西蒙！ Simon!
凯丽！ Keri!
西蒙！ Simon!
凯丽！ Keri!
西蒙！ Simon!
凯丽！ Keri!
西蒙！ Simon!
爸爸？ Daddy?
爸！ Dad!
宝贝，没事吧？ Babe, is everything okay?
抱歉，我刚在找张唱片。 Sorry, I was just looking for a record.
快点过来啦。 Well, come on.
咱们可有阵子见不到大家了。 We're not gonna see everyone for a while.
好吧，抱歉。 Right, sorry.
顺便说， By the way,
大家都觉得我们穿情侣装很甜。 everyone thinks it's cute we're matching.
宝贝？ Babe?
嗯，等我一下。 Yeah. Just give me a sec.
他真答应跟你一起去了？ He really agreed to go along with this?
是啊，他可兴奋了。 Yes. He's excited.
你确定这是你想要的？ Are you sure it's what you want?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
你知道我爱蒂姆， You know I love Tim,
但他早不是从前那个蒂姆了。 but he hasn't been that Tim in a while.
你就不担心吗？ Like, aren't you worried
你俩都多久没那个了... about how long it's been since the two of you have, like,
要我说你不如接那份工作， you know, why don't you take the job
找个乡下猛男真枪实弹干一场？ and find a country boy who actually fucks you?
喂。 Hey.
哇靠。 Oh, sick.
不知道你还在搞音乐。 I didn't know you still did music.
是啊， Yeah, uh,
其实刚做完新EP。 actually just finishing up a new EP.
牛逼，还在原来厂牌？ Sick. You still on the same label?
这次可能独立发行。 Probably self releasing this time.
不过听说你们 But, hey, I heard you guys
接了整个巡演？ got booked on the whole Sound Off tour.
太——太厉害了。 That's--that's awesome.
老兄你得签回厂牌， Dude, you gotta get back on a label.
他们能给你接好多活。 They just book you on so much stuff.
说得太对了。 That's so true.
没错，我是该签回厂牌。 Yeah, no, I should just get back on a label.
他最近还是很难熬。 He's still going through a lot.
说实话，这也是我觉得搬走 Honestly, it's another reason why I think this move
对双方都好的原因。 will be good for both of us.
好吧，真替你们高兴。 Okay. This is so exciting.
你觉得他知道吗？ Do you think he knows?
他完全蒙在鼓里。 He has no idea.
巡演正好缺个吉他手。 You know, we need a guitarist for the tour.
什么？当真？ What? For real?
我以为你们要搬家就没考虑你。 I figured, you know, with the move that you're written off.
靠。 Shit.
我得问问米莉的意思，不过... I mean, I could check-in with Millie, but...
当初你追我妹时， When you started dating my sister,
还以为你能带她变酷。 I thought you might make her cooler.
结果反倒被她带得... Instead, she's just made you...
喂，去你的。 Hey, fuck you, man.
开玩笑的，不过要是我哪天挂了， Nah, it's cool, it's just when I die, I don't want
可不想眼前闪过别人的人生走马灯。 someone else's life flashing before my eyes.
好吧，巡演我接。 Alright, I'll do it. The tour.
噢，给力。 Oh, that's dope.
排练强度很大。 Uh, there's a lot of rehearsals.
我会赶回来。 I'll make it back.
反正也不远。 It's not even that far.
可是真他妈的远。 And it's so fucking far.
听着，没什么大不了的。 Look, this isn't that big of a deal.
就几小时车程。 It's just a couple hours away.
来自不会开车的混球的发言。 Says the prick who can't drive.
城里人谁开车啊？ Who needs to drive in the city?
说真的，我们会超级想你们的。 Obviously, we're gonna miss you guys a lot.
这群疯癫的家伙， This insane group is,
你们知道，就是我的家人。 you know, it's the family I got.
所以... So...
但我——我真为米莉骄傲。 but I-- I'm so proud of Millie.
你是最甜蜜、 You are the sweetest,
最无私的人。 most giving person I've ever met.
那些孩子根本不知道有多幸运， These kids don't even know how lucky they are
能遇到真正关心他们教育的人。 to get someone who actually cares about their education.
哇。 Aww.
总之， So, um, yeah.
真是喜忧参半。 It's-- it's all bittersweet.
我有点害怕， I'm a little scared, but,
但主要还是兴奋， uh, mainly excited
期待我们人生的新篇章。 about the next step in our lives together.
呜！ Woo!
耶。 Yeah.
说完了。 That's it.
好了，放轻松。 Okay. Relax.
就是换换环境。 It's just a change of scenery.
宝贝。 Babe.
在所有最重要的人面前， In front of the people who mean the most to us,
我想问你... I wanna ask you...
愿意余生与我共度吗？ to spend the rest of your life with me.
你开玩笑吗？ Are you joking?
呃... Uh...
噢。 Oh.
愿意，当然愿意。 Yes. Of course.
我愿意，我愿意。 Yes. I, I, I do.
对不起。 I'm sorry.
我他妈烂透了。 I fucking suck.
明白吗？我就是不知道发生了什么， Okay? I just, I didn't know what was happening,
整个人僵住了。 and I froze.
你还是想要结婚的，对吧？ You still want this, right?
现在说这个有点晚了吧？ It's a little late now, right?
是啊，他妈太晚了。 Yeah, it fucking is.
但即便如此，如果我们现在不分开 But still, if we don't split now,
以后更难分开。 it'll only be harder later.
等等，"分开"是指分手？ Wait, like "split" split?
这是你想要的？ Is that what you want?
不，当然不是。 No, of course not.
我不知道。 I don't know.
自从那件事之后你就越来越疏远... You've been so distant since...
这我能理解。 and that's okay.
当然。 Of course.
只是... It's just...
你从未让我如此不确定过。 you've never made me feel unsure before.
不确定什么？ Unsure of what?
我们到底是真心相爱 If we love each other or if we're just
还是习惯成自然 used to each other.
嘿 别这样 我错了行不行？ Hey, hey, I'm sorry. Okay?
对不起 Sorry.
抱歉 Sorry.
我可能喝多了 I think I drank too much.
没事 It's okay.
听着 我爱你 Hey, hey, I love you.
我也爱你 I love you too.
谁都知道是你更需要我 Everyone knows you need me
而不是我需要你 more than I need you.
我们都当玩笑话 We laugh about it.
什么？ What?
怨恨我又不能让你少失败几分 Resenting me doesn't make you less of a failure.
为什么说这种话？ Why are you saying this?
能让他们离开吗？ Can you ask them to leave?
谁？ Who?
他们盯着看 我睡不着 I can't sleep with them staring at us.
早上好 Good morning.
你显然不怀念车水马龙的喧嚣 You clearly don't miss the sound of traffic.
起来多久了？ How long you been up?
没多久 Not long.
想着总有个箱子 Figured one of these had to have
装着咖啡机 the coffee machine inside.
你觉得我怨恨你吗？ Do you think I resent you?
这个嘛 Well, now.
抱歉 还没完全清醒 Sorry. Still half asleep.
因为你正看着梦中情人 Because you're looking at your dream girl.
肯定是这样 That must be it.
既然你在外面 Since you're out here,
能搬点东西进来吗？ can you bring something inside?
当然可以 Sure, yeah.
哦 Oh.
天啊 Oh my god.
小心点 Careful.
这有点吓人 This is worrying.
你爸的？ Your dad's?
也许我能拿来修后门廊 Maybe I could use it to fix the back porch.
从来不许我碰这个 Never let me use that.
亲爱的 闻到什么没有？ Hey, babe, do you smell that?
我在上厕所 I'm peeing.
你真没闻到什么？ You really don't smell anything?
怎么回事？ What's going on?
宝贝？ Babe?
老天爷 Oh, Jesus.
呃！ Ugh!
亲爱的 你在干嘛？ Babe, what are you doing?
我找到了 I found it.
什么？ What?
哦靠—— Oh, sh--
天啊 Oh god.
你怎么知道要找这个？ How'd you know to look for that?
- 打扰一下 - 你好 - Excuse me. - Hi.
这是你自己带的 还是从我罐子里拿的？ Did you bring that from home or take it from my tin?
哦抱歉 Oh, sorry.
我以为这些是员工专用的 I thought that they were just for the staff,
但我没有... but I don't have a...
要糖吗？ Sugar?
不用 谢谢 No. Thank you.
我惹了多大麻烦？ How much trouble am I in?
天啊 Oh, God.
别在意卡罗尔 Don't mind Carol.
她对干瘪的老货特别有占有欲 She's possessive of dry old bags
毕竟她自己就是 on account of her being one.
是威尔逊女士对吧？ It's Ms. Wilson, right?
叫我米莉 Millie.
我是杰米 欢迎你 I'm Jamie, welcome.
谢谢 Thank you.
不得不说 I gotta say,
你能来我特别高兴 I was so happy you took this placement.
你的简历真的很抢眼 Your resume really caught my eye.
你看到了？ You saw that?
我是招聘委员会的 Yeah, well, I was part of the hiring committee.
- 坐会儿？ - 嗯 - Wanna sit? - Mhmm.
像你这样优秀的人才 Uh, yeah, I was just thrilled that someone of your caliber
愿意来我们这小地方实在难得 was interested in our tiny neck of the woods.
开什么玩笑 Oh, are you kidding?
我超期待的 I'm excited.
以前学校太大了 My old school was huge.
学生教员都像走马灯 Students and staff all lost in the shuffle.
在这里我希望能真正 Here, I'm hoping to actually
帮助每个孩子成长 help these kids as individuals.
真有热情 Oh, passion.
都快忘了这种感觉了 Almost forgot what that was like.
安置得还顺利吗？ And you settling in okay?
和你丈夫...抱歉 You and your husband or sorry,
还是妻子... your wife, or...
我和我的...天... Me and my, God...
男朋友听起来太幼稚 boyfriend sounds so immature.
伴侣？我的蒂姆？ Partner? My Tim?
我的——我和我的男伴蒂姆 My-- me and my boy partner, Tim.
你们...呃...探索过什么了吗？（本意是在附近逛过了吗） Have you, uh, have you explored much?
伴侣之间？ Partners?
哦不是 不是 Oh, God, no, no.
是问这附近 No, the area.
你们有没有... Have you-- have you like,
搬到哪里了？ where did you move to?
我们在皮特路尽头 We, uh, we're down at the end of Pitt Road.
这说出来太像是小镇的套路了 This is so predictably small town
但我想我们应该是邻居 to say this, but I think we're neighbors.
我住拐角那栋黄房子 Yeah, I'm in the yellow house on the corner.
不会吧 Oh, you're kidding.
那位置很棒 Yeah, it's a great spot.
虽然离镇子有点距离 I mean, it's a little ways from town,
但树林和小径美极了 but the woods and the trails are amazing.
那个... Well, uh...
如果需要人带你们转转 let me know if, uh,
随时找我 you ever need someone to show you around,
你和你男伴 you and your boy partner.
- 好啊 - 祝愉快 - Sure. - Have a good day.
再见 Bye.
- 怎么样？ - 嘿 - How's it going? - Hey.
通网了吗？ Oh, do we have Internet?
安装工下周来 Uh, guys coming next week.
周四那个活你肯定没法 Hey, you obviously can't drive me back
开车送我回去了对吧？ for this gig on Thursday, right?
我可以送你去车站 I could take you to the train station.
好 谢了 Okay, yeah, thanks.
陪我睡觉嘛。 Come to bed with me.
我得背这些台词。 I have to learn these parts.
好吧。 Okay.
明天呢？ What about tomorrow?
要不要去你之前说的 Do you maybe wanna do that hike
那条徒步路线？ you were telling me about?
好啊，太棒了。 Yeah. That'd be great.
太好了。 Great.
行，爱你。 Okay. Love you.
爱你。 Love you.
是这儿吗？ Is this it?
不知道啊。 I don't know.
感觉路线有点短。 This feels short.
我们错过什么了吗？ Did we miss something?
嘿，那边那条路呢？ Hey, what about that?
看起来荒草丛生啊。 Seems pretty overgrown.
亲爱的，我可不想当那些蠢城里人 Hon, I don't wanna be the dumb city folk
违背自然规律然后挂掉的。 who went against nature and lost.
有标记，没问题。 It's marked, we're good.
宝贝。 Babe.
我们随时可以回头。 We can always turn back.
只是外面天气这么好。 It's just, it's so nice out.
等等，我觉得是这边。 Okay, wait. I think it's this way.
不对亲爱的，我觉得是后面那条。 No, honey, I think it was back there.
你确定？ Are you sure?
不确定，你呢？ No. Are you?
好，那边是北边。 Okay. That way is North.
好吧。 Okay.
- 知道这个有什么用？- 不知道啊 - What do we do with that? - I don't know.
我以为会有点用呢 I thought it would be helpful.
行吧 Okay.
要不我们就往东南方向继续走？ What if we just keep going sort of, South East-ish?
能不能先动动脑子 Can't we just think for a second.
等等，宝贝这条路没错，快来 Wait, no, no, babe, this looks right, come on.
宝贝！ Babe!
天哪！ Oh my God!
- 宝贝！ - 亲爱的！ - Babe! - Honey!
- 宝贝！ - 我的老天！ - Babe! - Oh my God!
天啊，抓住！ Oh my God, here!
你没事吧？ Are you okay?
应该没事 I think so.
老天 Oh my God.
我手机 My phone.
靠 Shit.
能打通吗？ Can you call it?
没信号 I don't have a signal.
妈的 Fuck.
我的demo全在里头 My demos were on there.
顺便说一句，我人没事 I'm fine, by the way.
- 抱歉，你还好吗？ - 没事 - Hey, sorry, you okay? - Yeah, it's okay.
确定？ You sure?
真没事 I'm okay.
这什么鬼地方？ What is this place?
你感觉到没？ Do you feel that?
感觉... It feels...
很拥挤 Crowded.
得赶紧离开这儿 We gotta get out of here.
回暴风雨里去？ Back into the storm?
这些是什么东西？ What is all this?
可以生个火 We can build a fire.
等雨停 Wait it out.
你哪来的打火机？ Why do you have a lighter?
现在这重要吗？ Does that really matter right now?
这地方有多大？ How big is this place?
我去看看 Let me check.
有人吗？ Hello?
怎么样？ Well?
挺大的 Pretty big.
亲爱的 Honey.
嗯？ Hmm?
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
记得我们以前看《荒野求生》吗？ Remember when we used to watch Man versus Wild?
是啊，你压根没看过吧 Yeah. You fucking don't.
好吧 Okay.
谢了 Thank you.
我好渴 I am so thirsty.
我也是 Yeah, me too.
就这些了？ Is that all we have?
嗯 Yeah.
你觉得能喝吗？ You think that's drinkable?
我可不喝 I'm not drinking it.
行，把这喝完 Alright, finish this.
那你呢？ What about you?
我又找到一瓶 I found another bottle.
好吧 Okay.
那是什么？ What's that?
另一瓶啊 The other bottle.
宝贝 Babe.
我劝你别喝 I wouldn't.
荒野求生啊宝贝 Man versus wild, babe.
没事，给我 No, it's fine, here.
所以... So...
那个打火机 about that lighter.
什么时候开始的？ When?
搬家前 Just before the move.
你呢？ You?
一样 Same.
等出去后我们一起戒 When we're out of here, we'll both stop again.
必须的 Definitely.
现在正好转移注意力 For now, it's a nice distraction
免得老想着这底下肯定有老鼠 from all the rats that must be down here.
我一直在想你前几天发现的那个东西 I keep thinking about that thing you found the other day.
我也是 Me too.
嘿，你那是怎么弄的？ Hey. What happened there?
小时候有次 When I was a kid,
我爸回家让我打扫房间 my dad comes home one day and tells me
说闻到怪味 to clean my room because he says there's a smell,
我就打扫了 so I clean it.
第二天他又说还有味道 Next day, he comes home, says it's still there,
我又打扫一遍 so I clean it again.
第三天他进来时 Day after that, he comes in, but
突然发疯似的吼... this time he's freaking out, he's like...
这他妈什么鬼味道？ what is that goddamn smell?
把我房间翻了个底朝天 And he just starts tearing my room apart,
什么都没找到 but he can't find anything.
当时我吓坏了因为... And at this point, I'm scared because...
根本没什么味道 there is no smell. You know?
不知道他为什么大发雷霆 I don't know why he's getting so worked up.
后来我... Anyway, I um...
第二天放学回家 come home from school the next day,
走进房间 I go in my room,
他站在那里露出 and he's standing there with this,
诡异的笑容——因为他找到了 this wicked grin because he found it.
是只死耗子。 It was a dead rat.
它在温暖的灯罩上做了窝。 It had been nesting above the warm light.
每次我开灯都是在慢慢烤熟它。 And every time I used that light, I was cooking it.
但这过程太缓慢了， But it was so gradual that,
我甚至没意识到自己每晚都在吸入 I couldn't even tell that I was breathing in this
这具腐烂尸体的气息。 this rotting carcass every night.
真不敢相信，从没听你说过这事。 Can't believe I haven't heard that story before.
我本来已经完全忘了 I had forgotten all about it
直到发现他们的那晚。（他们指他父母） until the night I found them.
有个细节我从没告诉过你， And there's this detail that I never told you,
没跟任何人提过那股味道。 never told anyone about the smell.
但比那更糟。 But it was worse than that.
那像是——像是一种味道。 It was like a-- like a taste.
空气变得浓稠， Like the air was thick,
越靠近他们的卧室 and it just got worse
就越令人窒息。 the closer I got to their bedroom.
然后我推开门。 Then I opened the door.
她正对我微笑着。 She was smiling at me.
她醒来发现另一半已经离世了 She had woke to find her other half was gone
整个人彻底崩溃了。 and her brain just snapped.
她无法接受这个事实。 She couldn't process it.
每晚依然躺在那个 Still going to bed each night next to that
面容和恶臭旁边入睡。 face and that horrible smell.
我站在那儿 I was standing there
被他的气味呛得作呕 她却浑然不觉。 choking on the taste of him and she didn't even notice.
她就像我闻那只耗子， It's like me with the rat,
把他的气息当新鲜空气吸入。 just breathing him in like fresh air.
抱歉。 Sorry.
就像在我们家和那晚之间 It's like a window opened
打开了一扇窗。 between our house and that night.
怎么了？ What?
也只有你能在湿漉漉的洞里睡懒觉。 Only you could sleep-in in a wet cave.
几点了？ What time is it?
哦靠。 Oh, shit.
真倒霉。 That sucks.
先回家吧。 Let's just get home.
可我的demo都在里面啊。 But my demos were on there.
我恨你。 I hate you.
你才不恨。 No you don't.
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
我没干嘛啊。 I'm not doing anything.
那是什么？ What is that?
等等 别动 别动 别动。 Wait, stop, stop, stop.
搞什么鬼？ What the fuck?
怎么回事？ What is it?
霉斑之类的吧。 Mildew or something.
嗷 嗷 好痛。 Ow, ow, that hurts.
我知道 难道你还想 I know, what do you want to do
玩两人三足赛跑不成？ a fucking three legged race?
抱歉。 Sorry.
慢点 慢点。 Slow, slow.
噫。 Ew.
天啊。 Oh my god.
操 操。 Fuck, fuck.
你刚才可真厉害。 You were pretty impressive in there.
记得我找到诺斯的时候吗？ Remember when I found North?
我们得去趟镇上。 We should head into town.
家里没吃的了。 There's no food in the house.
本来还有米的。 There used to be rice.
唉 咱们可没预算 Well, we haven't exactly budgeted
买两部新手机。 for two new phones.
不过首先... But first...
干嘛？ What?
就两分钟。 Just two minutes.
- 宝贝 - 别这样 - Babe. - Come on.
我可在山洞里过了一夜。 I just spent the night in a cave.
- 求你了 - 好吧 - Please, please. - Fine.
行 但等下换你帮我。 Alright, but you do me next.
嗯。 Mhmm.
宝贝 快来。 Babe, come on.
宝贝？ Babe?
唔。 Mmmm.
嗷 蒂姆？ Ow, Tim?
蒂姆 蒂姆！ Tim, Tim!
- 怎么了？ - 搞什么？ - What? - What the fuck?
我——对不起 I-- I'm sorry.
呃 你逗我玩呢？ Ugh, you trying to be funny?
真的很痛。 That really hurt.
亲爱的 你脸色不太好。 Honey, you don't look so good.
我——我就是太累了。 I'm-- I'm just really tired.
我去趟镇上。 I'm gonna head into town.
我可以一起去。 I can come.
不用 你好好休息。 No, you just relax.
要不冲个澡？好吗？ Maybe take a shower, yeah?
记录显示你有焦虑症和恐慌发作史。 Says here you've dealt with anxiety, panic attacks.
有没有可能是类似情况？ Is it possible this is one of those?
不是。 No.
我觉得不是。 I don't think so.
你多大了？ How old are you?
我们其实同岁。 We're actually the same age.
我看到家族有精神疾病史。 I see there's a history of mental illness in the family.
你母亲曾患有—— Your mother suffered from--
不 完全不是那回事 这次不一样。 No, it's nothing like that. This is different.
我认为有必要讨论她当年的情况。 I think it's worth discussing what happened to her.
这种谈话我已经经历过。 I've had this conversation before.
我不是她。 I'm not her.
有人可以倾诉吗？ You have someone to talk to?
家人 心理医生 朋友？ Family, a therapist, friends?
嗯 城里有些朋友。 Yeah, I got friends back in the city.
所以本地就只有你妻子？ So locally, it's just your wife?
伴侣 对 就她。 Partner, yeah, it's just her.
你在陌生地方经历危险时 You had this dangerous experience
独自一人无人援助， when you're left alone in an unfamiliar place,
焦虑感会固着于这种念头， no one to help if something were to go wrong,
进而引发生理性的恐慌反应。 anxiety can fixate on a thought like that,
形成恶性循环。 and spiral into a physical panic response.
这本质上是一种肌肉松弛剂， This is technically a muscle relaxant,
能减缓中枢神经系统活动。 meaning it slows the central nervous system down.
这样即使大脑开始恐慌， So even if your brain starts panicking,
身体也会保持放松， your body relaxes,
阻断反馈循环。 shutting down the feedback loop.
- 明白吗？ - 嗯。 - OK? - Yeah.
知道吗 你们算幸运的了。 You know, you two were lucky.
那地方之前有对情侣失踪了 There was that couple that went missing out there.
啥？什么时候？ What? When?
寻人启事现在还贴着呢 There's still posters up.
算是镇上最近最轰动的新闻了 Biggest news this town's seen for a while.
比本地男人在花园浇花还大的新闻？ Bigger than local man waters garden?
我没开玩笑 I'm serious.
当时还搞了大规模搜救什么的 There was a big search and everything.
安定片？ Valium?
现在叫地西泮了 It's called Diazepam now.
明天都准备好了？ All ready for tomorrow?
嗯？ Huh?
亲爱的，要是不舒服 Honey, if you're not feeling well,
要不就取消吧 maybe you should cancel.
宝贝，取消巡演我就彻底凉了 Babe, if I cancel, I can forget about the tour.
嘿，流量剩不多了 Hey, we didn't get much data, yeah,
可能不够用，你该不会... Maybe we don't use it all, what are you...
在网上泡妞吧？ Cruising for chicks online?
知道最近这附近有人失踪吗？ You know people went missing around here recently?
真的假的？ Really?
是啊 Yeah.
嘿，帮我个忙 Hey, do me a favor,
等我死了，麻烦把我所有社交媒体 when I die, please just nuke any and
账号都炸得干干净净 all of my social media from existence.
可不想让人记住我发过 I don't wanna be remembered for posting
"自然即是归处"这种话 nature is what home feels like and
还只收获23个赞 getting 23 likes.
发完这条就嗝屁了 They post this, and that's it.
真棒，精彩人生 Cool. Great life.
好吧，要是你今晚就死 Okay. So if you die tonight,
最后一条发什么？ what's your final post?
我们豁出去了 We took the plunge.
哇哦 Aw.
这也太俗套了吧 That is so fucking basic.
干嘛要标记我？ Why would you tag me in that?
因为这些本来就很俗啊蒂姆 Because all this shit is basic, Tim.
没人在乎的 Nobody cares.
主要是我妈会看到 It's just so, like, my mom can see.
而且你明明很喜欢 Plus, you love it.
随便吧 Whatever.
不过用这个当遗言也太惨了 That'd be a sad one to end it on, though.
是啊 Yeah.
发什么不惨？ What wouldn't be?
暂时下线，要死了 BRB dying.
说真的，能是谁啊？ Literally, who could that be?
- 你好 - 你好 - Hi. - Hello.
希望没打扰你们 I hope you don't mind.
我正好在附近溜达 I was in the neighborhood and uh,
毕竟我就是"邻居"本尊 （一语双关） because I am the neighborhood,
想着该来正式欢迎你们 and I thought I would officially welcome you
来到这个街区 to said neighborhood.
嘿 Hey.
嘿，老兄 Hey, man.
哦，宝贝 Oh, babe.
这位是麦凯布先生 This is Mr. McCabe.
杰米，我跟你提过他的 Jamie, who I-- I've told you about him.
对哦，嘿 Right, oh yeah, hey.
你一定是蒂姆，那个男朋友 You must be Tim, the boy partner.
幸会 Nice to meet you.
希望你们喝红酒吧 I'm hoping you drink red.
哦，蒂姆来者不拒 Oh, Tim drinks anything.
快请进 Please come in.
不用了，不想打扰你们 Oh, no, no. I don't wanna intrude.
麦凯布先生 Mr. McCabe,
我坚持要您打扰 I insist you intrude.
那好吧 Alright.
多谢 Thanks.
这边，左手边 Here, just to the left.
麦凯布先生？ Mr. McCabe?
太吓人了 That's terrifying.
其实主要是下雨的缘故 Well, it was more just the rain.
当时暴雨倾盆 It was pouring rain.
我们完全晕头转向了 I mean, we were totally disoriented.
你手机不是有指南针吗 Well, you know your phone has a compass.
是啊 Yeah.
好了，别纠结 Alright, let's not get stuck on
谁分得清东南西北了 who had which cardinal directions.
说真的，你们在那边 Seriously, though, have you
在外面见过这样的东西吗？ ever seen anything like that out there?
我感觉到种邪教气息 I was getting, like, cult vibes.
邪教气息？ Cult vibes?
亲爱的，不至于吧 Honey, I don't know about that.
难道我们去的不是同一个地方？ What, were we not in the same place?
是个洞穴，但里面有 It was a cave, but there was like a
巨钟和嵌在墙上的教堂长椅 giant bell and church pews in the walls.
简直诡异得要命 It was fucking weird.
那个方向确实有过一个小教堂 There was a-- a chapel out that way.
- 好吧 - 但多年前就塌了 - Okay. - But that collapsed years ago.
就在荒郊野岭？ It was just like in the middle of nowhere?
对，像是那种新世纪 Yeah, it was like this new age-y
嬉皮士那套的团体 hippie dippy group.
邪教气息 Cult vibes.
他们后来怎么了？ What happened to them?
集体自杀 Mass suicide.
- 不会吧 - 天啊 - No. - Oh, God.
不是，我瞎说的 No. I don't know.
就是慢慢解散了而已 They just kinda, I donno, thinned out over time.
估计是教堂塌了之后 I think they moved on when
就各奔东西了 the weather took the building.
礼拜堂变成地下巢穴 Hard to recruit new members when your
确实不好招新成员 house of worship becomes a subterranean lair.
找到了 I got it.
谢谢亲爱的 Thanks, honey.
嗯 Yeah.
老天，这饭菜... Man, this food...
我可能要常来蹭饭了 I might make a habit of dropping by.
都是蒂姆做的 It's all Tim.
我厨艺烂得要命，都怪他 I can't cook to save my life, and it's his fault.
哦，怪我咯？ Oh, it's my fault?
你这些活儿太拿手了 You're so good at this stuff.
我根本不用学 I've never had to learn.
所以没我的话你就会做饭了？ So if it weren't for me, you'd know how to cook?
没我的话，你也不会是唯一 And if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be the only thirty something
三十多岁还没驾照的人 without a driver's license.
我有驾照。 I have a license.
他没有 He doesn't have
他只有学习许可证。 he has a learner's permit.
实际上不能开车上路。 He can't actually drive a car.
这买卖挺划算，懂吗？ It's a good deal, you know?
她白得个私人厨师，而我被栓在这儿。 She gets a personal cook, and I'm trapped here.
被栓住？ Trapped?
我连去火车站都得看你时间 I can't even make it to the train station
看你方不方便接送。 unless it fits your schedule.
没人挟持你当人质，蒂姆。 Nobody's holding you hostage, Tim.
是啊，人质至少不用自己做饭。 No, hostages don't have to cook their own food.
要我说，你们俩倒是天生一对。 Well, it sounds to me like you complete each other.
真的吗？我是说，我也觉得—— You think? I mean, that's what I--
太诡异了。 It's so weird.
确实。 Yeah.
嘿，那个——很高兴认识你，老兄。 Hey it was-- it was nice to meet you, man.
嘿，我也是。再次感谢。 Hey, you too. Thanks again.
那，明天见。 And, I'll see you tomorrow.
好，噢，没问题。 Yes, oh, yeah.
- 噢 - 好的。再见。 - Aw. - Okay. Bye.
再见。 Bye.
他挺友善的。 He's friendly.
什么？ What?
没什么，我就是觉得他对你有意思。 Nah, I just, I think he likes you.
才没有。别瞎说。 No he doesn't. Don't be weird.
哼。 Mhmm.
你看样子也被他迷住了嘛。 You seem pretty charmed by him too.
真的？ Really?
是啊。你说得对。 Yeah. You're right.
我可能直接跟他回家算了。 I might just follow him home.
- 是吗？ - 然后... - Yeah? - And...
蒂姆... Tim...
嗷！你刚咬我了？ Ow! Did you just bite me?
- 没有 - 你到底... - No. - What...
怎么回事，一会儿对我热情似火，一会儿又—— is this, you're all over me one minute, and then the next--
我，我没有！ I, I didn't!
我只是我... I just I...
有点——有点不对劲。 Some-- something's off.
自从搬到这儿之后，我就—— Ever since we've been here, I just--
别找借口了。 Stop with the excuses.
借口？我不是在编故事，宝贝。 Excuses? I'm not making this up, babe.
蒂姆，天啊，你要是不想上我就直说。 Tim, God, if you don't wanna fuck me, Tim, just say it.
嗯。 Mmm.
宝贝。 Babe.
你压着我头发了。 You're on my hair.
嗷，亲爱的。 Ow, honey.
你能翻个身吗，压着我头发了。 Will you roll over, you're on my hair.
蒂姆？ Tim?
嗷！ Ow!
搞什么鬼？ What the fuck?
准备好了？ You ready?
我觉得你不该去。 I don't think you should go.
真是意外啊。 There's a surprise.
我们真不聊聊昨晚的事？ Are we really not gonna talk about last night?
你表现得—— You're acting--
- 什么？疯了？ - 我不是这意思。 - What? Crazy? - That's not what I was saying.
我当时失去意识了，根本不知道自己在干什么。 I was unconscious, okay, I didn't know what I was doing.
要是生病了就该呆在家。 If you're sick, you should stay home.
宝贝，别这样，我不能错过火车。 Babe, come on, I can't miss the train.
求你了。 Please.
你会表现得很棒的。 You're gonna be great.
你知道，要是可以我真想直接开车送你去。 You know, I'd drive you the whole way if I could.
没事。 It's fine.
听着，今晚不用急着回来。 Listen, don't worry about coming back here tonight.
生我气了？ You mad at me?
不，不，不。我是说你在外面玩吧。 No, no, no. I just mean stay out.
好好享受庆功宴，你知道，住卢克那儿 Enjoy the after party, you know, sleep at Luke's
和大家好好聚聚。 and actually catch up with everyone.
没必要回来觉得自己被囚禁似的。 No use coming back here and feeling trapped.
听着，我不是那意思。 Look, I didn't mean that.
当然，不过... Sure, but...
或许保持点距离对大家都好。 maybe some space would be good.
你确定？ Are you sure?
逃吧。享受自由。 Escape. Be free.
好吧。是啊。你说得对。 Okay. Yeah. You're right.
谢了。 Thanks.
哦，别这样。 Oh, come on.
不，现在不行。 No, not now.
快点。 Cmon.
好了。 Alright.
干得漂亮，同学们。 Great work, team.
体育课后见。 I'll see you after PE.
安娜，理查森先生不喜欢学生迟到。 Anna, Mr. Richardson won't like it if you're late.
对不起，老师。 Sorry, miss.
这些是你的狗吗？ Are these your dogs?
曾经是。 Not anymore.
听起来他简直是彻底疯了。 It sounds like he's fucking lost it.
不。我不知道。 No. I don't know.
我——说真的，这段时间挺难的。 I-- you know, honestly, it's been hard.
你还好吗？ Are you okay?
需要我过去陪你吗？ Like, do you need me to come up there?
我——管他的。 I-- fuck it.
我这就过去。 I'm coming up there.
不，不，不。 No, no, no.
我可能说得太夸张了。 I'm probably making it sound worse than it is.
而且我爸妈周日要过来 And anyway, my folks are coming up
吃午饭，所以， for lunch on Sunday, so,
嗯，他可能只是需要见见熟悉的人。 yeah, he probably just needs to see a familiar face.
好吧，我只是想确认你没事。 Yeah, I just wanna make sure you're okay.
我很好。 I'm fine.
我喜欢这种宁静的乡村生活。 I like the quiet country life.
我才是那个无趣的人。 I'm the boring one.
你觉得自已无趣是因为， You think you're boring because,
什么，因为你有一份正经工作？ what, you have an actual proper job?
我爱蒂姆， I love Tim,
但他是个35岁的白人大叔 but he is a 35 year old white guy
还整天做梦当摇滚巨星。 who still thinks he's gonna be a rock star.
那才叫真无趣。 That is fucking boring.
他是个好人。 He's a good guy.
是吗？ Is he?
是的。 Yes.
知道吗，我总想起我们第一次约会。 You know, I always think about our first date.
我说我最爱辣妹组合。 I said my favorite band was the Spice Girls.
没想到他是个音乐装逼犯。 I didn't realize he was, like, this music snob guy.
结果第二次约会他居然带着 And then he shows up on our second date
辣妹组合的黑胶唱片来了 with Spice on vinyl.
真够甜的 That is sweet.
但那都是快十年前的事了 But that was nearly a decade ago.
他最近有什么表示？ What has he done lately?
我得走了 I gotta go.
为什么？ Why?
米莉 我需要... Millie, I need...
不不不 No, no, no.
你在这儿干嘛？ What are you doing here?
我就是想见你 I just, I needed to see you.
你不是该在火车上吗？ Why aren't you on the train?
这真他妈见鬼了 蒂姆 This is really fucking weird, Tim.
就像我浑身都在渴望着 但不是现在 It's like I'm thirsty all over, but not now.
不该和你 Not with you.
说你要我 Tell me you want me.
我需要你 I need you.
别停 求你别停 Don't stop. Please don't stop.
我们在干什么？ What are we doing?
抱歉 我只是... Sorry, I just...
我有预感 I had a feeling.
不用道歉 Don't apologize.
下次还是在家试试吧 Let's just try it at home next time.
也许别等这么久 And maybe don't wait so long.
好吧 Okay.
现在你得赶紧离开 Now you gotta get out of here.
你——你在干什么？ What-- what are you doing?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
怎么 你为什么绷这么紧？ What, it's-- why are you, like, tensing?
什么？ What?
我...宝贝 这... I... babe it's...
等等 我卡住了 Wait. I'm stuck.
疼 好痛 Ow. It hurts.
我知道 我知道 I know, I know.
搞什么鬼 What the fuck.
好了 用力拉 拉—— Alright, just pull pull pull--
快点 快点 Hurry, hurry.
不行 还是卡着！ I can't, I can't It's still stuck!
蒂姆 你必须马上离开 立刻！ Tim, you have got to get out of here, now!
我在努力！ I'm trying!
根本动弹不得！ It's not fucking moving!
好痛 That hurts.
蒂姆... Tim...
听我说 听我说！ Listen to me, listen to me!
对不起 I'm sorry.
不 不要 No, no.
你的脚 Your feet.
里面没事吧？ Everything okay in there?
马上好 Just a sec.
没事吧 威尔逊老师？ Everything okay, Miss Wilson?
抱歉 我不得不 呃... Sorry, I had to, uh...
嗯... Um...
威尔逊老师 Miss Wilson,
您知道这是... you know this is a...
男童卫生间 bathroom for little boys.
抱歉 我那个... Sorry, I um...
必须... had to...
去上课吧 Go to class.
没事了 Everything's fine.
下次请尽量使用教职工卫生间 好吗 Next time, try to get to the staff bathroom, yeah.
您可能需要 呃... And you might want to, uh...
清理一下 clean up.
该死 Shit.
宝贝 Babe.
宝贝 别这样 我们难道不该谈谈吗？ Babe, come on, we're just not gonna talk about this?
你知道今天自己做了什么吗？ Do you understand what you did today?
我可能会被开除 I could have been fired.
或者更糟 比如 Or worse, like, like
被抓去坐牢那种糟 arrested worse.
等等 又不是我逼你的 Wait, I didn't make you do anything.
你几个月不碰我 然后突然 You don't fuck me for months, then you
冲到我工作地方说"我需要你"这种鬼话？ barge into my work with that 'I need you' shit?
对 就是你逼的 Yeah, you kinda did.
天 你是存心要毁了我吗？ God, are you trying to ruin this for me?
知道吗 我一直默默支持 You know, I have sat on the sidelines.
我牺牲这么多 就为了给你空间 I have sacrificed so that you've had space
去实现你那些异想天开的梦想 to try to make your impossible dreams come true.
喂 我可不会为 Woah, I'm not gonna apologize
冒险尝试而道歉 for taking some risks.
我永远都不能，因为你把风险全用光了 And I never can because you use all the risk up.
我——我是为了你才搬来这的 I-- I moved here for you.
我抛弃了整个人生 I left my whole life behind.
什么人生？ What life?
天 你的音乐吗？ God, your music?
那你怎么没去演出？ Then why aren't you at your show?
蒂姆 如果你觉得我困住了你 Tim, if you think I've trapped you,
你他妈为什么不滚？ why don't you fucking leave?
我做不到 I can't.
我觉得我不太对劲 I don't think I'm okay.
就像我的大脑和身体断了联系 It's like my brain and my body aren't talking.
你不明白 You don't understand.
看来是不明白 I guess I don't.
等等 你去哪儿？ Wait, where are you going?
去收拾你的烂摊子 To clean up your mess.
耳熟吗？ Sound familiar?
要我和你一起去吗？ Do you want me to come?
你到底想怎样 蒂姆？ What do you want, Tim?
我不能替你做所有决定 I can't make every decision for you.
我不是你他妈的老妈子 I'm not your fucking mother,
即便我开始有这种感觉 even if I'm starting to feel like her.
你这话什么意思？ What's that supposed to mean?
就像在和行尸走肉同居 Like I'm living with something that's dead.
- 米莉 - 嗨 - Millie. - Hi.
嘿 Hey.
转角那栋黄房子 The yellow house on the corner.
对 Yeah.
关于今天 So today,
我想再次道歉 I just wanted to apologize again.
我实在太尴尬了 I'm so embarrassed
关于那个... about um,
哦 那个啊 Oh, that.
哦 不必 Oh, no.
千万别放在心上 Don't even mention it.
那是... That's...
女性 female
问题 真的请别 issues. It's, please don't no.
千万别再提了 Say no more, please.
谢谢 Thanks.
嘿 怎么了？ Hey, what's wrong?
抱歉 嗯... Sorry, um...
今天真是压力山大的一天。 It's just been a really stressful day.
我刚和蒂姆大吵了一架。 Tim and I just had a big fight.
抱歉，这不该跟你诉苦的。 Sorry. This is not your problem.
要进来坐坐吗？ Wanna come inside?
不想打扰你。 I don't wanna intrude.
威尔森小姐， Miss Wilson,
我坚持要你"打扰"。 I insist you intrude.
我给你倒杯水。 I'll get you a glass of water.
真不要来点带劲儿的？威士忌什么的？ You sure I can't tempt you with anything stiffer?
不用，水就行。 No. Water's fine.
谢了。 Thanks.
发生什么事了？ What's going on?
我不知道。 I don't know.
我总觉得搬来这儿是个错误。 I keep thinking this was a mistake.
就像， Like,
自从搬家后，蒂姆和我总是话不投机半句多。 since the move, Tim and I haven't been on the same page.
也许我们早就貌合神离了 Then maybe we haven't been on the same page for a while
只是我们 and we're just
不敢承认罢了。 too scared to admit it.
你们...呃... Do you, uh...
还相爱吗？ do you love each other?
我是说，当然。 I mean, yeah.
毫无疑问。 Of course.
对吧？但是， Right? But,
我的意思是，我都不记得遇见蒂姆之前的人生了，所以... I mean, I don't remember life before Tim, so...
也许我们只是安于现状了。 maybe we're just complacent.
要知道，安于现状 Well, you know, complacency can
有时候恰恰是相濡以沫的表现。 sometimes simply be harmony.
想听听 Do you wanna hear something
我教九年级历史课时讲的故事吗？ I teach my 9th grade history class?
太想听了。 Desperately.
柏拉图写道，古希腊人相信 Plato wrote that the ancient Greeks
人类被创造时有四只手臂、 believed we were created with four arms,
四条腿，和一张双面头颅。 four legs, and a head with two faces.
但宙斯畏惧我们的力量， But, Zeus feared our power,
于是将我们劈成两半， so he split us into two separate parts,
注定我们要 dooming us to
穷尽一生寻找自己的另一半。 spend our lives in search of the other half.
如果你认为已经找到了， If you think you've found that,
就别轻易放手。 don't be so quick to let it go.
既然柏拉图都这么说了。 Well, if Plato says so.
你一个人住这儿吗？ Is it just you here?
抱歉，我不该打听这个。 Sorry. That's none of my business.
哦没事，老天 Oh, no. Please, God.
是我在刨根问底。 I'm the one prying.
呃，是啊，当初买下这里时 Uh, yeah, there were two of us when we
是两个人。 first bought this place.
我们那时候大概和你们现在年纪相仿 And we were probably around the same age
可能也有同样的 as you guys, probably had the same
问题，同样的争吵。 issues, same fights.
曾经有段时间 And there was a brief time
我真的选择了离开。 where I actually did walk away.
那感觉如释重负。 And it was liberating.
我可以随心所欲做任何事。 I had the freedom to do whatever I wanted.
那你做了什么？ So what did you do?
哦，什么都没做。 Oh, nothing.
我过得糟透了。 I was miserable.
是啊，我就是不知道 Yeah. I just didn't know
该怎么独自生活。 how to exist on my own.
我，我， I, I,
甚至开始怀念我们吵架的日子。 I even started to miss the fights we had.
是啊，无论好坏， Yeah. For better or worse,
我能成为我 I was me
都是因为他。 because of him.
你肯定很想他吧。 I bet you miss him.
说起来， You know,
我有一盘结婚录像带 I have a tape of my wedding
一直想找借口，呃—— that I have been looking for an excuse to, uh--
呃，你知道， Uh, you know,
听起来很棒， that sounds great,
但我该回去了。 but I should head back.
谢谢。 Thanks.
下次吧。 Next time.
抱歉。 Sorry.
对不起，好吧，我不知道还能去哪儿。 Sorry, okay, I didn't know where else to go.
宝贝，准备睡觉了吗？ Babe, you ready for bed?
宝贝？ Babe?
你睡着了吗？ Are you asleep?
对不起。 I'm sorry.
我真希望我能变成我们彼此期望的样子。 I wish I could be what either of us wants me to be.
哦，该死！ Oh, shit!
什么？不，别这样。 What? No. Come on.
怎么了？ What?
妈的。 Fuck.
小米？ Mil?
够了，真他妈见鬼！ Alright, fuck this!
哦该死！ Oh fuck!
操蛋！ Oh shit!
宝贝，宝贝，醒醒！快醒醒！ Baby, baby, wake up! Wake up!
米莉，快醒醒！ Millie, wake up!
宝贝！ Baby!
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
我在干什么？ What am I doing?
- 也许是癫痫发作。 - 癫痫？ - Maybe it was like a seizure. - A seizure?
你什么时候得过癫痫或者梦游症？ Since when have you had seizures or sleep walked?
可能是压力太大，而你还在火上浇油。 It's probably stress, and you're not helping.
听着，我觉得在洞穴里发生了什么事。 Look, I think something happened to me in the cave.
某种让我行为失常的事。 something that's making me act insane.
现在连你也好像被传染了。 And now it's like, it's like it's in you too.
那对失踪的夫妇，那些徒步者， Alright, that missing couple, those hikers,
他们走的路线 they were on the same path
和我们去洞穴的是同一条。 that took us to the cave.
万一他们遭遇的事正在我们身上重演呢？ What if whatever happened to them is happening to us?
我感觉很好。 I feel fine.
那是因为你现在清醒着。 Well, that's because you're awake.
肾上腺素还在飙升。 You're adrenalized.
懂吗？我觉得夜里情况会恶化。 Okay? I think it gets worse at night.
就像当大脑疲惫时， It's like when the mind gets tired,
身体就会失控。 the body can take over.
听听你在说什么鬼话。 Listen to what you're saying.
好吧，记得那天早上 Alright, remember that morning
我们的腿粘在一起吗？ our legs stuck together?
你说那只是霉斑。 You said that was just mildew.
我什么时候懂过霉斑了？ Since when do I know anything about mildew?
我他妈连这是啥玩意儿都不知道。 I don't even know what it fucking is.
我们做完爱后，我们根本分不开。 After we had sex, we couldn't separate.
解释一下。 Explain that.
因为太久没做了？ It had been a while?
那样总会有点疼的。 That always makes it a little painful.
宝贝。 Babe.
好吧。来，把手这样举起来。 Okay. Alright. Put your hand up like this.
别碰到我的。 Try not to touch mine.
你会感觉到的。宝贝，求你了。 You'll feel it. Babe, please.
太荒唐了。我要睡觉了。 This is ridiculous. I'm going to bed.
别这样。我们就像磁铁似的，宝贝，拜托。 Come on. It's like we're magnetic, babe, please.
我觉得你今晚该睡客房。 I think you should sleep in the spare room tonight.
同意，我们得保持距离。 I agree, we need to keep our distance.
宝贝，等等。 Babe, wait.
我知道你为什么停下来了。 I know why you stopped.
因为就在你停下的那一刻， Because the moment you got there,
我也希望你停下来。 I wanted you to stop.
我感应到了。 I felt it.
这不对... That's not...
这... it's...
根本说不通啊。 that doesn't make any sense.
那我怎么对你的感受了如指掌？ Then how come I know exactly what you're feeling?
那种拉扯感，骨子里的渴求，宝贝， The pull, the thirst in your bones, babe,
我们体内有什么东西已经彼此烙印了。 something inside us has imprinted on each other.
我们病了，懂吗？ We're sick, okay?
我解释不了，但肯定是那个地方搞的鬼。 I can't explain it, but it's that place.
绝对是。 It has to be.
- 蒂姆 - 我们需要答案 - Tim. - We need answers.
- 我要回去一趟 - 回去？ - I'm gonna go back. - Go back?
对，天一亮我就去 Yeah, as soon as there's light, I'll go.
你知道我爸妈周日要来吃午饭吧？ You know my parents are coming for lunch Sunday?
知道，怎么了？ Yeah, why?
我觉得你不该在场 I don't think you should be here.
什么意思？ What does that mean?
意思是，我不想你... It means, I don't want you...
我不想要你了 I don't want you.
我爱你 I love you.
好吧 Okay.
搞什么鬼... What the fuck...
天啊！ Oh, God!
为什么会这样？ Why is this happening?
啊，米莉！ Ahh, Millie!
抵抗它！ Fight it!
宝贝，你必须抵抗住！ Baby, you gotta fight it!
啊！ Ah!
我只想死！ I just want to die!
宝贝，看着我 Baby, look at me.
撑住。我们能挺过去的 Stay with me. We can do this.
好吧，挺什么？ Okay, do what?
药，那些药片...抽屉里 The drugs, the pills... the drawer.
什么？ What?
肌肉—— Muscle-
松弛剂！ relaxant!
安定，安定！ Valium, Valium!
现在叫地西泮。 It's called diazepam now.
该死的儿童安全锁！ Fucking child-lock!
递出来！ Hold it out!
吃多少？ How many?
全吃了，快... Just take them, just...
鼻吸见效更快！ It'll kick in quicker if we snort them!
用脚抵住我的脚... Just put your feet against mine...
然后使劲蹬开！ and then push away!
我做不到 I can't do it.
你能行的 Yes, you can.
你他妈强壮得很 You're so fucking strong.
你能做到 You can do this.
使劲，宝贝 Push, baby.
只需要坚持几分钟 We only need to last a couple minutes.
用力！ Push!
我们能行！ We got this!
我能做到 I can do it.
我们能行 We got this.
继续用力 Just keep pushing.
继续用力！ Keep pushing!
继续用力！ Just keep pushing!
继续... Just keep...
继续用力... Just keep pushing...
宝贝？ Babe?
我本来指望能多瞒你一会儿 I was hoping I'd have more time before you woke up.
会没事的 It's gonna be okay.
怎么回事？ What's going on?
抱歉，没时间让你 Sorry, we don't have time
对此磨磨唧唧了 for you to "hem" and "haw" about this.
对什么？ About what?
哇哦宝贝，这玩笑开得真不是时候 Woah babe, this is a weird time for a joke.
情况没有恶化 It's not getting worse,
说明药效还在对吧？ so the drugs must still be in our system, right?
等等。等等，宝贝，宝贝 Wait. Wait, wait. Babe, babe,
我连修门廊该用啥工具 I wasn't even sure that was the right tool
都搞不清楚 to fix the fucking porch.
听着，等药效过了 Listen, when the pills wear off,
又会开始发作 it's gonna start again.
不，宝贝，宝贝，宝贝 No, babe, babe, babe.
想象一下你接下来要做的事真的发生了 Imagine what you're about to do actually happening,
告诉我这不会让事情更糟！ and tell me that's not gonna make things way worse.
威士忌止痛... Whiskey for the pain...
等我们一分开 and as soon as we're separated,
我就冲去拿急救箱 I'll sprint for the first aid kit.
有绷带，消毒水 We have bandages, disinfectant,
要什么有什么！ everything we need!
啊，你是右撇子 Ah, you're right handed.
天啊 Oh, God.
其实可能这样就够了 Actually, maybe that's enough of that.
什么，为什么？ What, why?
我好像能感觉到你的威士忌 I think I can feel your whiskey.
你是个喝醉的右撇子 You're right handed and drunk.
记得你说过没囚禁我吗？ Remember when you said you weren't holding me hostage?
你以为我想这样？ Do you think I wanna do this?
不想。那就别做 No. So don't.
没时间了 We are out of time.
必须趁药效还在时动手 We need to do this while the drugs
之后我们就能求救了 are still in our system, then we can get help.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我们必须这么做 We have to.
现在不分开的话，以后就更难分了。 If we don't split now, it'll be much harder later.
肯定还有别的办法。 There's gotta be another way.
动手吧。 Do it.
啊！ Ahh!
- 对不起 - 啊！ - Sorry. - Ahh!
对不起。 Sorry.
好了。 Okay.
小心点！小心！ Careful, Careful!
好了，我正在锯。 Alright, I'm doing it.
那就锯啊！ Then do it!
我正在锯。 I'm doing it.
赶紧锯！ Just do it.
- 我正在锯 - 那你倒是锯啊！ - I'm doing it. - Then do it!
顺便说声对不起，之前不该怀疑你的话。 By the way, I'm sorry I didn't believe you before.
显然你是对的。 You were right, obviously.
宝贝，快走！ Babe, just go!
我这就走。 I'm gonna go.
别傻了，医生根本治不好这个！ Stop, a doctor isn't gonna be able to fix this!
进后备箱。 Get in the trunk.
我们必须保持最大距离。 We need to keep as much distance as possible.
- 不要 - 亲爱的，药效马上就要过了。 - No - Honey, the pills are gonna wear off.
我知道，但吃药只是权宜之计。 I know, but more pills is just a band aid.
我们需要真相。 We need answers.
蒂姆，我刚刚把我们的胳膊锯断了。 Tim, I just sawed through our fucking arms.
现在必须去医院。 We are going to the hospital.
好吧。 Okay.
等等...该死。 Oh wait... Shit.
怎么了？发生什么事？ What? What's going on?
我的车钥匙。 My keys.
好像落在杰米家了。 I think I left them at Jamie's.
你——你怎么能这样？ Why-- why would you do that?
我不是故意的。 I didn't do it on purpose.
- 对不起 - 快点。 - Sorry. - Come on.
你来吗？ You coming?
我等着。 I'll wait.
就像你说的，保持距离。 Like you said, distance.
蒂姆，别做傻事。 Tim, don't do anything stupid.
杰米？ Jamie?
非常抱歉，是——是我。 I'm so sorry, it's-- it's me.
我只是...我们需要帮助。 I'm just... we need help.
事情，事情很严重... It's, it's serious...
该死。 Shit.
杰米？ Jamie?
有人吗？ Hello?
搞什么鬼？ What the fuck?
我们生命中最幸福的一天。 The happiest day of our life.
我会把这些还回去的，别担心。 I'll give these back, don't worry.
这是什么？ What is this?
美妙事物的开端。 The beginning of something wonderful.
搞什么？ the fuck?
救救我！ Help me!
离我远点。 Stay away from me.
我们一开始也害怕。 We were scared at first too.
每个人都是， Everybody is,
但这是天赐的礼物。 but this is a great gift.
能成为完整体的幸运儿寥寥无几。 Such lucky few are we who become whole.
不，我不想要这样。 No, I don't want this.
这种联结比你能想象的 The connection is deeper than
任何事物都要深刻。 anything you could ever imagine.
不再有隔阂。 No more walls.
共享恐惧与记忆。 Share fears and memories.
这是最艰难的部分。 This is the hardest part.
- 你只需坚持挺过去 - 求你了。 - You just have to push through. - Please.
等待你的是神圣肉体中的终极亲密。 What awaits is the ultimate intimacy in divine flesh.
住口。 Stop it.
这已经在发生了。 It's already happening.
你不会喜欢另一种结局的。 You wouldn't like the alternative.
救救我！ Help me!
米莉！ Millie!
欢庆即将到来的亲密吧。 Rejoice in the intimacy that awaits.
没有不和谐，只有温暖。 No dissonance, only warmth.
抱歉，但最好对彼此敞开心扉。 I'm sorry, but it's best to be open for each other.
这样能加快进程。 It will hurry things along.
啊！ Ah!
神的嫉妒剥夺了你们完美的形态。 The God's jealousy has robbed you of your perfect form.
但神圣的幸福正流经我们。 Yet divine happiness is flowing through us.
你会如此温暖。 You will be so warm.
救救我。 Help me.
回来。 Come back.
啊！ Ahh!
别再靠近了。 Don't come any closer.
我知道，我知道！ I know, I know!
这种事以前发生过。 This thing, it's happened before.
我们不是第一例。 We're not the first.
我知道。 I know.
你去过那里了。 You went there.
哦该死！ Oh shit!
我在下面看到了些东西。 I saw something down there.
我想我知道怎么阻止它。 I think I know how to stop it.
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
我们不可能永远抵抗下去。 We can't fight it forever.
不！退后！ No! Stay back!
没关系，你可以放手了。 It's okay, you can let go.
亲爱的，我是认真的。 Honey, I'm serious.
别再靠近了。 Don't come any closer.
不。 No.
只有一种方法能结束这一切。 There's only one way to end this.
你在干什么？ What are you doing?
做我早就该做的事。 What I should have done a long time ago.
你他妈在开玩笑吗？ Are you fucking kidding me?
宝贝， Babe,
我曾经担心会忘记 I used to worry I wouldn't remember
没有你时的自己， who I was without you,
但是， but,
事实上我清楚地记得那时的自己。 the truth is I remember exactly who I was.
知道吗？我那时，痛苦不堪。 Okay? I was, I was miserable.
我不完整，冷漠， I was incomplete, cold,
浪费了太多时间幻想 so much time wasted thinking about
另一种人生，让我那些狗屁 some other life where all my bullshit
青春梦想都能成真，但是， adolescent dreams came true, but,
宝贝，你就是美梦成真。 babe, you are the dream that came true.
很抱歉我花了这么长时间才明白， I'm so sorry it took me so long,
但我就是，我他妈太差劲了， but I just, I fucking suck and I,
我如此爱你。 I love you so much.
闭上眼睛。 Close your eyes.
什么？ What?
信我，把眼睛闭上。 Trust me, close your eyes.
蒂姆，你想干什么？ Tim, what are you doing?
除非我们之中死一个，这事就没完。 This won't end until one of us is dead.
明白吗？ Okay?
宝贝，我不想让你看见。 Babe, I don't want you to see this.
没时间了，懂吗？ We don't have time, okay?
不，你不必这样。真的不必。 No, you don't have to. You don't have to.
会没事的。 It's gonna be okay.
你会好好的。 You'll be okay.
快把东西放下。 Please just drop it.
快放下。 Just drop it.
求你——快放下。 Please just-- just drop it.
宝贝，宝贝，宝贝！ Babe, babe, babe!
我靠！ Oh shit!
天呐，老天！ Oh shit, oh God!
亲爱的，嘿，嘿。 Baby, hey, hey.
嘿，保持清醒，亲爱的，对，就这样，嘿， Hey, stay with me, baby, hey yes, yeah, hey,
你得跑。 You gotta run.
你要自由。 You gotta be free.
我永远都离不开你。 I'll never be free from you.
永远。 Never.
答应我一件事。 Promise me one thing.
什么都行。 Anything.
给我最后发条状态："暂时下线，要死了"。 You'll make my final post "BRB dying."
嘿，嘿，嘿，米莉，米莉！ Hey, hey, hey, Millie, Millie!
不，不，嘿，米莉！ No, no, hey, Millie!
米莉！该死。 Millie! Shit.
宝贝，宝贝。 Baby, baby.
宝贝，撑住，求你了。 Baby, stay with me, please.
不，不，不，宝贝！ No, no, no, baby!
你干了什么？ What have you done?
只有这样才能止血。 It was the only way to stop the bleeding.
什么？ What?
不。 No.
不，不。 No, no.
我本想放你自由。 I was trying to let you go.
你当时真想放我走吗？ Did you wanna let me go?
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
这是你最爱的专辑对吧？ It's your favorite album, right?
你还记得吗？ You remember that?
我总幻想这是我们第一支舞的曲子，但... I always imagined it as our first dance, but...
现在可能没这个机会了。 because maybe that won't happen now.
你确定要这样？ Are you sure you want this?
我确定。 I do.
我爱你。 I love you.
我也爱你。 I love you too.
"当合二为一"... "When two become one"...
嘿。 Hey.