你确定不歇会儿？ Need a hand?
刚才那个老恐龙把你累得够呛 You look lost with that old dinosaur
你迟到了40分钟！ You were forty minutes late!
还想怎么样呢？ What's one more?
我们到哪儿了？ Where was I?
你在寻找什么 劳伦斯·阿利亚？ What are you looking for, Laurence Alia?
我在…寻找一个人 I'm looking for a person
能理解我说的话 并且能和我交流的人 Who understands my language and speaks it
一个…不是来自下层 A person who, without being a pariah
不会仅仅质疑社会边缘人士的权利和价值 Will question not only the rights and the value of the marginalized
同时对那些声称正常的人们 But also those of the people
也感兴趣的 Who claim to be normal
噢 妈的！ Fuck me!
搞什么啊？ Who are these problems?
我该把这个加进… Shall I we add them now
"什么让我们最不爽"的单子？ To the list of things that minimize our pleasure?
劳伦斯？ Laurence?
今晚你准备穿什么？ What are you wearing tonight?
什么也不穿 Nothing
那你在领米歇尔·贝尔提约姆奖时准备说些什么？ What will you say at the Michel Berthiaume Award ceremony?
一些最简短的话 比如… Something minimalist, like...
"文学！" "Literature!"
"美的洪流！" "Torrent of beauty!"
"精液的瀑布！" "Cascade of sperm!"
"闪亮的溪水！" "Glistening stream!"
"无穷小的尘埃！" "Infinitesimal dust!"
那么… 你的全名是什么？ So... What is your full name?
劳伦斯·埃玛努而·詹姆斯·阿利亚 Laurence Emmanuel James Alia
- 年龄？ - 37岁 - Age? - Thirty-Seven
我是否该跟你的出版商确认？ Should I call your publisher?
我2小时后还有会要开… I have a meeting in two hours and...
45岁啦！ Forty-Five!
性别？ Gender?
然后是什么？ 还要问我的血型和最喜欢的颜色吗？ What's next?"Blood type"and"Favorite colour"?
十年前你问我这些我会立刻呕吐 Ten years ago, these would have made puke
普鲁斯特用了太多形容了 Proust describes too much
他用整整300页告诉我们突突上了塔塔… Three hundred pages to tell us that Tutur fucks Tatave...
太多字 Is too much
事实上 In fact
如果不是因为他的才华 Were it not for his talent
路易·费迪南·塞利纳不会获得现在的地位 (法国作家 为普鲁斯特所发现并推崇) L-F.Céline would not have been spared
作家联盟也不会这么顺利的在二战后成立 Collaborating authors did not come off unscathed after World War II
像贝尔纳·格拉塞和雅克·夏多内这样的作家 Writers like Bernard Grasset or Jacques Chardonne
都曾被作家委员会审查 Were tried by the Writers' Council
并且由于和占领军合作的原因都被停职了 And suspended for cooperating with the occupying forces
而其他人 Whereas others
比如塞利纳本人 Like Céine
选择了去丹麦呼吸新鲜空气 Opted for the fresh air of Denmark
那儿的气候更宜人 Just to kick back in kinder climes
在今天 他的才华… Today, his talent...
已经凌驾于他的真实自我之上 这就是人生 Has precedence over his true self. Such is life
因此 一个人的作品能否够伟大… Can one's writings, therefore, be great enough
以帮助他免受被排斥和孤立 To exempt one from the rejection and ostracism
而这种排斥和孤立常常影响哪些与众不同的人呢？ That affect people who are different?
换一个时空来说 那可能就是你或我 One who, in another time-Space, could be you or me
这就是你们下一篇论文的题目 That's the topic of your next essay
劳伦斯！ Laurence!
嗨 大家好！ Hi, everyone!
恭喜你！ Congratulations!
我有个获得过贝尔提约姆奖的朋友 A friend of mine won the Berthiaume Prize
一年前吧 我的父亲… Years ago. My father...
和贝尔提约姆有交情 Used to hang out with Berthiaume
那还是在71年他被捕前的事了 然后就失去了联系 Before his arrest in'71 . Then we lost touch
不管怎样 恭喜你啊！ Anyway, congratulations!
让人刮目相看！ You amaze me!
做得好！ Well done!
那个杂志喜欢我 That newspaper likes me
说了点好话而已 And spilled some ink
这只是个小的奖 It's a small award
假谦虚 假谦虚！ False modesty!
小的奖 大赢家！ Small award , big winner!
等拿到后记得请大家喝酒 Have a drink on us when you get it
酒后才会吐真言！ In vino veritas!
回到"粉红" Back to"Pink"
"就像粉红色" "Liking pink"
"和婴儿蓝…" "And baby blue..."
写下！ Write!
"它们暗示着…" "Indicates ..."
"潜在的…" "A latent..."
写下来嘛"潜在的…" Write it down."Latent..."
"童年…" "Childhood ..."
"…阴影！" "...Trauma!"
作者注 Authors' Note
那些父母… Parents...
把孩子房间刷成柔和色的 Who paint their kids' rooms in pastels
会进入"什么最让我们不爽"的单子！ Go on the list of things that subtly minimize our pleasure!
那"黄色"呢 先生？ Time for"Yellow", sir?
黄色啊？"严重的自大" Yellow?"Massive ego."
干！ 我发誓 劳伦斯 我跟你发誓！ Fuck! I swear, Laurence, I swear to you!
我正想到的就是"极端自大" I was thinking"big ego".
"而且会有潜在问题！" "And potentially problematic!"
比如 一辆黄色轿车… Now, a yellow car...
这话够武断的！ That's a fucking statement!
好狗不挡道！ Get out of my lane!
"棕色呢…" "Brown ..."
"是反性感色彩" "The anti-Sexual color"
你只是讨厌我的棕色百慕大内裤 You just hate my brown Bermudas
当然不是！ Absolutely not!
我喜欢它！ I love 'em!
先定规矩 我们的单子必须不带偏袒！ By charter, our lists must be impartial!
说我讨厌棕色？ 我穿的袜子就是棕色！ I hate brown? I'm wearing brown socks!
"红色" "Red."
"暴怒的颜色！" "The color of rage!"
"还有鲜血！" "And blood!"
"还有诱惑！" "And seduction!"
"还有激情！" "And passion!"
"巴格西·布朗！"(brown这里是人名) "Bugsy Brown!"
红色！ Red!
给我红色！ Gimme some red!
我饿了！ I'm starving!
黑巧克力？！ Dark chocolate?!
我做错了什么 你给我这样的惩罚？ What have I done to deserve this?
我搞砸了 我喝醉了 买错了 I fucked up, I was high , I took the wrong bar
我的错！ My bad!
黑巧克力是最让我们不爽的东西 你明明知道！ Dark chocolate minimizes our pleasure, as you well know!
这只是体现了人类天生喜欢自毁的倾向 A mere sign of man's self-Destructive nature
绝对不许再发生！ It can't happen again!
这是被列入"绝对没有下次"单子的事情！ That's on the list of things that cannot happen again!
现在让我们去征服舞池吧！ Let's tear up the dance floor!
贝尔提约姆奖的获得者都不跳舞的！ Berthiaume winners don't dance!
别提它啊！ Back off!
我很宝贝它的 我要把它放床头！ I love it, I want it by the bed!
不要再做剪贴簿了 Please stop scrapbooking
太折磨人 而且没人想看 It's fucking torture, no one wants that
"献给你的35岁生日 给你 给我 给我们 "For your 35th birthday. To you, to me, to us
给我们的过去 我们的现在…" To our past, to our present..."
好没劲啊 你故意的？ Fucking lame. On purpose?
当然 Absolutely
惊喜吗！ Surprise!
看看现在是谁惊谁了？ Who's surprised now?
你湿透了 You're drenched
谢谢你 安德鲁 Thanks, Andrée
谁是马克思主义者？ 劳伦斯的父亲吗？ Who's the Marxist? Laurence's father?
不 那也太年轻了 No, way too young
他是我们的前营销课老师 He's my former Marketing teacher
我们本来约好了一起喝咖啡的 但我有广告要拍 We were supposed to meet for coffee, but I got a commercial
劳伦斯认识他 所以没什么 Laurence knows him, so it's cool
那个紫色的老娘炮呢？ Who's the purple gaylord?
李伯瑞斯的室内设计师？ Liberace's interior decorator?
那是拉佛突勒 劳伦斯的主管 Lafortune. He's Laurence's supervisor
那个蜂窝脸女士叫弗朗斯勒 And the beehive lady's Francine
她是心理医生兼老师 A shrink and a teacher
今天是开该死的研讨会吗？ 只有博士学位才能吃到黑森林蛋糕？ Is this a fucking seminar? Only PhDs can get some black forest?
这不是黑森林蛋糕 It's not a black forest
这是香料蛋糕 It's a spice cake
里面有豆蔻和鲜海枣 Cardamom and fresh dates
它会炸飞我和给我做一杯卡普齐诺咖啡吗？ Will it blow me and make me a cappuccino?
弗蕾德 还差椅子 Fred , more canapes
我这就把蛋糕端过去 I'm bringing the cake
那就快点啊 客人们都饿着呢 Then hurry, the guests are starving
拉佛突勒正在研究"罗兰之歌"和撒拉森的军队 (法国最早文学史诗) Lafortune's at the Song of Roland and the Saracen army
多有学问的知识分子！ A fierce intellectual!
我给劳伦斯买了本书 I bought Laurence a book
我没买到布弗叶或是巴斯奎特的书 Couldn't find the Bouvier or Basquiat Ones
但我买了弗朗索瓦·莫里亚克的收藏版文集 (法国小说家 诺奖得主) But I got a collector's edition of Mauriac's oeuvre
另外我还加上了一本"投资入门的101问手册" And I added a Finance 101 brochure, Business Break
- 希望你没把收据扔了 - 收据？ 为什么？ - I hope you kept the bill. - The bill? Why the bill?
你为什么不按我列的单子来买呢？ Couldn't you just stick to my list?
巴斯奎特是垃圾 (美国先锋艺术家) Basquiat is a mess
莫里亚克才是必读 Mauriac is a must
就是那个道貌岸然的玻璃作家 他的书没人读因为… That acclaimed pious fag no one reads 'cause...
他傻逼的？ He's dull?
噢 你 你… Oh you, you ...
你闭嘴 我视你不存在！ You just shut up. You don't exist!
你不存在 亲爱的 You don't exist, dear
劳伦斯？ 你喜欢莫里亚克吗？ Laurence? You do like Mauriac, don't you?
我生命中曾经有段时间 我会扔掉我所有的表 There was a time in my life, I threw all my watches away
我不想看到时间一点一点的流逝 I didn't want to watch time go by, hour after hour
这解释了很多事 That explains a lot
我们能不能谈谈… Can you move on...
在90年代 你成为了有强迫症的迟到者 You became a compulsive latecomer in the '90s
然后你成为了… Then you became...
现在这样子 What you are today
但是… But...
在被命名为"头露出水面"的那一章… In the chapter called"Head Above Water"
你的角色… Your character...
你… You...
我该怎么说？ How could I put it?
所有事都发生的太快 到底什么是真的？ It all happens so suddenly. What's real, here?
什么又是你的虚构？ And what's fiction ?
在我孩童时期 As a child
我大部分时间都呆在我叔叔家 I spent a lot of time at my uncle 's house
和表兄弟们一起玩 With my cousins
他们家有个游泳池 They had a swimming pool
我们玩"闭气潜水"游戏 And we'd play"Hold your breath under water"
规则很简单: 要想赢 Bottom line was: In order to win
就看谁闭气的时间最久 You simply had to stay under the longest. Easy enough
他们都放弃了 They all gave up
但我… But I...
我一直憋着 Kept going
我不知道我憋了多长时间 Not knowing how long I'd last
然后… Then...
我露出水面 I'd surface
就在我的肺快爆炸前 Just before my lungs exploded
死亡离我只有一吸之隔 Death was a breath away
就这样 That's it
烹饪不像做派那么简单 Cooking isn't as easy as pie
但有了梅姨牌砂糖 做甜点简直就是… But with Sugar May, making a good dessert is...
小菜一碟！ A piece of cake!
停！ Cut!
刚才还算自然吗？ Was that natural enough?
- 我自然吧？ - 你很好 - Was I natural? - You were fine
女士们先生们 收工！ Ladies and gents, it's a wrap!
现在可以取下眼罩了！ Gimme that blindfold!
停！ 等等！ Stop! Wait!
该死的缝纫手艺！ Fucking sailor's knot!
蒙特利尔怎么会来这儿？ What's Montreal doing here?
从美景宫看蒙特利尔！ Montreal from the Belvedere!
至于你的生日 我们又要加一条核心条款 And for your birthday, we'll add a Centerpiece
到我们著名的"什么最让我们不爽"的单子: To our now famous list of things that minimize Our pleasure:
"人们觉得这地方叫浪漫 "People who find this spot romantic
"可是有45架飞机可能坠毁在下面的老公园！" "When 45 planes may come crashing down on Parc-Ex!"
上帝 救救我 我不想死！ God help me, I don't want to die!
真的假的！ Really!
今天过圣诞啊！ 耶！ It's Christmas! Yay!
我们餐厅预约的几点？ What time's our reservation?
这又是什么？ What's this?
去他的餐厅！ Fuck the restaurant!
我特地打扮了！ 这就不去了吗？ I dressed up! We're not going?
我会补偿你的搞砸派对 I'll make up for your party screw-Up
我的护照… My passport...
最近红头发的精神分裂症们开始流行这玩意儿吗… Is this a new thing among red-Headed bipolars...
最近就开始流行这个 It's a new thing among those who
考虑到明后天都放假 Since you have the next two days off
我也会闲到周一 And I'm off until Monday
所以我计划了一趟旅行… Have planned a trip to...
去纽约之都！ New York City!
宝贝 我们要去纽约了！ Babe, we're going to New York!
那就不吃饭了吗？ 我们可以… So no restaurant? We just...
忘掉吃饭的事！ 那是历史！ 要向前看！ Forget the fucking restaurant! It's history! Moving on!
老天！ 你醉得跟乡绅一样！ Jeez! You're drunk as a lord!
我什么？ I'm what?
"醉得跟乡绅一样？" "Drunk as a lord?"
谢谢夸赞 奶奶！ 活到老学到老！ Thanks for the gem, grandma! Live and learn!
抱歉 宝贝 抱歉啦！ Sorry, babe, sorry!
我一说话就停不下来 哇哇哇 Can't stop talking. Yak yak yak
我们的目的之一是搜刮他身上尽可能多的可卡因 One of our grips was about to flush whatever coke he had
我说:"贱货 给我交出来！" I said:"Bitch , bring it over!"
你嗨得都快成风筝了！ So you're high as a fuckin' kite!
抱歉 宝贝！ 都是我的错！ Sorry, babe! I did it all!
我带你去吃零食 就别再想餐厅了 I'll get you a snack. Just get over the restaurant please
忘了它！ 把它赶出你的头脑 亲爱的！ Forget it! Get it out of your head, love!
热狗怎么样？ Want a hot dog?
我是不是迷路了？ 我们先去洗个车吧 Am I lost? Let's hit the car wash, anyway
让我们在纽约疯狂起来！ Let's go wild in New York!
你干嘛苦瓜脸？ Why the fuck are you so blue?
在学校被欺负啦？ Bad day at school?
你他妈能不能闭上嘴巴？ Will you shut your fuckin' mouth?
能不能闭上嘴巴！ Just shut your fuckin' mouth!
我不去上班了！ I didn't go to work!
我也不想去纽约！ And I'm not going to New York!
我有事情要告诉你！ I have to tell you something!
这很重要 我一定要跟你说！ It's very important! I have to tell you!
我受不了！ 我要死了！ I can't take it anymore! I'm dying!
我不说出来会死！ I'll die if I don't!
听着！ Listen!
我就要死了 I'm going to die
什么？ What?
你去哪儿了？ 去你妈妈那儿了吗？ Where were you? At your mom's?
为什么她该死的电话在黄页上找不到？ Why is her goddamn number still unlisted?
你为什么不告诉我你是同志？ Why didn't you tell me you were gay?
我不是同志 I'm not gay
为什么不告诉我？ Why didn't you tell me?
你把我看成男人吗？ You pictured me as a man?
我不是同志 弗蕾德！ I'm not gay, Fred!
别他妈再玩我了！ Stop fucking with me!
你是玻璃 你是同志 这没什么大不了 You're a fag! You're gay! It's not the end of the world
我不是喜欢男人 It's not that I like men
我只是不该生为男人 这不同的 I'm just not made to be one. It's different
这？ 这不是我！ This here? That's not me!
这也不是我！ Neither is this!
还有这个！ 这个很恶心！ 它不是我！ Or that! It's disgusting! It's not me!
我这样子苟活了35年 这是犯罪 I've lived like this for 35 years. And that's a crime
而我就是那个罪犯 And I'm the criminal
我偷走了一个人的人生 Stealing someone's life
谁的人生 劳伦斯？ Whose life, Laurence?
我该生来成为的那个女人的人生 The life of the woman I was born to be
我爱你的一切 你都讨厌 Everything I love about you , you hate
你是这个意思吗？ Is that what you're saying?
你就爱我的这些吗？ Is that all you love?
所有我们一起经历过的…什么都不是？ So everything we've been through is ... nothing?
这一切…都必须… Everything... must...
要再定义吗 Be... reinterpreted
我不是傻瓜 I'm not stupid
我早该知道 我该预见到的 I would've known. I would've seen it
我早该感觉到 I would've felt it
你有没有做过那些 You'd have done something
比如打扮成女人的事 Dressed up as a woman
- 有没有？ - 没有 - Did you? - No
- 没有？ - 没有 - Did you? - No
没有！ 没有！ 没有！ 没有！ No! No! No! No!
- 那你试穿过什么吗？ - 没有 - What did you wear? - Nothing
- 穿过什么吗？ - 没有！ - What do you wear? - Nothing!
那你穿了什么 劳伦斯？ What do you wear, Laurence?
裙子？ 毛衣？ A dress? A sweater?
我没穿过任何这些 Nothing. Anything
告诉我哪些你穿过 Tell me what you wore
- 我买的衣服 - 我不会碰你的衣服 - Clothes I bought - I wouldn't touch yours
那是对你的不尊重 Out of respect for you
我都会把它们扔掉 Then I'd throw them away
就两次 三次的样子 I just did it twice, three times
最多不超过十次！ Ten, tops!
- 你画过妆吗？ - 拜托！ - Do you put make up on? - Come on!
你画过 Yes, you do
你有没有… Did you ever...
穿过我的内衣？ Did you try on my underwear?
就一次 我戴了一个粉红的胸罩 Once, I put on a pink bra
是的 粉红 Yeah, pink
我不是杀了什么人 弗蕾德 I didn't kill anybody, Fred
- 配白色衬衣吗？ - 不 当然该配黑色 - With a white shirt? - No, black, of course
- 你的工作 - 怎么了？ - Your job. - What about it?
- 你打算怎么办？ - 穿成女人去上课 - What will you do? - Go in as a woman
就在圣诞后 过完节就开始 After Christmas. After the holidays
我要把它写下来:"腾出时间 将要发生的事" I'll write it down:"Upcoming Event, Save the Date."
"将要发生的事"清单 The List of Upcoming Events
这不好笑 一点都不好笑 That's not funny. So not funny
我的生活不真实 My life isn't real
我被束缚着 I'm on hold
我敢说你是的！ I bet you are!
我们在一起时的生活不真实？ Our life together isn't real?
还是它就是"束缚"？ It's just an"on hold"thing?
等待一个真正的人生吗？ Waiting for real life?
等待我意识到你一直在骗我？ Waiting for me to realize you've lied to me?
过去两年？ For two years?
我没有骗你 I didn't lie
我只是没告诉你 I just didn't say anything
我需要分开冷静一下 I need time apart
我需要时间想想 I need time to think
你恨我吗？ Do you hate me?
冬天到了 屋顶在漏水 Winter's here and the roof is leaking
真讨厌！ What a drag!
你平时都做些什么？ So what are you up to?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
你平时都怎么消遣？ How do you spend your days?
除了工作之外 你出门吗？ 看书吗？ Apart from your work. You go out, you read?
你和爸爸平时都做什么？ What do you and Dad do?
没什么特别的 Nothing special
这都什么问题！ What a question!
为什么你不再画画了？ Why not go back to painting?
还要点吗？ Want some more?
带点回去吗？ Some port?
他们给了你爸爸一瓶 要不要？ They gave your dad a bottle. Want some?
不要 不用了 谢谢 No, I'm fine. Thanks
很高兴你来看我们 我需要个男人搬电视机 I'm glad you came by. I need a man to move the TV
要搬去客厅 Into the living room
你爸爸的身体不能爬楼梯 Your father's too weak for the stairs
没问题 No problem
你不去打个招呼吗？ Won't you go say hello?
- 嘿 爸爸 - 嗨 - Hey, Dad - Hey
- 你好吗？ - 好 - How are you? - Fine.
不舒服吗？ 哪儿？ You're hurting? Where?
我昨天还想起你… I thought of you yester...
等广告再说 我现在不会听 Wait for the commercial , I can't hear
等到了广告再说 Wait for the commercial
你得读懂他的话外音 Read between the lines
他想让你成为这个秘密的一部分 He just wanted you to be in on the secret
那是当然的 Yeah, sure
可我做不到 我做不到 I can't. I just can't
我应该在他的身边 I gotta be there for him
我不能这样甩了他 I can't just dump him
拜托！ Come on!
他明明知道的 你听到真相后一定会逃走 He knew you'd run when you heard
我敢说他自己肯定已经释怀了 I'm sure he's already made his peace
男人不会哭 而当你们这样… Boys don't cry and while you are...
对他们来说就像过节 相信我 He's having a party, trust me
事实上 他可能帮了你一个大忙… In fact, he probably did you a big favor...
说重点 教练！ Cut to the chase, coach!
听着 你是个喜欢男人的女人 Look, you're a woman who loves men
他是个想成为女人的男人 He's a man who wants to be a woman
你能做的就是 收拾好你的包裹走人 谢谢 再见 Bottom line: pack your bags, thank you, bye
我想醒来时有他在身边 I need to wake up next to him
我需要他的手臂 I need his forearms
是个人就有手臂！ Everybody has forearms!
妈妈？ 妈妈？ Mom? Mom?
你有在听吗？ Are you listening?
真是的 我有重要的话要跟你说！ Damn it, it's important!
你还不把电视搬到楼上去吗？ Can you still move the TV upstairs?
- 我要放在地板上吗？ - 嗯 - Do I put it on the floor? - Hm
为什么你这个反应啊？ Why do you react like that?
你指望我能有什么反应？ How do you want me to react?
我不知道 你不问我问题… I don't know, you're not asking any questions...
也不惊讶的样子 You're not surprised
我没有问题 I have no questions
你告诉了我一些彻底疯狂的东西 You throw something totally nuts at me
所以你疯了 我知道了 至于问题？ So you're nuts. Fine. But questions?
我没有 None
我不会问你任何问题 所以也别问我 I don't ask any, so don't ask me
你想告诉我该有什么反应吗？ You want to tell me how to react?
"惊讶"？ "Surprised"?
为什么要？ Why?
你从小就喜欢化妆 我以为你会变同志 You always dressed up, as a kid . I though t you'd end up gay
当你爸爸去城里做身体检查… When your father goes for his check-Ups...
他都会顺道去看脱衣舞秀 He stops at peep shows
没错 Yeah
次次如此 Every time
所以他不想让我陪他 That's why he doesn't want me along
我惊讶过吗？ 没有 Am I surprised? No
我惊讶过我们会离开欧洲吗？ Am I surprised we left Europe?
或者屋顶在漏水？ 你觉得我的样子像在惊讶吗？ Or that the roof is leaking? Do I look surprised to you?
没有！ 我一点都不！ No! I'm not surprised!
永远不要让你被任何事惊讶到 永远 Never let yourself be surprised. Ever
我相信这事很严重 我对你的态度也很认真 I'm sure it's very serious, and I'm taking you very seriously
但我就该折磨我自己吗 But should I torture myself
反思我不是个好母亲？ And think I'm a bad mother?
我不在乎！ I don't care!
我为什么要在乎？ Why should I?
至于你爸爸？ And your father?
爸爸什么？ What father?
坦白说我真的不在乎 你们从来不贴心 Personally, I don't care. You and he never bonded
但是假如你有麻烦 任何麻烦 But if you are in trouble, in any way
自己去面对 Deal with it
这儿的大门会对你关闭 Our door will be closed
- 你爸爸是不会接受你的 - 他接受过吗？ - Your father won't accept you . - Did he ever?
那么… So...
你还会爱我吗？ Will you still love me?
你究竟是要变女人还是变傻瓜？ Are you becoming a woman or an idiot?
一起抽根烟 Let's smoke
嘿 是我 Hey, it's me
我今晚回家睡 I'm coming back home tonight
我会回家然后… I'm coming back and...
我们一起面对 Let's do this together
怎么？ Well?
什么怎么？ What?
怎么回事？ What the fuck?
你还是穿着以前那一身！ You're still wearing your old clothes!
- 听过女人们在洗手间的八卦吗？ - 当然 - Ever heard girls wash their hands? - Of course
她们开始念念叨叨… They started blabbering about...
上过床的肌肉男 花心大少 运动健将 Hunks, Casanovas and whatever jock they banged
土老冒 丑八怪 The grungy guy, the old guy
化学老师和电影老师哪个更棒… The chemistry teacher vs. The film teacher...
然后… At some point...
我没有吹嘘 她们谈到我了 And I'm not bragging, they talked about me
他们说我很帅 They said I was cute
一个甚至说我"性感" One even called me"sexy"
所以 你找她们要电话了吗？ So, did you get their phone numbers?
不是 听我说 我当时正拼命穿着丝袜！ No! Listen to me. I was struggling with my panties!
干！ Fuck!
你能想象吗？ Can you picture it?
一个男人在厕所隔间 用力把自己塞进女装？ A guy in the stall squeezing into a dress?
我能看到她们拉下脸来 I could see their faces drop
然后大家就沉默了 一直沉默 And then the silence! The silence after
没事的 我们下周一再试 It's cool. You'll try again next Monday
现场求救！ Mayday!
你改天会成功的 你已经被束缚了30年 You'll do it another day. You've been on hold for 30 years
管她们的呢？ Who cares?
别想这么多！ Come on!
汤姆上校？ Major Tom?
还活着吗？ Still alive?
混球啊！ Asshole!
这个转变…是一夜间的事？ Was the transition... an overnight thing?
还是漫长的过程？ Or a slow process?
能否从专业观点来解读一下 因为这会是大家的关注点 And from a professional standpoint? 'Cause that will be the focus
穿裙子走上大街并不够 Strutting out in a fabulous skirt wasn't enough
我得做得彻底 I had to go all the way
潜入水底 Dive right in
所以现在成了潜水？ So you're diving, now?
章名不是关于把头露出水面吗？ Wasn't it about keeping your head above water?
你不是有会议吗？ Didn't you have an appointment?
你会迟到的 也许我们就到这儿吧？ You'll be late. Maybe we should wrap it up?
让我打个电话… Let me make a phone call...
我是说 我觉得我可以待久一些 I mean I think I can stay longer
换大镜子啊 Use the big mirror
会容易些 It'll be easier
为什么不？ Why not?
因为… Because...
我知道我的样子 I know what I look like
见效了 It's working
有效果 It works
- 你确定？ - 嗯 - You sure? - Yeah
谢谢 Thanks
请说 Yes?
第8页 第3段… Page 8, paragraph 3...
代课老师对作业的布置有些模糊… The sub was kind of vague about the assignment...
嗨 劳伦斯！ Hi, Laurence!
嘿 拉佛突勒先生 Hello, Mr. Lafortune
所以？ So?
重要的日子吗 亲爱的？ D-Day, dear?
早上我没看到你的进来 Didn't see you come in today
听说挺震撼啊？ It's quite a shock, huh?
这是一场反抗吗？ Is it a revolt?
"不 陛下 这是一场革命！"(法国大革命中最著名的一句) "No, sire, it's a revolution!"
他班上有30到35个学生 A class of 30, 35 students
你不是说我们来购物的吗？ You said we'd be shopping?
我们是来购物的 We are shopping
这是给他第一天的完美礼物 What a perfect gift for a first day
揍晕我吧！ Punch me!
然后呢？ 一个垫胸和芭比娃娃冰箱？ What's next? A clutch and a Barbie fridge?
他那样走上街需要很有种才行 Just walking down the street takes balls of steel
你们还记得他的种放哪儿吗？ You guys remember where you put 'em?
够了 别再揪着这个不放 好吗？ Please. Give it a rest, ok?
这顶怎么样 斯黛芙？ 很可爱 很简单… How about this one, Stef? It's cute, it's simple, it's...
看情况 你是想他扮自杀状… Depends. Are you going for the suicidal look or...
还是长老太太的刘海？ Or Grandma Beaver's bangs?
天啊 你真是坏心的女人！ God you're ill intended!
我们的孩子可不能像你这样 Our kids won't be like that
我的上帝 你们还打算生小孩？ Oh my God, you want to spawn?
然后跟你们的儿子讲述美国丽人的生活吗？ And talk your son the way of American Beauty's life?
我得出去抽根香烟 I'm going out for a smoke
多半还要狂叫几下 And maybe a quick hurl
拜托了 斯黛芙！ Come on, Stef!
拜托什么？ What?
我不想同时跟妈妈还有我的姐姐断绝关系 I don't want to be cut off from both my mother and my sister
你反应过度了吧 It's a bit too much
看是谁在说这话！ Look who's talking!
我们本来就不是什么正常人 不是吗？ We're not exactly super-Normal, are we?
我们这代人能接受变性了 我们准备好了 Our generation can take this. We're ready for it
斯黛芙 干啊！ Stef Fuck!
妈妈 Mom
生日快乐 Happy birthday
打开啊 Open it
貂毛绘画笔 Sable hair paintbrushes
我知道 可是… I know, but...
这超贵的啊！ They cost a fortune!
你什么时候开始变装的？ When did you start playing dress-Up?
今天 Today
也许我们可以给爸爸一个惊喜？ 我跟你回家 Maybe we could surprise Dad? I could come home with you
当然 Sure
然后什么 世界和平？ Then what, world peace?
我快误火车了 I'll miss my train
我们这个夏天去玩吧 Let's go away this summer
去黑岛怎么样？ How about the Isle of Black?
那儿安宁 平静 没人知道它的存在 For peace and quiet. No one knows it exists
在奥甘奎特镇上 They're all in Ogunquit
平静？ Peace?
是的 某种意义上 Well , in a way
我知道今天不是你的生日 是你妈妈的生日 但… I know, it's not your birthday, it's your mom's, but...
我想为你的第一天庆祝 I wanted to celebrate your first day
弗蕾德 你不必这么做！ Fred, you didn't have to!
有你还在我身边的事实对我来说就够了 The fact that you're here means everything to me
你可能觉得这很傻 但… You may find this stupid, but...
但不是… It's not, but...
当我第一眼见到你 The moment I met you
我就知道我们的生活不会寻常 I knew I was in for something extraordinary
你想跨出更大一步吗？ You want to go one step further?
我会成为你的男人 I'm your man
我会为你骄傲 I'm proud of you
为我们俩骄傲 I'm proud of us
去他妈的老师！ 无聊的贱人们 Fuckin' teachers! Boring bitches
屁股里插满扫帚的！ 简直无处不在！ With broomsticks up their butts! They're everywhere!
他们是不是很烦？ 上年纪的人总是… Are they fucking with you? Old people can be so...
对我来说 年轻人才烦 我这年纪的人才烦 For me, it's young people. Guys my age
我很少跟他们说话 I rarely talk to them
我一般跟年长的人待一起 I hang out with older guys
他们不是边缘人 但都有好奇心 而且乐于分享… Not misfits but people who are curious and care to share
其实很无聊的他们 Basically bored
被贴上"不正常"标签 只因为他们没有孩子 Labelled"abnormal"because they don't have kids
或超过40岁还和别人合租 Or still have roommates at 40
人们对你 What do you
最经常的叫法是什么？ Hear most, really?
神秘人 狂热派 Mystics, zealots
违背自然的规律或耶稣的变态… Guys who expostulate theories about the laws of nature or Jesus...
啊 对了！ Oh, yeah!
有一个称呼是目前最经典的 The one that beats them all, by far
"好与众不同" "That's diff'rent"
我确实不常碰到穿高跟鞋的男人啊 Well, I don't run into many dudes in stilettos
这就是"与众不同" It is"diff'rent"
波比… Boobie...
别"波比"我！ Don't"Boobie"me!
"与众不同"是什么意思 斯黛芙？ What does"diff'rent"mean, Stef?
他们在毕加索的色情画作品前才会这么说 They say that in front of a porn-Period Picasso
- 知道毕加索是谁吧？ - 给我口交！ - Ever heard of him? - Suck my dick!
有谁从此就不再搭理你吗？ Has anyone stopped talking to you?
问这些干嘛 梅尔？"变装女王: 这是你的人生"访谈吗？ What's this, Mel? Tranny Poppins: This is Your Life ?
我就问问题 女士！ Just asking, missy!
你不喜欢就闪！ 不然有巴掌飞过来！ You don't like it, piss off! 'Cause this lid's gonna flip!
她吃定你了嘛 哥们 She nailed you, man
她不高兴是因为她今晚不是主角 She's not the star tonight
只是来占座填充这个怪胎秀的人头 Just the seat-Filler at the freak show
回去穿你肥大的纳粹军服玩去吧 Go sulk in your big fat Nazi outfit
老娘不肥！ I'm not fat!
操你 弗蕾德！ Fuck, Fred!
阿拉丁娜今晚很嗨啊！ Aladdina's on a roll tonight!
- 我这是安娜·卡里娜的造型 - 谁？ (60年代欧洲时尚偶像) - It's my Anna Karina look. - Who?
那么 肉体上 Now physically
你刮毛了吗？ Do you wax?
我有用电脱毛和雌性激素 I do eleotrolysis and hormones
淫娃 真的假的！ Bitch, please!
我们糖用光了吗？ We're out of sugar?
我今天吃光的 不过我现在不想再吃 I finished it today. But I don't want any
我也是 Me, neither
- 我还要 - 我也要 - Well , I do. - Me, too
我去买 顺便还买点别的什么 I'll go. I need to get some other stuff, too
去吧 亲爱的 我有很好的人陪 Run along , I'm in very good company
抱歉 我戴上假发只为了她高兴 Sorry. I put the wig on just to make her happy
你穿多大码的鞋？ What's your shoe-Size?
糖 Sugar
抱歉 Sorry
我就知道是你 I knew it was you
我在外面等的 I waited outside
他坐出租车走了？ He took a cab?
嗯 Yeah
555… 555...
…8222 ...8222
费米娜诊所 我能为你做什么？ Femina Clinic, how can I help you?
我打来是想预约 I'm calling for an appointment
请别挂 Please hold
她怎么跟你说的？ What did she tell you?
她没有细说 She didn't really elaborate
她说想她的妹妹了 She misses her sister
她妹妹不住这儿吧？ Her sister's away, isn't she?
在南部 She's down South
她的母亲呢？ And her mother?
去法国玩去了 Playing la Parisienne
听上去真不错 Sounds like fun
非常不错 All day long
她还在工作吗？ Is she working?
没有了 不过很快有个美国电影要开拍 大制作 No, but there's an American movie coming up. Big production
她应该听说了 我敢说她很快就会回来 She should've heard . I'm sure she will soon
这对她来说很重要 她第一次参与到长片中 It's a big step for her. Her first feature
而且还是美国的 And it's American
我们没有谈过… We didn't discuss...
…性生活方面的事 ... sexual intercourse
这不是我的错！ Not my fault!
我只是给你说大概情况 I'm just giving you a rundown
别这么戒备 Don't be so defensive
过劳症发生是有原因的！ Burn-Outs don't just happen!
它们一般是有由什么事件催化 They are set off by catalytic events
是吗？ 跟我多说说！ Really? Tell me more!
其实也不是必然 No, not necessarily
她说跟你的变身没有关系 She says it has nothing to do with your metamorphosis
我变身成独角兽了吗？ Into a unicorn?
你的变性 Your change
她试着想保护你 但是… She's trying to protect you, but...
如果本努瓦今晚回来跟我说… If Ben came home tonight and said he...
他想变性的话… Wanted to have a sex change...
我知道 但我们的情况不一样 Yes, but it's different for us
那么… So...
如果弗蕾德告诉你她想变成一个男人… If Fred told you she was becoming a man...
那是什么？ What's that?
黑岛 The Isle of Black
噢 对啊 你们去那儿了？ Ah, yes! Have you been there?
没有 但我们经常谈起 No, but we often talk ed about it
我会叫医生开些抗抑郁药给她 I'll ask a doctor to prescribe her some antidepressants
拉佛突勒有给你打过电话吗？ Did Lafortune call you?
没有 他为什么要给我打电话？ No. Why would he?
是我搞糊涂了 I'm out of it
算了 Never mind
谢谢你 弗朗斯勒 Thanks, Francine
真高兴你能来出诊 I'm glad you came
一切都会好起来 Everything will be fine
您在寻找什么特别的东西吗 先生？ Are you looking for something in particular, sir?
我在…我在寻找光线 I'm looking for some light
上帝说 有光… Fiat lux, honey
这盏好像很有暖意 This might warm things up
什么？ What?
我们都不笑了 We don't laugh anymore
我们决定不让你知道 We chose to keep you out of this
是为了你好 For your own good
就我个人来说这没什么 Personally, it doesn't bother me
这是个自由的世界 要知道这是个自由的世界 It's a free world. It's a free world, as we know
你的教学也没有受到影响 And it doesn't affect your teaching
我们写了信给所有的家长 We sent a letter to all the parents
我对每个人说 I said to everyone
"请诸位放心之类之类的" "Rest assured...", blah, blah...
那么 假如这没有影响到我的教学质量… But then, if it doesn't affect the quality of my teaching...
这是什么？ 报刊剪贴？ What's this? An article?
家长团体的一位代表… A member of the Parents Group...
"家长团体？" "Parents Group?"
一个不满意我们答复的家长联合组织 A coalition of parents unhappy with our response
他们通过开会… They met to...
交流他们的意见 Share their ideas
其中一位代表是蒙特利尔邮报的专栏作家 One of them is a columnist at the Montreal Post-Lntelligence
坦白说 那只是份郊区小报！ Be frank! Lt's just a suburban publication!
听我说 米歇尔… Listen, Michel...
他们把文章寄到了魁北克省 教育部长给我打了电话 They sent it to Quebec, the Ministry of Education called me
"精神疾病？"他们疯了吗！ "Mental illness?"They're insane!
根据由美国精神病协会发布的 In the latest edition of the DSM
最新"精神疾病诊断与统计手册" Published by the American Psychiatric Association
变性癖被列为… Transsexuality is listed as...
一种精神疾病 A mental illness
那么公正呢？ What about justice?
什么公正？ 早没了 What about it? It's fucked
教育早就被应用科技屠戮得死板教条了 Education's scared stiff from the Polytechnique massacre
不 我不是说这个… I'm not talking about...
我说的是现实的公正 I'm talking real justice
我可以起诉你 I could sue you
起诉我什么？ 不够苛刻到把我自己也解雇吗？ On what grounds? For not demanding to be fired as well?
没有团结精神？ Out of sheer solidarity?
你不是在准备你的第一部小说 You're about to write your first novel
拜托！ Come on!
你的第一本书 Your first book
你可以把时间和金钱浪费在打官司上… You can waste yOur time and money on litigation...
确实也有赢的可能 And you may win
经过两年的律师准备 After two years of banal lawyering
公开听证 Publicized hearings
加上大笔的账单 And huge bills
或者你也可以把这看做是黄金机会 奉献给你的作品 Or see this as a golden opportunity to dedicate yourself to your work
你的事业… To your new career...
就是说 我还应该感谢你送我的失业礼物 In short, I should thank you for the gift of unemployment
因为 看我多蠢 谁需要收入 Because, silly me, who needs an income
来维持你的艺术创作的 对吗？ When you work in the arts, right?
我只是试着为你指出它的积极面 I'm trying to see the positive side of it
仅此而已 That's all
这是我私下对你说的… Between you and me...
如果我要是你… If it were just me...
作为董事会秘书 我必须很遗憾的通知你 今天是星期五 As Secretary of the Board, I must alas remind you that today is Friday
你的办公桌… And that your desk...
和文件柜必须在星期一之前收拾完毕 And file cabinets must be cleared out by Monday
最好能够 Ideally
先生们 Gentlemen
女士们 Ma'am
很荣幸见到你 弗蕾德里克 I'm thrilled to meet you, Frédérique
我听说了很多你的事迹 I've heard great things
很喜欢你的作品 Big fan of your work
能叫你弗蕾德吗？ I can call you Fred?
听着 这有些难以开口… Look, it's a bit delicate...
我不知道怎么说 弗蕾德里克 I don't know, Frédérique...
不对"弗蕾德"… I mean,"Fred"...
我是说 弗蕾德 不过… How to tell you, Fred, but...
我向几个同事问询了你的情况 I ask ed some of my colleagues about you
我刚起步 没有多少经验 I'm just starting. I don't have a lot of experience
但我很清楚一件事 But I know One thing
我希望我的人是可用的 I need my people to be available
我不只是说做文书或安排日程 And I don't just mean on paper or whatever schedule
你懂我的意思吗？ You know what I mean?
我的天啊！ Oh, my gosh!
真的好巧！ What a coincidence!
我从不进城的！ I never come downtown!
你会去剧院？ Will I see you at the Cinéma?
依弗捐了一笔款 我们都会去 Yves made a donation, so we're going
我还不知道 I don't know
我把电话给你吧 万一你需要票或者搭车 Let me give you my number, in case you need a ticket or a ride
我们租了辆豪华加长车 很炫！ We got a limo, with a chauffeur. Slick!
舞会就是舞会 知道吗 姑娘？ 就要把自己打扮得闪闪的！ A ball is a ball, you know? I mean, go glam, girl!
等我写给你 Let me give it to you
我的天！ 笔都掉了！ Oh, my gosh ! My pen!
等等啊… Hold on...
我可以！ I can do it!
什么时间决定好了就给我打电话！ Whatever, whenever, call me!
好的 非常感谢 Great. Thanks.
再见 弗蕾迪 亲爱的 Ciao, Freddie darling
等等 三次才会好运！ Wait! Third time's a charm!
我操！ 打扮得够新奇的 哥们！ Fuck me! That's a look, dude!
先生 能借我几毛钱吗？ Sir, can you spare a quarter?
要用电话吗 亲爱的？ Gotta use the phone, love?
是我 劳伦斯 It's me, Laurence
我知道 我听出你的声音了 I know. I recognized your voice
听着 妈妈 我… Look, Mom, I ...
你今天休息对吗？ You're off today, right?
我想见见你 Can we meet somewhere?
我今天不能出门 I can't leave the house
你爸今天心情不好 我不能走开 Your father's having a bad day. I just can't
那我能过来吗？ 我们可以就散散步？ Maybe I could just come by? We could go for a walk?
今天不太好 Not a good time
你不关心我了吗？ Don't you care about me?
别想摆布我！ Don't manipulate me!
我不明白！ 你从我们的生活里消失了 I don't get it! You disappear from our lives
然后突然的 你出现在我的办公室 Suddenly, you show up at the office
又突然的打电话来 我有叫你这样做吗？ You call out of the blue. Did I ask you to?
我远离你是因为… I stayed away from you because...
在我可以诚实做自己前我不想和你们见面！ I didn't want to see you until I'd be honest!
直到我蜕变了 直到我变成自己！ Until I had changed! Until I was myself!
很好！ 恭喜你啊！ 你得到你想要的了！ Fine! Hooray! You got what you wanted!
但不是你想要什么就能得到什么 But you can 't have it all
我警告过你 我警告过 可是你从来不听！ I warned you, damn it! I did , but you never listen!
你爱怎样就怎样 但今天我不能让你爸爸知道你的事！ Do what you want, but I can't do this to your father!
我不准！ I won't!
下周再说 Maybe next week
不 必须是今天 我今天很难受 No, it has to be today, I'm not doing well
你明白吗？ Do you understand?
我很难受 妈妈 这很重要 I'm not doing well, Mom. This is important
我得挂了 你爸爸在叫我了 I have to go. Your dad's calling
等等！ Wait!
也许我们下周可以一起 Maybe we can hook up next week
我们可以去博物馆… Go to a museum...
随便你吧 随便吧 Whatever. Maybe
我不知道 再说 I don't know. We'll see
你不再爱我了 对吗？ Don't you love me anymore?
来了 皮埃尔！ I'm coming, Pierre!
对不起 I'm sorry
把这儿当家吧 Make yourself at home
真的对不起 I'm so sorry
西蒙·贝理勒 I'm Simon Belisle
劳伦斯·阿利亚 Laurence Alia
请叫我宝贝玫瑰 Call me Baby Rose
我更习惯这个称呼 I'm more used to it
可惜姑娘们都不在 不然我可以把你引见给她们 Too bad the girls aren't around. I'd have introduced you
老骚妇们让我加入了她们的乐队 Old broads that got me to join their band
这儿有个后门 There's a back door
你可以避开那些看稀奇的人 You'll avoid the window-Shopping dinosaurs
就在那边 Right there
没事 没事的… Doesn't matter, doesn't matter...
能告诉我你的脸怎么了吗？ May I know what happened to your face?
拜托？ Please?
我跟你说过了 I told you
我从楼梯上摔下来了 I fell down the stairs
从楼梯平台上 From a landing
楼梯平台 还是直升机？ A landing or a helicopter?
我知道 我一般不踩空 I know, I didn't miss
该死的台阶太滑 Damn slippery steps
谢谢 Thank you
我被解雇了 I got fired
我知道听上去很可怕 但…我会有遣散费 I know it's scary, but... I'll get severance
在我写书的同时我们可以靠它过活 We'll live on it while I'm writing
我们可以用这笔钱去乡下玩 We should use it to go to the country
或者去黑岛… Or to the Isle of Black...
女士？ 再加点咖啡好吗？ 谢谢 Ma'am? Some more coffee, please?
当然 Sure
你也要吗 先生？ How about you, sir?
我是说 女士？ I mean, ma'am?
抱歉啊 不过… Sorry, but...
现在这年头 很难分清楚 是不是？ We can't really tell, huh? Nowadays...
尤其当你是这身打扮 我是说… 很可爱啊 Especially with that look. I mean ... It's so cute
谢谢 我已经习惯了 Thank you. I'm used to it
你能行的 You're going to make it
我们会有办法 We'll find a way
你可以去看医生 You'll see a doctor
我会在家里写作 一切都会好的 I'll stay home and write. It'll be fine
我们能治好你 We'll fix you
是吗？ Oh, yeah?
我真要指望你了 I'm counting on you
你才是家里的男人 You're the man
真的很新鲜哦 我是说 这一身！ Hell , it's original. I mean, what a look!
是为了好玩还是… Is it just for fun or...
厨房的伙计想知道 The kitchen staff was wondering
我们在大街上看到很多这样的 有的还是职业的 We see a lot of them in the street. Some are professionals
你们是一对吗？ Are you guys together?
很可爱的一对 生活在阴影下很难吧？ Cute couple. Hard to stay in the shade, huh?
死蠢的臭八婆！ You stupid old bag!
有点礼貌啊 小姐！ Show some manners, miss!
你他妈的以为自己是谁？ Who the fuck do you think you are?
问的都他妈的什么傻逼问题？ What's with the stupid fucking questions?
我好奇啊！ 这不是很正常… I'm curious! How can I not...
冷静啊！ Relax!
今天星期六 很多来吃早午餐的人！ It's Saturday brunch and we're packed!
这儿谁管事？ Who's in charge here?
我 能为您做什么？ I am. What can I do for you?
这就是你能为我做的 简单得不得了 Here's what you can do for me. It's simple as hell
别跟我讲话 别问问题 Don't talk to me. Don't ask questions
把你的傻婊子意见留给自己！ Keep your dumbass-Bitch opinions to yourself!
就这样！ End of story!
我们能在家长教师联谊会和栅栏外面好好的活一次吗？ Can't we fucking exist outside PTAs and picket fences?
我们能不能呼吸该死的空气 Can we breathe this goddamn air
在这该死的城市享受该死的宁静？ And have goddamn peace in this buttcrack town?
你吓到客人了！ You're scaring the customers!
我吓到客人了？ I'm scaring the customers?
我吓到客人了？ 是你傻逼 贱人！ I'm scaring the customers? You're a riot, bitch!
他的指甲油吓得你屁滚尿流了吧？ His nail polish must scare the shit outta you, huh?
大家快躲到桌下去！ Everybody under their desks!
看着我 Look at me
我在跟你讲话 I'm talking to you
你有给你的男人买过假发吗？ Ever bought your man a wig?
没有吧 Didn't think so
你有担心过他在街上被人毒打 Ever been afraid he'd get beaten on the street
体无完肤的走回家吗？ And not come home in one piece?
你是我吗？ 你活过我的生活吗？ Do you walk in my shoes? Do you live my life?
你 带着你的问题 滚出我的视线！ You and your questions, stay out of my life!
你没资格问我们！ You have no right over me!
你没资格和我们讲话！ You don't have the right to talk to us!
倒你的咖啡 端你的盘子 Serve coffee, bring food
收你的钱 Pick up your dollar
然后闭上他妈的嘴！ And shut the fuck up!
"星期六早午餐" "Saturday brunch"
嘿！ 给我省省吧！ Hey! Give me a fucking break!
等等 弗蕾德 等等！ Damn it, Fred, wait!
不要跟过来！ Leave me alone!
谢谢你刚才… Thank you for...
别这样！ Stop it!
"你能治好我！" "You're gonna fix me!"
你和我 到底谁更需要… Between you and me, who really needs...
出租车 Taxi
到底谁真的需要被治愈？ Who really needs to be fixed?
我要一个人静静 Leave me alone
艾丽兹？ Elise?
嘿 是我 弗蕾德 Hi, it's Fred
弗蕾德·贝拉 安德鲁的女儿 Fred Belair, Andree's daughter
你还有今晚剧院的票吗？ Do you still have that tick et for the Cinébal tonight?
所以你就是"宝贝"昨天救的那个啊 So you're the one Baby helped yesterday
是的 Yes
谢谢您邀请我 Thanks for having me
荣幸是我们的 The pleasure is ours
我们喜欢访客 We love visitors
你的脸怎么了？ Who did this to you?
我跟人打架了 I got into a fight
真的假的 爱因斯坦！ No kidding, Einstein!
会变得更好…个屁 It gets better, my ass
我是妈妈玫瑰 I'm Mama Rose
劳伦斯·阿利亚 Laurence Alia
阿利亚？ Alia?
像那个卫浴品牌？ Like the cans?
那个卖马桶和浴盆的公司吗？ The toilet bowl and bidet company?
这是我妹妹 姑姑玫瑰 This is my sister, Auntie Rose
你好 Charmed
苏淇玫瑰 我的表妹 Shookie Rose, my cousin
你好啊 Thrilled
达达玫瑰 Dada Rose...
我70年代的爱人 My '70s lover
看谁被遗忘了！ Guess who slipped!
最后嘛 宝贝玫瑰… And finally, Baby Rose...
我的儿子 My son
"你的儿子"拜托！ "Your son", puh-Lease!
收声！ Silence!
事实上 宝贝和楼下仓库的人工作 In fact, Baby works with the people down here at the warehouse
不管你信不信 我还是它的老板 Which, believe it or not, I own
楼下？ Down where?
没错 仓库 Right. The warehouse
哒哒！ Shazzam!
见他妈的鬼！ Holy shit!
我不明白 你们是歌伶还是… I don't get it. Are you guys singers or...
为什么不可以是两者？ How about both?
我们搬进来时就带了很多东西 We brought stuff over when we moved in
我哥哥最先来 这儿本来是他的 他过世了 My brother was already here. He owned this. He died
我们继承了它 但我们不是做生意的料 We inherited, but it's not our thing
我们更喜爱表演事业 We're into show business
但表演可付不起账单 But that doesn't pay the bills
有大堆的深柜同志 We get a bunch of closeted queers
愿意放下俄勒冈州的妻儿猫咪 Who'll merrily dump wife, kids and cat in Oregon
来这儿鬼混和讨价还价买一片陶瓷碗… To come here and haggle over a fragment of a porcelain bowl...
却不知道罗伯斯庇尔可能在里面拉过屎！ In which Robespierre may have dropped a deuce!
所以在你面前的就是… So there you have 'em...
五支玫瑰 The Five Roses
全世界最大型的合唱曲目 The largest song repertoire in the world
其实是对嘴 It's lip synch
那你呢？ How about you?
讲讲你 Do tell
你在想什么？ What's on your mind?
有多少次？ How many times?
- 一个月了 - 我是问有几次？ - It's been a month. - How many times?
给我个数 Give me a number
有几次？ How many times?
- 一个月 - 我说了 次数！ - It's been a month - Give me a number, I said!
- 5次？ 6次？ - - 5次？ 6次？ - Five or six? - - Five or six?
5次 Five
那就是7次 Seven, then
斯黛芙会过来帮我收拾 Stef will help me pack later today
我们会在晚餐前搞定 We'll be done by dinner
你不想见我也没关系 It's okay if you don't want to see me again
下周我们搬到三河城 (魁北克南部城市) I'm moving to Three-Rivers next week
公寓全部归你了 The apartment is all yours
你真是控制狂啊！ What a manipulator!
跟你妈妈一样 Like your mother
我猜是她在为你搬家买单吧？ I guess she's paying for the move and everything else?
那女人连你一半的智慧都没有 That woman's not half as smart as you are
够了 Stop it
这下你安全了 You'll be safe now
你有安全感了 You'll be safe
你安全了 是吗？ You'll be safe, is that it?
我们的关系可能不"安全"但绝对不"乏味" Our love wasn't"safe,"but it wasn't"dumb"
你想要什么 弗蕾德？ 想要什么？ What is it you want, Fred? What is it?
一个孩子吗？ 一个房子吗？ A child? A house?
我可以给你那些 I can give you that
我会改变 这只是一个调整阶段 这很正常 I'll change. This is just an adjustment period, it's normal
这不是我们的错 我们只是还没机会验证 Nothing to do with us. We haven't had a chance
你为什么穿成这样？ 为什么？ Why are you dressed like this? Why?
为什么不正常点 穿得像女人？ Why not normal , as a woman?
为了让你高兴 宝贝 To please you, baby
- 告诉我… - 别！ - Tell me... - Stop!
告诉我你没有爱上他 Tell me you're not in love
你爱上他了吗？ Are you in love?
回答我 Answer me
不 说出来！ No, say it!
- 我要听到你亲口说 - 是 - I want to hear it! - Yes
是 你爱上他了？ Yes, you're in love?
是 我爱上他了 Yes, I'm in love
买单 谢谢 Check, please
进来 Come in
快！ Come on!
我该说那封我从没寄出去的信吗？ Should I talk about the letters I never sent?
写给"A.Z."女士的 To the"A.Z."Woman
你这样称呼她 是不是感觉想… By calling her that, don't you feel you are...
把她物化？ Objectifying her?
不 No
我称她为A.Z.女士 是因为一切都从她开始 I call her"A.Z."Because it all begins
以她结束 And ends with her
她不是什么序列号或条形码 It's not a serial number or a bar code
于是我给她写了封信 So I wrote to her
我从没寄出那封信 Letters I never sent
我把它要么扔到了水沟 要么就是马桶 Letters I threw in the gutter or flushed away
啊 漂流瓶那样吗？ Like bottles into the sea?
反正漂流到臭水里面了 Into an ocean of shit, maybe
不不 比这浪漫多了 No, it's far more romantic
想象一个隐士 Picture it, a hermit
一个住在山沟的洞居人 A cave-Dweller, who lives in the sewers
他发现了这些信 Discovers the letters
他收集整理 读完它们 然后开始做梦 He collects them, reads them, then starts dreaming
甚至有点嫉妒这个爱情 Even envies that love, perhaps
我想那段时间我大概写了一千封信 I think I wrote a thousand letters, that time
我依然记得那个村舍的那个房间 I still remember the room in that little cottage
当然 这些就别记录下来了 All of this is off the record, of course
亲爱的 我们已经停止记录很久了 Honey we've been out through record for a while now
我本来可以给她写首歌 I could've written her a song instead
"不要离开我"这一类的 "Ne Me Quitte Pas". Something lik e that
比利时人说话慢 但他们言简意赅 Belgians speak slowly, but they keep it simple
你在哪儿？ Where are you?
你穿着什么？ What are you wearing?
你在做什么？ What are you doing?
什么？ Excuse me?
"你在哪儿？ 你穿着什么？" "Where are you? What are you wearing?"
这些是我起床后问自己的问题 Those were...questions I'd ask myself when I woke up
想起她时的问题 Thinking of her
而在睡觉前… And I'd go to bed...
我也带着同样的问题 With the same questions
到某个时候 我需要答案了 At some point, I needed answers
里奥？ Leo?
我准备好了 快点！ I'm ready, hurry up!
- 女士？ - 嗯？ - Ma'am? - Yes?
抱歉 豆蔻还有吗？ Excuse me, where's the cardamom?
货架上没有就没有了 你可以用生姜 If there's any left, it should be there. Otherwise, use some ginger
或者姜粉 都一样的 Or curcumint. Same crap
听话 里奥 别把苹果压倒了 Do me a favor, Leo, don't crush the apples
好了 里奥 我们找到糖果了… Here we go, Leo... candies
我买些给你今晚的朋友们 I bought stuff for your friends tonight
我觉得我们该出去吃顿饭了 今天可是圣诞 I thought we'd go out for lunch for a change. It's Christmas
街上一个人都没有 不奇怪吗？ The streets are empty. Isn't that weird?
午饭？ 出去吃？ Lunch? Out?
你在跟我说话吗？ Were you talking to me?
你知道我戴上耳机后什么都听不见的 You know I can't hear a thing with these on
你不记得了吗？ Ever gonna remember?
所以什么事？ So what is it?
你想一起出去吃饭吗？ Would you like to go out for lunch?
然后跟很多人挤 不 不要了 And bump into people? No way
今天才24号 Today is the 24th
在他们来之前 我有事情要做 And I have things to do. Before they get here
我记得你说过下班后会和我们一起喝香槟 You said you'd join us for champagne after your shift
你下班后还要不要和我们一起？ Are you still joining us after your shift?
要！ Yes!
嘿 今晚我能借用你的车吗？ Hey, can I borrow your car tonight?
干嘛？ What for?
买东西啊 Errands
商店5点就关门 Stores close at five
该买的我都买了 I already bought all the food we need
不是要买那些东西 Not that kind of errands
是那些… It's not...
拜托！ Come on!
给 Here
为什么？ 为什么带这么多东西？ Why? Why did you bring so much?
别抱怨 今天圣诞节！ Stop whining, it's Christmas!
你要搬来住吗 还是跟儒勒·凡尔纳一起去环游世界啊？ Are you moving in? Or going on a world tour with fucking Jules Verne?
大过节 你的笑容去哪儿了？ Where's your Christmas smile?
你把化妆袋忘在后座了！ You forgot your make-Up artist on the backseat!
你姐姐比你好多了！ I missed your sister!
谢天谢地是在外面吃 我可准备不好 Thank God for caterers. I'm so not ready
他们家的人5点半会到 我紧张死了 Everyone's coming at 5:30 sharp. I'm freaking out
他们总是那么准时 还有提前的 They're all so fucking punctual. Some even come early
真粗鄙！ 真是乡巴佬！ How rude! How provincial!
- 艾伯特在哪儿？ - 跟你说了 他要陪客户 - Where's Albert? - I told you, he's with a client
还有我的豆蔻蛋糕没了！ My cardamom cake!
少了它不会死的！ That cake just won't die!
我很高兴看到你 I'm happy to see you
有时候我… Sometimes I...
真的这么想 I really am
知道吗 假如你觉得… You know, if you ever feel...
呃 觉得… Well, feel...
我是说假如你周末有空 可以给我打电话 I mean if you're free for a week-End, call me
我可以开车去接你 然后送你回去 I'll pick you up and drive you back
我已经每个月过来一次了 I already visit once a month, you know
我知道！ I know!
哎呀！ 有人后悔结婚了！ Ouch! Someone regrets married life!
你说什么？ Excuse me?
弗蕾德里克？ 里奥不肯洗澡 Fréderique? Leo won't take his bath
他说肥皂会让他的超能力消失 Soap destroys his magic powers
他烦我的超能力怎么就不消失 Not his power to piss me off
小孩的幻想嘛！ 你什么时候开始抽烟的？ Pure fantasy! When did you start smoking?
你需要多少钱？ How much do you need?
去给自己买件像样的冬衣 看你的样子吧！ To buy yourself a decent winter coat. Look at you!
- 就像卖火柴的小女孩 - 不用 谢谢 - The Little Match Girl - No, thanks
不过我可以笑纳一点钱去买可卡因 But I'll take cash for a little coke instead
黄瓜酸的！ Pickles!
蠢女人！ Dumb bitch!
上帝啊 玛丽！ 星期天你要忏悔！ Jesus, Mary! Full confession on Sunday!
没关系 没事 It's okay
让我来收拾 让我来！ Let me help you. Let me help!
不 不用！ 大家离开厨房就好 大家都是！ No! Just get out of the kitchen. All of you !
抱歉 我不想显得无礼 但是… Sorry. I don't mean to be rude, but...
注意了 小子！ Watch it, kid!
凯文 亲爱的 过来 Kevin, honey, come here
没事的 小蝴蝶 All is well, butterfly
聚会办得很成功！ Your shindig's a triumph!
冷静 Stay calm
妈的！ Damn it!
别 我就抽这个 Don't. Only me
抱歉说了那样的话 I regret what I said
你不用道歉 I have no regrets
女主人在这儿啊！ The lady of the house!
小心 这儿一团糟 Watch out, it's a mess
一团糟 Everywhere
听说你获得了亲和大使的封号？ I hear you're Miss Congeniality?
又调度 又下厨 很多头衔到你身上啊 Bouncer, chef... That's a lot of hats to wear
能去楼下拿瓶酒上来吗？ Will you get a bottle from downstairs?
亲爱的？ Honey?
去开个房间！ Get a room!
酒 The wine
等我先把这儿收拾干净 Let me just clean up first
可怜的姑姑！ Poor Auntie!
她被这孩子整惨了 She went through hell with this kid
孩子们 没有故事画册 自己看着办吧 Sons! There's no lookbook. Do what you can, ma'am
姑姑人呢？ Where's Auntie?
可怜的人 Poor thing
每一年 我们的波兰邻居都会邀请我们过去喝鱼汤 Every year, our Polish neighbour has us over for her fish zuppa
姑姑每次都闹肚子 Auntie's always had a dramatic tummy
她说俄哈芙啊 就是那波兰邻居 But she said Ograh , the Polish neighbor
她想毒死我们 Tried to poison us
她整晚都坐在马桶上呻吟 She sat all night long making love to the toilet bowl
现在还在医院里 She's still at the hospital
大喊着"汤有毒"！ Screaming"Poison!"
喝起来倒像是鱼的精液 Tastes like fish sperm anyway
这不可能吧 你们有什么证据？ It makes no sense. Any evidence?
证据？ The evidence?
她都拉到裤子上了！ She pissed it out her ass!
我们干杯 Let's drink
好开心！ I'm so happy!
为我们的家人干杯 I raise my glass to my family
丹尼尔… Daniel...
西蒙… Simon...
还有仍然在蒙特利尔医院上吐下泻的特丽莎 Teresa who is throwing up in Montreal
还有夏达儿… Chantal ...
敬夏伦娜 我们的女主人 To Charlene, our hostess
还有劳伦斯的诗歌集 And to Laurence's book of poetry
下周就出版了吧！ Which is due next month!
敬我们的男主人劳伦斯 A toast to Laurence, our host
是女主人啦！ Host- Ess!
我说错了 是"女主人" Silly me!"Hostess.
而且是"女诗人"！ And"Poetess"!
我爸爸曾经说过 My father used to say
"诗人从来不是冬天的点缀" "Poets never dress for winter"
"但冬天有他们也不是坏事" "But winter for them is no harm"
"因为一个诗人的心" "For a poet's heart"
"能成为火种" "Keeps him warm"
除非它燃烧 直到结冰 Unless it burnt to ice
说得真美！ Beautiful!
妈妈的小诗人！ Mama's little poet!
甜蜜死了！ Cutie pie!
好了！ 大家干杯！ 圣诞快乐！ Enough! Cheers everyone! Merry Christmas!
祝成功和做更多爱！ To success and more sex!
当然的 苏琪 Sure, Shookie
我下周去律师那儿完成书面文件 I'm seeing a lawyer next week to finalize the paperwork
他们正在忙着研究 询问 They're doing research, inquests, stuff
可能要好几个月 It can take months
不过我可以转些钱给你 But I can wire you some money
- 你确定还可以吗？ - 是的 妈妈 - Are you sure you're okay? - Yes, mom
我现在可忙了 I'm swamped right now
好多稿子要读 我可以 Tons of manuscripts to read. I'm good
你很美！ You look great!
为什么？ Why?
什么为什么？ 你就是很美 "Why?"Because. You look great
你的妆 你的眼睛 你的外套…都很美 Your make-Up, your eyes, your outfit... You look great
你也一样 So do you
你进城的时候会顺便看看我的房子吗？ Will you come to my loft when you're in town?
什么房子？ What loft?
我说话你有没有在听啊？ Don't you ever listen to me?
我跟你说了我要搬家 I told you I was going to move
我在城里找了个房子 I found a loft downtown
你可以换性别 我也可以换住址啊！ You changed sex, I changed my address!
有遇到什么人吗？ Anyone in your life?
嗯 Yeah
还有她的消息吗…她… Ever hear from...
我喜欢夏洛特 I like Charlotte
我们为下周末预留了一间村舍 We rented a small cottage for next weekend
她能理解我 She understands me
她能照顾我 She takes care of me
那反过来呢？ And vice-Versa?
你能对她诚实吗？？ Are you being honest?
来 Here
给你的 This is for you
- 礼物 - 妈妈你不用这样… - A present. - You shouldn't...
打开！ Come on!
我们要想念你的公车了 We're going to miss your bus
当你还是孩子的时候 每次搭上公车车 When you were a kid and took the bus
总是会打电话来汇报 很烦人 You always called to check in. It was annoying
真的很烦人 Really annoying
我不喜欢责任 习惯这些东西… I don't like obligations, conventions...
我从来都把你看做是住家女性 I always saw you as a woman who just lived in the house
从没这么深刻感觉你是我妈妈过 Never as my mother
我也从没感觉你是我儿子过 And I never saw you as my son
我把你看做我的女儿了 But I do see you as my daughter
普鲁玛出版社 Plumart Publishers
你好 我从加拿大打来的 Hello. I'm calling from Canada
我想… I'd like to...
我想给你们旗下一位作者写封信 I'd like to send a letter to one of your authors
劳伦斯 你越过了我的生活边界 Laurance. You have crossed the borders of my life
我的城市边界 我的街道边界 Of my town, of my street
剩下的惟有我的正门 All that's left is my front door
我想你知道该到哪儿找我 弗蕾德 I think you know where to find me. Fred
牛奶？ 糖？ Milk? Sugar?
你的外套 Your coat
需要帮手吗？ Need a hand?
想全脱掉吗？ Want to take it all off?
别急 Not yet
- 我们只有3个小时 - 那它就是一辈子！ - We have three hours - It's a lifetime!
你监视我有多久了？ How long have you been spying?
一年以上 For over a year
你怎么知道的？ How did you find out?
劳伦斯 是你把你的书寄给了我 Laurence, you sent me your book
我倒是意外你的手有如此之长 I'd be surprised if your arm was long enough
能从巴黎伸到这儿 把我房子的一块砖涂上颜色 To reach from Paris to here and paint a brick on my house
做的漂亮 Good job
我是说那块粉红的砖 With the pink brick, I mean
想开个我们的清单吗？ Want to make a list?
这个巴厘岛的舞者… This little Balinese dancer...
往左一点好 Slightly to the left
这样太过了 That's too much
太过了？ That's too much?
等等 Wait
现在就不好说了！ Now we can't tell!
好了 这两个… Ok, these two...
这两个玻璃瓶… These two decanters...
要换位 Switched
很好！ Perfect!
这头小公牛… This little bull...
小公牛和他的朋友小美人鱼… The bull and his friend the mermaid...
让小美人鱼上小公牛 The mermaid fucks the bull
来点黑巧克力？ Want some dark chocolate?
你变了！ You've changed!
就知道你会那这么说 I knew you'd say that
黑巧克力不是"人类天生喜欢自毁的倾向"吗？ Wasn't it"a strong sign of men's self-Destructive nature"?
"人为什么要自我伤害？" "Why the self-Inflicted torture?"
-"不管多么轻…"-"… 多么柔" -"However light... -"...however slight"
还是回到最不爽的单子吧 Back to our old list
下一条 Next
- 跟我走 - 那个难看的雕塑… - Come with me - That hideous statue...
"那个难看的雕塑" "Hideous statue"
跟我走吧 Come with me
来吧 Come on
我的天！ 看你 你就像把枪！ Oh my god! Look at you, you're a gun!
抱歉 我是说 你就炸弹！ I mean I'm sorry, you're a bomb!
但是我是随意挑选那个地方的吗？ But had I picked that place randomly?
当我第一次走进玫瑰俱乐部 When I first met the Pink Club
妈妈玫瑰告诉我 她的一个朋友搬来了这里 Mama Rose said a friend of hers had moved here
和她的爱人一起 With her lover
事实上… Well...
和一个曾是女人的男人 A man who'd been a woman
我想我们亲眼看见 I wanted us to see that
看见这是有可能的 To see it was possible
我的天！ 亲爱的 没有什么能阻止你 Oh my god! Dear nothing's stopping you
喂 你洗澡了吗 宝贝儿？ Hey. Did you take a bath, my love?
你会很快回来吗？ Are you coming back soon?
是的 我的天使 妈妈不能给你确切日期 Yes, my angel. Mommy can't really give you a date
不过就一周或两周 最多两周 我就回来 好吗？ But in a week or two, two weeks tops, I should be back, ok?
我已经等不及要挠你咯吱窝了！ And I can't wait to tickle-Tickle you!
- 一切还顺利吗 亲爱的？ - 顺利 很好 - How's it going, love? - Fine, fine
就说这么多吧… This is just a quick call...
我们这儿的天快黑了 我得挂了 We're moving on to the night scenes, I have to get back
- 随时打给我 我爱你 - 我也是 拜 - Call back anytime. Love you. - Me too. Bye
我一个蒙特利尔的朋友 Friends of mine from Montreal
认识一个住这儿的男的 Know a guy who lives here
还有他的老婆 With his wife
我今天给他打电话了 他邀请我们过去 I called him today. He invited us over
为什么不！ Why not!
- 晚上好 - 晚上好 - Good evening - Good evening
你的儿子没一起来吗？ Your son didn't come with you?
没 没… Nope. No...
你的酒光了 You're empty
谢谢 Thank you
所以你住在这儿七年还是八年了？ So you've lived here for seven, eight years?
真厉害！ 你不怀恋大城市吗？ Amazing! Don't you miss the city?
这儿很平静 It's peaceful here
反正我们也一直在家工作 We always worked from home, anyway
哪怕住城市也一样 Even in the city
但手术让情况复杂了些 The operation complicated things
家庭… Family...
工作… Work...
我们需要喘口气了 We needed a break
我能问一下 是什么"手术"？ If I may, what is this"operation"?
我听到亚历山大一直有说什么"手术"… Alexander was going on about"the operation"...
是肺部手术吗？ 还是… Was it a lung thing? Is that...
你们为什么要离开城市？ Why you left the city?
不 是变性手术 No, the sex change operation
谁？ Who?
亚历山大 Alexander
我觉得我把蛋糕烤焦了 I think I burnt the cake
我总这样 I always do
幸好我的砂锅炖菜还不错 可是蛋糕就别提了！ Glad you liked the pot-Au-Feu, but the cake, mon Dieu!
你认识妈妈玫瑰吧 你女友的朋友 You know Mama Rose, don't you? Your chick's friend
她有句名言:"你不能同时拥有和享用一块蛋糕" Her motto is:"You can't have your cake and eat it too."
然后达达就会接句:"蛋糕师的蛋蛋也一样！" And Dada always adds:"As well as the baker's balls!"
亚历山大？ Alexander?
能过来帮个手吗？ Can you give me a hand?
- 我能用一下你们的电话吗？ - 当然 - May I use your phone? - Of course
在门厅 By the front door
我得给我妹妹打个电话 I need to call my sister
打完到花房来找我们 Then join us in the greenhouse
还需要什么吗？ What else do we need?
我想听到你的声音 I needed to hear your voice
是吗？ You did?
怎么样 你还好吧？ How was your day?
还行 没什么特别的 Fine. Nothing special
实际上 我和剧组正在当地一些人的家里吃饭 Actually, I'm having dinner with the crew at some locals
大家还在用餐 不过… We're still eating, but...
- 我今天见到夏洛特了 - 夏洛特？ - I met Charlotte yesterday - Charlotte?
夏洛特 你前男友劳伦斯的女友 Charlotte, your ex's girlfriend of Laurence
劳伦斯·阿利亚？ Laurence Alia?
是的 Yes
正和你一起的那个 Who's with you right now
我忘了告诉你 劳伦斯也在剧组里面 I forgot to tell you , he's part of the shoot
拜托 你知道我没这么愚蠢 Come on, you know I'm smarter than that
过你想过的生活 做你想做的事 Live what you want, do what you like
有什么事 等你回家我们再说 We'll talk when you get back
我们刚还在问劳伦斯… We were just asking Laurence...
你们在一起有多久了？ How long have you been together?
怎么了？ What's wrong?
9年了 Nine years
断断续续的 On and off
这个大麻是本地的吗？ This hash is local?
本的哥哥住卡萨布兰卡 所以… Ben's brother lives in Casablanca, so…
你们试过鸦片吗？ Ever tried opium?
没 没试过 No, I haven't
想不想试试？ Would you like to?
不了 不用了 Not really
今晚不行 Not tonight
抱歉 我不想扫兴 不过你还要开车 劳伦斯 Sorry, I don't want to be a drag , but you're driving, Laurence
是的 Right
那就不了 谢谢 Then, no, thanks
所以你们俩… So you guys are...
一直在一起 不管什么吗 Together no matter what
你们从来没分开过 And you've never split up
那么芬妮 你还是拉拉吗？ Were you already a lesbian, Fanny?
嗯 在我看来 对的人才是最重要的 Well. For me, what matters is the person
亚历山大… Alexander...
亚历桑德拉… Alexandra...
亚历桑德琳… Alexandrine...
我跟着我的内心走 I follow the logic of my heart
当然 Of course
性别对我来说是肤浅的 Gender is shallow to me
"跟着你的内心走"？ "The logic of your heart"?
外表可能会带欺骗性 Looks can be quite deceiving
坦白说 对你来说可能很容易 Let's be honest, it's easier for you
因为你看不出男女转变 Because you can't tell
但对我来说… But I...
我一直觉得我在欺骗自己 I always feel I'm lying to myself
逃避事实 Hiding from the truth
什么事实？ What truth?
我是说 你把"真相"两个字加着重号了对吗？ I mean you're talking truth the capital 'T'
就像在做警句摘抄本 是这样吗？ You're like a board of wisdom, is that it?
我已经从科学上被证明… Scientifically it is been proven...
是一个长在女人身体里的男人 That I was born a man in a woman's body
无论生理 还是心理 As physical as psychological
假如存在什么什么事实 If there was any truth
就是我生来应该是带把儿的 I'm born with a dick
他们证明了幸福也是可能的… They prove happiness is...
"幸福！" "Happiness!"
现实点！"幸福"！ 他们住在简陋的破房子！ Get real!"Happiness!"They live in a shitty shack!
烘焙廉价的鸦片 周围全是杂草！ Baked as fuck on cheap opium , surrounded by inbreds!
他们会躲在这儿 因为在城市里他会被人用石头砸死！ They're buried here because over there he'd be stoned to death!
"幸福！" "Happiness!"
还有她！ 那个女的！ And her! HER!
"外表可能带有欺骗性" "Looks can be quite deceiving"
谢谢提醒 怪胎！ Thanks for the tip, freak!
"谢谢你 这个奖是我应得的！" "Thank you, I deserve this award!"
假如他是胖子 她早把他给甩了！ 装逼货！ If he was fat, she'd dump him! Fuckin' phony!
你妹妹在电话里到底跟你说了什么？ What did your sister tell you?
谁是夏洛特？ Who's Charlotte?
她到底是谁？ Who the fuck is she?
她是…你怎么知道她的？ She's... How did you find out?
那个贱人去我的家 在我们背后捅了一刀！ That bitch came to my house and stabbed us in the back!
她知道我们来这儿？ She knew we were here?
我不知道 最后一次见到她的时候我在收拾行李 I don't know. Last time I saw her, I was packing
谁跟你说的？ Who told you?
艾伯特吗？ Albert?
你觉得我会毁掉我的整个生活 You thought I'd jeopardize my whole life
就因为冬天和你来这个小岛逛了一圈？ Just for a winter safari on an island?
你跟他是怎么说的？ What did you tell him about us?
我说我在拍外景 I told him I was going on a shoot
所以你对他撒谎了 You lied to him
还有对我 And to me, too
是的 我撒谎了 你撒谎了 他们撒谎了 大家都撒谎了！ Yes, I lied, you lied, they lied, we all lied!
如果不是你的贱人女友出来搅事本来会很顺利 It would've worked if your fucking girlfriend
她不是我的女友 好吗！ She's not my girlfriend, OK!
不 我只是好奇 就这样！ No. I'm just curious! That's it!
对了 谁是"达达"？ By the way, who is this"Dada"?
还有"妈妈玫瑰"？ 妓女吗？ And"Mama Rose"? Prostitutes?
注意点！ 他们不是妓女！ Watch it! They're not prostitutes!
他们是歌伶 我在我们分手前就认识的 They're singers I met before we split
他们帮助了我很多 And they helped me a lot
夏洛特是个好女孩 我们做爱了 Charlotte's a nice girl. We fucked
她爱我 但我一直在等待 She loved me, but I was waiting
- 等待什么？ - 你觉得我在等待什么 蠢货？ - For what? - What do you think, you idiot?
你想要我放弃我的生活吗？ You want me to give up my life?
为你毁掉我的生活吗？ Ruin my life for you?
真是个自高自大的男人！ What a pretentious man you are!
是"女人！""自高自大的女人！"而且你也一样！ "Woman!""Pretentious woman!"Well, so are you!
我以为我们可以回到从前 I thought we could go back
回到你拐向平凡生活前的日子 To where we were before your side trip into normal life
你觉得自己比我聪明吗 You think you're smarter than I am
可是不！ But you're not!
你觉得我看不出你的把戏吗？ You think I buy your little sham?
多么美好！ 跟我做爱 陪我跳舞 谢谢啊 How wonderful! We fuck, we dance, thank you
你做这些是为了我 就像在做一个慈善！ But you're doing it for me. Like it's charity!
那你想要我怎么样？ What do you want from me?
跟我一样！ 享受生活 享受我们的故事 享受我们的爱情！ Do what I do! Enjoy life, enjoy our story, enjoy our love!
任何事 任何人都不能阻隔我们！ Nothing, no one can come between us!
- 除了你！ - 不 是你！ - Except you! - No, you!
他妈的才不是！ 这是你想要的 Fuck no! You wanted this
我们试过了！ 我们做过了！ 但你不能全部拥有！ We tried, we did it! But you can't have it all!
你做出了决定 我尊重它 You made a choice, I respect that
但你把我们有的一切都用来赌博 But you risked everything we had
然后我们输了 这是你的错 好吗！ And we lost it. And it's all your fault, okay!
是啊 没错 来我的家 So, sure, come home
来监视我 寄给我你的书… Come spy on me, send me your book
完全不顾我已经建立的生活… 就在我的头顶上拉屎！ Dismiss the life I've built for myself... even piss in my gas tank!
这就是你 我也可以考虑搬到什么地方监视你啊 That's you. I could think of moving somewhere to spy on you
只是考虑 但不会行动 Think, but not do
而这就是你让我飙火的地方！ 你让我飙火！ That's what pisses me off! You piss me off!
因为我跟不上你的步调！ 'Cause I can't keep up with you!
我跟不上！ 我错掉了拍子！ I can't! I'll lose the beat!
我不想成为什么也不是 那个呆在你身边的什么 I don't want to be just a nothing. That nothing next to you
给你擦屁股的什么！ That nothing that wipes your ass!
我不是你的追星族！ I'm not a groupie!
就是这样吗？ 所以就选择乏味的家庭生活 That's the deal? Choose a boring family life
成为家庭主妇 最后变得孤独和废物？ Or become a woman and end up alone and a loser?
- 谢谢你的交心谈话啊！ - 你给我闭嘴！ - Thanks for the pep-Talk! - Oh, shut up!
当然不止这些！ 你懂个屁！ Of course, there's more! You understand shit!
而且你故意的！ 你知道我爱你！ And you do it on purpose! You know I love you!
我爱你胜过爱我的儿子！ I love you more than my son!
我不想要这样！ I don't want that!
那你想要怎样？ 嗯 你说啊！ What do you want, then? Come on, say it!
你想要什么？ What do you want?
一个男人！ A man!
你故意的吗 Cheap shot
我做不到 I'm not made for this
很抱歉 我不能看着这样的你 我不能 I'm sorry. I can't see you. I can't
我做不到！ 我不能搞砸我的一辈子好让你寻找到自己！ I just can't! I won't fuck up my life so you can find yourself!
我根本不该离开来这儿 I shouldn't have left
那你为什么离开 你这愚蠢该死的贱人？ Then why did you leave, you stupid fucking cunt?
因为我受不了一天到晚想着我们的孩子！ 'Cause I was sick of thinking about our child 24/7!
什么孩子？ What child?
什么孩子？ 弗蕾德？ What child, Fred?
什么孩子？ 妈的 什么孩子？ What child? Damn it, what child?
在你开始变装后… Just after your switch...
我被吓到了 I freaked out
我堕了胎 I had an abortion
因为我想留在你身边 'Cause I wanted to stay with you
我想… I wanted to...
我觉得我们可以 I thought we'd work it out
我觉得那样可以给我们更多时间 I thought it would give us time
那是世界末日吗？ Is it the end of the world?
也许你讨厌在这儿 只不过你必须在这儿 Maybe you just hate being here because you have to
不 我并不讨厌在这儿 No, I don 't hate being here
但我讨厌你迟到了45分钟 But I hate you being 45 minutes late
那咖啡由我请好了 Then the coffee is on me
我不想喝咖啡 我想试一下音 I don't want any coffee. Sound check
那啤酒呢？ A beer, then?
可以帮你放松 It will relax you
不 我不想放松… No. I don't want to relax...
现在是下午1点 我不想喝啤酒 I don't want a beer. It's 1 PM
音效很好 Sound's good
我们开始 We're on
那么 劳伦斯·阿利亚… So, Laurence Alia...
你刚从美国回来 You're just back from the US
最后一站 佛蒙特州 Vermont, in the end
上周回来的 Got back last week
女士 这太荒谬了 Look, this is ridiculous
来杯咖啡吧 我请你喝 Have a coffee, it's my treat
好吧 一杯脱因咖啡 Okay. A decaf
鉴于你的强人所难 Since you're harassing me
加上一点热牛奶 With a drop of hot milk
服务生 Waitress
那么… So...
3年后 你回到这儿是为了… After three years, you came back here for...
不仅仅是为新书发布吧？ Not just for your book launch, did you?
还有什么可以补充的趣事… Do you have anything to add that might interest...
或是跟读者有关的吗？ Or be relevant to the reader?
什么读者？ What reader?
你是在给我的出版商写作者简介 还是写我的自传？ Are you writing my profile for my publisher or just my biography?
听着 劳伦斯 Listen, Laurence
让我们把事情简单化好吗？ Let's just keep this simple shall we?
我问问题 你回答问题 I ask questions, you answer them
我找不到比这还有效率的方式了 I can't think of a more efficient approach
但如果你感到蔑视… But contempt...
那你呢？ What about you?
你不是也有点轻慢情绪吗？ Aren't you a tad contemptuous?
我是迟到了 可是… Yes, I was late, but...
从我们开始后 你从来没有正眼打量过我一次 Ever since we started, not once have you looked me in the eyes
是因为我上嘴唇还留有血迹？ Is there any blood left in that upper lip?
还是你害怕自己会变石头？ You think you'll turn to stone?
眼神对你来说重要吗？ Do looks matter to you?
我不知道 I don't know
空气对肺来说重要吗？ Does air matter to your lungs?
这不就好了 There you have it
之前住这儿的很恶心 Disgusting people lived here
他们带来了这么大的蟑螂！ They brought Cockroaches this big!
我只有请专业人士来清理 好贵的呢 I had to call the exterminator. Not cheap, that
花了我大笔钱！ Cost a fortune!
这是浴室 看着不错吧 设施齐全 This is bathroom. Looks great. Fully equipped
我给你弄了面镜子 全新的 古董店淘来的 I put mirror for you. Brand new. From antique shop
很贵呢 Fortune
这儿是卧室 Here you have bedroom
衣橱 很大的 适合你 Closets, very large, huge. Just for you
很独有的空间 It's unique space, bravo
从这儿可以直接看到漂亮的山上景色 And here, window reveal beautiful mountain, direct view
谁家的视野都没有我的好 绝对的 You'll never get this anywhere else. Never, ever
这儿是厨房 Here you have kitchen
很多的储物柜 With lots of storage space
烤炉 冰箱…哦 冰箱马上就送到 Stove, fridge... Well, fridge coming soon
我负责装 不要你钱 I put it in. Free for you
为你就破例一次 Just for you. Exception
抱歉啊 Excuse me
又怎么了？ What now?
回答你的问题 我之所以回来 To answer your question, I came back
是要见一些朋友 To see some people
还要处理一些事情 不是什么大事 And settle some things, Nothing major
我只是厌烦了住房车的生活 I was just tired of living in a trailer
我已经写完了我的书… I had finished my book...
而我的妈妈病了 所以… And my mother is ill, so...
你怎么能这样跟你妈妈说话？ Is that a way to speak to your mother?
住口！ Shut up!
回你的房间去！ Go to your room!
回你的放间 不然我就抽皮带了！ Go to your room or I get the belt!
让你的妈妈来听电话！ Give me your mother back!
嗯 我回家路上顺道去买 没问题 Sure! I'll get it on my way home. No problem
我老婆 一天打给我25次 My wife. Calls 25 times a day
爱我爱得发疯 She's crazy for me
嗨 女士 Hi, ma'am
在你的书里 In your book
你希望结束… You hope to end the divide
正常人和边缘人的间隔 Between the normal and the marginal
这很浪漫啊！ How romantic!
关于社会分隔… The social division...
我们都要走进新千年了不是吗？ We're entering a new millennium
哦 是啊 千禧年 Ah, yes, Y2K
我是说… I mean...
2000年除了千年虫之外 Beyond computer malfunction in 2000
为什么我们不许愿一些真正的变革呢？ Why not wish for real change?
我跳过了那一步 现在我怀念青春了 I made the leap. I think about the youth, now
他们拥有那么大把 What's in store for them
而我已经不在游戏中了 I'm not in the game anymore
我正在消耗作为一个女人的后半生 I'm living out the last half of a woman's life
每个女人最终都会 All women do, eventually
没错 但是…没有前半生 后半生又怎么会有意义呢？ Yes, but... the last half's nothing without the first
可你还是很漂亮 But you are beautiful
好吧 请等我看看我的笔记… Hold on, let me look at my notes...
你在寻找什么吗 劳伦斯·阿利亚先生？ What are you looking for, Laurence Alia?
在你的书"歌颂平凡"里 当你提到爱 In your book, In Praise of Normal , when you speak of love
你还提到一个叫"A.Z."的女人 You speak of a woman named"A.Z."
而这位"A.Z."女士 她是主要… The"A.Z."Woman. She is the main...
她是这本书的主要人物之一 One of the main characters in the novel
我们能谈谈她吗？ Can we talk about her?
都在书里了 It's all in the book
但是里有再见过她吗？ But have you seen that woman again?
- 你还好吗？ - 好 你呢？ - How are you? - Fine. You?
弗蕾德呢？ How's Fred?
噢 她还是离开艾伯特了 Yes, she did leave Albert
她回蒙特利尔了 我们很快就要和妈妈一起吃饭 She's back in Montreal, we're having dinner with mom soon
你做什么？ What are you doing?
这是她的号码？ Is that her number?
555-1987？ 555-1987?
这正是我们遇到的那一年！ That's the year we met!
是 Yes
- 在片场 - 是！ - On the set. - Yes!
得回去了 Gotta get back
我们再没写过信 也没通过电话… We hadn't written to each other, hadn't called...
除了那首开始溃烂的纹身诗 Apart from the septic epistle
重逢进展得如何？ How did the reunion go?
我不知道该期盼什么 I didn't quite know what to expect
我不知道… I didn't know...
不真的知道 I just didn't
对不起 对不起 Sorry, sorry
没找到停车位 一直围着打转 No place to park. I drove around forever
等我刚停好 面前一下子空出了两个 The minute I park, two spots free up right in front!
墨菲定理 (该发生的总会发生) Murphy's Law
你气色真好！ You look great!
我很高兴 你好漂亮 I'm glad, you're so pretty
谢谢 你也一样 Thank you. Likewise
谢谢 Thank you
抱歉 我们可以要两杯伏特加 两块冰 一个柠檬吗？ Excuse me, can we get two vodkas, two ice cubes, one lime?
这样可以吗？ Is that okay?
你喝这个的吧？ That's your drink, right?
你回来多久了？ So, when did you get back?
大概一个星期吧 About a week ago
我想也是… I thought it was...
我一个月前搬回来的 I moved back a month ago
我这样搬来搬去有一阵了… I've been going back and forth for a while, and...
我现在住在让-塔龙市场旁边 I live next to the Jean-Talon Market
太酷了！ 我前几天刚去过 他们有樱桃番茄 Cool! I went there the other day, they have cherry tomatoes
圣琼斯那家对吗？ The St. Jones?
是的！ 非常好吃！ Yeah! They're so good!
很棒吧！ 而且他们卖的价钱也不怎么… Amazing! And they sell them at a price that's not too...
夸张无度？ Extravagant?
是的 正是我想说的词来着 Right. Exactly what I was about to say
祝贺啊！ Congratulations!
新书发表了 我刚买了一本 On your book. I just bought it
很垃圾 对吧？ Piece of shit, right?
没有 劳伦斯 No, Laurence
我还没来得及看 我一直没空 I haven't read it yet. Haven't had the time
要操心的事太多了 Too much on my mind
你快乐吗？ Are you happy?
你跟我不快乐吗？ Weren't you happy with me?
其实也没那么糟 对吗？ It wasn't all bad, was it?
抱歉 我太笨拙 我习惯直奔严肃的话题 Sorry, I'm so heavy. I go straight for the serious stuff
最尴尬的话题 可是…我只是好奇 The most awkward stuff, but... I'm just curious
就这样 假如我每3年只能见你一次… That's all. And if I see you only Once every three years...
是的 劳伦斯 Yes, Laurence
你为什么要说我的名字？ 听上去有责备意味 Why did you say my name? It sounds incriminating
那就是你的名字啊 拜托！ It's your name, Christ!
我喜欢你做这个动作 I love it when you do that!
我从你那儿偷师的 I stole it from you
我喜欢看你的后颈 I love the back of your neck
事实上 我喜欢你的颈部 I love your neck, actually
你的颈部在对全世界说"给我滚得远远的" Your neck is telling the whole world,"Kiss my ass"
后悔吗？ Any regrets?
后悔什么？ About what?
你 You
你是想说 我失去你是不是值得吧？ What you mean is, was it worth losing you?
- 不是这样 - 是 你就想问这个 - Not really. - Yes, you do
但是没关系 我可以回答你 But that's okay, I'll tell you
我不后悔… I don't regret...
每天早晨醒来 Getting up in the morning
看到自己是自己梦想的样子 And seeing the reflection I always wished for
但我后悔…而且是在不久前才醒悟到的… What I regret... and it dawned on me not so long ago...
就是早在我变成女人之前 我们已经搞砸了 Is that even before I became a woman we were screwed
请详加解释 Please elaborate
我们那时一团糟 We were fucked
你的家庭 我的家庭 你的工作 我的工作 Your family, my family, your work, my work
我们的每天生活 我们一团糟 Our day-To-Days, we were fucked
其他人没有这些烦恼 他们甚至嫉妒我们 Other people didn't have that. They envied us
在我被驱逐前 我们已经被驱逐了 Before I was an outcast, we were outcasts already
你是说即使你没那啥 我们也不会维持… You mean we wouldn't have lasted, even if you hadn't...
我不知道 I don't know
我不知道 我不想… I don't know. I don't want to...
我不是想推卸责任 I'm not abdicating responsibility
我也不可原谅 And I can't be pardoned
我只想说 弗蕾德 这个社会… All I'm saying, Fred, is that society...
够了！ Stop!
别跟我再扯什么"社会"！ Leave fuckin"'Society"alone!
你在想什么？ What are you thinking?
请脚踏实地一些好吗 Come back to Earth, please
"脚踏实地？" "Come back to Earth?"
这是你说的话？ 你听见自己说什么了吗？ Is that what you said? Do you hear yourself?
很破纪录吗 妈的 Well quit the broken record, damn it
别再说这些！ 这是种侮辱 对我们俩 Stop talking shit! That's insulting, to both of us
我不想"脚踏实地"我他妈的根本不关心！ I don't want to"come back to Earth". I don't give a fuck!
我们飞得那么高… We flew so high...
我不要落下来 I won't come down
那就呆在那儿吧 Then stay up there
那我们要不要点菜？ So are we going to eat?
好啊！ Sure!
我去洗手间一下 I'm just going to wash my hands
这些天你一定很忙 You must be pretty busy these days
我猜你一定供不应求吧 I guess you are in high demand
没有 No
那新的世纪呢？ And this new decade?
有活动吗？ 你可是个自信的男… Big deal? Are you a confident ma...
女人 Woman
我能借你眼镜用一下吗？ May I borrow your glasses?
自信？ 我没有 Confident? No
我只是坚定 Determined
秋天来了 要添衣服了 Fall is here. Time for coats
是的 秋天 Yes. Fall
停 这场戏过了 Cut. I've got what I need
弗蕾德呼叫皮埃尔 Fred to Pierre
开始检查胶片框 We're just checking the gate
如果是好的 就收工 If it's clean, it's a wrap
是好的 Gate's clean
收工！ 谢谢 大家辛苦了！ It's a wrap! Thank you, everyone!
抱歉 小姐 虽然听上去有些蠢 但… Excuse me, miss. This may sound a little stupid but...
但那边的人做了这个 The guys over there made this
假如你收下 我就能赢20块 If you take it, I'll get 20$
这是什么啊？ 什么云吗？ What is it? Some kind of cloud?
不 这是一只蝴蝶 No, it's... a butterfly
但听到你说这是云真的让我大大扫兴了 But the fact you think it's a cloud minimizes my pleasure
你刚赢了20块好吧 You just made 20 bucks
好 那么这样吧 Okay, here's the deal
用10块给车加油 Ten dollars for gas
另外10块在收工后给你买喝的 And ten to buy you a drink after wrap
成交？ Deal?
弗蕾德·贝拉 Fred Belair
劳伦斯·阿利亚 Laurence Alia
劳伦斯啥？ Laurence who?
阿利亚 Alia
不过… But...
反正 都是劳伦斯 It's Laurence, anyways