北爱尔兰自治区 1981年 Northern Ireland 1981
1969年以来 已有2187人死于“暴乱” 2187 people have been killed in "The Troubles" since 1969.
英国政府剥夺了 所有准政治犯的政治权利 The British Government has withdrawn the political status of all paramilitary prisoners.
("毛毯"抗议:关押犯拒绝穿囚衣而身披毛毯) Irish Republicans in the Maze Prison are on a "blanket" and "no wash" protest.
梅兹皇家监狱的爱尔兰共和军 发动了'毛毯抗议'和'秽物抗议' Irish Republicans in the Maze Prison are on a "blanket" and "no wash" protest.
饥饿 HUNGRY
那种用脏毛毯进行抗议的运动 持续了好几年的时间 There is a filthy blanket protest and the protest, All this for several years now,
只为达成一个目的:政治地位 all in support of the same demand: political status.
即争取到与其他刑事犯 That is to say, different treatment for people who commit crimes,
不同的处理待遇 hideous crimes.
因为他们只是出于政治动机 for what the claim to be a political motive
但那是政府不会许可的 and that is what the Government will not grant.
所以丹尼尔听见了从奶奶房间传来的声音 So Daniel he here's a noise coming from his Granny's room
他跑向奶奶房间 打开了门 he runs up to his Granny's room, he opens the door
一条维福犬正在和奶奶玩 and there'a a waifer having a go with his Granny.
调皮的小家伙转了个身说 "你看 妈的一点都没有德国的那种好玩吧" The naughty fellow turns around and says: See, it's not so fucking funny with a German one.
(当时首相撒切尔夫人的讲话) There is no such thing as political murder, political bombing or political violence.
根本没有政治谋杀 政治爆炸和政治暴力 There is no such thing as political murder, political bombing or political violence.
只有谋杀犯罪 爆炸犯罪和暴力犯罪 There is only criminal murder, criminal bombing and criminal violence.
我们是不会对此妥协的 "政治地位" 是不存在的 We will not compromise on this There will be no political status.
我不会穿罪犯的囚服 I will not wear the uniform of a criminal.
我要求穿自己的衣服 I demand to wear me own clothes.
犯人 不遵守狱规 1980年8月12日 Non-conforming prisoner 08-12-1980
什么? What?
再说一遍你的名字? What's it you say your name is again ?
吉兰 Gilan.
-吉兰? - 对 - Gilan. - Aye.
范恩斯.昆宁 Fancy Quinn.
(仆斯路:北爱尔兰贝尔法斯特西部的一条主要街道 北爱暴动期间被英军占领) Falls Road. Fancy Quinn. Do you know him?
仆斯路的范恩斯.昆宁 你认识他吗? Falls Road. Fancy Quinn. Do you know him?
- 不认识 - 不认识? No. No ?
你被判了几年? How long did you get ?
12年 Twelve years.
你呢? And you?
- 6...6年 - 6年? Six years. Six. Six ?
是的 Aye.
你这走运的混蛋 You lucky bastard.
- 你还好吧? - 我很好 -Are you all right? -I'm OK.
"...政治顾问梅林.瑞斯... 当时他在与内政部的罗杰.达林顿会晤 ...the political adviser of Merlin Reese when he was at the Home Office with Roger Darlington.
他否认了电话窃听的官方性质 说此类事件只是总体上有小幅增加 He rejects the official position on phone taps, saying that there has been only a modest overall increase.
并表明国会对窃听的数量毫不知情 and says that Parliament has no way of knowing how much tapping goes on
因为首相及其他资深大臣 行动之前根本不必得到批准 because the Prime Minister and other senior Ministers don't even have to get warrants to get a tap put into effect.
什么? What ?
准备好 Get ready.
-你还好吧 鲍比? -我很好 妈妈 -Are you ll right, Bobby? -I'm grand Ma.
- 他们为你治疗那个了吗? -已经有人看过了 Are they giving you treatment for that ? It's been looked after.
那小子呢? And the young fellow ?
我告诉你 他是个惹祸精 He's a handful, I tell you that.
- 你吃得好吗? - 我很好 妈妈 Are you eating all right ? - I'm grand, Ma.
- 他们给你吃的吗? - 不必担心我 Are they feeding you all right ? - Don't you two be worrying about me.
还有5分钟 Five minutes.
还有5分钟 Five minutes .
-吃的还好吗? -挺好 You eating all right ? Aye...
-觉得像在吃屎 是吧? - 你会习惯的 It tastes like shit, doesn't it ? You get used to it.
你气色不错 You're looking well.
你也是 儿子 你也是 So are you, son. So are you.
正义在大声呼喊 上帝会听到的 The righteous cry out. And the Lord hears them.
他解救他们于危难 He delivers them from all their troubles.
上帝心系那些心碎的人们 最先拯救那些基督的门徒 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are Christians first.
正直的人会遇到很多磨难 但上帝会救他们于水火 The righteous man has many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all.
他会保护所有弟子 不会有人受伤 He protects all his bones and not one of them will be broken.
邪恶会杀死邪恶 正义者的仇敌会受诅咒 Evil will slay the wicked and the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
上帝救赎他的仆人 The Lord redeems his servants.
他会庇护大众 不受责难 No one will be condemned, who finds refuge in Him.
让我们祷告 Let us pray.
同意大家着百姓服饰 谈判达成! AGREE TO CIVILIAN CLOTHES NEGOCIATE!
- 该死的混蛋! - 它妈的混蛋! -Damn dirty bastards! - Fucking dirty bastards!
I..I..IRA! I..I..IRA! (爱尔兰共和军的缩写) I - I - I. R. A. I - I - I. R. A.
-I...I...IRA! I...I...IRA! - 混蛋杂种! I - I - I. R. A. I - I - I. R. A. Fucking bastards.
-一切都好吗? - 是的 长官 很好 长官 Everything in order ? - Yes, sir, in order, sir.
很好 Very good.
约翰 约翰! John. John!
它妈的放开我! Get the fuck off me.
知道吗? 看见那了吗? See that? See that?
它妈的放开我 放开我! Get the fuck off me.
嗨 妈妈 Hi Mom.
你坐在这儿干什么? Why are you doing sitting in here?
雏菊 Daisies.
随便坐吧 You can sit down any time you like.
牧师的礼节 在得到允许前不能坐下 Priest etiquette. Never sit before you're asked.
那就请坐吧 阁下 Sit down, Don.
-等你急了再看它们 - 最好是守在门口 -Don't look them over till you're eager. -Best to hover at the door.
那是你在神学院第一周所学的 孩子 You learned that your first week at the seminary, boy.
- 抽烟吗? - 谢谢 Cig ? Come on.
-很久没有把圣经卷成烟抽了吧? -是啊 Bit of a break from smoking the Bible, eh?
发现哪页卷成的烟最好了吗? Work out which pick is the best smoke ?
我们只抽"耶利米哀歌"那章 正好配香烟 We only smoke the Lamentations. Just right for a cigarette.
房间不错 很干净 Nice room. Very clean.
- 你是哪里人 阁下? - 猜猜 -Where is it you're from again, Don ? -Guess.
贝利尔贝沃茨 Ballygobackwards.
- 老爱尔兰呐 -贝利罗伯特? Oh, the city dog. - Ballyroberts.
我住在贝利罗尼南面的克里兰 We play south of Ballymonie: Kilrea.
- 我记得三月里的一天你有来传道过 - 你去听了吗? -I remember a homily you did in March sometime. -Will you listen to it ?
- 我肯定那的人很尊重你 - 我觉得这话里有刺 -I'm sure the men hold you in high esteem. -I can feel a dig coming on.
- 你脑子很快 - 是的 -You're very quick. -Right.
不 人们敬重你 你心里有数 No, you're respected, you know that.
我很喜欢你说的那些乡村故事 I like those stories you tell about the countryside.
一个小孩被抓了 因为到处乱闯 偷苹果 惊扰畜牲... A child held for poaching, robbing apples, stampeding cattle...
- 对个牧师来说你受了很好的教育 -对个行走在西贝尔法斯特的牧师? 是的 -Fine education for a priest. -A priest working in West Belfast ? It is, aye.
在仆斯街畜生惊逃是很常见的事 Stampeding comes in handy down in the Falls Road, eh ?
北爱皇家骑警队讨厌我 The RUC hate me. (Royal Ulster Police, Protestant police.)
- 但你怀念它? - 什么? You miss it though ? - What?
乡下 The countryside.
我差不多每个月回家看看我的弟弟 但是... I sort of get home and see my wee brother every month or so...
我怀念那里干净的空气 地方 那里的一切 but I miss the usual clean air... space, all that.
- 感觉更接近真实的你了 - 当然 还用说 -It feels closer to who you are. -That it is, no question.
有时在贝尔法斯特工作 让我感觉像离开水的鱼 Something like a fish out of water working in a big city like Belfast...
但工作就是工作 不是吗? but it's a job, isn't it ?
你很快就会停止注意你的周围 当你发现 You stop looking around at your surroundings quick enough when you figure
你的工作就是份关于灵魂的工作 that your business is the business of the soul and all.
- 灵魂的工作 - 是的 你知道我在说什么 Business of the soul ? Aye. You know what I mean.
- 我也会这样吗? - 是的 而且你可以对此收费 I'm going down the same way too ? Aye, and you can use that for your charge.
继续 Go on.
所以我要说的是... Well, I suppose what I'm saying is...
-继续 -克里兰可以等到我变成老头再回去 you get on. Kilrea can wait until I'm an old man.
- 反正贝尔法斯特有很多拾荒者等着被拯救 - 忙不过来 是啊 Too many scavengers will be saved in Belfast anyway. Busy work, aye.
-上帝会奖励你上天堂吗? - 那我会很感激的 Should God award you in heaven ? Aye, and I'll be thankful.
等哪天他喝醉了吧 Once there's wine involved.
你的小兄弟在家干什么呢? So what does your wee brother do back home ?
他是个教区牧师 He is parish priest.
他是个小混蛋 那种人你很了解的 鲍比 He's a sneaky wee bastard. You know the sort, Bobby.
- 他还在偷东西? - 偷人的饭碗 Still goes poaching. Poaching jobs.
-他比我整整年轻8岁 -继续 -And he's younger than me by 8 years all right. -Go on.
做为一个教士 我在克里兰附近的教区工作 我们主持那里的工作... As a clergic, I work in a parish beside Kilrea. We hold the place...
干得任劳任怨 working my ass off.
照顾老人 接受忏悔 Escorting the elderly, mobile confession.
- 冠冕堂皇的活儿 - 噢 是啊 The glamorous stuff. Oh, aye.
- 总之 终于克里兰有了空缺 -嗯 So, anyway, the position comes up in Kilrea. Right.
我却因为什么原因落选了 也可能根本没有原因 And I'm passed over for some reason or other. No reason, probably.
- 是不是因为对女士的关心太多了? - 也许吧 For taking too much cake off the ladies. Probably.
所以? So ?
所以五年之后 克里兰又有了空缺 So five years later the position again comes up back in Kilrea...
-而我的兄弟迈克尔就那么当上了 -操 and my brother Michael waltzes right in to it. Fuck.
他在28岁就当上了教区牧师 He is made parish priest at 28.
可能更崇高纯洁吧 比起你更守教条 More spiritual probably. Less liberal than you.
他做主教 还是个高尔夫球手 He worked the bishop. He's a golfer.
- 他是个爱出风头的讨厌鬼 他就是这样 - 起码你不是 -He's a pushy little twirp, that's what he is. -At least you're not bitter.
- 噢 不 我不会那样 - 28岁当上教区牧师 厉害 Oh no, I couldn't be that. Parish priest at 28 ? Fantastic.
他有两辆车 He has two cars.
还有一栋大房子 女仆和一个厨子 And the house he has is the most. He has a maid, a cook.
我却窝在个两层的小民房里 I'm stuck in a two up two down.
同住的是个肥肥的黑佬 总是大谈特谈凯尔特人足球队 with a fat Kerry man who drones on and on about Gaelic football.
- 我们能不谈这个吗? - 上帝啊 是你在一直说 Can we stop talking about that ? Jesus. You're the one who's talking.
- 你抽得感觉如何? -很好 How's your smoke going ? Grand.
- 坏习惯 很讨厌 - 哦 是的 是很糟糕 但我喜欢 Filthy habit. Disgusting. Oh, yeah, awful. Lovely, though.
是啊 我的主啊 Aye. Praise the Lord.
- 28岁 我的天啊 - 噢 别说了 28. My God ! Oh, stop it.
你的眼睛怎么了 鲍比? So, what happened to your eye, Bobby ?
什么? What ?
- 你会为自己坚持下去 对吗? - 观念不一样 -You gonna do it for yourself, right? Difference of opinion.
- 其他人怎么样? - 更糟糕 相信我 How's the other fellow ? A lot worse. Believe me.
- 那么 你让我来干什么? -为什么 你不是不想往那上面谈吗? So, what did you call me here for ? Why, was that the issue you were trying to avoid ?
牧师职责 从小事开始谈起 Priest etiquette. Start with the small talk.
我今天学到了很多关于牧师的事 阁下 I'm learning a lot about the priesthood, Don.
- 你会是个好牧师 - 为什么? You'd make a fine priest. Why ?
- 很会谈话 很有原则 很有领导力 - 但是个政治犯 Good talker. Man of principles. A leader of men. A political terrorist.
- 教会喜欢改过自新的人 - 是啊 -The church loves a reformed crook. -Aye.
我一直觉得绑在耶稣旁边的那贼被从轻发落了 I always felt that thief next to Jesus got off lightly.
- 但他认识到了自己的罪过 - 是吗? But he recognized his sins. Did he, though ?
是的 是这么说的 Aye. Said as much.
如果你被绑在十字架上 你也会什么都招了的 When you're hung from a cross you're gonna say anything.
耶稣让他坐在自己父亲身边 一个叫天堂的地方 Jesus offers him a seat next to his Daddy, in a place called Paradise.
如果你有这么个机会 你也会举手求饶的吧 You know, you're always gonna put your hand up and ask if you can have a piece of that.
是的 就算被钉在十字架上 Aye. Even when he's nailed to a cross.
- 上帝啊 这是渎神 - 渎神 Jesus Christ ! That's sacrilegious. Sacrilegious.
- 是的 - 不 不 他是个肮脏的小偷 Aye. No, no. He was a dirty thief.
那么 你想对我说什么? So, what did you want me to tell me ?
有什么想说的? Where are you at ?
还没被政府逼疯吗? Been driven mad by that Governor yet ?
说还是在谈判 Says he's been negotiating.
已经成了一台余兴表演 没什么可说的 It's been a sideshow. I can tell you that for nothing.
但是你明白你为什么要这么做 But you understand why you need to do it.
- 因为我们已经偏离了正轨 - 谁说的? 领导者吗? -Because we are no longer good propaganda. -According to whom ? The leadership ?
时间到了 该做决定了 The time has come. A decision had to be made.
你以为那就是领导者想的吗? Do you think that's what the leadership think ?
- 也许吧 我不知道 - 是不是有点妄想症 鲍比? -Maybe. I do not know. -Is there paranoia there, Bobby ?
在10月 有1万人为7个抗议绝食者游行 对吗? Ten thousand people marched for the seven hunger strikers last October, right?
- 是的 -国际上对英国开始施压 Right. International pressure on the Brits and all that.
-你的时机... - 甚至是罗马教皇也说了... As your time... Even the Pope is having a say...
...都被卷了进来 整个世界都想让玛格丽特·撒切尔让步 getting involved. The whole world trying to get Maggie Thatcher to back down and give us our demands.
但结果都是徒劳 But it all came to nothing.
对的 Right.
绝食抗议失败了 The hunger strike failed.
我们在前线 我们发动了抗议 这是我们的责任 We are on the frontline. We created the protest. It's our responsibility.
领导者的意图我很清楚 阁下 Leadership may be very clear to me, Don.
四年半的"秽物抗议" Four and half years in a 'no wash' protest,
在某种程度上让共和主义受到了关注 as much as it has highlightes republicanism to some extent...
也因为组织规模的扩大而被分散了力量 it has also distracted from the wider development of the organization.
- 那是因为你们的需求很特殊 - 那是当然 -That's because your needs are specific needs. -Of course they are.
一个在西贝尔法斯特养育三个子女的女人 Some women bringing up three children in West Belfast
不应该在乎平民衣服的款式 管它妈的是不是被叫做小丑服 shouldn't care about civilian type clothes or whatever the fuck they're calling these clown outfits.
- 不是这样的 - 说老实话吧 阁下 Not so. Honest to God, Don.
他们承诺给我们穿自己的衣服 那是骗小孩子的把戏 We were promised our own clothes. It's childish sculduggery.
所以领导者受够你了? So the leadership have had enough of you ?
在理想的世界 In an ideal world,
我们会为独立而战 但是我们被束缚了 we would be fighting our battles independently. But we're tied.
这里什么都没有改变 没有任何进展 Nothing has changed here, nothing has moved on.
领导者在跟我们耗 The leadership are stuck with us.
直到有真正去取得政治地位的机会出现 until there's some realistic chance of moving towards political status.
那就是让人难以接受的真相 That's the hard truth of it.
让我去和那些撒谎 食言的猴子谈判 Say get me to negotiate with these lying, renegging monkeys.
可是根本没有什么可谈 纯粹是在浪费口舌 when there's never nothing on the table, it's just pure crap.
我不会游行去政府办公厅抗议 I'm not going to be marching to this Governor's office and
去和那些傲慢的杂种 进行没头没脑 毫无意义的对话 get caught up in some mindless, pointless dialogue with that pompous bastard.
- 他是你的狂热崇拜者 - 没见过这么笨的 阁下 傻子一个 -He is a big fan of yours. -Take his two short planks, Don. A moron.
你能相信他们让他来统治吗? 这是对人类的亵渎 Can you believe that they made him governor though ? It's a bloody insult to humanity.
圣母啊 你哪来的那么多精力? Mother of Jesus. Where do you get your energy from ?
小时候我是个越野跑运动员 I was a cross-country runner when I was a boy.
早就该猜到 你有很强的动力 I could have guessed it. Big engine on you.
越野跑运动员 Cross-country runner.
- 可以解释你身上很多事 鲍比 - 我很爱这运动 -That explains a lot about you, Bobby. -I loved it so bad.
那就是我在乡下的日子 That's the whole country thing for me.
上帝 他们不得不在终点拦住我 否则我就会继续跑下去 Jesus. They'd have to hold me back at finishing line or I'd keep on running.
我被当成是城里来的杂种 I was seen as a mongrel from out of the city.
能吓住牛 那是段有意思的日子 Frightening the cattle and all. It was a funny time.
-吓住牛? - 它们被我吓坏了 Frightened the cattle ? Oh, I terrified them.
你觉得自己可以从那些庞然大物那 得到牛奶和汉堡吗? 我的上帝! Think you can get milk and burgers from them monsters ? Jesus Christ !
下辈子我要生在乡下 一定 The next time round I'm gonna be born in the countryside, guaranteed.
荒野生活 鸟儿 我都喜欢 那是天堂 Wild life, birds. I love all that. Paradise.
- 是啊 而且你也可以学着放松自己 - 是的 -Aye. And you'd learn to relax too. -Aye.
也许 你不会知道了 我从没试过 Maybe, you never know. I've never tried it before.
我3月1日开始绝食抗议 I'm starting a hunger strike on the 1st of March.
那是你来这里的原因 我就是要告诉你这个 That's why you're here. That's what I'm telling you.
嗯 我听说了 Aye, I heard that.
- 你的家人知道吗? - 我告诉他们了 是的 Does your family know ? I got word to them, aye.
- 当面说的吗? - 在两周一次的见面上 那时说的 Have you spoken with them ? Got a visit in two week's time. We talked then.
你觉得他们接受得了吗? How do you think they will take it ?
- 你怎么想 阁下? - 你的孩子怎么办? What do you think, Don ? And your wee boy ?
有什么能让这次和上次不同吗? So, what makes it different from the last time ?
上次的抗议有不对的地方 Last time the strike was flawed.
我们太感情用事了 那时七个人同时开始 It became emotional. Seven men started at the same time.
之后他们都很虚弱 但不能让最虚弱的那个死去... They all got weak and couldn't let the weakest one die...
导致我们一时心软被英国佬骗了 which left us susceptible to being conned by the Brits
那时就是那样 被骗了 And that is exactly what we were. Conned.
这次 大家会每隔两周加入一个 This time out, the men will start consecutively two weeks apart
如果有人死了 有人会顶替上去 Somebody dies, they'll be replaced.
我们不缺人手 已经有75个人报名了 There is no shortage of us. Seventy five men have put their names forward.
天啊 For Christ's sake.
声明会在今天发表 The announcement is being made today.
所以说 这次抗议的不同之处在于 你们准备赴死了 是吗 鲍比? So, what makes this protest different is that you accept to die, Bobby ?
也许会到那一步 It may well come to that.
你们要为你们的信仰绝食抗议 You start a hunger strike to protest for for what you believe in.
而不是已经下定决心要去死了 这里我有没有搞错什么? You don't start already determined to die, or am I missing something here ?
那得看他们 我们的态度很明确 他们也看到了我们的决心 It's in their hands. Our message is clear. They're seeing our determination.
所以会有几个人死去 你认为会有5 6个人死掉吗? So there'll be a couple of deaths, do you think, maybe five or six,
- 但是你有75个人 - 是的 不会都死 but you have seventy-five of you. Aye, well, it won't come to that.
好吧 也许英国会在死了20几个时妥协 All right, maybe the Brits will buckle after twenty or so.
但你为什么在意这个呢 因为你已经死了 不是吗? But why should you care ? Because you're already dead, right?
你是否想过你是在让这些人送死? Have you thought about you're going to be putting these boys through ?
我是说 撇开这些可怜人的家人先不谈 I mean, putting aside what's going to happen to these poor men's families.
你们要用肉体去和 公然蔑视共和主义的英国政府斗下去 You're going head to head with the British Government who declaredly despise republicanism...
对方可是很难动摇的 who are unshakeable.
他们才不在乎这些被他们 称为恐怖份子的人的死 They can easily live with the deaths of what they call terrorists.
-这次赌注更大了 - 我知道 -And the stakes are much higher this time. -I know that.
既然你连谈判都不愿意 那你是在指望他们妥协 And if you're not even willing to negotiate, you're looking for them to capitulate.
- 是吗? -是的 Is that it ? Right.
所以失败意味着无数个死亡 家破人亡 So failure means many dead men, families torn apart,
整个共和军的运动受到重挫 and the whole Republican movement demoralised.
是的 最糟糕的情况就是那样 Aye. Worst case scenario it might well mean all that...
-但简而言之 在我们作古之后... - 得了 -but in short term, under the ashes... -Come on !
一定会有新一代的男人和女人 guaranteed, there will be a new generation of men and women,
- 更有活力 更坚定 - 看看你在和谁说话 -even more resilient. More determined. -Look who you're talking to.
战争就要开始了 我以为你明白的 你说得自己像是个外国人 There's a war going on. I thought you might understand. You're talking like a foreigner.
是你在像对个外国人一样对我说话 你以为我不知道北爱尔兰吗? You're talking to me like I'm a foreigner. Do you think I don't know Northern Ireland ?
- 我住在这儿 老兄 - 那就支持我们 I live here, man. Then support us.
我支持第一次绝食抗议 因为那时我把它看成是一场抗议 I supported the first hunger strike on the basis it was a protest.
而不是一次计划好的送死 不敢去谈判 Not some pre-design to die and balk at negotiation
只是指望撒切尔彻底放弃 这太荒唐了 鲍比 毫无意义 other than complete surrender from Thatcher. That's ridiculous Bobby. It's destructive.
最近这四年 这里发生了什么事? What's happened in here for the last four years ?
暴行 耻辱 我们的人权被剥夺 Brutality, humiliation. Our basic human rights taken away from us.
- 这些该结束了 - 通过谈判 -All this must come to an end. -Through talking.
然后呢? So what ?
我们接受他们的施舍 穿上他们的囚服 We take their offer and put their uniform on ?
因为这过去的四年屁都不是? because the last four years are meant nothing ?
我们可以那么做 阁下 或者我们可以像军人一样 We can do that, Don, or we can behave like the army
我们早已表态过 把自己的生命交给自己的同志 we proclaim to be and lay down our lives for our comrades.
难道你身上就没有一点点可能的突破点 Is there not even small part in you that's open for a breakthrough...
- 能让你重新去谈判? - 那不会发生 that could find you negotiating again ? That won't happen.
算了吧 我想知道你的目的 是不是纯粹地想在这里自杀? Forget about that. I want to know whether your intent is just purely to commit suicide here.
你想让我和你讨论... You want me to argue...
我将要做的事情是否道德 以及这是不是真的一场自杀? about the morality of what I'm about to do and whether it's really suicide or not ?
从你的角度看 这是自杀 而我称之为谋杀 For one in your corner it's suicide. I call it murder.
这又是我们之间的一个小小分歧 And that's just another wee difference between us two.
我们都是天主教徒 都是共和党 We are both Catholic men. Both Republicans.
但当你在美丽的克里兰钓鲑鱼时 But while you were poaching salmon in lovely Kilrea,
(瑞斯科:贝尔法斯特北部的小镇)
-我们在瑞斯科的房子被烧了 -是的 -we were being burnt out of our houses in Rathcoole. -Right.
我们有很多相似的地发 阁下 但是生活和经历却大不相同 Similar in many ways, Don, but life and experience are focused up differently.
- 你明白我说的吗? - 明白 Do you understand me ? I understand.
我有我的信仰 再简单不过 有着最最强大的力量 I have my belief and in all its simplicity, that is the most powerful thing.
那你通过死亡想表达什么? So what's your statement by dying ?
只是为让大家更看清楚英国的不妥协 就它妈为了这个? Just highlighting British intransigence, so fucking what ?
- 整个世界都知道英国是什么德行 - 很好 The whole world knows what the Brits are like. Good.
是的 是很好 可这和你无关 Aye. It is good. And it has nothing to do with you.
英国几百年来都是这德行 The Brits have been fucking up for centuries.
- 我可以感受到你的仇恨 阁下 - 你在追求殉难吗? I can feel your hatred, Don. Are you looking for martyrdom ?
- 不是 - 确定吗? - 是的 No. Are you sure? Aye.
(渥夫 顿:爱尔兰共和军之父 被判死刑后 因自身伤势过重而死去)
因为我听到你赞美渥夫顿 Because I've heard you eulogizing Wolf Tone,
马克克鲁尼 麦克 斯威尼 所有这些人 McConnely, Mike Sweeney, all them men.
我情不自禁地想 你是想像他们一样把美名写进历史书里 Don't talk thinking you're writing your name in laurels for all them history books.
- 噢 你认为我在乎那个吗? - 是的 我知道你介意 Oh, and you think that matters to me? Aye, I know it does.
好吧 你错了 Well, you're wrong.
你说你们是军人 You say you're soldiers.
一切为了自由 It's all about the freedom.
但是你对生命没有感激之情 鲍比 But you've got no appreciation of a life, Bobby.
你已经不知道何谓生命了 老兄 You no longer know what a life is, young man.
在这种环境里生活四年 没人会认为你还是正常人 Four years living in these conditions, no one expects you to be normal.
你身上已经没有正常的地方了 There is nothing normal about you.
现在 共和运动把自己逼入了绝境 Right now the Republican Movement has talked itself into a corner.
你和共和军站在它背后 看着这段历史 You and the IRA are standing right behind it looking into that corner. All that history.
那里都是死去的男人和女人 而你还是什么都不说 All them dead men and women. You're still saying nothing.
你的回答是杀光一切 你已经把自己蒙蔽了 And your answer is to kill everything. You've blinded yourself.
而你害怕停下来 And you're scared to stop it.
害怕活着 害怕平心静气地坐下来谈 Afraid of living, afraid to talk in peace,
如果这不是在自我毁灭 那北爱尔兰还会怎样? So what would Ulster be if it wasn't turning itself to shit ?
现在的情形是... And this situation here,
共和运动的未来掌握在你们这些人手中 the future of the Republican Movement is in the hands of you men,
一群已经脱离现实的人 who have lost all sense of reality.
你觉得你脑袋没问题吗? You think your head's on right ?
1天24小时都被关在这里 活在屎尿里 Locked up here 24 hours a day in piss and shit...
而你做了个决定 要让那么多人去送死? and you are making decisions that could see so many men die ?
建一座鲍比·桑兹的雕像吧 开什么玩笑! Build a statue to Bobby Sands. You're joking me !
自由战士? Freedom Fighter ?
很多人都在社区里工作 They are the men and women working out there in the community
曾经你也是其中的一员 对吗? and that was you once upon a time, am I right ?
你在丁布鲁克做了很多工作 All that work you did in Twin Brook.
这就是我们为什么需要你 鲍比 你知道我说得没错 That is where we need you, Bobby. And you know I'm right.
但是我被骗了 你想让我回答那个吗? But I'm deluded. You want me to answer that ?
他们是在耍你 你这么做正中他们下怀 They're beating your ball, here. You're playing into their hands.
那是策略 The strategy's in place.
那就阻止它 说你会阻止它 Then stop it. Just say you'll stop.
你什么都不懂 You don't understand a thing.
你根本没赢的可能 You're in no shape to make this call.
够了 It's done.
-不能停下来了 -那就去它的! It won't be stopped. Then fuck it !
生命对你来说一定是一文不值 Life must mean nothing to you.
上帝会惩罚我的 God's gonna punish me.
就算不是因为自杀 他也会惩罚你的愚蠢 Well, if not just for the suicide, then he'd have to punish you for your stupidity.
没错 Aye.
也会惩罚你的傲慢自大 And you for your arrogance.
因为我的生活才是"真实"的生活 不是什么神学的实践 Because my life is a real life, not some theological exercise,
被那些宗教的把戏当成谈资的生命 some religious trick that's got to fuck all to do with living.
上帝有脊梁 Jesus Christ had a backbone,
但看看那些门徒 那些弟子? but see them disciples, every disciple since ?
你们只是巧舌如簧 说着一个又一个悖论 You're just jumping in and out of the rhetoric and dead-end semantics.
你们需要革命者 You need the revolutionaries.
你们需要有文化的有政治的军人 去推动生命 You need the cultural political soldier to give life a pulse...
- 给生命指明方向 - 这太愚蠢了 你被迷惑了 to give life a direction. This is stupid talk. You're deluded.
是啊 随你怎么说 Aye. So you say.
- 你的儿子会怎么说? - 去你妈的 And what's your wee son going to say ? Fuck off.
你不敢兴趣? Doesn't that interest you ?
你想用人情打动我? You're going to attack me with sentiment ?
-还真够牧师的作风 - 你的心在说什么 鲍比? Typical priest. What's your heart saying, Bobby?
- 我以为你都看清我了 阁下 - 是什么? 告诉我 -I thought you had me all figured out, Don. -What is it saying ? Tell me.
我的生命是我的一切 自由是我的一切 My life means everything to me. Freedom means everything.
我知道你不是想嘲笑我 阁下 所以就让那过去吧 I know that you don't mean to mock me, Don. So I just let all that pass.
这是我们该停顿的时候了 This is one of those times when we've come to a pause.
是让你的信仰继续纯粹的时候 It's a time to keep your beliefs pure.
我相信一个统一的爱尔兰才是正义的 I believe that a united Ireland is right and just.
可能对你这样的人来说很难理解 Maybe it's impossible for a man like you to understand.
但是尊重我的生命 But having respect for my life,
尊重我对自由的渴望 尊重我对信仰不屈的爱 a desire for freedom, an unyielding love for that belief,
意味着我可以看清过去的一切怀疑 means I can see past any doubts I may have.
我能做的不只是拿生命冒险 阁下 Putting my life on the line is not just the only thing I can do, Don.
这是件正确的事 It's the right thing.
你叫我来就是为了这个? This is why you called me here.
需要听一个赞成的声音? 对你自己不是100%肯定 Needed a sounding board ? Not 100% sure of yourself.
- 也许给自己施加点压力? - 是的 Endebting yourself, maybe ? Aye.
-我只是个凡人 - 我已经和你说明白了 -Well, I'm only human. -And I've made it clear for you, then.
一位领路人 阁下 灵魂的工作者 Man of the guidance, Don. Business of the soul.
你去过丹尼冈的戈尔道? You been to Gweedore, in Donegal ?
有 Aye.
我12岁的时候去过 I went there when I was 12.
少年越野大赛 Big cross-country race for the boys.
一天早晨我们坐上小巴士的后座 前往德瑞尔 And we were all in the back of a minibus headed towards Derry one morning.
对我们来说那是个重大时刻 I mean, this is big time.
对我们来说是场国际比赛 因为我们要和南面的小子们比赛 I mean, this is like international athletics for us because we were racing against boys in the South
我们要为贝尔法斯特争光 and we had this thing to do Belfast pride.
一些孩子是新教徒 我们其他人是天主教徒 A few boys were Protestants and the rest of us were Catholics.
那是个跨区域比赛 It was a cross-community event
我猜南面的那些优秀份子觉得这很不赖 I suppose the good people in the south think this is great stuff.
让这支贝尔法斯特的参赛队过来 做件让他们领情的狗屁鸟事 Let's get this wee team over from Belfast and all that patronizing shit.
总之 Anyway,
我们穿过了边界 we went through the border.
孩子们都唱着流行歌曲... The boys singing pop tunes and all...
但我只是坐在汽车的后排 看着窗外 But I'm just in the back of the bus looking out the window,
我们穿过了无数大山 艾格尔山就在它们中间 we're going through the mountains. You know, where Mount Errigal is in them ?
景色美极了 阁下 It's a beautiful sight, Don.
我觉得丹尼冈是爱尔兰最美的地方 Donegal is the most place in Ireland, I reckon.
是的 Aye.
总之 Anyway,
我们到达戈尔道时...这地方! 已经有200个孩子在那里 when we arrived at Gweedore... what a place. There were about 200 boys there.
已经在准备参赛了 getting into their gear and limnering up.
整个赛事是由基督教兄弟会举办 The whole event is run by Christian Brothers
他们揪着小孩子的耳朵 试着维持秩序 and they're clipping young fellows around in the back of the ears, basically trying to obtain some order.
我们小队开始小慢跑 来给自己热身 Our team goes off for a wee jog, to stretch out the legs.
我们被麦田包围了 And we're surrounded by fields of barley.
我闯进进了一处小山谷 And I dip down into a wee valley where
里面有小溪和森林 there's a stream and woods running through it.
那里是禁区 所以 很自然的 The woods and the stream are out of bounds so, naturally,
我们这些贝尔法斯特小孩要进去一看 us Belfast boys had to go check it, right ?
森林和小溪 对我们来是就像是亚马逊丛林 The woods and the stream seemed like the Amazon to us.
我们一过去 那些来自考克的小孩子... As we come across, these young fellows from Cork...
拿我们的口音开玩笑 there's some banter about our accents...
和他们几乎说不上话 我们听不懂他们在说些什么 They could barely talk we couldn't understand what they were saying.
你瞧 他们在我们面前耍威风... You get the idea that they are lording it over us...
看不起我们 我能感受到 Looking down on us, I'm sensing it anyway.
我们跑开了... We run along...
我们有了个主意 想到小溪看看那里是否有鱼 and we come up with this idea to go down to the stream and check it out for fish...
所以我们向小河走去 阁下... 那条小溪 只有到膝盖那么深... So we went to the river, Don... stream, and there's half a foot of water there...
有些小银鱼 但没什么特别的 and a silver fish, but nothing substantial.
直到有个人叫大家往下游去 until one of our boys calls us further down.
那里躺着一匹小马驹... Lying in the water is a wee foal...
四五天大 皮包骨头 灰色的毛 four or five days old. he was all skin and bone, a gray color.
因为在锋利的岩石山割伤了自己 它皮肤上有着一层血迹 And it's got flakes of blood in his coat because he's cut himself up really badly in the sharp rocks...
我们站在他旁边 你可以看到他的后腿断了 We were standing over him and you could see his back legs snapped...
还有呼吸 但活不久了 He's breathing, he's alive, but just about.
于是那些自以为是首领的孩子们 开始闹哄哄地讨论 So this big conversation gets started up between the boys who suddenly reckon themselves the leaders...
考虑我们该怎么办 and deliberating as what we should do.
有人说用石头砸他的头 Someone says drop a rock on his head,
但我看着他们的脸 知道他们要么恐惧要么茫然 but I'm looking in their faces and I can see they are either scared stiff or clueless.
完全是在逞能 It's all bravado.
地上的小马驹真的很痛苦 And this foal on the ground in real pain.
这些叽叽喳喳根本讨论不出结果 All this chitchat going on going nowhere.
接着 一个牧师看见了我们 看见了这匹小马驹 Next thing, one of the priests sees us, sees the foal,
让我们不要动它以及我们完蛋了 tells us not to move it and that we were done for...
我们真的完蛋了 We were really done for.
一群小男孩总会因为受伤的小马而被怪罪 Group of boys will always get the blame for hurting a foal.
一群贝尔法斯特的男孩肯定会受到重重的惩罚 A group of Belfast boys will get a hammering for sure.
所以我立即想明白了 So it's clear to me in an instant.
我跪下来 抱住把小马驹的头 把它按进了水里 I get down on my knees on my knees and take the foal's head in my hands and I put him underwater.
开始他还在挣扎 所以我用力按住他 直到他淹死 He's thrashing around, so I press down harder until he's drowned.
牧师来了 阁下 The priests arrived, Don.
抓着我的头发 把我拖出森林 惩罚了我 Just grabbing me by the hair, dragging me through the woods, promising me a proper punishment.
但我知道我对那小马驹做了正确的事 But I knew I did the right thing by that wee foal.
我可以为我们的男孩们接受惩罚 and I could take the punishment for all our boys.
我现在得到了其他所有孩子的尊敬 我知道的 I had the respect of the other boys now. And I knew that.
我清楚那些因 I'm clear of the reasons, Don.
也清楚那些果 And clear of all the repercussions.
但我还会这样去做 而不会袖手旁观 But I will act and I will not stand by and do nothing.
如果你想离开 你可以走了 You can leave them there if you like.
你会不想让再我卷起"圣约翰"抽了吧? Don't want me rolling up the letter of St. John, do you ?
我的良心不允许 不 Couldn't have that in my conscience, no.
我想我不会再见到你了 鲍比 I don't think I'm gonna see you again, Bobby.
没有这个必要 阁下 There's no need, Don.
"面对他们为自己正名的失败 "Faced now with the failure of their discredited cause,
暴力份子在最近几个月选择 the men of violence have chosen in recent months
使出了或许是他们的最后一招 to play what may well be their last card,
他们把暴力对向了自己 They have turned their violence against themselves
在狱中开始绝食抗议 直到饿死 through the prison hunger strike to death
他们试图在人类最基本的感情上下功夫 同情 They seek to work on the most basic of human emotions, pity,
作为制造压力的手段 as a means of creating tension
激起人们痛苦与仇恨的火焰 " and stoking the fires of bitterness and hatred.
一周的时间以及使他逐渐丧失肝肾及胰脏功能 And from week one there has been a gradual deterioration of the liver, kidney and pancreatic function.
因为钙和维他命的缺乏导致骨质疏松 Also the bone density decreases substantially due to calcium and vitamin deficiencies.
心肌营养不良 The muscles of the heart is also undernourished
引起机能丧失 最终心搏停止 causing impaired function and eventually cardiac failure.
左心室收缩到正常大小的70% The left ventricle can shrink to 70% of its normal size.
低血糖 低能量 肌肉萎缩 He will have low blood sugar, low energy and muscular wasting.
因为没有稀释 他胃肠开始溃烂 He will be experiencing gastro-intestinal ulcers with the thinning
消化系统黏膜出血 of the intestinal wall and sub-mucosal hemorraging.
肠黏膜出现退行性病变 There will have been degenerative changes to the mucous membranes of the intestines...
所有身体机能出现衰竭 and indeed all the organs in the body.
(UDA:北爱尔兰保卫联盟) UDA (Ulster Defense Alliance )
- 姓名 -罗斯琳 桑兹 Name. - Roselyn Sands.
- 姓名 - 约翰 桑兹 Name. - John Sands.
-*人们总是问我们...* - *人们总是问我们...* "People always ask us. People always ask us.
-鲍比 鲍比! - *我们是谁...* Bobby, Bobby ! Who we are
-*我们来自哪里* - *我们来自哪里* And where we come from And where we come from
-*我们和他们说* -*我们和他们说* And we tell them And we tell them
-*我们来自贝尔法斯特* -*我们来自贝尔法斯特* We're from Belfast We're from Belfast
-*贝尔法斯特万岁 万岁 万万岁* -*贝尔法斯特万岁 万岁 万万岁* The mighty, mighty Belfast The mighty, mighty Belfast
-*如果他们听不到我们说的话* - *如果他们听不到我们说的话* And if they can't hear us And if they can't hear us
-*那我们就再用更大的声音疾呼* -*那我们就再用更大的声音疾呼* we shout a little louder We shout a little louder
在66天的绝食抗议后 鲍比·桑兹去世 Bobby Sands died after 66 days on hunger strike.
在此期间 他被选为英国国会 弗马纳及南泰隆选区的下议院议员 At that time he was elected to the British Parliament M.P. for Fermanagh and South Tyrone.
7个月后绝食运动结束 期间又有九人相继死亡 After 7 months the strike was called off. A further 9 men had died.
在"毛毯运动"和"秽物运动"期间 有16名典狱长被北爱准军事组织杀害 16 wardens were killed by paramilitaries during the "blanket" and a "no-wash' protests.
在随后的日子里 英国政府满足了在押犯各类要求 但没有正式承认过他们的政治地位 In the following days and months, the British Government effectively granted all the prisoners' demands but without any formal recognition of political status.