
-我的室友 - My roommate.
对一个新来的，可能，可能…… As a new boy, it can be, it can be...
-可能啥？ - It can be what?
-就是说，可能…… - It's just, you can be.
-回你房间去，康纳 - Go back to your room Conor.
乖啦 Good man.
- 柏林墙是一夜之间建成的 - The Berlin wall was built overnight.
早上醒来全世界就发现 The world woke up the morning after
它在那儿了 and there it was.
现在，我虽不是共产主义者 Now, I'm no communist but there's a lot
不过还是说干就干 to be said for acting decisively.
- 你听说过蜥蜴的尾巴可以再生么？ - Did you know lizards can regrow their tails?
我们的英文老师估计也差不多 That's how it was in our school with English teacher.
死了一个，又冒出来一个 One dies, another grows in it's place.
没啥大不了 No big deal.
- 达伦费尼根 - Darren finnigan.
你怪里怪气瞎嚷嚷啥？ Did you make that absurd noise?
16岁，六月生，穿八码半的鞋 Age 16, birthday June, shoe size eight and a half,
F1车迷，牛奶过敏 fan of formula one car racing, allergic to milk
当然也包括所有奶制品 and therefore all dairy, surely.
爹是业务顾问，娘是家庭妇女 Father, management consultant, mother stay at home mom,
尿床，我猜，肯定也是个怂货 bed wetter, I'd imagine, and a coward for sure.
恭喜你，费尼根先生 Congratulations Mr. finnigan, you are today's winner
你赢了今天的蠢货大赛，可以走了 of the witless tool competition, be gone.
还有谁？ Anyone else?
没了？ No?
好吧 Good.
我咋知道达伦那么多事？ How did I look at that stuff about Darren?
我做了功课 I read it.
我对你们每个人都做了功课 And I read about each and every one of you similarly.
没人会限制你做功课 There is no limit to what you can learn from reading.
记住那一点，我要给你们布置一篇作文 And with that in mind, I'm assigning you an essay,
周五把它交上来 the essay is due on Friday
作文题目是一位家庭成员 and the title of the essay is a family member.
在你们觉得这个作文题目 And before you consider how dull
有多么蠢多无聊之前 and how asinine the title of that essay is,
我先来告诉你们它有多蠢多无聊 let me tell you that I'm aware how dull and asinine it is
我就是想要无聊 and I want to own the dullness.
告诉我你是谁 Reveal to me who you are.
只要你敢 If you dare.
与此同时，我们读一读《童年无悔》 In the meantime, we're going to be reading lord of the flies
戈尔丁写的，一个关于给予力量的警示故事 by golding, a cautionary tale about giving power
影响了不知多少个顽童 to an impressionable mass of fragrant and unkempt urchins.
不过对你们来说或许对牛弹琴 Not that that's every gonna happen in my class.
好了，翻开书，第一页 Okay, books open please, page one.
金发男孩弯下腰 - The boy with fair hair lowered himself down
跳下了最后那块几尺高的岩石 the last few feet of the rock and began
然后向泻湖走去 to pick his way toward the lagoon.
尽管他脱掉了校服 Though he'd taken off of school sweater
把它攥在手里 and trailed it now from one hand,
不过他的衬衫还是贴在他身上 his gray shirt stuck to him.
- 走开吧，算我谢谢你 - Go away, thank you.
- 喔！ - Woah.
- 对不起，老师，我还以为是哪个学生 - Sorry, sir, I thought you were a pupil.
-不 - No.
柏林墙是什么玩意儿？ What's with the Berlin wall?
- 在这里是很有必要 - It's a matter of necessity.
- 那么，你室友是谁？ - Right, who's your roommate?
- 呃，实话说，我也不太清楚 - Oh honestly, I don't know.
- 好吧，我只是拿点东西来 - Right well I've got a delivery for.
你是不是没法和他相处？ No way you can make him feel welcome, no?
- 算是吧，他是个橄榄球手 - Yeah, see, he's a rugby player so,
相信我，这对我的友谊有所阻碍 believe me, my friendship would be a hindrance.
- 看起来这对你困扰不是一点半点 - That's quite a persecution complex you got going on there.
- 感谢你理解 - Thank you.
- 你是想弹给我听么？ - You gonna let me hear something?
- 呃，就算我会我也弹不了 - Well, I can't play and even if I could,
我想我弹不了你喜欢听的 I don't think I'd play anything that you'd like.
弹来听听 - Just play something.
- 行了，我听出来是d和弦 - Okay, so that's d.
- 是的，d和弦 - That's d.
- 你只会弹d…… - Is d your only--
我确实只会弹d和弦 - d is my only chord, yeah.
- 我明白了，好吧 - I see, okay well,
抬起手指，放在那里，再高点 lift the finger up to that one, higher there.
行了，再弹弹看 Yep, now play.
现在你又学了一个和弦 Now you know another chord.
回见 See you.
- 老师，实在是对不起，我知道我迟到了 - Sir, I'm really really sorry, I know I'm late,
只是，我找不着我的鞋子了 it's just, I couldn't find my boots,
我以为我把它放在包里了 I thought I put them in my bag
而我以为我的包在教室里，不过我离开了…… and I thought my bag was in my classroom but I left--
- 康纳，别急 - Conor, relax.
你是新来的，事情也发生了 You're new, it happens.
小伙伴们都在外面训练，准备好， The lads are running drills out there, get ready,
我和你一起去 I'll go out with you.
给你介绍介绍 Get you introduced.
一旦你越过那条白线，康纳 Once you cross that white line, Conor,
我要你只关注一件事 I want you to concentrate on just one thing.
表达你自己 Express yourself.
可以走了么？ Good to go?
- 好了 - Yeah.
- 你先走 - After you.
同学们，这是康纳 Everyone, this is Conor.
康纳赢得了初中杯的冠军 Conor won the junior cup
在去年圣巴茨的决赛中得了19分，对吧？ at st barts last year kicking 19 points in the final, huh?
我让他来高中参赛，他也同意了 I asked him up with the seniors so he sees
而我们要做的，是给他一些目标 what we're made of, give him something to aspire to.
也给华莱士来点竞争 Also, give Wallace a bit of competition.
你见过我们的队长维克多了 You've met our captain Victor,
除了他，要记住的名字太多 apart from him, far too many names to remember
不过我会告诉你要点 but I'll give you the gist.
基 查费，后卫 Key chafrey, prop.
汤姆奎林，现在是踢定位球的 Tom quillin, current place kicker.
要快速推进，找这家伙 We get our speed from this fellow.
争球前卫，一个，两个， Scrum half one, two.
主破坏球手 Chief wrecking ball.
行了，列队吧，首先是对抗时间 Okay, line out, first against seconds,
康纳先来个10码 Conor, play a 10 for the first.
华莱士，人呢？ Wallace, where's Wally?
- 我在这 - I'm here.
- 你来防守 - Defend it.
别担心，有我 - Don't worry about it, I got you.
- 你个禽兽 - You're an animal.
怪物 Monster.
华莱士，回来换康纳 Wallace, come back in for Conor.
康纳，你先休息 Conor, take a break.
- 休息，才刚开始 - Take a break.
我们不是才开始 We've only just begun.
- 行啊，那再来 - Okay, reset!
- 受伤了？ - Is it broken?
- 当然是TMD受伤了 - Of course it's fucking broken.
- 伙计们干得漂亮，今天都表现的不错 - Well done lads, yeah good play.
别担心啦臭鼬 Don't worry about that weasel.
你又不靠脸吃饭 You never were a looker.
有谁见到康纳大师了么 Anyone see Conor masters?
- 他没进来过 - He never came in.
- 告诉我你是谁 - Tell me who you are.
我留了作文给你们 I set an essay title for you
因为我想了解你们 because I wanted to find out about you
有几篇不错的作文 and there were some excellent essays
不过有一篇算是出类拔萃 but there was one that stood out above all.
奈德写的 Ned wrote.
你想到前面来给全班念念吗？ Do you wanna get up here and read it in front of the class?
- 我觉得还好了，谢谢 - I'm actually okay, thanks.
我的意思是，谢谢你，可我不太想念 I mean, thank you but I'd just prefer not to.
- 感谢你的坦诚 - I appreciate that.
可我觉得你应该来念念 But I think you should.
下一个发出这样声音的人 The next person to make a single solitary sound
你会惹上可怕的麻烦 of any sort is in hideous trouble.
来吧，奈德 Go ahead, ned.
- 一个家人 - A family member.
我有个堂兄叫凯文 I have this cousin who's name's Kevin
我敢确定他能够去天堂 and I'm pretty sure he's destined for heaven.
他总是穿得一尘不染 He's always spotlessly dressed,
干净整洁，没有皱褶 clean and neat and totally smooth.
他喜欢穿着毛皮衬里的羊皮夹克 He likes to wear this fur-lined sheepskin jacket.
- 请继续 - Keep going, please.
- 凯文，故事开始一样 - Kevin, start the same.
我那完美的堂兄 My perfect cousin.
他不一样，他是他父亲的骄傲和快乐 He doesn't, he's his father's pride and joy.
他的弟弟是个小男孩 His brother's little gone boy.
他觉得我有些懦弱 He thinks I'm bit of a coward
因为我一般…… cause I universally--
- 行了行了 - stop, stop, stop.
坐吧 Sit down.
你们自己听听，一群人乱吠 Listen to you, the baying crowd.
和羊群有什么区别 Behaving like sheep.
你们以为这个教训只是对他一个人么？ Why do you assume that this lesson isn't for you?
永远，永远，再也不要鹦鹉学舌了 Never, ever, ever use a borrowed voice.
每个人都不同 You're all individual.
停下，停下 Stop, stop!
你们打算一辈子都活成别人么 You spend your whole life being someone else,
那你自己算什么 who's gonna be you?
滚吧 Get out.
- 要关小声点？ - Turn it down?
- 不，没事 - No, not that.
今天，还是挺酷的 Today, that was pretty cool.
我喜欢那首歌 I like the song.
- 你怎么不去死？ - Could you go straight to hell please?
- 我确实相当喜欢 - I liked it a lot.
你干嘛喜欢那些旧玩意儿？ Why do you like so much old stuff?
- 因为现代的生活糟透了 - Well because modern life is rubbish.
- 我听说了 - I hear that.
- 我看到臭鼬的脸了 - So I saw weasel's face.
- 你怎么知道是我干的 - How'd you know I did that?
- 流言漫天飞，连我也听说了 - Word gets around, even to me.
- 能问个问题吗 - Can I ask you a question?
私人的问题 It's personal.
你是同性恋吗？ Are you gay?
- 别担心，康纳，我不会晚上来爆你的菊或者…… - Don't worry Conor, I'm not gonna bum you in the night or any--
- 别，对不起，实在对不起 - no, sorry, I'm sorry--
- 难道不是吗？ - was that it?
你不就想问这个？ That was your question, was it?
- 比起来说是音乐，更像是个故事 - It's not really the music, it's more the story.
怎么有人会那样描写自己 How someone can write about themselves like that,
还有家人，那不是疯了吗？ about their family, it's mad isn't it?
- 是吧，越疯越好 - Well yeah, the madder, the better.
这么说你不是在糗我 So you're not just taking the piss?
- 我喜欢这首歌 - I like the song.
- 行吧，那跟我来 - Well follow me then.
- 都不知道还有这儿 - Didn't know this was here.
- 去年发现的 - Found these last year.
- 黑胶唱片 - Vinyl.
看看那些脸，其他人在想啥呢 Look at those faces, what were they thinking?
- 天知道，反正没人会在意 - Well, none of them ever cared about
这些东西在这儿，毋庸置疑 the stuff that matters here, that's for sure.
我都等不及要离开这学校 And I can't wait to get out of here.
- 你想干嘛？ - What are you gonna be?
基本上就是失业吧 - I am basically unemployable.
不过至少还有自由 But I'll be free.
- 我老爸和我过去常常出海 - My dad and I used to sail that before he,
不过是在他对别的事情感兴趣以前 before he became interested in other things.
我记得曾坐在船头 I remember sitting at the front of the boat,
感觉自由，像在飞翔 that felt free, like flying.
- 船还在吗？ - You still got the boat?
- 我想应该还在，锈迹斑斑了吧 - It's still there, i think, rusting away.
- 那么给人脸上来一拳是啥感觉？ - So what's it like to punch someone in the face?
喔，弹弹看，你会和弦么？ Woah, show me that, how do you know a chord?
- 我会喜欢音乐的，我们不完全一样 - I can like music, you know, we're not all the same.
- 那么你也上了臭鼬的黑名单？ - So you on his shit list?
- 我觉得你还是忘了黑名单的事 - I think you've been taken off that list.
- 在交上个朋友之前我从没觉得自己孤单 - I never knew I'd been lonely until I found a friend.
不过康纳和我是一颗豆荚里的豌豆 Not that Conor and i were peas in a pod.
我的意思是，我从没见过谁和我一样 I mean, I never met someone who liked to run around
喜欢没事瞎逛又坐下发呆 as much as I liked to sit down and do nothing at all.
我不再那么抵触 My defenses were coming down
虽然我从没说出来，不过这感觉真不错 and I'd never say it out loud but it felt pretty good.
臭鼬突然不再欺负我 Weasel had suddenly stopped bullying me
而我也不再希望被开除 and I no longer dreamed of being expelled.
尽管我有好的打算，不过我还是觉得 Despite my best intentions, I began to feel
也许我能适应 like I fit in.
四组 Four packs.
- 没错 - Yep.
怎么了？ What happened?
- 被扯坏了 - I was pocketed.
- 又来？ - Again?
九月以来几次了？ How many times is that since September?
- 三次，不，四次 - Three, no, four.
你有几次？ Yeah, how many have you had?
- 从来没有 - I've never been pocketed.
- 你从来没有？ - You've never been pocketed?
- 我从来没有 - I've never been pocketed.
- 没道理 - That's not right.
不管他，这个给你 Anyway, this is for you.
- 什么东西？ - What is it?
- 生日礼物 - Birthday present.
- 真的？ - Really?
- 当然，开玩笑，我没打算给你买任何东西 - Yeah, well, I wasn't gonna get you anything obviously
不过我的缺德老妈说 but my wicked step mother said, seeing as you're
作为一个室友应该的 a roommate and all, you know, probably should.
一把口风琴 It's a harmonica.
- 谢啦，奈德 - Thanks ned.
- 哦，我还有一个礼物要给你 - Oh I have one more present for you actually.
来吧 Yeah.
- 你敢 - You wouldn't dare.
- 是吗 - Wouldn't I, though?
- 奈德 - Ned.
- 生日快乐 - Have a good birthday.
- 浑蛋 - Bastard.
- 哎呀，可怜的家伙 - Alas, poor yorick.
我认识他，霍雷肖，一个爱开玩笑的家伙 - I knew him, Horatio, a fellow of infinite jest.
- 雪利先生开始和我们打成一片了 - Mr. Sherry began to work with us as a team.
而我们也很乐意 And we all loved him for it.
不过依然，有文艺汇演的通知 Still, when an annual variety show was announced
而且还在当地女校，没人愿意去 at the local girl's school, no one stuck their hand up.
不过雪利听说了我和康纳 But Sherry had heard us messing around
在弹那把破吉他 on those old guitars and said, no, insisted,
坚持让我们表演一首曲子 that Conor and i should play a song.
- 嗨，伙计们怎么样？ - Hi fellas, how's it going?
- 烂透 Extremely bad - 难听，谢谢 awful, thanks.
- 为啥这样 - And why is that?
- 行了，我们又不是那些该死的西班牙吉他手 - Well, we're not these deadly Spanish guitar players,
我们玩不来乐器 we can't do an instrumental.
我们要搞一首曲子，不过谁也不愿意唱 We have to do a song but neither of us wanna be the singer.
- 我绝对不干 - I'm definitely not doing it.
- 那我也不干 - No, me neither.
- 那你两干嘛不一块儿唱 - And why not the both of you?
- 什么，像西蒙和加芬克尔？ - What, like Simon and Garfunkel?
- 没错，像西蒙和加芬克尔 - Yeah, like Simon and Garfunkel.
- 我不这样想 - I don't think so.
- 对你来说还不够酷，奈德？ - Not cool enough for you ned now?
- 实话说，确实 - Honestly, no, not really.
- 为啥，年轻人不总想耍酷 - Why, you young man need to learn about
有些事比酷更重要 what is much more important than cool
比如…… and that is...
美吧 What is beautiful.
- 高低结合 - High low.
- 不过老师，这音也太高了 - Oh but sir, it's so high.
- 确实高 - So high.
- 别打扰 - Don't gock, Mr.
- 康纳，训练了，还有十分钟 - Conor, training, 10 minutes man.
快来 Come on.
- 打得好 - Yes!
- 校橄榄球队出发了 - The school rugby team embarked
保持不败 a long unbeaten win.
当地报纸报道了我的朋友 The local papers put it down to my friend,
呼之欲出的新星 the new star out-half.
队员们崇拜帕斯卡 The players worshiped Pascal.
- 九号，恭喜 - Number nine, congratulations.
你有什么要说的吗？ You have an announcement to make?
- 没 No. - 不，你有 Yeah, you do.
- 没有 - No.
- 你有 - You do.
来吧，九号 Come on number nine.
大家来，我发现九号心不在焉 Everybody, I just noticed number nine tackling
看起来在想心事 and it's clear that he has something else
我猜想也许 on his mind so I'm guessing it's
因为你和你的男朋友订婚了 because you and your boyfriend are engaged
准备结婚 to be married.
你这样只会更加困扰 The hell are you doing breastfeeding the tacklebag?
捶这个 Hit it.
你怕被撞？ You afraid to be hit?
去报名学校戏剧班吧 Go sign up for the school opera.
我确信他们缺酒馆女仆 I'm sure they're short a few tavern wenches.
大家集合 Everyone, gather round.
认真的时候到了 Time to get serious.
学校自然会教育你们 It is the nature of the school that you hear
什么敞开心扉 a lot of talk about opening your mind
什么世俗的价值观 and the value of a rounded education.
狗屁 Bullshit.
我们是要上战场的人 We're about to walk onto a battle field.
一旦比赛开始，那么 And once we do, the last thing we need
我们只会同情自己的队员 is empathy for our fellow man, to be feeling things.
康纳将带领我们 Conor is leading us out and he will have
而我们要追随他这个目标 a target on his back.
所以从现在开始，伙计们 So from now on, men,
你们不是一支球队，这里是战场 you're not a team, it's a war zone
你们是一支部队 and you're in the army.
- 你不睡觉？ - Shouldn't you be asleep?
- 你不也是 - Shouldn't you?
- 我明天可没有四分之一决赛要参加 - I'm not the one playing in the quarter final tomorrow.
- 所以我睡不着 - That is why I'm not sleeping.
- 没办法，紧张 - I can't, me nerves.
- 你会赢的 - You're gonna win.
- 你不懂 - You don't know that.
- 我可能不懂橄榄球 - I don't know the first thing about rugby
不过我能预感到 but I feel it in my bones.
- 你会去看吗 - Are you gonna be there?
- 这又不是我的球队 - It's not really my team.
有一次，在你来以前 This one time, before you came here,
你的一个队友把我的脑袋塞进厕所里 one of your teammates flushed my head down the toilet.
从此以后我们就一刀两断了 So that is not going on my autobiography.
没有我在你会更好 You're better off without me.
不过我会支持你的 I will be rooting for you though.
- 排成一队，先生们，排好队 - Single file, gentlemen, single file.
- 康纳，你老爹在外面的酒吧里 - Conor, your old man's out at the bar,
他说要请我们喝一杯 says he wants to buy us all a drink.
- 留神，我来了 - Watch out, coming through.
当心，当心，酒杯来了 Coming through, coming through, here we are.
看好你们自己，孩子们 Watch yourself boys.
自己动手 Help yourself.
儿子，和你老爹喝一杯 Have a drink with your old man, son.
- 喝水就行了，谢谢 - Fine with water, thanks.
我们不能在有人不喝酒的情况下为胜利干杯吧？ - We can't toast the victory without a man's drink, huh?
敬我儿子，运动健将 To my son, the athlete.
也敬你们大家，都是好人 And to all you fine young men.
干杯 Cheers.
- 康纳后来告诉我，如果他没第一次喝酒 - Conor later told me that if he hadn't had
那个夜晚会不太一样 that first drink, his night would've ended very differently.
- 你老爹真上路 - Your dad is a complete inspiration.
- 看你今天比赛真是最好的事情 - Best thing about watching you play today
我也认识到你前一所学校里的垃圾 was realizing that all that rubbish in the last school
有多垃圾 was just rubbish.
今天你的表现才是真正的你，对吧？ That was the real you today, huh?
今天我爱你 I loved you today.
我又爱你了 I loved you again.
你又像是我儿子了 You felt like my son again.
不再是以前那个废物 Not that shit from before.
来吧，扑过来让我把你举起来 Now come on, jump in and I'll give you a lift back, huh?
我们好好畅谈一番 We'll have a chats.
- 我去赶火车了 - I'm getting the train.
- 儿子…… - Son...
- 在走了几个小时后，我发现 - After walking for hours, I found
有个电影院在放一部 a cinema showing a subtitled film about
关于长发修女的字幕电影 a nun which was long.
我错过了回学校的班车 I ended up late for the coaches back to school
然后我看见了康纳 and that's when I saw Conor.
当时的想法是，我要给他个惊喜 The idea was that i would surprise him.
- 太年轻了，对不起不能进 - Far too young, sorry pal.
- 他是我朋友 - He's my friend.
- 他比你大 - He's older than you.
- 这是什么酒吧 - What kind of bar is this?
- 成人酒吧 - A bar for adults.
- 好吧，什么样的成人酒吧 - Okay, what kind of adults?
- 同志 - Gay adults.
- 完全地 - Totally.
我只是证实一下 Just double checking.
我在这里等他 I'm just gonna wait for him,
他一会儿就会出来 he'll be out in a second.
我最好还是走了 I better head.
太晚了 It's getting late.
那个时候，我觉得我是唯一被关在外面的 All this time, I thought I was the only one on the outside.
事实证明，我错的不能再错 Turns out, I couldn't have been more wrong.
- 你好，康纳 - Well hello, Conor.
你也在车上 Here on the train.
我差点错过这班车 I nearly missed the bloody train.
那么祝贺你今天的表现 So congratulations on today,
你打的确实不错 what did you play really well?
- 谢谢，老师，其实我还是踢飞了几个球 - Well thanks sir, i actually missed a few kicks
还不是最好的表现 so not my best.
- 是吗，好吧 - Oh did, oh okay.
别人告诉我你们赢了四分之一决赛 I was told you got the quarter.
- 是半决赛 - Semi, semi-finals.
- 没有压力了？ No pressure then. - 没啥 No.
- 我想喝点茶或者饮料 - I might have a cup of tea or something.
我是说，我想喝茶 I like a cup of tea, I mean.
对喝咖啡的人来说这种情况不多 Not much of a coffee drinker
不过我想喝杯茶，或者来一壶 but I like a cup of tea, or a pot,
最好是一壶，一壶茶 nice big pot, pot of tea.
一大壶最好 Big pot of tea.
- 老师，刚才，我没想怎么样 - Sir, before, it's not my team.
- 别，别，别 - No, no, no.
我只是路过最近的酒吧，急着找厕所 I was bursting for a loo and it was the nearest bar around.
- 那么，你认识我朋友吗，刚才在酒吧里的康纳 - Yeah, you know my friend, my there Conor,
他很亲热 he's very affectionate.
- 那里又没有标记 - There's no signs out front.
- 对，很不显眼的标记 - Yes, very poorly signed.
那是个意大利人，你懂的，到处都是 He's an Italian, you know, he's all over, you know.
噢，天啊 Oh Jesus.
康纳，我觉得人都有一定程度的自由 Conor, I think a certain degree of discretion.
- 我什么也不会说的，老师 - I'm never gonna say anything, sir.
- 任何事 - About anything.
- 决不 Ever. - 决不 Ever.
好的，不错 Okay, good.
好 Okay.
没错 Right.
我想喝一杯茶，你想要么？ I might get a cup of tea, do you want a cup of tea?
你想要一杯？ Do you want one? - 好的 Yeah.
- 好 Okay.
好的 Okay.
- 行了，你学会你那部分了吗？ - Okay, have you learned your part?
- 会了 - I have.
- 不能再逃避了，那么 - There's no avoiding this any longer so,
让我们开始吧 let's just go for it, okay.
一，二，三…… One, two, three--
- 不好意思，康纳，开始之前…… - sorry, Conor, before we start.
- 干嘛？ - What?
- 只是，嗯…… - Just, um...
没什么，没什么 Nothing, nothing.
- 你确定 - You sure?
- 确定 - Yeah.
- 一，二，三，四…… - One, two, three, four.
别让我自己一个人唱呀 You made me do it by myself.
- 我只是…… I just-- - 合作，奈德 teamwork, ned.
- 好吧 - Yeah.
- 你准备好了？ - You ready?
一，二，三，四…… One, two, three, four.
我想我们商量好了，你唱高音 I thought we agreed that you would go high
我唱低音 and I would go low.
- 没错 - We did.
- 你刚才说你已经学会了你自己的部分 - I thought you said you learned your part.
- 确实，我有学，我是说我学会了我的部分 - I did, I have, I mean i have learned my part
只是 it's just,
我满脑子都是你的声音 all I can hear in my head is your voice.
你看，这让我不自觉跟着你唱了 And you know, it makes me wanna follow you.
- 行了别这样 - Well don't.
唱你自己的部分，要么我高音，你低音 Sing your own part or I can go high and you can go low.
- 不用，我能唱高音 - No, I can be high.
- 好吧，那你高音 - Okay then, be high.
- 好吧 - Okay.
- 一，二，三，四…… - One, two, three, four.
听起来不错了 Think that was alright.
- 不错 - Yeah.
- 停，停，停，停 - Stop, stop, stop, stop.
康纳，运动，踢球 Conor, sport, kicking,
需要集中注意力 takes a quiet mind,
你不能有太多杂念 you need to have nothing going on in there.
可以吗？ Okay?
你在胡思乱想什么？ So what's eating you?
- 老师 - Sir,
有时候我觉得自己像个机器人 sometimes I just feel like a robot.
不停重复某件事 Doing this again and again.
或许人生还有更重要的 Maybe there's a little more to life than.
- 你有罕见的天赋 - You have a rare gift.
而你应该好好发挥它 And you need to use it.
最近，我发现你在和不同的人混 And recently I've noticed you hanging around
不过没关系 with different people, that's fine,
我想，不论如何 I suppose, whatever.
有心事很正常 But here's the thing son,
和狗在一起难免身上会有跳蚤 you lie down with dogs, you get fleas.
你有发现跳蚤吗？ Have you identified the fleas?
别想得太复杂，孩子 Don't complicated this son.
不过是你和这些那些 There's you and that and those.
来吧 Now come on.
搞什么飞机 For fucks sake.
- 早上好，帕斯卡 - Good morning Pascal.
- 沃尔特 - Walter.
问个问题 Question?
你对丹·雪利有没有做过背景调查 Have you run a background check on Dan Sherry?
- 我为啥要那么做？ - And why would I do that?
- 雪利没结婚，对吗？ - Sherry's not married, is he?
- 你想问什么？ - What are you asking?
- 我不知道自己在问什么 - I don't know what I'm asking
我唯一确定的是大师康纳的水平下降了 only I'm sure you notice that Conor masters level
昨天的比赛他踢失了好几个球 is dropping, he misses a number of kicks
晚上还很晚回来 in the match yesterday and then very late last night,
我看到他喝多了晃进来 I encounter him sauntering back to school drunk
而且和丹·雪利一起 in the company of a certain Dan Sherry.
我希望你调查一下，沃尔特，我很关心 I want you to Walter, I'm concerned.
- 你昨晚没给那孩子敬酒 - Did you not take the boys for a celebratory glass
没用啤酒庆祝？ of beer last night?
- 有是有，但是那只是…… Yes but that was just-- - 没有但是 but nothing.
如果你不知道自己想问什么，帕斯卡 If you don't know what you're asking, Pascal,
小心你的暗示 be careful what you're insinuating.
- 沃尔特，我需要你的支持 - Walter, I need your support.
一切都取决于此 Everything hinges on this.
我们，整个球队，我们需要你 We, the team, we need it.
- 丹·雪利只是个学校老师 - Dan Sherry is a teacher in this school
和你我一样 just like you and I.
我们是个团队 This is the team.
- 雪利和我一样？ - Sherry is like me?
我可不这么认为 Nah, I don't think so.
好吧，算我没说，没关系 Listen, forget it, it's fine.
我只是想把我的担心记录下来，以防外一 I just wanted to put my concerns on the record in case,
没啥别的意思 that's all.
- 以防什么万一？ - In case of what?
- 孩子们像康纳这个年纪是很敏感的 - Boys Conor's age are highly impressionable.
你最清楚不过了 You know this.
孩子们周围有些老师是某些类型的人 Certain types of people as teachers around kids,
一旦你确定了某些类型的人 once you know for certain that those certain types
是那些特定类型的人 of people are those certain types of people,
我是说，我认为自己是一个基督徒 I mean, I would consider myself a Christian
还有自由主义者，不过…… and a liberal but--
- 不过？ - but?
- 不过上述某些类型的人 - But those certain aforementioned types of people,
那些特定类型的行为 those certain types of behaviors
却相当的不合适 are seriously not cool.
在孩子旁边不合适 Not cool near children.
你懂我什么意思 You know this.
- 谢谢，帕斯卡 - Thank you Pascal.
- 我是说，你应该知道，沃尔特 - I mean, you have to know that Walter.
- 谢谢，帕斯卡 - Thank you Pascal.
- 谢谢，沃尔特 - Thank you Walter.
- 好吧，我来教你们彩排 - Okay, this is a lesson in projection.
啥？ What?
彩排，没错 In projection, yes.
好了，往后退 Yes, move back.
继续走，继续走 Keep going, keep going,
停，停，停，停 stop, stop, stop, stop.
好了，你们明天唱的时候 Okay, when you sing tomorrow,
别像奇怪的小田鼠那样呜咽 you can't whimper like some weird little field mice.
好了，你们得计划好 Okay, you've got to project.
勇敢地告诉我你们是谁 Reveal to me who you are if you dare.
让你们的声音反射到墙上 Let your voices bounce off the walls.
可以了，开始吧 Alright, begin.
- 太小声了 - I can't hear you.
完全听不见 At all.
什么？ What?
大声点 Louder!
对，大声点 Yes, louder.
再大声，大声点，来吧 Louder, louder, come one!
- 好点了 - Better.
- 我只是不得不做得更多，你知道的 - I just have to do more, you know,
灵活一点，条件反射 flexibility, conditioning.
- 你们的另一半在那儿 - That's your out-half there.
知道为啥康纳离开他以前的学校吗？ Any idea why Conor left his old school?
- 不知道 - No.
- 你是不是有个堂兄在圣巴茨学校？ - You have a cousin at st barts, don't you?
- 呃，实际上他是我的表亲 - Well, he's actually a second cousin.
不过实际上，我是想自己去的 But actually, I was meant to go there myself
然后我老爹去世了…… but when my dad died--
- 他在让我们的努力白费 - he's letting all our hard work go to waste.
我要是在那个队里 I wouldn't be happen about that
那些事就不会发生 if I was on his team.
事实上，我很愤怒 Matter of fact, I'd be raging.
- 喂，喂 - Knock, knock.
啊，你在这康纳 Ah, there's Conor.
嘿，我想问你些事情 Hey, can I ask you something?
- 可以啊 - Yeah.
- 那啥，你为啥和怪胎奈德混在一起 - Yeah, why are you hanging out with that freak ned?
- 怪胎奈德是我的伙伴 - That freak ned is my mate.
- 什么伙伴？ - Your mate how?
- 同寝室的伙伴，臭鼬 - He's my roommate weasel.
- 哦，好的，明白了 - Oh, okay, got you.
- 有什么问题吗？ - Everything okay up there?
- 没啥，康纳 - Everything's really good, Conor.
只不过，我有个堂兄在圣巴茨 Just, I have cousin in st barts.
呃，表兄 Well, second cousin.
不过我知道大家都在说你离开以前的学校 But I know everyone says you left your old schol
因为我不知道，你一直在打架 because I don't know, you were fighting all the time
不过我和他聊了聊，我很好奇 but I was talking to him and I was wondering,
究竟什么原因 what was the reason, you know,
打那么多的架 for all this fighting.
为什么打架，你知道吗？ Why the fighting, you know?
- 你想怎么样，臭鼬 - What do you want, weasel?
- 康纳，我答应过我老爸 - Conor, I promised my father,
在他临终的病床边承诺了我会竭尽所能 on his death bed, that i would do everything
来赢得那个奖杯 in my power to win that cup.
我不是唯一一个注意到的 I'm not the only one that's noticing
你浪费了太多时间 you're spending a lot of time
在那些不值得的人身上 with the wrong kind of people.
我们想要做的只是 What we're gonna do is,
帮你选择更好的同伴 you're gonna pick your company a little bit better.
这样你能更专注于半决赛 You're gonna focus on the semi-final.
而我们会让那些从你旧学校来的流言 And we'll let the rumors from your old school
仅仅成为那里的流言 be rumors from your old school.
是吧，不错吧 Yeah, good.
说好了 Good chat.
- 文艺汇演当天早上起来 - When I woke up on the day of the talent show,
我没有看见康纳 and there was no sign of Conor.
我并不惊讶 I wasn't that surprised.
如果你是橄榄球队的 If you play for the rugby team,
你会早起训练 you're up early for training.
抬起头来，大家抬起头来 - You look up, eyes up everybody.
- 你会跳过所有的课程 - You get to skip all sorts of classes.
特别是半决赛即将来临 Especially when it gets to the semi-final.
你肩负着这个学校的 You're carrying the hopes of the school
所有希望 on your shoulders.
还有比那更重要的什么教育吗？ Is an education more important than that?
不过晚上6点轮到我担心了 But I was worried by six P.M.
- 他不会来了 - He's not coming, okay.
- 老师，我一个人不行 - Sir, I can't do it alone.
- 可以的，你可以的 - You can, you can do it.
- 接下来是克林顿街舞 - So give it up for Clinton.
- 他是个天才 - He's a genius.
- 他不是，不是什么天才 - He's not, he's not a genius.
他怎么做到的？ How is he doing that?
你要做的就是走上台去 All you need to do is go out there
然后让他们听见你的声音 and let them hear your voice.
那就够了，你只需要做那么多，好吗？ That's all, that's all you need to do, okay?
- 接下来是两名林山中学的学生 - From two current woodhill college students.
- 嘿，祝你好运，别紧张，你行的 - Hey good luck, don't be nervous, you're fine.
- 另一个人，实际上…… - One of us, actually.
这次只有我一个人表演 Turns out there's only one of us.
- 噢，天啊 - Oh Jesus.
- 嘿，帕斯卡 - Hey there Pascal.
我能说句话吗？ Can I have a word?
- 言论自由 - It's a free country.
- 这么说你肯定相当兴奋了，四分之一决赛 - So you must be pretty excited, quarter finals.
- 半决赛 Semi-finals. - 半决赛 Semi-finals.
令人振奋，不错 That's exciting, yeah.
- 还没到自满的时候 - It's no time for complacency.
- 当然，当然，还早 - No, no, no, quite.
那么听着，康纳，他没来演唱 So listen, Conor, he didn't show up to sing
昨天的文艺汇演 at the variety show.
- 他在训练踢球 - He had kicking practice.
- 哦，你知道这事 - Oh, you knew about it.
- 在半决赛周，我们的灵魂人物 - Well in semi-final week our out-half had more important
有更重要的事情要关心 things on his mind.
- 你确定不是你自己有更在意的事情？ - Sure it wasn't you who had other things on his mind?
我觉得你就像是 - I consider you something of
一匹特洛伊木马，雪利 a trojan horse, Sherry.
- 我不知道你什么意思 - Not sure where this is going, pas.
- 鼓励大师康纳去做一名歌手 - Encouraging Conor masters to be a singer
还有一周就是高校杯半决赛了 one week before the semi-final of the senior cup?
- 得了吧，我在试图帮助他- - Come on, I'm trying to help him.
- 你不是还有那个古怪的染发家伙 - You can have the weird ones with the dyed hair
还有班卓琴 and the banjos.
我试过他们了 I've got fuck all use of them.
没意思 No interest.
这话我只说一次 I say this to you the once,
你最好让那孩子专注于橄榄球 you'd do well to let the boy focus on his rugby.
你知道我什么意思 You get me?
- 你胡子上有苹果 - Got apple in your beard.
- 同时，学校的橄榄球队 - Meanwhile, the school rugby,
灵魂人物大师康纳 for out-half Conor masters.
接球有所犹豫 Inspiration with the ball at hand,
踢球时遇到了麻烦 troubled off the kicking team.
尽管罚丢了两个球，不过木山中学 Despite two penalty misses, woodhill college progresses
十年后再一次进入了决赛 to their first senior final in over a decade.
- 每个人，谁没有过年轻的时候 - Everyone who's ever been young,
大家都是这么过来的 so that's everyone ever,
都知道什么是屈辱的感觉 knows just what humiliation feels like.
但是比尴尬更糟的 But worse than the embarrassment
是康纳的消失 was Conor's vanishing act.
他从我的生活里消失了 He had disappeared from my life.
我都不敢相信我会这么说 And I can't believe I'm about to say this
可是我想念他了 but I missed him.
我们还是朋友 We were friends.
我不会不做斗争就轻言放弃的 I wasn't gonna give that up without a fight.
- 站住，谁在那儿 - Halt, who goes there?
噢，有什么事吗 Oh, can I help you?
- 我找康纳 - I was looking for Conor.
你们干的不错，他在那边吗？ So I can say well done, is he in there?
- 噢，不在，他不在那边 - Oh um, nope, he's actually not in there.
实在不好意思 I'm really sorry.
- 可能我得验证一下 - Maybe I'll just check.
- 或许用不着验证 - Yeah well maybe instead of checking,
你会有更好的计划，比如滚开 you just piss off, does that sound like a plan?
我不会说二次让你滚的，明白吗 I'm not gonna tell you again to piss off, okay?
- 操 - Fuck.
- 啊啊啊，不 - Uh uh uh, no.
- 嘿，奈德，奈德，别这样 - Hey ned, ned, leave it.
行了伙计，让他去，行吗？ Come on man, just leave him be, will you?
- 谢谢，我想见我朋友，康纳 - Thank you, I wanna go see my friend, Conor.
- 他不是你朋友，他只是你室友 - He is not your friend, he's your roommate.
他只是没办法才和你混 He had no choice but to hang out with you.
你明白了吗 Do you get it?
康纳，这小子，我不知道怎么称呼 Conor, this little, i don't know vol appears
看起来爱上你了 to be very much in love with you.
现在，我告诉了他你的取向 Now, I told him, you're that way inclined
或许我错了 but maybe I'm wrong.
我是不是错了，康纳？ Am I wrong, Conor?
- 回你该死的寝室去吧，老弟 - Go back to the fucking dorm man.
- 对啊，回寝室去吧基佬 - Yeah, go back to the dorm faggot.
- 告诉他们康纳 - Tell them, Conor.
- 回寝室去吧，老弟 - Go back to the fucking dorm, man.
- 告诉他们 - Tell them.
我只是想康纳能告诉他的队友 I only meant for Conor to tell his teammates
我们是朋友，可是回头看看 that we were friends, but looking back,
也许他觉得我知道的太多了 maybe he thought i knew more than that.
告诉他们 Tell them.
- 我警告你 - I'm warning you.
- 康纳，这次你做的对 - Conor, this is some shit right here.
- 滚开，臭鼬 - Fuck off weasel.
- 回见 - See you later then.
- 那些专横的形象在纯洁的心灵里滋生 - Those masterful images because complete
可是从什么时候开始的？ grew in pure mind, but out of what began?
一堆的垃圾，满街的垃圾 A mound of refuse or the sweepings of a street,
旧水壶，旧瓶子，坏掉的罐子 old kettles, old bottles, and a broken can,
旧铁块，老骨头，破布，乱吼的母狗 old iron, old bones, old rags, that raving slut
舍不得放弃 who keeps the till.
现在我的梯子不见了 Now that my ladder's gone,
我必须在梯子脚下那些破布和 I must lie down where all the ladders start
骨头堆里躺下 in the foul rag and bone shop.
进来 Come in.
自便吧 Go on then.
- 大家都起来 - Everyone up.
跟我们走 Follow us.
- 决赛前的强制拉拉队 - Complusionary cheerleading at the head of the final.
地球上我最不愿意去的地方 Pretty much the last place on earth I wanted to be.
- 抒情地说，这些歌曲留了些念想 - Lyrically these songs left a little
除了今天 to be desired but on this day,
歌词不是问题 lyrics weren't the problem.
问题是歌词后面的东西 It was what was behind them.
这不是我的球队 This wasn't my team.
也许被开除的主意 Maybe the idea of getting expelled
再一次开始滋生 began to surface once again.
坦白说，我也不记得 Honestly, I don't remember.
- 唱啊 - Sing.
他妈的唱 Fucking sing.
唱 Sing.
唱你的歌 Sing you little queer.
- 他们想让我唱 - They wanted me to sing?
我会唱的像金丝雀 I'd sing like a canary.
我有大新闻要分享 I had this big piece of news that I could share
我何必再沉默？ and what was I keeping it for?
与众不同没什么错 There was nothing wrong with being different,
我知道为什么康纳被崇拜 I knew that and why did Conor get to be adored
而同时我却受人欺负 and me bullied when we were both the same?
我得告诉他们，告诉所有人 Oh I'd tell them, I'd tell everyone.
然后他们会道歉 Then they'd apologize and everyone would be
大家都会站到我这边 on my side for once.
最终，奈德拿到了喇叭 Finally, neddie had the conch.
我来告诉你们谁是同性恋 I'll tell you who's gay.
告诉你们谁是真正的同性恋 Oh I'll tell you who's gay alright.
大师康纳是同性恋 Conor masters is gay.
就是这样，伙计们 There it is, folks.
可怕的回忆 That terrible memory.
- 你父母今晚从迪拜飞回来 - Your parents are flying home from Dubai tonight.
明早他们会先到这里 They'll be here first thing in the morning.
奈德，我知道你在学校里过的不容易 Ned, I'm aware you haven't had it easy
可是抢一个喇叭 in this school but grabbing a megaphone,
扰乱比赛的准备 disrupting match preparations,
这越界了 it crosses a line.
- 我被开除了吗？ - Am I expelled?
- 你今晚睡在医务室吧 - You'll sleep in the infirmary tonight.
我们明天早上8点见 We'll meet tomorrow morning at eight A.M.
我对你满怀期望 I expected so much more from you ned.
希望你有同情心 I expected compassion.
对一个新来的同学 Towards a boy who was new,
对一个相比其他人 towards a boy who was always going to feel
觉得你还有些不一样的同学 a little different from the rest of you.
你应该和其他人一样能够理解 You of all people I thought could empathize with that.
行了，走吧 Go on, leave.
- 很有趣，不是吗？ - It's funny how it goes, isn't it?
现在看起来我达到了自己的目的 Now that I'd seemed to have achieved my goal
被开除，没啥大不了 of getting expelled, there was nothing
我已经不满足于 I wanted more than to go back to being
做一个学生了 a pupil in this school.
- 嘿，康纳 - Hey Conor.
- 我能和你谈谈吗？ - Can I talk to you?
- 可以，当然可以 - Yeah, yeah course you can.
不过我不能让你进来，不好意思 Although I can't let you in here, sorry.
愚蠢的规定 Stupid regulations.
来吧，我们出去走走 Come on, we'll go for a walk.
这么说，明天是个大日子了，康纳 So, big day tomorrow Conor.
第一次参加决赛，多久了？ It's the first final in, how long is it?
- 我做不到 - Yeah, I can't do.
- 只是紧张，你是个好球手 - It's just nerves, you're a great player
还有一只厉害的球队，你没问题的 with a great team, you're fine.
- 你说的没有用 - It's got nothing to do with it.
老师，我看见你和你的朋友 Sir, I saw you with your friend.
你们在一起 You were together.
- 那么你见到我和一个朋友了，康纳，然后呢？ - So you saw me with a friend, Conor, so what?
听着，我知道很困难 Look, I know it's hard.
我明白 I know.
不过会好起来的，相信我 But it gets better, trust me.
- 等我再大些？ - When I'm older.
- 没错，等你大一些 - Yeah, when you're older.
现实生活是残酷的 Sad fact of life.
- 那么，我就应该欺骗吗？ - So, I'm just supposed to keep lying?
- 不是欺骗 - It's not a lie.
不需要欺骗 It's not necessarily lying
你只是不说出来罢了 if you keep something to yourself.
- 可是如果你假装成不是你的样子 - But if you pretend to be something you're not
那就是欺骗了 then that's a lie.
老师，我记得和奈德一起上课 Sir, I remember the lesson with ned,
我记得你把他叫出来 I remember when you called him out
为了那首剽窃的歌 for plagiarizing that song.
别借用别人的声音，你说 Don't use a borrowed voice, you said,
找到你自己的声音，别像头绵羊 find your own voice, don't be a sheep.
老师，你说那一课不仅仅是给奈德上的 Sir, you said that lesson wasn't just for ned,
是给我们大家上的 you said it was for all of us
那么为什么我可以豁免，我可以不一样 so why am I exempt, why am I different
而别人不行 from everyone else?
- 世事无绝对，康纳 - Can't be all things to all men, Conor,
有时我们需要变通 at all times, its not smart.
- 为什么？ - Why not?
- 有的时候你得将事情藏起来 - Sometimes you need to keep things hidden away
以此保护好你自己 to protect yourself.
将来会有一个点 There will come a point in the future
你不用再欺骗任何人 when you won't have to lie anymore.
相信我 Trust me.
- 会有吗？ - Will there?
- 会的 - Yeah.
- 你到那个点了吗？ - And did you hit that point?
- 我不是在说我 - This isn't about me.
会好起来的 It gets better.
会好的 It gets better.
我只能对你说这些了 That's all I can say to you.
请相信我，康纳 Please believe me, Conor.
- 你让我怎么能相信你？ - How on earth can I even begin to believe you?
- 噢，康纳 - Oh Conor,
康纳 Conor.
- 我的天啊，康纳，11：05了 - Jesus Christ, Conor it's 11:05.
- 我们对待这种类型的违纪很严厉 - We take this type of transgression very seriously.
我们可以考虑把期中考试作为参考 We'll take the midterm to consider.
但惩罚也会很严重 But punishment will be severe.
- 我对此很感激了，谢谢 - I appreciate all of that, thank you.
那么告诉我，我儿子的脸怎么了？ Tell me though, what happened to my son's face?
- 恐怕我没法回答这个问题 - Well we can't get an answer on that, I'm afraid.
奈德？ Ned?
- 没什么 - Nothing happened.
- 肯定有什么 - Something happened.
- 除了我自己，和别人没关系 - This is nobody's fault but my own.
- 之所以如此严厉， - More than anything, this is about preserving
这也是为了保持学校的风气 the ethos of the school.
- 先生，对不起 - Sir, sorry.
- 出去等，维克多 - Wait outside, Victor.
- 我做不到，先生 - I can't sir.
康纳不见了 Conor's gone missing.
他没在他的床上过夜 He didn't stay in his bed last night.
他走了 He's gone.
- 那么你告诉帕斯卡了吗？我是说，奥基夫老师 - Well have you told Pascal? I mean, Mr. o'keefe.
- 没，我想我应该先来找你 - No, I thought I'd come to you first.
- 那么去告诉奥基夫老师，我要他马上过来 - Well tell Mr. o'keefe I wanna see him here immediately.
快去 Go on.
- 是，先生 - Yes sir.
- 老师，科里先生要见你 - Sir, Mr. curly wants to see you.
- 维克多，我希望你能 - Victor, I thought you were supposed
带着康纳一起来 to be Victor and Conor.
康纳人呢？ Where's Conor?
- 老师，昨晚出了点事情 - Sir, there was an incident yesterday.
康纳，不见了 Conor, he's gone missing.
- 不见了是什么意思，维克多 - What do you mean missing, Victor?
- 沃尔特想见你，老师，现在 - Walter wants to see you, sir, now.
- 沃尔特想见我？ - Walter wants to see me?
当然今天肯定会来的 Of course this has to happen today.
谢谢，维克多 Thank you Victor.
- 嘿，帕斯卡，祝你今天好运 - Hey Pascal, good luck today.
你还好吗？ You okay?
- 你高兴了，雪利？ - Is your delight Sherry?
洋洋得意了，啊？ Over the fucking moon, yeah?
- 什么意思？ - What?
- 大师康纳，嗯？ - Conor masters, huh?
决赛当天居然不见了 Missing on the day of the final.
- 不见了？ Missing? - 不见了，没错 Missing, yes.
哪个部分不见了，你明白吗？ What part of missing don't you understand?
- 当我回来的时候，我可以下车到城里去吗 - When we get back, can i please jump out in town?
我真的有事情要做 I really need to do something?
- 你开什么玩笑 - You must be kidding.
- 老爸，你看，我我知道我有麻烦 - Look dad, I know I'm in trouble
可是如果不是很重要，我也不会请求你 but I wouldn't ask if it wasn't absolutely vital.
- 你不但不能下车，奈德 - Not only are you not jumping out, ned,
在我们商量好拿你怎么样以前 you are massively, unbelievably grounded
你哪儿都别想去 until we can figure out what to do with you.
- 丹 - Dan.
我想你听说了康纳的事情 I suppose you heard about Conor masters.
- 听说了 - Yeah.
- 他父母也不知道他在哪 - His parents don't know where he is.
好吧，反正我已经通知了教练 Well, I've notified the coach anyways, so.
我们还可以换个边前卫 And we have an untested player in out-half.
我是说，华莱士能顶一顶 I mean, Wallace is a pest.
- 噢，谁他妈的在乎橄榄球，沃尔特 - Oh who cares about the fucking rugby Walter?
有人不打橄榄球 Some boys don't play rugby.
那些孩子怎么办 What about those boys?
- 奈德，奈德 - Ned, ned!
操 Fuck.
- 康纳总是在跑 - Conor was always running.
我不是很理解 I couldn't understand it.
不过现在我明白了 But now I finally got it.
你得知道自己在朝正确的方向跑 You have to know that you're running in the right direction.
- 年轻人 - Men.
你可能知道我们的边前卫去哪了 You might be wondering where our out-half is.
之前，你们知道的，我被叫去了科里的办公室 Earlier, as you know, I was called to Mr. curly's office
他告诉我那孩子有点崩溃 and informed that the boy had some kind of breakdown
而且不见了 and has gone missing.
今天最重要，我知道 Today of all days, I know.
我不知道你们是否注意到了那些流言 I don't know if you're aware of the rumors swirling around.
现在它流传开了并导致了 But it transpires that he was dealing with,
严重的个人问题 serious personal issues.
今天他不见了，我想告诉你们 But he's missing today, and I wanna tell you this,
没有他我们只会更强 we are way better off without him.
我是说，我们都有个人的问题 I mean, we all have personal issues
看看你们大家，有谁不值得信任吗？ but look around you, anyone who can't be trusted
搁置那些问题不是球队的一部分 to put those issues to one side can't be part of a team.
我们都有过糟糕的经历 We all have shit that we're going through you know.
你们逃了吗？ Do you run?
没有 No.
你们留下来了 You stay.
你们留下来搞定了那些破事 You stay and you deal with your shit
站在球场里，吹着口哨 by standing in a field, blowing a whistle
还淋着雨 in the fucking rain.
- 我们上吧，勇士们 - Let's go warriors, let's go.
勇士们，我们上 Let's go warriors, let's go.
- 你好？ - Hello?
我能进去吗 Can I come in?
- 你想干嘛？ - What do you want?
- 作为一个糟糕的朋友，我想道个歉 - I want to apologize for being a terrible friend.
- 你一直都知道我是这样的了？ - So you knew about me all along?
- 对不起，康纳 - I'm so sorry Conor.
我希望你能去比赛 I want you to play.
还有时间 There's still time.
- 你说过那又不是你的球队 - You said that that wasn't your team.
你都没看过我们踢球 You've never even seen us play before.
- 听着，我错了 - Look, I was wrong.
行了，看起来我很多地方都做错了 Okay, turns out I was wrong about pretty much everything.
- 不是每件事 - Not everything.
- 你用不着站在哪一边的，康纳 - You don't have to pick a side, Conor.
你也用不着非得这样那样 You don't have to be one thing or the other.
怎么样都好 You can be everything.
- 我不确定我会为了他们尽力 - I'm not sure i can play for them.
为了臭鼬，还有教练 For weasel, for the coach.
- 为了他们 - It's for them.
你不是为了他们 You're not playing for them.
为我们 You're playing for us.
如果你参加比赛，那就是我的主队 It's my team if you're playing on it.
证明给他们看你是谁 Reveal to them who you are.
只要你想 If you dare.
- 只要你想 - If you dare.
我们的球队，是吗？ Our team, yeah?
- 康纳 - Conor.
我们能为你做些什么 What can we do for you?
- 又迟到了，对不起伙计们 - Late again, sorry about that lads.
- 你受打击了，对吗 - You're mind is shot, right?
全方位的，我能理解 You're all over the place, I understand that.
- 我没受打击 - I wasn't shot.
- 在这一点上，康纳 - Well at this point, Conor,
我们都听说了那件事 we all heard about the thing.
- 那件事？ - The thing?
- 那件事 - The thing.
- 那件事？ - The thing?
- 那件事，那件事，那件事 - The thing, the thing, the thing.
其实，不是你的错 Look, it's not your fault
可是你无法融入球队 but you cannot fit into this team.
- 什么时候开始的？ - Since when?
- 从……听着，你融入不了 - Since, look, you're incompatible.
- 和谁没法相容？ - Incompatible according to who?
- 我们 - Us.
和我们大家，对吗，伙计们 According to all of us, is that right lads?
- 我不清楚关于我离开以前的学校你们听说了什么 - I don't know if you heard why I left my old school.
- 我们听说你参与了一些打架斗殴 - Yeah, we heard you got in some fights.
- 我不懂你们听说我为什么打架 - I don't know if you heard why I was fighting.
我跟每个发现我是谁的人打架 I was fighting everyone who found out who I was.
每一个发现的 Every last one of them.
可是依然有人前仆后继 But they kept coming
而我没法阻止他们 and I couldn't stop them coming
我也没法和他们都打一架 and I couldn't fight them all.
我待不下去又无法阻止，所以我离开了 I couldn't stay and keep denying it so I ran away.
到我们学校 To our school.
事情就是如此 Thing is lads,
我不想再逃避了 I'd like to stop running away, you know.
我已经解决了那些事 I'm done with that.
谢谢奈德，你知道我是谁 Thanks to ned here, you all know who I am.
我还是以前的我 I'm the same me that I always was
而我也真的想要回到球队 and I really really wanna be a part of this team.
我准备好了，随时可以上场 I'm here and I'm ready to play
只要你们需要我上 so if you want me on your side.
- 华莱士已经替补了 - Wallace has been filling in
而且干的不错 and doing a perfectly good job.
- 行了，帕斯卡 - Come on Pascal.
- 我不行，帕斯卡 - No I haven't, Pascal.
- 相信你自己，帕斯卡 - Believe in yourself, boy.
- 我觉得我踢边前卫糟透了 - I believe I'm fucking shit at out-half.
我很弱，你知道的 I'm weak and you know it.
- 行了，帕斯卡，把华莱士换回侧翼吧 - Come on Pascal, just put Wallace on the wing.
- 真可怜维克多 - Well that's a pity Victor
华莱士把自己放到了替补 because Wallace has just put himself on the bench.
这里只有一个教练 There is one coach on this team.
一个声音，不是15个 One voice, not 15.
你听懂了吗？ You hear me?
你听懂了吗，维克多 Do you hear me Victor?
恭喜你，维克多，你可以离队了 Congratulations Victor, you're off the team now.
你们不过是一对任人摆布的工具 You're a pair of fucking tools.
伙计们，对不起 Lads, I'm sorry but this lad has ruined
这家伙刚刚毁了你们一年来的努力 your hard work for the year.
还有谁想到那边去的 Anyone else walks off to that side
那就和他们一起走 and they're gone too.
大不了我宣布退赛 I'll forfeit the game if I have to.
我可以这么做 I can do that.
够了，我说了 That's enough, I said.
你们听见我说了吗？ You hear me?
真是莫名其妙 Ah for fuck's sake.
- 我们都有自己羞于面对的事情 - We all have that one thing we're ashamed of.
让人困扰的那个经历 The memory of one moment so embarrassing,
我们不知道自己是否能够忘却 we don't know if we'll ever be able to forget it.
那个时候不只是 A single moment when not only do
我们背叛了周围的人 we betray everyone around us
我们也背叛了自己 but we betrayed ourselves too
用各种可怕的方式 in the most terrible way.
是的，我们都有那样的时候 Yes we all have that moment.
但是那些痛苦的回忆总会 But the pain of remembering the embarrassment begins
在你某个好朋友的帮助下逐渐褪色 to fade eventually with the help of a good friend.
我不会忘记这场比赛 I will never forget that game
有生之年 for as long as I live.
康纳无处不在，大家都关注着他 Conor was everywhere, everyone noticed him,
让大家都闭嘴的终结者 the determination to shut people up,
证明他们都错了 to prove them wrong.
他的感受也波及到了 What he was feeling spread throughout
整个球队 the team like a fever.
几个月后大家还在谈论它 People talked about it for months after.
- 康纳上场了吗？ - Conor's playing?
- 是的，你的奈德找到了他 - Yeah, your ned found him.
- 他是个好孩子，奈德 - Well he's a good kid, ned.
沃尔特，这位是亚瑟 Walter, this is Arthur.
- 你好，亚瑟，沃尔特 - Hello Arthur, Walter.
- 亚瑟是我的伙伴 - Arthur's me fella.
我们有些故事 We're a bit of an item.
- 正如我所说，我不觉得我能够 - Like I said, I don't think I'll ever be able
完全摆脱当初我做的那些令人尴尬的事 to get over the embarrassment and the shame of what I did.
不过另一方面，事情总会好起来 But in a way, some good did come out of it.
那一年，学校里的每个人都上了同样的一课 That year, everyone in school learned the same lesson.
别用借来的声音说话 Not to speak in a borrowed voice.
- 你知道，一年前 - You know, one single year before,
为了让那个球罚丢 I'd have given everything I owned
我愿意放弃一切 for that kick to be missed.
不过人是会变的 But people change.