北愛爾蘭自治區 1981年 Northern Ireland 1981
1969年以來 已有2187人死於「暴亂」 2187 people have been killed in "The Troubles" since 1969.
英國政府剝奪了 所有准政治犯的政治權利 The British Government has withdrawn the political status of all paramilitary prisoners.
("毛毯"抗議:關押犯拒絕穿囚衣而身披毛毯) Irish Republicans in the Maze Prison are on a "blanket" and "no wash" protest.
梅茲皇家監獄的愛爾蘭共和軍 發動了'毛毯抗議'和'穢物抗議' Irish Republicans in the Maze Prison are on a "blanket" and "no wash" protest.
飢餓 HUNGRY
那種用髒毛毯進行抗議的運動 持續了好幾年的時間 There is a filthy blanket protest and the protest, All this for several years now,
只為達成一個目的:政治地位 all in support of the same demand: political status.
即爭取到與其他刑事犯 That is to say, different treatment for people who commit crimes,
不同的處理待遇 hideous crimes.
因為他們只是出於政治動機 for what the claim to be a political motive
但那是政府不會許可的 and that is what the Government will not grant.
所以丹尼爾聽見了從奶奶房間傳來的聲音 So Daniel he here's a noise coming from his Granny's room
他跑向奶奶房間 打開了門 he runs up to his Granny's room, he opens the door
一條維福犬正在和奶奶玩 and there'a a waifer having a go with his Granny.
調皮的小傢伙轉了個身說 "你看 媽的一點都沒有德國的那種好玩吧" The naughty fellow turns around and says: See, it's not so fucking funny with a German one.
(當時首相撒切爾夫人的講話) There is no such thing as political murder, political bombing or political violence.
根本沒有政治謀殺 政治爆炸和政治暴力 There is no such thing as political murder, political bombing or political violence.
只有謀殺犯罪 爆炸犯罪和暴力犯罪 There is only criminal murder, criminal bombing and criminal violence.
我們是不會對此妥協的 "政治地位" 是不存在的 We will not compromise on this There will be no political status.
我不會穿罪犯的囚服 I will not wear the uniform of a criminal.
我要求穿自己的衣服 I demand to wear me own clothes.
犯人 不遵守獄規 1980年8月12日 Non-conforming prisoner 08-12-1980
什麼? What?
再說一遍你的名字? What's it you say your name is again ?
吉蘭 Gilan.
-吉蘭? - 對 - Gilan. - Aye.
范恩斯.昆寧 Fancy Quinn.
(僕斯路:北愛爾蘭貝爾法斯特西部的一條主要街道 北愛暴動期間被英軍佔領) Falls Road. Fancy Quinn. Do you know him?
僕斯路的范恩斯.昆寧 你認識他嗎? Falls Road. Fancy Quinn. Do you know him?
- 不認識 - 不認識? No. No ?
你被判了幾年? How long did you get ?
12年 Twelve years.
你呢? And you?
- 6...6年 - 6年? Six years. Six. Six ?
是的 Aye.
你這走運的混蛋 You lucky bastard.
- 你還好吧? - 我很好 -Are you all right? -I'm OK.
"...政治顧問梅林.瑞斯... 當時他在與內政部的羅傑.達林頓會晤 ...the political adviser of Merlin Reese when he was at the Home Office with Roger Darlington.
他否認了電話竊聽的官方性質 說此類事件只是總體上有小幅增加 He rejects the official position on phone taps, saying that there has been only a modest overall increase.
並表明國會對竊聽的數量毫不知情 and says that Parliament has no way of knowing how much tapping goes on
因為首相及其他資深大臣 行動之前根本不必得到批准 because the Prime Minister and other senior Ministers don't even have to get warrants to get a tap put into effect.
什麼? What ?
準備好 Get ready.
-你還好吧 鮑比? -我很好 媽媽 -Are you ll right, Bobby? -I'm grand Ma.
- 他們為你治療那個了嗎? -已經有人看過了 Are they giving you treatment for that ? It's been looked after.
那小子呢? And the young fellow ?
我告訴你 他是個惹禍精 He's a handful, I tell you that.
- 你吃得好嗎? - 我很好 媽媽 Are you eating all right ? - I'm grand, Ma.
- 他們給你吃的嗎? - 不必擔心我 Are they feeding you all right ? - Don't you two be worrying about me.
還有5分鐘 Five minutes.
還有5分鐘 Five minutes .
-吃的還好嗎? -挺好 You eating all right ? Aye...
-覺得像在吃屎 是吧? - 你會習慣的 It tastes like shit, doesn't it ? You get used to it.
你氣色不錯 You're looking well.
你也是 兒子 你也是 So are you, son. So are you.
正義在大聲呼喊 上帝會聽到的 The righteous cry out. And the Lord hears them.
他解救他們於危難 He delivers them from all their troubles.
上帝心繫那些心碎的人們 最先拯救那些基督的門徒 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are Christians first.
正直的人會遇到很多磨難 但上帝會救他們於水火 The righteous man has many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all.
他會保護所有弟子 不會有人受傷 He protects all his bones and not one of them will be broken.
邪惡會殺死邪惡 正義者的仇敵會受詛咒 Evil will slay the wicked and the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
上帝救贖他的僕人 The Lord redeems his servants.
他會庇護大眾 不受責難 No one will be condemned, who finds refuge in Him.
讓我們禱告 Let us pray.
同意大家著百姓服飾 談判達成! AGREE TO CIVILIAN CLOTHES NEGOCIATE!
- 該死的混蛋! - 它媽的混蛋! -Damn dirty bastards! - Fucking dirty bastards!
I..I..IRA! I..I..IRA! (愛爾蘭共和軍的縮寫) I - I - I. R. A. I - I - I. R. A.
-I...I...IRA! I...I...IRA! - 混蛋雜種! I - I - I. R. A. I - I - I. R. A. Fucking bastards.
-一切都好嗎? - 是的 長官 很好 長官 Everything in order ? - Yes, sir, in order, sir.
很好 Very good.
約翰 約翰! John. John!
它媽的放開我! Get the fuck off me.
知道嗎? 看見那了嗎? See that? See that?
它媽的放開我 放開我! Get the fuck off me.
嗨 媽媽 Hi Mom.
你坐在這兒幹什麼? Why are you doing sitting in here?
雛菊 Daisies.
隨便坐吧 You can sit down any time you like.
牧師的禮節 在得到允許前不能坐下 Priest etiquette. Never sit before you're asked.
那就請坐吧 閣下 Sit down, Don.
-等你急了再看它們 - 最好是守在門口 -Don't look them over till you're eager. -Best to hover at the door.
那是你在神學院第一周所學的 孩子 You learned that your first week at the seminary, boy.
- 抽煙嗎? - 謝謝 Cig ? Come on.
-很久沒有把聖經捲成煙抽了吧? -是啊 Bit of a break from smoking the Bible, eh?
發現哪頁捲成的煙最好了嗎? Work out which pick is the best smoke ?
我們只抽"耶利米哀歌"那章 正好配香煙 We only smoke the Lamentations. Just right for a cigarette.
房間不錯 很乾淨 Nice room. Very clean.
- 你是哪裡人 閣下? - 猜猜 -Where is it you're from again, Don ? -Guess.
貝利爾貝沃茨 Ballygobackwards.
- 老愛爾蘭吶 -貝利羅伯特? Oh, the city dog. - Ballyroberts.
我住在貝利羅尼南面的克裡蘭 We play south of Ballymonie: Kilrea.
- 我記得三月裡的一天你有來傳道過 - 你去聽了嗎? -I remember a homily you did in March sometime. -Will you listen to it ?
- 我肯定那的人很尊重你 - 我覺得這話裡有刺 -I'm sure the men hold you in high esteem. -I can feel a dig coming on.
- 你腦子很快 - 是的 -You're very quick. -Right.
不 人們敬重你 你心裡有數 No, you're respected, you know that.
我很喜歡你說的那些鄉村故事 I like those stories you tell about the countryside.
一個小孩被抓了 因為到處亂闖 偷蘋果 驚擾畜牲... A child held for poaching, robbing apples, stampeding cattle...
- 對個牧師來說你受了很好的教育 -對個行走在西貝爾法斯特的牧師? 是的 -Fine education for a priest. -A priest working in West Belfast ? It is, aye.
在僕斯街畜生驚逃是很常見的事 Stampeding comes in handy down in the Falls Road, eh ?
北愛皇家騎警隊討厭我 The RUC hate me. (Royal Ulster Police, Protestant police.)
- 但你懷念它? - 什麼? You miss it though ? - What?
鄉下 The countryside.
我差不多每個月回家看看我的弟弟 但是... I sort of get home and see my wee brother every month or so...
我懷念那裡乾淨的空氣 地方 那裡的一切 but I miss the usual clean air... space, all that.
- 感覺更接近真實的你了 - 當然 還用說 -It feels closer to who you are. -That it is, no question.
有時在貝爾法斯特工作 讓我感覺像離開水的魚 Something like a fish out of water working in a big city like Belfast...
但工作就是工作 不是嗎? but it's a job, isn't it ?
你很快就會停止注意你的周圍 當你發現 You stop looking around at your surroundings quick enough when you figure
你的工作就是份關於靈魂的工作 that your business is the business of the soul and all.
- 靈魂的工作 - 是的 你知道我在說什麼 Business of the soul ? Aye. You know what I mean.
- 我也會這樣嗎? - 是的 而且你可以對此收費 I'm going down the same way too ? Aye, and you can use that for your charge.
繼續 Go on.
所以我要說的是... Well, I suppose what I'm saying is...
-繼續 -克裡蘭可以等到我變成老頭再回去 you get on. Kilrea can wait until I'm an old man.
- 反正貝爾法斯特有很多拾荒者等著被拯救 - 忙不過來 是啊 Too many scavengers will be saved in Belfast anyway. Busy work, aye.
-上帝會獎勵你上天堂嗎? - 那我會很感激的 Should God award you in heaven ? Aye, and I'll be thankful.
等哪天他喝醉了吧 Once there's wine involved.
你的小兄弟在家幹什麼呢? So what does your wee brother do back home ?
他是個教區牧師 He is parish priest.
他是個小混蛋 那種人你很瞭解的 鮑比 He's a sneaky wee bastard. You know the sort, Bobby.
- 他還在偷東西? - 偷人的飯碗 Still goes poaching. Poaching jobs.
-他比我整整年輕8歲 -繼續 -And he's younger than me by 8 years all right. -Go on.
做為一個教士 我在克裡蘭附近的教區工作 我們主持那裡的工作... As a clergic, I work in a parish beside Kilrea. We hold the place...
幹得任勞任怨 working my ass off.
照顧老人 接受懺悔 Escorting the elderly, mobile confession.
- 冠冕堂皇的活兒 - 噢 是啊 The glamorous stuff. Oh, aye.
- 總之 終於克裡蘭有了空缺 -嗯 So, anyway, the position comes up in Kilrea. Right.
我卻因為什麼原因落選了 也可能根本沒有原因 And I'm passed over for some reason or other. No reason, probably.
- 是不是因為對女士的關心太多了? - 也許吧 For taking too much cake off the ladies. Probably.
所以? So ?
所以五年之後 克裡蘭又有了空缺 So five years later the position again comes up back in Kilrea...
-而我的兄弟邁克爾就那麼當上了 -操 and my brother Michael waltzes right in to it. Fuck.
他在28歲就當上了教區牧師 He is made parish priest at 28.
可能更崇高純潔吧 比起你更守教條 More spiritual probably. Less liberal than you.
他做主教 還是個高爾夫球手 He worked the bishop. He's a golfer.
- 他是個愛出風頭的討厭鬼 他就是這樣 - 起碼你不是 -He's a pushy little twirp, that's what he is. -At least you're not bitter.
- 噢 不 我不會那樣 - 28歲當上教區牧師 厲害 Oh no, I couldn't be that. Parish priest at 28 ? Fantastic.
他有兩輛車 He has two cars.
還有一棟大房子 女僕和一個廚子 And the house he has is the most. He has a maid, a cook.
我卻窩在個兩層的小民房裡 I'm stuck in a two up two down.
同住的是個肥肥的黑佬 總是大談特談凱爾特人足球隊 with a fat Kerry man who drones on and on about Gaelic football.
- 我們能不談這個嗎? - 上帝啊 是你在一直說 Can we stop talking about that ? Jesus. You're the one who's talking.
- 你抽得感覺如何? -很好 How's your smoke going ? Grand.
- 壞習慣 很討厭 - 哦 是的 是很糟糕 但我喜歡 Filthy habit. Disgusting. Oh, yeah, awful. Lovely, though.
是啊 我的主啊 Aye. Praise the Lord.
- 28歲 我的天啊 - 噢 別說了 28. My God ! Oh, stop it.
你的眼睛怎麼了 鮑比? So, what happened to your eye, Bobby ?
什麼? What ?
- 你會為自己堅持下去 對嗎? - 觀念不一樣 -You gonna do it for yourself, right? Difference of opinion.
- 其他人怎麼樣? - 更糟糕 相信我 How's the other fellow ? A lot worse. Believe me.
- 那麼 你讓我來幹什麼? -為什麼 你不是不想往那上面談嗎? So, what did you call me here for ? Why, was that the issue you were trying to avoid ?
牧師職責 從小事開始談起 Priest etiquette. Start with the small talk.
我今天學到了很多關於牧師的事 閣下 I'm learning a lot about the priesthood, Don.
- 你會是個好牧師 - 為什麼? You'd make a fine priest. Why ?
- 很會談話 很有原則 很有領導力 - 但是個政治犯 Good talker. Man of principles. A leader of men. A political terrorist.
- 教會喜歡改過自新的人 - 是啊 -The church loves a reformed crook. -Aye.
我一直覺得綁在耶穌旁邊的那賊被從輕發落了 I always felt that thief next to Jesus got off lightly.
- 但他認識到了自己的罪過 - 是嗎? But he recognized his sins. Did he, though ?
是的 是這麼說的 Aye. Said as much.
如果你被綁在十字架上 你也會什麼都招了的 When you're hung from a cross you're gonna say anything.
耶穌讓他坐在自己父親身邊 一個叫天堂的地方 Jesus offers him a seat next to his Daddy, in a place called Paradise.
如果你有這麼個機會 你也會舉手求饒的吧 You know, you're always gonna put your hand up and ask if you can have a piece of that.
是的 就算被釘在十字架上 Aye. Even when he's nailed to a cross.
- 上帝啊 這是瀆神 - 瀆神 Jesus Christ ! That's sacrilegious. Sacrilegious.
- 是的 - 不 不 他是個骯髒的小偷 Aye. No, no. He was a dirty thief.
那麼 你想對我說什麼? So, what did you want me to tell me ?
有什麼想說的? Where are you at ?
還沒被政府逼瘋嗎? Been driven mad by that Governor yet ?
說還是在談判 Says he's been negotiating.
已經成了一台餘興表演 沒什麼可說的 It's been a sideshow. I can tell you that for nothing.
但是你明白你為什麼要這麼做 But you understand why you need to do it.
- 因為我們已經偏離了正軌 - 誰說的? 領導者嗎? -Because we are no longer good propaganda. -According to whom ? The leadership ?
時間到了 該做決定了 The time has come. A decision had to be made.
你以為那就是領導者想的嗎? Do you think that's what the leadership think ?
- 也許吧 我不知道 - 是不是有點妄想癥 鮑比? -Maybe. I do not know. -Is there paranoia there, Bobby ?
在10月 有1萬人為7個抗議絕食者遊行 對嗎? Ten thousand people marched for the seven hunger strikers last October, right?
- 是的 -國際上對英國開始施壓 Right. International pressure on the Brits and all that.
-你的時機... - 甚至是羅馬教皇也說了... As your time... Even the Pope is having a say...
...都被捲了進來 整個世界都想讓瑪格麗特·撒切爾讓步 getting involved. The whole world trying to get Maggie Thatcher to back down and give us our demands.
但結果都是徒勞 But it all came to nothing.
對的 Right.
絕食抗議失敗了 The hunger strike failed.
我們在前線 我們發動了抗議 這是我們的責任 We are on the frontline. We created the protest. It's our responsibility.
領導者的意圖我很清楚 閣下 Leadership may be very clear to me, Don.
四年半的"穢物抗議" Four and half years in a 'no wash' protest,
在某種程度上讓共和主義受到了關注 as much as it has highlightes republicanism to some extent...
也因為組織規模的擴大而被分散了力量 it has also distracted from the wider development of the organization.
- 那是因為你們的需求很特殊 - 那是當然 -That's because your needs are specific needs. -Of course they are.
一個在西貝爾法斯特養育三個子女的女人 Some women bringing up three children in West Belfast
不應該在乎平民衣服的款式 管它媽的是不是被叫做小丑服 shouldn't care about civilian type clothes or whatever the fuck they're calling these clown outfits.
- 不是這樣的 - 說老實話吧 閣下 Not so. Honest to God, Don.
他們承諾給我們穿自己的衣服 那是騙小孩子的把戲 We were promised our own clothes. It's childish sculduggery.
所以領導者受夠你了? So the leadership have had enough of you ?
在理想的世界 In an ideal world,
我們會為獨立而戰 但是我們被束縛了 we would be fighting our battles independently. But we're tied.
這裡什麼都沒有改變 沒有任何進展 Nothing has changed here, nothing has moved on.
領導者在跟我們耗 The leadership are stuck with us.
直到有真正去取得政治地位的機會出現 until there's some realistic chance of moving towards political status.
那就是讓人難以接受的真相 That's the hard truth of it.
讓我去和那些撒謊 食言的猴子談判 Say get me to negotiate with these lying, renegging monkeys.
可是根本沒有什麼可談 純粹是在浪費口舌 when there's never nothing on the table, it's just pure crap.
我不會遊行去政府辦公廳抗議 I'm not going to be marching to this Governor's office and
去和那些傲慢的雜種 進行沒頭沒腦 毫無意義的對話 get caught up in some mindless, pointless dialogue with that pompous bastard.
- 他是你的狂熱崇拜者 - 沒見過這麼笨的 閣下 傻子一個 -He is a big fan of yours. -Take his two short planks, Don. A moron.
你能相信他們讓他來統治嗎? 這是對人類的褻瀆 Can you believe that they made him governor though ? It's a bloody insult to humanity.
聖母啊 你哪來的那麼多精力? Mother of Jesus. Where do you get your energy from ?
小時候我是個越野跑運動員 I was a cross-country runner when I was a boy.
早就該猜到 你有很強的動力 I could have guessed it. Big engine on you.
越野跑運動員 Cross-country runner.
- 可以解釋你身上很多事 鮑比 - 我很愛這運動 -That explains a lot about you, Bobby. -I loved it so bad.
那就是我在鄉下的日子 That's the whole country thing for me.
上帝 他們不得不在終點攔住我 否則我就會繼續跑下去 Jesus. They'd have to hold me back at finishing line or I'd keep on running.
我被當成是城裡來的雜種 I was seen as a mongrel from out of the city.
能嚇住牛 那是段有意思的日子 Frightening the cattle and all. It was a funny time.
-嚇住牛? - 它們被我嚇壞了 Frightened the cattle ? Oh, I terrified them.
你覺得自己可以從那些龐然大物那 得到牛奶和漢堡嗎? 我的上帝! Think you can get milk and burgers from them monsters ? Jesus Christ !
下輩子我要生在鄉下 一定 The next time round I'm gonna be born in the countryside, guaranteed.
荒野生活 鳥兒 我都喜歡 那是天堂 Wild life, birds. I love all that. Paradise.
- 是啊 而且你也可以學著放鬆自己 - 是的 -Aye. And you'd learn to relax too. -Aye.
也許 你不會知道了 我從沒試過 Maybe, you never know. I've never tried it before.
我3月1日開始絕食抗議 I'm starting a hunger strike on the 1st of March.
那是你來這裡的原因 我就是要告訴你這個 That's why you're here. That's what I'm telling you.
嗯 我聽說了 Aye, I heard that.
- 你的家人知道嗎? - 我告訴他們了 是的 Does your family know ? I got word to them, aye.
- 當面說的嗎? - 在兩週一次的見面上 那時說的 Have you spoken with them ? Got a visit in two week's time. We talked then.
你覺得他們接受得了嗎? How do you think they will take it ?
- 你怎麼想 閣下? - 你的孩子怎麼辦? What do you think, Don ? And your wee boy ?
有什麼能讓這次和上次不同嗎? So, what makes it different from the last time ?
上次的抗議有不對的地方 Last time the strike was flawed.
我們太感情用事了 那時七個人同時開始 It became emotional. Seven men started at the same time.
之後他們都很虛弱 但不能讓最虛弱的那個死去... They all got weak and couldn't let the weakest one die...
導致我們一時心軟被英國佬騙了 which left us susceptible to being conned by the Brits
那時就是那樣 被騙了 And that is exactly what we were. Conned.
這次 大家會每隔兩周加入一個 This time out, the men will start consecutively two weeks apart
如果有人死了 有人會頂替上去 Somebody dies, they'll be replaced.
我們不缺人手 已經有75個人報名了 There is no shortage of us. Seventy five men have put their names forward.
天啊 For Christ's sake.
聲明會在今天發表 The announcement is being made today.
所以說 這次抗議的不同之處在於 你們準備赴死了 是嗎 鮑比? So, what makes this protest different is that you accept to die, Bobby ?
也許會到那一步 It may well come to that.
你們要為你們的信仰絕食抗議 You start a hunger strike to protest for for what you believe in.
而不是已經下定決心要去死了 這裡我有沒有搞錯什麼? You don't start already determined to die, or am I missing something here ?
那得看他們 我們的態度很明確 他們也看到了我們的決心 It's in their hands. Our message is clear. They're seeing our determination.
所以會有幾個人死去 你認為會有5 6個人死掉嗎? So there'll be a couple of deaths, do you think, maybe five or six,
- 但是你有75個人 - 是的 不會都死 but you have seventy-five of you. Aye, well, it won't come to that.
好吧 也許英國會在死了20幾個時妥協 All right, maybe the Brits will buckle after twenty or so.
但你為什麼在意這個呢 因為你已經死了 不是嗎? But why should you care ? Because you're already dead, right?
你是否想過你是在讓這些人送死? Have you thought about you're going to be putting these boys through ?
我是說 撇開這些可憐人的家人先不談 I mean, putting aside what's going to happen to these poor men's families.
你們要用肉體去和 公然蔑視共和主義的英國政府鬥下去 You're going head to head with the British Government who declaredly despise republicanism...
對方可是很難動搖的 who are unshakeable.
他們才不在乎這些被他們 稱為恐怖份子的人的死 They can easily live with the deaths of what they call terrorists.
-這次賭注更大了 - 我知道 -And the stakes are much higher this time. -I know that.
既然你連談判都不願意 那你是在指望他們妥協 And if you're not even willing to negotiate, you're looking for them to capitulate.
- 是嗎? -是的 Is that it ? Right.
所以失敗意味著無數個死亡 家破人亡 So failure means many dead men, families torn apart,
整個共和軍的運動受到重挫 and the whole Republican movement demoralised.
是的 最糟糕的情況就是那樣 Aye. Worst case scenario it might well mean all that...
-但簡而言之 在我們作古之後... - 得了 -but in short term, under the ashes... -Come on !
一定會有新一代的男人和女人 guaranteed, there will be a new generation of men and women,
- 更有活力 更堅定 - 看看你在和誰說話 -even more resilient. More determined. -Look who you're talking to.
戰爭就要開始了 我以為你明白的 你說得自己像是個外國人 There's a war going on. I thought you might understand. You're talking like a foreigner.
是你在像對個外國人一樣對我說話 你以為我不知道北愛爾蘭嗎? You're talking to me like I'm a foreigner. Do you think I don't know Northern Ireland ?
- 我住在這兒 老兄 - 那就支持我們 I live here, man. Then support us.
我支持第一次絕食抗議 因為那時我把它看成是一場抗議 I supported the first hunger strike on the basis it was a protest.
而不是一次計劃好的送死 不敢去談判 Not some pre-design to die and balk at negotiation
只是指望撒切爾徹底放棄 這太荒唐了 鮑比 毫無意義 other than complete surrender from Thatcher. That's ridiculous Bobby. It's destructive.
最近這四年 這裡發生了什麼事? What's happened in here for the last four years ?
暴行 恥辱 我們的人權被剝奪 Brutality, humiliation. Our basic human rights taken away from us.
- 這些該結束了 - 通過談判 -All this must come to an end. -Through talking.
然後呢? So what ?
我們接受他們的施捨 穿上他們的囚服 We take their offer and put their uniform on ?
因為這過去的四年屁都不是? because the last four years are meant nothing ?
我們可以那麼做 閣下 或者我們可以像軍人一樣 We can do that, Don, or we can behave like the army
我們早已表態過 把自己的生命交給自己的同志 we proclaim to be and lay down our lives for our comrades.
難道你身上就沒有一點點可能的突破點 Is there not even small part in you that's open for a breakthrough...
- 能讓你重新去談判? - 那不會發生 that could find you negotiating again ? That won't happen.
算了吧 我想知道你的目的 是不是純粹地想在這裡自殺? Forget about that. I want to know whether your intent is just purely to commit suicide here.
你想讓我和你討論... You want me to argue...
我將要做的事情是否道德 以及這是不是真的一場自殺? about the morality of what I'm about to do and whether it's really suicide or not ?
從你的角度看 這是自殺 而我稱之為謀殺 For one in your corner it's suicide. I call it murder.
這又是我們之間的一個小小分歧 And that's just another wee difference between us two.
我們都是天主教徒 都是共和黨 We are both Catholic men. Both Republicans.
但當你在美麗的克裡蘭釣鮭魚時 But while you were poaching salmon in lovely Kilrea,
(瑞斯科:貝爾法斯特北部的小鎮)
-我們在瑞斯科的房子被燒了 -是的 -we were being burnt out of our houses in Rathcoole. -Right.
我們有很多相似的地發 閣下 但是生活和經歷卻大不相同 Similar in many ways, Don, but life and experience are focused up differently.
- 你明白我說的嗎? - 明白 Do you understand me ? I understand.
我有我的信仰 再簡單不過 有著最最強大的力量 I have my belief and in all its simplicity, that is the most powerful thing.
那你通過死亡想表達什麼? So what's your statement by dying ?
只是為讓大家更看清楚英國的不妥協 就它媽為了這個? Just highlighting British intransigence, so fucking what ?
- 整個世界都知道英國是什麼德行 - 很好 The whole world knows what the Brits are like. Good.
是的 是很好 可這和你無關 Aye. It is good. And it has nothing to do with you.
英國幾百年來都是這德行 The Brits have been fucking up for centuries.
- 我可以感受到你的仇恨 閣下 - 你在追求殉難嗎? I can feel your hatred, Don. Are you looking for martyrdom ?
- 不是 - 確定嗎? - 是的 No. Are you sure? Aye.
(渥夫 頓:愛爾蘭共和軍之父 被判死刑後 因自身傷勢過重而死去)
因為我聽到你讚美渥夫頓 Because I've heard you eulogizing Wolf Tone,
馬剋剋魯尼 麥克 斯威尼 所有這些人 McConnely, Mike Sweeney, all them men.
我情不自禁地想 你是想像他們一樣把美名寫進歷史書裡 Don't talk thinking you're writing your name in laurels for all them history books.
- 噢 你認為我在乎那個嗎? - 是的 我知道你介意 Oh, and you think that matters to me? Aye, I know it does.
好吧 你錯了 Well, you're wrong.
你說你們是軍人 You say you're soldiers.
一切為了自由 It's all about the freedom.
但是你對生命沒有感激之情 鮑比 But you've got no appreciation of a life, Bobby.
你已經不知道何謂生命了 老兄 You no longer know what a life is, young man.
在這種環境裡生活四年 沒人會認為你還是正常人 Four years living in these conditions, no one expects you to be normal.
你身上已經沒有正常的地方了 There is nothing normal about you.
現在 共和運動把自己逼入了絕境 Right now the Republican Movement has talked itself into a corner.
你和共和軍站在它背後 看著這段歷史 You and the IRA are standing right behind it looking into that corner. All that history.
那裡都是死去的男人和女人 而你還是什麼都不說 All them dead men and women. You're still saying nothing.
你的回答是殺光一切 你已經把自己蒙蔽了 And your answer is to kill everything. You've blinded yourself.
而你害怕停下來 And you're scared to stop it.
害怕活著 害怕平心靜氣地坐下來談 Afraid of living, afraid to talk in peace,
如果這不是在自我毀滅 那北愛爾蘭還會怎樣? So what would Ulster be if it wasn't turning itself to shit ?
現在的情形是... And this situation here,
共和運動的未來掌握在你們這些人手中 the future of the Republican Movement is in the hands of you men,
一群已經脫離現實的人 who have lost all sense of reality.
你覺得你腦袋沒問題嗎? You think your head's on right ?
1天24小時都被關在這裡 活在屎尿裡 Locked up here 24 hours a day in piss and shit...
而你做了個決定 要讓那麼多人去送死? and you are making decisions that could see so many men die ?
建一座鮑比·桑茲的雕像吧 開什麼玩笑! Build a statue to Bobby Sands. You're joking me !
自由戰士? Freedom Fighter ?
很多人都在社區裡工作 They are the men and women working out there in the community
曾經你也是其中的一員 對嗎? and that was you once upon a time, am I right ?
你在丁布魯克做了很多工作 All that work you did in Twin Brook.
這就是我們為什麼需要你 鮑比 你知道我說得沒錯 That is where we need you, Bobby. And you know I'm right.
但是我被騙了 你想讓我回答那個嗎? But I'm deluded. You want me to answer that ?
他們是在耍你 你這麼做正中他們下懷 They're beating your ball, here. You're playing into their hands.
那是策略 The strategy's in place.
那就阻止它 說你會阻止它 Then stop it. Just say you'll stop.
你什麼都不懂 You don't understand a thing.
你根本沒贏的可能 You're in no shape to make this call.
夠了 It's done.
-不能停下來了 -那就去它的! It won't be stopped. Then fuck it !
生命對你來說一定是一文不值 Life must mean nothing to you.
上帝會懲罰我的 God's gonna punish me.
就算不是因為自殺 他也會懲罰你的愚蠢 Well, if not just for the suicide, then he'd have to punish you for your stupidity.
沒錯 Aye.
也會懲罰你的傲慢自大 And you for your arrogance.
因為我的生活才是"真實"的生活 不是什麼神學的實踐 Because my life is a real life, not some theological exercise,
被那些宗教的把戲當成談資的生命 some religious trick that's got to fuck all to do with living.
上帝有脊樑 Jesus Christ had a backbone,
但看看那些門徒 那些弟子? but see them disciples, every disciple since ?
你們只是巧舌如簧 說著一個又一個悖論 You're just jumping in and out of the rhetoric and dead-end semantics.
你們需要革命者 You need the revolutionaries.
你們需要有文化的有政治的軍人 去推動生命 You need the cultural political soldier to give life a pulse...
- 給生命指明方向 - 這太愚蠢了 你被迷惑了 to give life a direction. This is stupid talk. You're deluded.
是啊 隨你怎麼說 Aye. So you say.
- 你的兒子會怎麼說? - 去你媽的 And what's your wee son going to say ? Fuck off.
你不敢興趣? Doesn't that interest you ?
你想用人情打動我? You're going to attack me with sentiment ?
-還真夠牧師的作風 - 你的心在說什麼 鮑比? Typical priest. What's your heart saying, Bobby?
- 我以為你都看清我了 閣下 - 是什麼? 告訴我 -I thought you had me all figured out, Don. -What is it saying ? Tell me.
我的生命是我的一切 自由是我的一切 My life means everything to me. Freedom means everything.
我知道你不是想嘲笑我 閣下 所以就讓那過去吧 I know that you don't mean to mock me, Don. So I just let all that pass.
這是我們該停頓的時候了 This is one of those times when we've come to a pause.
是讓你的信仰繼續純粹的時候 It's a time to keep your beliefs pure.
我相信一個統一的愛爾蘭才是正義的 I believe that a united Ireland is right and just.
可能對你這樣的人來說很難理解 Maybe it's impossible for a man like you to understand.
但是尊重我的生命 But having respect for my life,
尊重我對自由的渴望 尊重我對信仰不屈的愛 a desire for freedom, an unyielding love for that belief,
意味著我可以看清過去的一切懷疑 means I can see past any doubts I may have.
我能做的不只是拿生命冒險 閣下 Putting my life on the line is not just the only thing I can do, Don.
這是件正確的事 It's the right thing.
你叫我來就是為了這個? This is why you called me here.
需要聽一個贊成的聲音? 對你自己不是100%肯定 Needed a sounding board ? Not 100% sure of yourself.
- 也許給自己施加點壓力? - 是的 Endebting yourself, maybe ? Aye.
-我只是個凡人 - 我已經和你說明白了 -Well, I'm only human. -And I've made it clear for you, then.
一位領路人 閣下 靈魂的工作者 Man of the guidance, Don. Business of the soul.
你去過丹尼岡的戈爾道? You been to Gweedore, in Donegal ?
有 Aye.
我12歲的時候去過 I went there when I was 12.
少年越野大賽 Big cross-country race for the boys.
一天早晨我們坐上小巴士的後座 前往德瑞爾 And we were all in the back of a minibus headed towards Derry one morning.
對我們來說那是個重大時刻 I mean, this is big time.
對我們來說是場國際比賽 因為我們要和南面的小子們比賽 I mean, this is like international athletics for us because we were racing against boys in the South
我們要為貝爾法斯特爭光 and we had this thing to do Belfast pride.
一些孩子是新教徒 我們其他人是天主教徒 A few boys were Protestants and the rest of us were Catholics.
那是個跨區域比賽 It was a cross-community event
我猜南面的那些優秀份子覺得這很不賴 I suppose the good people in the south think this is great stuff.
讓這支貝爾法斯特的參賽隊過來 做件讓他們領情的狗屁鳥事 Let's get this wee team over from Belfast and all that patronizing shit.
總之 Anyway,
我們穿過了邊界 we went through the border.
孩子們都唱著流行歌曲... The boys singing pop tunes and all...
但我只是坐在汽車的後排 看著窗外 But I'm just in the back of the bus looking out the window,
我們穿過了無數大山 艾格爾山就在它們中間 we're going through the mountains. You know, where Mount Errigal is in them ?
景色美極了 閣下 It's a beautiful sight, Don.
我覺得丹尼岡是愛爾蘭最美的地方 Donegal is the most place in Ireland, I reckon.
是的 Aye.
總之 Anyway,
我們到達戈爾道時...這地方! 已經有200個孩子在那裡 when we arrived at Gweedore... what a place. There were about 200 boys there.
已經在準備參賽了 getting into their gear and limnering up.
整個賽事是由基督教兄弟會舉辦 The whole event is run by Christian Brothers
他們揪著小孩子的耳朵 試著維持秩序 and they're clipping young fellows around in the back of the ears, basically trying to obtain some order.
我們小隊開始小慢跑 來給自己熱身 Our team goes off for a wee jog, to stretch out the legs.
我們被麥田包圍了 And we're surrounded by fields of barley.
我闖進進了一處小山谷 And I dip down into a wee valley where
裡面有小溪和森林 there's a stream and woods running through it.
那裡是禁區 所以 很自然的 The woods and the stream are out of bounds so, naturally,
我們這些貝爾法斯特小孩要進去一看 us Belfast boys had to go check it, right ?
森林和小溪 對我們來是就像是亞馬遜叢林 The woods and the stream seemed like the Amazon to us.
我們一過去 那些來自考克的小孩子... As we come across, these young fellows from Cork...
拿我們的口音開玩笑 there's some banter about our accents...
和他們幾乎說不上話 我們聽不懂他們在說些什麼 They could barely talk we couldn't understand what they were saying.
你瞧 他們在我們面前耍威風... You get the idea that they are lording it over us...
看不起我們 我能感受到 Looking down on us, I'm sensing it anyway.
我們跑開了... We run along...
我們有了個主意 想到小溪看看那裡是否有魚 and we come up with this idea to go down to the stream and check it out for fish...
所以我們向小河走去 閣下... 那條小溪 只有到膝蓋那麼深... So we went to the river, Don... stream, and there's half a foot of water there...
有些小銀魚 但沒什麼特別的 and a silver fish, but nothing substantial.
直到有個人叫大家往下游去 until one of our boys calls us further down.
那裡躺著一匹小馬駒... Lying in the water is a wee foal...
四五天大 皮包骨頭 灰色的毛 four or five days old. he was all skin and bone, a gray color.
因為在鋒利的岩石山割傷了自己 它皮膚上有著一層血跡 And it's got flakes of blood in his coat because he's cut himself up really badly in the sharp rocks...
我們站在他旁邊 你可以看到他的後腿斷了 We were standing over him and you could see his back legs snapped...
還有呼吸 但活不久了 He's breathing, he's alive, but just about.
於是那些自以為是首領的孩子們 開始鬧哄哄地討論 So this big conversation gets started up between the boys who suddenly reckon themselves the leaders...
考慮我們該怎麼辦 and deliberating as what we should do.
有人說用石頭砸他的頭 Someone says drop a rock on his head,
但我看著他們的臉 知道他們要麼恐懼要麼茫然 but I'm looking in their faces and I can see they are either scared stiff or clueless.
完全是在逞能 It's all bravado.
地上的小馬駒真的很痛苦 And this foal on the ground in real pain.
這些嘰嘰喳喳根本討論不出結果 All this chitchat going on going nowhere.
接著 一個牧師看見了我們 看見了這匹小馬駒 Next thing, one of the priests sees us, sees the foal,
讓我們不要動它以及我們完蛋了 tells us not to move it and that we were done for...
我們真的完蛋了 We were really done for.
一群小男孩總會因為受傷的小馬而被怪罪 Group of boys will always get the blame for hurting a foal.
一群貝爾法斯特的男孩肯定會受到重重的懲罰 A group of Belfast boys will get a hammering for sure.
所以我立即想明白了 So it's clear to me in an instant.
我跪下來 抱住把小馬駒的頭 把它按進了水裡 I get down on my knees on my knees and take the foal's head in my hands and I put him underwater.
開始他還在掙扎 所以我用力按住他 直到他淹死 He's thrashing around, so I press down harder until he's drowned.
牧師來了 閣下 The priests arrived, Don.
抓著我的頭髮 把我拖出森林 懲罰了我 Just grabbing me by the hair, dragging me through the woods, promising me a proper punishment.
但我知道我對那小馬駒做了正確的事 But I knew I did the right thing by that wee foal.
我可以為我們的男孩們接受懲罰 and I could take the punishment for all our boys.
我現在得到了其他所有孩子的尊敬 我知道的 I had the respect of the other boys now. And I knew that.
我清楚那些因 I'm clear of the reasons, Don.
也清楚那些果 And clear of all the repercussions.
但我還會這樣去做 而不會袖手旁觀 But I will act and I will not stand by and do nothing.
如果你想離開 你可以走了 You can leave them there if you like.
你會不想讓再我捲起"聖約翰"抽了吧? Don't want me rolling up the letter of St. John, do you ?
我的良心不允許 不 Couldn't have that in my conscience, no.
我想我不會再見到你了 鮑比 I don't think I'm gonna see you again, Bobby.
沒有這個必要 閣下 There's no need, Don.
"面對他們為自己正名的失敗 "Faced now with the failure of their discredited cause,
暴力份子在最近幾個月選擇 the men of violence have chosen in recent months
使出了或許是他們的最後一招 to play what may well be their last card,
他們把暴力對向了自己 They have turned their violence against themselves
在獄中開始絕食抗議 直到餓死 through the prison hunger strike to death
他們試圖在人類最基本的感情上下功夫 同情 They seek to work on the most basic of human emotions, pity,
作為製造壓力的手段 as a means of creating tension
激起人們痛苦與仇恨的火焰 " and stoking the fires of bitterness and hatred.
一周的時間以及使他逐漸喪失肝腎及胰臟功能 And from week one there has been a gradual deterioration of the liver, kidney and pancreatic function.
因為鈣和維他命的缺乏導致骨質疏鬆 Also the bone density decreases substantially due to calcium and vitamin deficiencies.
心肌營養不良 The muscles of the heart is also undernourished
引起機能喪失 最終心搏停止 causing impaired function and eventually cardiac failure.
左心室收縮到正常大小的70% The left ventricle can shrink to 70% of its normal size.
低血糖 低能量 肌肉萎縮 He will have low blood sugar, low energy and muscular wasting.
因為沒有稀釋 他胃腸開始潰爛 He will be experiencing gastro-intestinal ulcers with the thinning
消化系統黏膜出血 of the intestinal wall and sub-mucosal hemorraging.
腸黏膜出現退行性病變 There will have been degenerative changes to the mucous membranes of the intestines...
所有身體機能出現衰竭 and indeed all the organs in the body.
(UDA:北愛爾蘭保衛聯盟) UDA (Ulster Defense Alliance )
- 姓名 -羅斯琳 桑茲 Name. - Roselyn Sands.
- 姓名 - 約翰 桑茲 Name. - John Sands.
-*人們總是問我們...* - *人們總是問我們...* "People always ask us. People always ask us.
-鮑比 鮑比! - *我們是誰...* Bobby, Bobby ! Who we are
-*我們來自哪裡* - *我們來自哪裡* And where we come from And where we come from
-*我們和他們說* -*我們和他們說* And we tell them And we tell them
-*我們來自貝爾法斯特* -*我們來自貝爾法斯特* We're from Belfast We're from Belfast
-*貝爾法斯特萬歲 萬歲 萬萬歲* -*貝爾法斯特萬歲 萬歲 萬萬歲* The mighty, mighty Belfast The mighty, mighty Belfast
-*如果他們聽不到我們說的話* - *如果他們聽不到我們說的話* And if they can't hear us And if they can't hear us
-*那我們就再用更大的聲音疾呼* -*那我們就再用更大的聲音疾呼* we shout a little louder We shout a little louder
在66天的絕食抗議後 鮑比·桑茲去世 Bobby Sands died after 66 days on hunger strike.
在此期間 他被選為英國國會 弗馬納及南泰隆選區的下議院議員 At that time he was elected to the British Parliament M.P. for Fermanagh and South Tyrone.
7個月後絕食運動結束 期間又有九人相繼死亡 After 7 months the strike was called off. A further 9 men had died.
在"毛毯運動"和"穢物運動"期間 有16名典獄長被北愛准軍事組織殺害 16 wardens were killed by paramilitaries during the "blanket" and a "no-wash' protests.
在隨後的日子裡 英國政府滿足了在押犯各類要求 但沒有正式承認過他們的政治地位 In the following days and months, the British Government effectively granted all the prisoners' demands but without any formal recognition of political status.