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蜗牛回忆录
再见了，碧琪 Farewell , Pinky.
土豆！ The potatoes!
土豆？ Potatoes?
土豆... Potatoes...
碧琪 Pinky...
碧琪，你想说什么？ Pinky , what do you mean?
Oh...
哦，碧琪 Oh , Pinky.
你自由了，西尔维娅 Be free , Sylvia.
别担心 Don't worry.
我没事 I'll be OK.
我并不是总这样孤单 I wasn't always this alone.
我的童年充满了人 My childhood was full of people.
Hmm...
爸爸常说童年的感觉就像喝醉了一样 Dad used to say that childhood was like being drunk.
除了你，每个人都记得你做了什么 Everyone remembers what you did , except you.
但我的童年是清醒的，西尔维娅 But my childhood was sobering , Sylvia.
我清楚地记得一切，从始至终 I remember everything , right from the start.
我一直喜欢被关在牢笼里的感觉 I'd always liked feeling caged in,
那是种舒适的，受到保护的感觉 snug , and protected.
早产总是让人震惊 It was a shock to be born premature.
还没发育完全的我 I wasn't fully baked,
看起来像只小兔子 and looked like a baby rabbit.
我被起名为 格蕾丝·普律当丝·普德尔 I was named Grace Prudence Pudel.
格蕾丝·普德尔 5 磅（2.27kg）
我的双胞胎弟弟，叫吉尔伯特 My twin brother , Gilbert.
护士说我们虽然拥有不同的灵魂 The nurse said we had t souls,
但共享一颗心 but one heart.
我喜欢这个说法 Mmm. I liked that.
妈妈生我们的时候非常艰难 Our birth was very strenuous for Mum,
不久，她死了 and she died.
我们离开了她的子宫 We left her mb
她却走进了她的坟墓 and she entered her tomb.
蜗牛妈妈也会这样 Mother snails do the same
在她们孕育完自己的孩子后 after they've had their babies.
是吗，西尔维娅？ Don't they , Sylvia?
随着我慢慢长大 As I grew older,
我更是饱受折磨 I suffered a smorgasbord of afflictions.
我总会因为一些事情住院 I was always back in hospital for something.
医生说我就像个瓷娃娃 The doctor said I was like a china doll
瞪一眼都能碎了 you could shatter with just a stare.
最后，他们需要修复我松软的嘴唇 Eventually , they needed to fix my floppy lip.
情况更糟了 Things went bad.
我失血过多 I lost so much blood,
需要输血 I needed a transfusion.
医生问吉尔伯特是否愿意给我输血 The doctor asked Gilbert if he'd give me his.
- Huh?
Oh.
他答应了 He said yes,
尽管他以为要以命换命才能救活我 even though he thought he'd have to die to save me.
我还能活多久？ How long before I die?
他们马上向他解释了他不会死的 They quickly explained he uldn't die.
他的身体会重新造血 His body uld make new blood.
Oh.
那晚他成了所有人的英雄 He became everyone's hero that night.
特别是我的英雄 Especially mine.
为了鼓励我 To cheer me up,
爸爸把妈妈的旧首饰盒给了我 Dad gave me Mum's old jewellery box.
-Ooh!
里面有她的蜗牛收藏 Inside , it had her snail collection,
和她的戒指 and her ring.
她也喜欢蜗牛 She'd loved snails as well,
她曾是一名软体动物学家 and had been a malacologist.
我认为吉尔伯特应该得到这枚戒指 I thought Gilbert should have the ring.
Ooh.
我到死都会戴着它的，格蕾丝 I'm going to wear this till the day I die , Gracie.
科林伍德 住房委员会 成立于 1960年
小说讲述了一群被困在荒岛上的儿童 在完全没有成人的引导下如何建立起 一个脆弱的文明体系。最终由于人类 内心的黑暗面导致这个文明体系无可 避免地被野蛮与暴力所代替 主题是备受争议的人性、个体权益与 集体利益的冲突
《蝇王》
《蜗牛的生命循环》
尽管我的生活满是不幸，西尔维娅 Despite my es , Sylvia,
half-full和half-empty指 看待同一杯水的两种态度
但我仍是个乐观主义者，相信一切都有转机 I believed in glasses half-full and silver linings.
吉尔伯特则是个悲观主义者 Gilbert's glass was half-empty , though.
我记得他总是不经意地难过 I remember how he was often sad.
似乎有个秘密想告诉别人 It seemed like he had a secret he wanted to tell.
Holden Caulfield：小说《麦田里的守望者》的主角，是青少年叛逆和焦虑的象征 James Dean：电影《伊甸园之东》的主演，在片中他是个颓废沉沦的青年 他的主流形象较代表他所处年代青年的反叛和浪漫，尝试通过各种叛逆社会行为来表达不满 Charlie Brown：连环漫画《Peanuts》的主角，是一个“可爱的失败者”，他的口头是“好悲伤！”
他就像那些影视文学作品中的主人公，叛逆焦虑伤春悲秋 He was like Holden Caulfield , James Dean and Charlie Brown all rolled into one.
他将人类视为一种威胁 He saw people as a threat.
在学校，他一直是我的勇士，我的守护者 At school , he was always my warrior , my defender.
兔脸怪，兔脸怪 Rabbit face , rabbit face,
兔脸怪，兔脸怪 rabbit face , rabbit face.
拿来吧你 - Give me that.
男厕所
嘿，白痴们 Hey , morons.
Hmm?
Agh!
我们的家是我们的避难所 Our home was our sanctuary,
一个让我们感到安全 a place where we felt safe
可以读书和看我们最喜欢节目的地方 to read our books and watch our favourite shows.
我爱我的卧室 I loved my bedroom.
一切都是那么简单 It's where everything was just so.
直角给我带来了极大的安慰 Right angles brought me enormous comfort,
我的蜗牛也是，西尔维娅 as did my snails , Sylvia.
他们是我的朋友 They were my friends,
因此我做了更多 so I made more of them.
我知道它们永远不会抛弃我 I knew they'd never leave me,
伤害我 hurt me.
或者死去 Or die.
我不喜欢人们死去 I didn't like people dying.
我想救他们 I wanted to save people.
救那些无家可归的人 Save the homeless.
我最喜欢的是詹姆斯 My favourite was James.
一年圣诞节，我给他盖上了装饰品 One Christmas , I covered him in decorations
这样他也能感受到圣诞节的欢乐 so he could feel some Christmas cheer.
威士忌 57%
他喜欢他的茶 He loved his tea.
- Huh?
Ah! Ah.
- Ah...
你真好，小负鼠，你真好 Good on ya , little possum. Good on ya.
他曾经是一名地方法官 He was once a magistrate,
但因在法庭上手淫而被免职 but was defrocked for masturbating in court.
那时 Back then,
mast ic ation：咀嚼 masturbation：手淫
我以为自慰意味着彻底咀嚼食物 I thought masturbation meant chewing your food thoroughly.
他曾经告诉我 He once told me that
手淫是时间的小偷 masturbation was the thief of time.
- Ooh! - Huh?
詹姆斯给了我第一只真正的蜗牛 James gave me my first real snail.
Ah!
西尔维娅，那就是你的妈妈 Your mum , Sylvia.
他让我把她放进一个大罐子里 He told me to put her in a big jar
用酵母制成，涂于面包等上
给她喂维吉米特黑酱 and feed her Vegemite.
当我忙于拯救世界时 While I was busy trying to save the world,
吉尔伯特则想解放它 Gilbert wanted to break free from it.
解放其他人 Free others.
Ugh!
有一次，他放跑了我们邻居的凤头鹦鹉 Once , he let our neighbour's cockatoo escape.
飞吧，米尔德里德！快啊，飞！ Fly , Mildred! Come on , fly!
再见，米尔德里德！ Bye , Mildred!
吉尔伯特说米尔德丽德似乎从来没有这么高兴过 Gilbert said Mildred never seemed so happy.
他不是在放生动物 If he wasn't letting animals free,
就是在拯救他们 he was rescuing them.
他不顾危险 He didn't care about the dangers.
我能救他，格蕾丝 I'll save it , Gracie!
吉尔伯特！ - Gilbert! - Ah!
来吧，伙计 Come on , fella!
- Agh!
到这儿来，格蕾丝 Over here , Gracie!
吉尔伯特是如此地喜欢小动物 Gilbert loved animals so much
以至于成为了素食者 he became a vegetarian.
现在她有伴了 AwWow! Now she's got a boyfriend.
格蕾丝，看啊，他们在拥抱 Look , Gracie , they're hugging.
Ugh...
哇，产卵了 Eggs , Wow!
我们建立了自己的小家庭 We'd created our own little family.
它们孵化了，格蕾丝！蜗牛宝宝！ They hatched , Gracie! Babies!
西尔维娅，你是我的最爱 You became my favourite , Sylvia.
你的漩涡与其他蜗牛相反 Your swirl went opposite to the others.
吉尔伯特以妈妈最喜欢的作家名字给你命名 Gilbert named you after Mum's favourite author.
这本小说以作者早年生活经历为蓝本 叙述了19岁的大二女生埃斯特· 格林伍德 经历了充当某知名杂志社的客座编辑 参加写作班被拒、自杀未遂、接受心理治疗 重树自信期待返回社会，展开新生活的一系列过程 本文从“榜样缺失”的角度出发，结合当时美国的实际 探讨埃斯特作为女性，在其成长过程中 男性社会压抑下所产生的孤独、绝望与挣扎的心灵历程以及反抗的必然性
西尔维娅·普拉斯 《钟形罩》
而吉尔伯特真正与众不同的地方 But the thing that made Gilbert really unique
是对火焰的痴迷 was his love of fire.
他想吃了它 He wanted to eat it.
他会花几个小时玩火 He'd spend hours playing with fire.
我记得他闻起来总是像烧焦的火柴 I remember how he always smelt like burnt matches.
该书以主人公霍尔顿·考菲尔德第一人称口吻 讲述自己被学校开除学籍后在纽约城游荡 将近两昼夜，企图逃出虚伪的成人世界 去寻求纯洁与真理的经历与感受。
《麦田里的守望者》
在学校，女孩子们为他着迷 At school , the girls soned.
他是火焰，她们是飞蛾 He was the flame , they were the moths.
但他对阅读和魔术更感兴趣 But he was more interested in reading , and magic.
我觉得他只想消失 I think he just wanted to disappear.
然后把所有钱都花在伯特家 And spend all his pocket money at Bert's.
伯特是那种 Bert was the type of person
父母会告诉你要避开的人，西尔维娅 parents told you to avoid , Sylvia.
那种会给你提供硬货的人 Someone who might offer you boiled lollies.
Ooh.
伯特看起来一点也不神奇 Bert seemed anything but magical.
吉尔伯特的梦想是 Gilbert's dream was
成为巴黎的街头艺人 to be a street performer in Paris.
了不起的 吉尔伯特 普德尔
格蕾丝，看啊 - Look , Gracie!
他总在练习 He was always practising.
哦，该死的 Oh , shit!
也总在烧伤自己 And often burnt himself.
我们被火花弄得伤痕累累 We got little scars from the spaworks.
但当我们的双臂合在一起 And when we put our arms together,
就组成了个笑脸 they formed a face.
格蕾丝，看呐 Oh , look , Gracie!
当我们这样做的时候感觉很棒 It felt great when we did this.
感觉心意相通 Our feelings aligned.
很多双胞胎都这么说，西尔维娅 A lot of twins say this , Sylvia,
这是真的 and it's true.
我能感受到他的情绪 I felt his emotions,
他的快乐与忧愁 his happiness and his sadness.
这似乎成了 Which seemed to be
我们家的第四个成员 the fourth member of our family.
-妈妈的死留下了一个空洞 - Mum's death had left a hole. - (SNORING)
爸爸曾试图填满它 Dad had tried to fill the void,
美国短篇小说，1937年出版 是美国诺贝尔文学奖得主约翰·史坦贝克的作品 小说讲述了两个流民在经济大萧条时 流转于加州寻找工作的悲剧故事
《人鼠之间》
但是，他也有自己的问题 but... he had his own problems.
爸爸是法国人 Dad was French,
曾经在巴黎当过动画师 and had once been an animator in Paris.
他拍过定格电影 He made stop-motion films
用一台旧的博莱克斯相机 with an old Bolex camera.
他有时会放给我们看 He showed them to us sometimes.
为了给他的艺术形式买单 To pay for his art form,
他上街头表演 he busked on the streets.
你好，女士们 Bonjour , messieurs dames,
我是珀西·普德尔 Je suis l'incroyable Percy Pudel.
妈妈在度假时遇见了他 Mum met him on a holiday
她是在《女性周刊》杂志上中奖得到的这次旅行 she'd won in the Woman's Weekly magazine.
了不起的 珀西·普德尔
Hep-ah!
瞧，女士们 Et voila , messieurs dames.
Ohh...
Wow!
你好，蜗牛小姐 Bonjour , mademoiselle d'escargot.
Ooh! Ooh , la , la!
他们相爱了 They fell in love,
他跟着她回了澳大利亚 and he followed her back to Australia.
你们好！我是了不起的珀西·普德尔 Bonjour! Je suis l'incroyable Percy Pudel.
混账滚开！ Wanker!
嘿，小..小心！ - Hey , w... Watch out!
妈妈那时刚刚怀孕 Mum had only just got pregnant
而他的职业生涯就被一名醉酒司机打断了 when his career was cut short by a drunk driver.
他瘫痪了，没法再杂耍了 He never juggled again , and became a paraplegic.
然后，渐渐地 Then , slowly,
酒精成瘾 an alcoholic,
就像那个肇事司机一样 just like the guy who'd hit him.
钱一直是个问题 Money had always been a problem.
在他车祸后更甚 Much rse since his accident.
百利甜酒
他的养老金几乎无法支付轮椅电池的费用 His pension barely paid for his wheelchair batteries.
马歇尔音响
中刮刮乐 Winning Scratchies
是唯一能给他带来希望的事情 was the only thing that brought him hope.
到处能见到它们的身影 We found them everywhere.
更糟的是 To make matters rse,
他患上了睡眠呼吸暂停症 he developed sleep apnoea.
我们得拍手叫醒他 We'd have to clap to wake him up.
尽管我们困难重重 Despite our hardships,
我们的小家庭依然很坚强 our little family unit was strong.
也充满了欢乐 And there was plenty of joy.
预备！ Ready!
最开心的一天是我们去坐了过山车 Our happiest day was when we went on the Big Dipper.
很吓人 It was scary.
因为那过山车已经一百岁了 Scary because it was 100 years old.
爸爸觉得自己还活着 Dad felt alive,
脱离了他的身体束缚 escaped his body.
他说，当他死后 When he died,
希望骨灰能洒在过山车上 he said he wanted his ashes sprinkled off the Big Dipper.
这天变得更好了 The day got even better on the way home
当吉尔伯特在回家路上捡到了张刮刮乐 when Gilbert found a Scratchie on the ground.
我们中了二十美金！ We won $20!
所以爸爸又买了二十张 So Dad bought 20 more.
太糟了，爸爸 Too bad , Dad.
他讨厌我们不得不照顾他 He hated we had to look after him.
我想他的牢笼就是他的身体本身 I suppose his cage was his body.
他不悲观也不乐观 His glass wasn't full or empty.
生活之于他不过如此 Just... a glass.
珀西的糖 注意！
编织和黑果冻豆是他的其他嗜好 Knitting and black jelly beans were his other addictions.
是他给我织的蜗牛帽 He was the one who knitted my snail hat
还用他的旧杂耍球做了眼球 and made the eyeballs out of his old juggling balls.
果冻豆让他的舌头都变黑了 The jelly beans made his tongue all black,
-还有让他的呼吸 - and his breath...
都带着股茴香味 ...aniseedy.
格蕾丝，看 Watch , Gracie.
我们在他头上摞豆子 We arranged them on his head
他就假装睡觉 while he pretended to be asleep.
他默许我们这么做 He let us do stuff like that.
我们可以自由地做想做的一切，西尔维娅 We were free to do what we wanted , Sylvia.
9伏 金霸王电池
他说童年是人生中最美好的阶段 GRACEA: He said childhood was life's best season.
大富翁桌游
它短暂，但每个人都值得拥有 It never lasts , but everyone deserves one.
胶水
哦，我的儿子！ Oh , mon fils!
好极了，吉尔伯特 Bravo , Gilbert!
他很自豪吉尔伯特想成为一名表演者 He was so proud Gilbert wanted to be a performer,
跟随他的脚步 follow in his footsteps.
干得好！ Bravo!
那晚，我们拿出了妈妈的珠宝盒 That night , we got out mum's jewellery box
然后放声歌唱 and sang our heads off.
美丽的云雀 # ...gentille alouette
云雀，我要拔掉你的羽毛 ♪ Alouette , je te plumerai
我先从头上拔起吧 ♪ Je te plumerai la tete... ♪
我先从头上拔起吧 ♪ Je te plumerai la tete
从你的头上，从你的头上 ♪ Et la tete! Et la tete!
云雀啊，云雀 ♪ Alouette! Alouette!
♪ O-o-o-oh... ♪
唱得好，爸爸 - Hah. Good one , Dad.
随后，爸爸拿出了他的旧博莱克斯相机 Later , dad got out his old Bolex camera
并教给了我一些制作动画的技巧 and gave me some tips on how to animate.
我想成为一名动画师，就像他一样 I wanted to become an animator , just like him.
美国作家约翰·史坦贝克于1939出版的长篇小说 小说以经济大萧条为背景 主要人物是约德一家（Joads） 约德一家因为干旱、经济危机 金融和农业的变革而一贫如洗 被驱逐出奥克拉荷马州 由于当下的窘迫及受沙尘暴的影响 约德一家走上了去往加利福尼亚的路 与成千上万的“奥克佬”们一样 他们寻找着工作、土地、尊严和未来
《愤怒的葡萄》
为了让这一天更精彩，我们进行了一场比赛 To top the day off , we had a competition
看看谁能做出最好的发型 to see who could create the best hairdo.
我赢了 I n.
我记得那天晚上的寂静 I remember the stillness that night...
《愤怒的葡萄》
那一天的美好回忆 ...the nderful memories of that day,
卡夫卡写于1922年春的短篇小说 它刻画了一个表演“饥饿艺术” 即关在笼子里绝食的艺术家的形象 这位饥饿艺术家对他的饥饿艺术有崇高的艺术追求 而这个追求不为他人所理解： 在饥饿艺术盛行时，人们只是惊奇地观察他 并且严重地误解他；在饥饿艺术衰落后 人们则几乎彻底地遗忘了他
《饥饿艺术家》
美国作家阿瑟·高顿（Arthur Golden） 于1997年出版的一本英文小说 小说讲述了艺妓小百合 二战期间在日本京都成长和生活
《一个艺妓的回忆》
历历在目 fresh in our heads.
那天如此宝贵 A day so precious...
又转瞬即逝 ...but fleeting.
尽管我们不停地鼓掌 Despite our clapping...
这次 ...this time,
爸爸没再醒来 Dad never ke.
我们负担不起一场像样的葬礼 We couldn't afford a proper funeral,
所以爸爸被政府火化了 so Dad was cremated by the government,
他的骨灰被装在纸盒里交还给我们 his ashes given to us in a cardboard box.
我把他洒进他的软糖罐里 I sprinkled him into his jellybean jar.
愿他安息 珀西·普德尔 *最好的爸爸*
他会喜欢的 He uld have liked that.
儿童服务机构来把我们带走了 Child services came to take us away.
快跟上，你们两个，该走了 Come on , you t. Let's go.
我们将要被送到寄养家庭 And we were to be sent to foster homes
在不同州 in separate states.
我们没有其他亲戚 We had no relatives,
也没人想收养对双胞胎 and no-one wanted to adopt twins,
特别是像我们这种怪人 especially weird ones like us.
照顾好它，吉尔伯特 Look after it , Gilbert.
抓紧时间道别吧 Huworry up. Say your goodbyes.
再见了，格蕾丝 - Bye , Gracie.
再见了，吉尔伯特 - Bye , Gilbert.
灰狗长途汽车专列 “助你相聚”
那是我最后一次见到我弟弟 That was the last time I saw my brother.
也是最后一次我闻到他身上烧焦的火柴味 The last time I smelled his scent of burnt matches.
我们再也没能爸爸的骨灰洒在过山车上 We never got to sprinkle Dad off the Big Dipper.
我们的生活自此天翻地覆，西尔维娅 Our lives were turned upside down and back to front , Sylvia.
我们别无选择，只能向前 We had no choice but to move onwards.
向上 Upwards.
或向旁边 Sidewards.
欢迎来到 堪培拉 澳大利亚 最安全的城市
我被送到堪培拉和一对没有孩子的夫妇一起住 I was sent to live with a childless couple in Canberra,
一个连续三年荣获“最安全城市”称号的地方 which had n safest city three years in a row.
欢迎来到 堪培拉 澳大利亚 最安全的城市
当心！ 这块标牌 边角很锋利
有些人甚至戴着头盔开车 Some people even re helmets driving.
堪培拉时报 发现一块猫王 侧影形状的薯片 今日份的震惊与敬畏 献给马文斯·道森夫人 （这人吃薯片的时候发现 有一片的形状像猫王的侧脸）
那时候的堪培拉并不像如今这样令人兴奋 Back then , Canberra wasn't the exciting place it is today.
我想“安定下来”这个词不符合我现在的感受 I suppose 'settled' is the wrong rd for how I felt.
“内心受创”或许更合适 'Traumatised' was more accurate.
与吉尔伯特的分离使我焦虑 The separation from Gilbert made me anxious.
而你和你的兄弟姐妹，西尔维娅 But you and your siblings , Sylvia,
给我带来了些许慰藉 you brought me some comfort.
真可爱 Lovely.
我的新养父母，伊恩和娜蕾 My new foster parents , Ian and Narelle,
足够愉快 were... pleasant enough.
他们都是会计师 They were accountants
在一家制造交通信号灯的公司任职 for a company that made traffic lights.
他们是善意的 They were well-meaning,
Dr.Charles Foster (著) 一本探索伤害和疾病对心灵影响的开创性书籍 书中讲述了严重的情绪问题可能源于疾病 作者概述了积极的心理康复 如何带来更健康、更年轻的自我意识
《快速自愈》
就是沉迷于励志书籍 and addicted to self-help books.
早上好！ - Good morning! - Hey!
他们认为鼓励疗法 They believed a good dose of self-esteem
可以治愈一切 cured everything.
颁给 最勇敢的女孩 格蕾丝 颁奖机构 伊恩和娜蕾
每周，他们都会给我一张新的奖状 Every week , they'd make me a new certificate.
最好看的小手奖： 格蕾丝
最勇于尝试奖： 格蕾丝
最佳发型奖： 格蕾丝
最佳帽子奖： 格蕾丝
最闪亮鞋子奖： 格蕾丝
小宝，我们为你骄傲！ Our little baby. Oh , we're so proud!
看我这招 Now , watch this
我的手指在运作 My finger work!
周末，他们会玩无挡板篮球 On the weekends , they'd play netball.
格蕾丝，你能帮我们递一下球吗？ Gracie , can you get the ball for us?
他们尝试让我也参与进来 They tried to get me to play as well.
要来了 Here we go.
抓住它 Catch it!
哦，不 Oh , no!
伊恩，她怎么了 Ian! What's happened to her?
-你说得对，亲爱的 -亲爱的？ - You're right , babe. - Babe?
她脸色发青了！ She's going blue!
有时候我会假装哮喘发作 Sometimes I faked asthma attacks.
娜蕾，你最好去把吸入器拿来 Hey , Narelle , better get the puffer!
说谎让我感觉很糟 I felt bad telling lies,
但运动也是我的过敏原之一 but sport was one of my allergies.
好点了吗，亲爱的 You alright , babe?
呼吸，小可爱，呼吸 Breathe , pumpkin , breathe!
他们最喜欢的颜色是米色 Their favourite colour was beige.
他们甚至养了米色的豚鼠 They even had guinea pigs that were beige.
罗勒
欧芹
肉桂
我们要走啦，小可爱 OK , we're off now , pumpkin.
美国剧作家田纳西·威廉斯创作的戏剧作品 该剧讲述了在大萧条时期圣路易斯的一个普通家庭 如何逃离残酷的现实，以及如何 逃离一直笼罩着他们的痛苦回忆的故事
《玻璃动物园》
-过会见 -再见啦 - See you later. - Bye.
每个星期六，他们会去参加一个重要聚会 On Saturdays , they went to key parties.
好了，亲爱的 Ready , love?
我很期待今晚，亲爱的 I'm looking forward to tonight , babe.
他们是滥交者，西尔维娅 They were swingers , Sylvia.
那时候 Back then,
我以为滥交是别的意思 I thought swinging meant something else.
不出所料，我的新学校很糟糕 My new school was predictably bad.
格蕾丝·普德尔！ - Grace Pudel! - Huh?
别做白日梦了 Stop daydreaming.
我尝试去交朋友 I tried to make friends.
兔脸怪
但再没有吉尔伯特来打断他们手指了 But Gilbert wasn't there to break their fingers.
所以 So... Hmm...
我默默承受了这些 I absorbed the abuse,
回家和我的粘土朋友们一起玩 came home , and played with my clay friends.
我疯狂地想念吉尔伯特 I missed Gilbert like crazy.
我们写信给对方 We wrote each other letters,
我尽可能地存下每一分钱可以去看他 and I saved every cent I could to go see him.
伊甸园 苹果园
他被送到一个果农家庭住 He'd been sent to live with a family of fruit farmers
堪培拉在澳洲最东面，而珀斯在最西面
在珀斯附近 near Perth.
我去了更好的家庭，西尔维娅 I definitely got the better family , Sylvia.
他厌恶他的新家 He HATED his.
亲爱的格蕾丝 Dear Gracie,
我的新父母露丝和欧文，他们很奇怪 my new parents , Ruth and Owen , are strange,
会做一种奇怪的祈祷 and do a weird sort of praying.
他们强制我一天祈祷四次 They make me pray four times a day.
他们说我祈祷得越多 They said the more I pray,
爸爸去世带给我的痛苦就会消失得越多 the more the pain of Dad's death will disappear.
小耶稣 正在 注视着你
他们真的很老式，甚至连电话都没有 They're really old-fashioned , and don't even have a phone.
我们都必须用磁铁粘在身上 We all have to have magnets taped to us.
他们认为这能保持我们的光环平衡 They reckon it keeps our auras balanced,
保护我们免受魔鬼的侵害 protects us from the devil.
露丝痴迷于她可怜的虎皮鹦鹉 Ruth is obsessed with her poor budgies.
我想她爱他们胜过爱自己的孩子。 I reckon she loves them more than her own kids.
信仰苹果！ Worship thy apple!
他们还建了自己的教堂和学校 They've built their own church and school.
-欧文是牧师 - Owen is the minister.
净化你的灵魂！ Cleanse thy soul!
驱逐恶魔，信仰果实！ Cast out thy demons , and Worship thy fruit!
耶稣阵营
Hm?
他得了胃溃疡 He's got stomach ulcers,
他把这归结于恶魔 which he blames on the devil.
抗酸药 （胃酸中和药）
我的新兄弟们都是白痴 My new brothers are all morons.
耶稣阵营
其中一个总是盯着我看 One of them is always staring.
信仰小耶稣！ Worship the baby Jesus!
放学后我必须在果园里工作 I have to work in the orchard after school.
兄弟们却有更好的工作 The brothers get the better jobs.
露丝说，如果我想成为一个好的果园主 Ruth said if I'm going to be a good orchardman,
我必须从底层开始做起 I'd have to start at the bottom and work my way up.
我宁愿去吃玻璃杯 I'd rather eat glass.
Hmph!
Ugh!
无论我在不在，它们都会被装满 Anyway , they can all get stuffed,
因为一旦我长大了 'cause as soon as I'm old enough,
攒够了钱 and got money,
我就去找你 I'm coming to get you.
我会穿过那片燃烧的大沙漠 I'll walk across that big , burning desert.
我们一起逃去巴黎 We'll escape to Paris.
我会变成一个吃火表演者 I'll become a fire eater.
而你会成为一个优秀的动画家 And you'll become an amazing animator!
《电影手册》 绝美的格蕾丝 第204期 1979年1月刊
一切都会好的 It'll be great.
五年后
吉尔伯特的信给了我希望 Gilbert's letters gave me hope,
所以我试着继续生活 so I tried to get on with life,
堪培拉 图书馆 让澳洲人更聪明
把我的悲伤藏起来 squashing my sorrows down into my shoes
随着时光远去 as the years dragged on.
为了消磨时间 To pass time,
我开始在当地图书馆做志愿者 I began volunteering at the local library.
我的工作之一是擦掉男孩们画的粗鲁的画 One of my jobs was to erase rude drawings done by boys.
Ugh...
那时我第一次见到碧琪 That's when I first met Pinky.
《电车性爱》
我看见她把书还进垃圾桶 I saw her returning books into a rubbish bin.
《不幸》
她以为那是还书滑道 She thought it was the return chute.
《耶稣吃了我的猫》
她已经这么做好几个月了 And had been doing it for months.
-抱歉？ -嗯？ - Excuse me? - Hm?
Um...
听到我解释的时候，她很羞愧 She was mortified when I explained.
Ah , poo.
别担心，我不会告发你的 Don't worry , I n't turn you in.
谢谢你，亲爱的 Oh , thank you , dear.
祝福你的棉袜 Bless your cotton socks.
你叫什么名字 What's your name?
格蕾丝·普德尔 Grace Pudel.
我叫碧琪 Uh , I'm Pinky.
就叫碧琪 Just Pinky.
美国女歌手、演员和主持人 她在音乐、电视剧和电影界成就包括了 一座奥斯卡金像奖、一座格莱美奖 一座艾美奖和三座金球奖等
就像雪儿 Like Cher.
一位美国钢琴家、歌手和演员
列勃拉斯 Or Liberace.
美国流行乐男歌手、词曲作者、音乐制作人、影视演员 获得过7次格菜美奖、5次全美音乐奖、3次全英音乐奖和1次奥斯卡奖
王子 Or Prince.
极富传奇色彩的意大利冒险家、作家
卡萨诺瓦 Casanova!
《大力水手》卜派 Popeye.
pinky也有小拇指的意思
人们叫我“小指”是因为这个 People call me Pinky 'cause of this.
在巴塞罗那跳舞时候丢的 Lost it dancing in Barcelona.
Agh!
你为什么穿得像只蚂蚁？ Why are you dressed like an ant?
Oh , um...
不，其实是蜗牛 No , I'm a snail.
有趣 Funny.
我曾经以为我是一只鸽子 I used to think I was a pigeon.
她真是个怪人 She was a true eccentric,
闻起来像姜和二手店 and smelt like ginger and second-hand shops.
混账！ Dickhead!
她穿着灯芯绒衣服 She clothed herself in corduroy,
她脸上的皱纹比衣服上的还多 And her face had more wrinkles than her jacket.
很难分清衣服在哪里结束 It was hard to know where the fabric ended
皮肤又在哪里出现 and her skin began.
除你以外，西尔维娅 Apart from you , Sylvia,
她是我第一个真正的朋友 she was my first real friend.
也是唯一真正的朋友 My only real friend.
她过着令人惊叹的生活 She'd lived an amazing life.
我想有一天我可能会拍一部关于她的电影 I thought one day I might make a film about her.
她看过北极光 She'd seen the Northern Lights.
在死海漂浮过 Floated in the Dead Sea.
在牛排馆当过脱衣舞娘 Been an exotic dancer in a schnitzel bar.
Ha!
赢过蜜蜂胡子比赛 n a bee-beard contest.
嘿，轮到我了 Hee! My turn.
和雪猴一起洗过澡 Bathed with a snow monkey.
美国乡村音乐歌手及词曲作家 曾经在70年代以许多脍炙人口的歌曲红极一时 被称为“科罗拉多的桂冠诗人”
和约翰·丹佛做过爱 Made love to John Denver...
在直升飞机上 In a helicopter.
乡村路，带我回家（by John Denver） Take me home , country road!
还有一次 And once...
古巴共和国、古巴共产党和古巴革命武装力量的主要缔造者 被誉为“古巴国父”，是古巴第一任最高领导人
她和菲德尔·卡斯特罗打乒乓球 ...played ping pong with Fidel Castro.
她从不生病 She'd never been sick.
她长寿的秘诀是咖啡灌肠 Her secret to longevity were coffee enemas
和每天喝一杯姜汁酒 and a daily shot of ginger wine.
她比她的两个丈夫都长寿 She'd outlived t husbands.
第一任，赫克托 The first , Hector,
结婚后一周就去世了 had died just a week after they got married.
小心点，亲爱的 Careful , sweetie.
-Agh!
可怜蛋 Bugger.
安息吧 赫克托 圣玛丽亚 英年早逝 （生命被切断了）
她的第二任丈夫比尔，是一名邮递员 Her second husband , Bill , had been a postman.
在她的邮件上写了情书 Who wrote love notes on her mail.
玫瑰是红的 Roses are red,
紫罗兰是大胆的 Violets are camp,
我是你的信件 I'll be your letter,
你是我的邮票 You be my stamp.
你是云朵 You are the clouds,
我就是那天空 And I am the skies,
让我沉沦于 Let me shipwreck meself
你的腿间 Between your thighs.
笑一个 Smile.
准备好拍我的特写镜头吧，大导演 Ready for my close-up , Mr DeMille.
他们刚刚开始穿越澳大利亚的徒步旅行 They'd just begun a trek across Australia...
再往你左边一点，亲爱的 Just a little to your left , sweetheart.
当大自然来袭时 ...when nature struck.
- Oh! Oh! Oh!
不！ - No!
可怜蛋 Bugger.
安息吧 比尔 克拉克 拍照上天堂
小心些，孩子们 Careful , kiddies.
她是一个真正的幸存者 She was a real survivor,
做过很多工作 and had so many jobs.
混账！ Dickhead!
但都不持久 But they never lasted long.
你被解雇了 - You're fired.
在她八十岁生日时 On her 80th birthday,
她找到了一份推销菠萝块的工作 she'd got a job promoting pineapple chunks.
小样试吃
Oh! Oh!
天呐，她真的很有幽默感 Gosh , she had a great sense of humour.
她开着死去丈夫的邮政卡车 She drove her dead husband's postal truck
有一次她告诉我她想在睡梦中安详地死去 and once told me she wanted to die peacefully in her sleep
就像她的堂兄，他是一名公交车司机 like her cousin who was a bus driver.
我没有像他的乘客那样惊恐地尖叫 Not screaming in horror like his passengers.
我不确定她是不是在开玩笑。 I'm not sure whether she was joking.
和她在一起很难分辨出这些 It was hard to know with her.
她的房子太棒了。 Her house was fabulous.
闻起来像爆米花和樟脑丸 It smelt like popcorn and mothballs.
她收藏了大量的奖杯 She had an enormous trophy collection,
我很快发现这些奖杯都是别人的 which I soon discovered were other people's trophies
撑杆跳高奖 伯尼·克利福德
都是她在二手店找到的 she'd found at second-hand stores.
擦亮奖杯们
找饼干罐
给菲德尔打电话
买更多便利贴
到处都是便利贴 There were Post-it notes everywhere.
解冻排骨
冲洗茶包
她记忆力很差 She had a dreadful memory.
她害怕老年痴呆症 She was terrified of Alzheimer's
于是开始跳踢踏舞 and had taken up tap dancing.
她从书上读到这样能避免痴呆症 She'd read it staved off dementia.
她不相信银行 She didn't believe in banks,
把她的积蓄都放在一个旧罐子里 and put her savings in an old tin.
她说她把秘密也藏在里面 She said she kept her secrets in there as well.
你知道吗，格蕾丝 You know , Gracie,
饼干罐里很少真的装饼干 biscuit tins rarely contain biscuits.
我从未见过她那神秘的铁盒 I'd never seen her mysterious tin.
她总是把它藏在不同的地方 She was always hiding it in different places,
又经常不记得在哪里 and often couldn't remember where.
她的家里也种满了秧苗 Her home was also full of seedlings,
她后来承认是大麻 which she later confessed were marijuana.
她喜欢烤碎姜饼人 She loved to bake ginger hash-people,
她说是因为 because , she said,
这能缓解她的关节炎 they relieved her arthritis.
她还喜欢园艺 She also enjoyed gardening,
尤其是当她感到有点痛苦的时候 especially when she felt a bit miserable.
她称之为她的怜悯坑 She called it her Pity-Pit.
她想把骨灰撒在自己的坑里 She wanted her ashes sprinkled in her Pity-Pit,
回归自然 be returned to nature,
滋润她的蔬菜 fertilise her veggies.
园艺能治愈一切 Gardening fixes everything.
她还喜欢迷你高尔夫 She also enjoyed mini-golf,
并且有一套自己的流程 and had built her own course.
哈哈，一杆进洞 Ha-ha! Hole in one!
但让碧琪真正与众不同的 But the thing that made Pinky truly remaworkable
宜人 围场 私人养老院
是她每个星期一做的事 was what she did every Monday.
我在这里 There , there.
她会去看望孤寡老人，握住他们的手 She'd visit the lonely , and hold their hands.
她说，老人最渴望的 She said the thing the elderly craved most
就是同类的温暖 was human touch.
她会平静地和他们坐在一起，无声胜有声 She'd sit with them calmly , in silence.
如此简单却又如此给人慰藉 Something so simple , yet so comforting.
- Hm? - Ah!
偶尔姜饼人也能帮上忙 An occasional ginger hash-person helped as well.
碧琪告诉我，她从没有握过自己父母的手 Pinky told me she'd never got to hold her own parents' hands.
她从不说原因 She never said why.
她的童年是禁区 Her childhood was off-limits.
o-hoo!
你知道的 You know,
生活不是回顾过去，格蕾丝 life isn't about looking backwards , Gracie.
生活是一直向前 It's about living forwards.
她是堪培拉垃圾堆里的一颗明珠 She was the jewel in the Canberra junk heap.
她把这么多东西塞进了自己的生活 She'd crammed so much into her life,
而我什么也没塞进 and I'd crammed nothing.
和碧琪的友谊缓解了我的悲伤 Pinky's friendship helped ease my sadness,
和我的失落 my feelings of loss.
我想 她 就是我的解药 I suppose SHE was the medicine I needed,
希望的维生素 a vitamin for hope.
可怜蛋 Bugger.
祝你下次好运，格蕾丝 Better luck next time , Gracie.
岁月飞逝，西尔维娅 The years fluttered past , Sylvia.
除了碧琪外 Apart from Pinky,
吉尔伯特的信是唯一 letters from Gilbert were the only things
能证明我存在的东西了 that confirmed I existed.
我疯狂地想念吉尔伯特 I missed Gilbert like crazy.
伊恩和娜蕾仍然痴迷于 Ian and Narelle were still obsessed
我的心理健康 about my mental health,
并把我送到激励班 and sent me to self-help classes.
你 是 自己的 英雄 克雷格·罗斯 著
这据说是能提高我的内啡肽 Which was supposed to raise my endorphins,
平衡我的脉轮，净化我的第三只眼 balance my chakra , and cleanse my third eye.
我是克雷格 心灵治疗师
预备，开始 Ready , set , go!
Ha! Ha!
Ha! Ha! Ha!
Ha! Ha!
- Ooh. - Ha!
- Ha! - Hm.
Ah! Oh , Craig!
-嗯！救我！救我！-我会治好你的，薇姬 - Mm! Heal me! Heal me! - I'll heal you , Vicky.
-我会治好你的 -哦，克雷格！ - I'll heal you. - Oh , Craig!
- Oh , Craig! - Oh , Vic.
一部分的我在那些课上死了，西尔维娅 Part of me died in those classes , Sylvia.
励志书只是一种肤浅的权宜之计 Self-help was just a shallow , quick fix.
实际上，这些都没有奏效。 None of it actually worked.
我只想让地球停下来，这样我就可以下车了 I just wanted the earth to stop so I could get off.
青春期到了，并带来了礼物 Puberty arrived , and brought its gifts.
我会爱上一个男孩 I'd have loved a boyfriend.
这对事情没有帮助 It didn't help matters
当碧琪说服我烫发 when Pinky convinced me to get a perm.
《女性周刊》
发型不错啊 Nice hairdo.
Ha-ha!
混账！ Dickhead!
过来，没事，亲爱的 There , there , love.
无视他 Ignore him.
我觉得我们看起来好极了 I think we look fabulous.
谢谢上帝给我了碧琪 Thank God for Pinky.
她成了我真正的养父母 She became my real foster parent.
尤其是当伊恩和娜蕾 Especially as Ian and Narelle
不在我身边时 weren't around much anymore.
他们发现了裸体邮轮 They'd discovered nude cruises,
要去好几个星期 and were gone for weeks at a time.
早上好 - Whee! - Good morning.
Oh , hi!
我仍会为失去家人而悲伤 I still grieved the loss of my family,
并继续用更多的蜗牛填补空白 and continued filling the void with more and more snails.
我看到任何蜗牛相关的东西 If I saw something snail-y,
都必须拿下 it HAD to be mine.
我的痴迷程度达到了顶峰，西尔维娅。 My obsession had blossomed , Sylvia.
我的房间变成了个蜗牛。。。圣地。 My room had become a snail... shrine.
我成了一个蜗牛囤积者 I'd become a snail hoarder.
哦，我是如此想念吉尔伯特 Oh , I missed Gilbert so much.
他的信仍然给了我希望 His letters still gave me hope,
但他开始让我担心 but he began to worry me.
我觉得他对我隐瞒了一些事 I felt he wasn't telling me everything.
亲爱的格蕾丝 Dear Gracie,
伊甸果园的生活当然不是伊甸园 life at the Garden of Eden is certainly no Garden of Eden.
吉尔伯特！回去工作！ Gilbert! Get back to work!
露丝似乎总和我过不去 Ruth seems to have it in for me,
但我不在乎 but I don't give a stuff.
-对不起，露丝 - Sorry , Ruth. - Ugh!
哦，她也讨厌我叫她露丝而不是妈妈 Oh , and she hates that I call her Ruth instead of Mum.
她讨厌我不让欧文剃我的头 And she hates that I n't let Owen shave my head.
他们让我为了微薄的收入而拼命工作 They make me work really hard for lousy money.
这里没有人可以说话 There's no-one here to talk to.
我试图表现出友善 I try to be friendly,
但怪异的宗教信仰让他们都被洗脑了 but their weirdo religion has them all brainwashed.
兄弟们都很讨厌我 The brothers really hate me.
死男同 Poofter.
欧文强迫我读圣经 Owen forces me to read the Bible,
而露丝 - and Ruth...
…则强迫我吃肉 ...forces me to eat meat.
你们好呀，小猪崽 Hello , piggies.
吃吧 Eat it!
她禁止我玩火 She's barred me from playing with fire.
她疯了，她认为魔术是魔鬼的恶习 She's bonkers , and thinks magic is the devil's vice.
警惕魔鬼的诱惑
她总是试图在我身上贴上 And she's always trying to stick
更多的磁铁来固定我的光环 more and more magnets on me to fix my aura.
但我才不管 But I don't care.
我躲在教堂后面练习我的戏法 I hide behind the church to practice my stuff,
和其中一个兄弟一起 with one of the brothers,
他似乎挺喜欢我的 who... seems to like me.
露丝认为恶魔试图入侵我的灵魂 Ruth reckons Lucifer's trying to invade my soul.
所以他们试图给我施洗礼 So they tried to baptise me,
以把魔鬼赶出去 to get the devil out!
离开吧 Dunk thee,
净化吧，这些恶魔 and cleanse thy demons!
Ugh!
我假装被附身了 I pretended I was possessed.
我把欧文的一些抗酸药藏在口袋里 I hid some of Owen's antacid tablets in my pockets.
太可笑了 It was hilarious.
本很喜欢 Ben loved it.
露丝总是试图控制我 Ruth is always trying to control me.
非那更 （镇定 安眠用）
她甚至试图给我下药 She even tried drugging me.
吃吧 Eat it.
Hmm.
但我又不傻 But I'm not dumb.
我把药丸藏在腮内 I hid the pills in my cheeks.
露丝说，耶稣的爱不是免费的 Ruth says , Jesus's love isn't free.
格蕾丝，所以我们赚到的钱 So , what money we do earn , Gracie,
要交还给耶稣 goes back to Jesus.
把钱给耶稣 Pennies for Jesus.
把钱给耶稣，把钱给耶稣 Pennies for Jesus. Pennies for Jesus.
真是个好孩子 That's a good boy.
Huh?
吉尔伯特！ Gilbert!
然后耶稣把他的钱给了欧文 And Jesus then gives his money back to Owen.
谢谢你，耶稣 Thank you , Jesus.
还有他的恶行 And his vices.
欧文，你好啊，照旧？ Oh , Owen , how are you? The usual?
喝得开心 Have a good night.
便士给耶稣，威士忌给欧文 Pennies for Jesus , and whiskey for Owen.
Ah!
他们真是伪君子！ They're such hypocrites!
但我也让他们为此付出了代价 But I made them pay for it.
奔向自由吧，伙计们。来吧！快跑！ Run free , guys. Come on! Run!
我讨厌这里 I hate it here.
不！ No!
-我的虎皮鹦鹉！ - My budgies! - Heh.
我讨厌她 And I hate her.
她惩罚了我 She punished me.
非常成功 Big time.
抓紧些 Hold him tight.
罪人必须受到惩罚，吉尔伯特 Sinners must be punished , Gilbert.
《利未记24章》-以眼还眼 Leviticus 24 - an eye for an eye,
以牙还牙 a tooth for a tooth.
烧掉你那邪恶的快乐之盒！ Burn thy wicked box of pleasures!
她惩罚了我，但这并没有影响我 She punished me , but it didn't bother me.
我没事 I'm fine.
不管怎样，我得走了 Anyway , I'd better go.
我在存钱了，很快就会逃跑的 I'm saving my money , and I'll be escaping soon
穿越沙漠，来到你身边 and crossing that desert to come and get to you.
坚持住，格蕾丝 Hang in there , Gracie.
一切都会好的 Everything is OK.
过阵见 See you soon.
我希望 Hopefully.
爱你的 吉尔伯特 Love , Gilbert.
青春期终于结束了它的残酷，西尔维娅 Puberty finally finished its cruelty , Sylvia.
我们青年时期也结束了 The season of our teens ended.
哦，泡沫！ Oh , bubbles!
但生活变得更加孤独 But life got even lonelier
当伊恩和娜蕾退休到瑞典的一个裸体主义殖民地时 when Ian and Narelle retired to a nudist colony in Sweden.
遗憾的是，我们从未真正建立联系 It's a shame we never really connected.
我们这算什么家庭啊 What family we did have , though,
不过现在一切都结束了 was now gone.
那是你的脚吗？ Is that your foot?
除了我的痛苦还没结束，西尔维娅 Despite my es , Sylvia,
我努力保持乐观 I tried to be optimistic,
建立更多社交 be more social.
我记得当时有很多有趣的人 I remember how there were intriguing people
在图书馆里 at the library.
《运动健身》
即 通过观看别人的经历来代理满足
但他们过着替代性的生活 But they lived vicariously.
《编结入门》
《一个性欲狂的回忆录》
男朋友似乎是虚构小说里才有的 A boyfriend seemed a work of fiction.
我感到自己被忽视了，开始褪色 I felt invisible , began to fade.
碧琪是我生命中唯一的颜色 Pinky was the only colour in my life,
仍然鲜活 still effervescent.
她握手的想法 Her hand-holding idea
已经成为一个完全成熟的慈善机构 had become a fully-fledged charity.
她甚至雇佣了长期失业的人 She'd even engaged the long-term unemployed
来帮忙 to help out.
我们从一家到另一家 We went from home to home...
从这双手到那双手 ...hand to hand.
我想，随着时间的推移，失去家人的痛苦 I think , over time , the loss of my family
会以某种方式，冻结我 had somehow... frozen me.
我觉得这样似乎更安全 I thought it was safer to just...
《姜黄色胸膛的海盗》
生活在一个虚假的世界里 live in a pretend world.
哦，爸爸会失望的 Oh , Dad uld have been disappointed
我读的是垃圾小说 I'd resorted to trashy novels.
现在只有我了，和一些性感的海盗 It was now just me , some sexy pirates,
还有几只活泼的豚鼠 and a few frisky guinea pigs
它们嘲笑着我的贞操 who mocked my virginity.
现在，刻板印象已经完全形成，西尔维娅 The stereotype was now complete , Sylvia.
我成了一个不受欢迎的隐士 I'd become an unloved recluse.
还有我身上的豚鼠毛 And the guinea pig hair that coated me,
像给我披上了件闪亮的孤独者外套 a lonely person's glitter.
随着我的无聊加剧 As my boredom rsened...
…我发现自己有了新的欲望 ...I found myself having new urges.
我把盗窃癖加到了我的爱好清单上 I added kleptomania to my list of hobbies.
购买，囤积，现在是偷窃 Buying , hoarding , and now stealing
都变成了一种廉价的刺激和消遣 became a cheap thrill and distraction
在我平凡的世界里 from my mundane world...
慢慢地开始崩溃 ...which slowly began to collapse.
那天晚上我失去了三只豚鼠 I lost three guinea pigs that night.
我在后院把它们火化了。。。 I cremated them in the backyard...
把他们的骨灰放在小罐子里 ...and put their ashes in little jars.
欧芹
罗勒
肉桂
看起来像一排豚鼠香料架 It looked like I was starting a guinea pig spice rack.
我的生活变得非常可悲 My life had become truly pathetic.
事情已经失控了 And things had gotten out of control.
我耐心地握住自己的手 I held my own hand patiently,
等着吉尔伯特来救我 waiting for Gilbert to come and rescue me,
而我继续撤退 while I continued to withdraw
撤退到蜗牛堡垒的安全地带 into the safety of my snail fortress...
孤独地 ...lonely,
缺爱地 loveless,
被困住地 and imprisoned.
但就在我考虑是否要加入修女会时 But just as I was considering joining a nunnery...
在我混乱的生命中 ...from the mess of my life
出现了一线生机 came one of those silver linings.
他的名字是肯 His name was Ken.
他痴迷于吹叶机 And he was obsessed with his leaf blower.
他站在那里 There he stood,
看着比鸡肉卷还美味 more delicious than a Chicko Roll.
你好 Well , hi.
不知道我能否... Could I , uh , maybe , uh...
他想知道他能不能吹我的叶子 He wanted to know if he could blow my leaves.
他的出现让我脸红 His presence gave me hot flushes
内裤也湿了 and sweaty knickers.
这就是一见钟情 It was love at first sight.
阿多尼斯（Adonis）是希腊神话人物 春季植物之神，王室美男子 如花一般俊美精致的五官 令世间所有人与物 在他面前都为之失色
他是堪培拉的阿多尼斯 He was a Canberra Adonis.
堪多尼斯 A Cadonis.
他是个微波炉修理工 He was a microwave oven repairman
并告诉我他非常肤浅 and told me that he was extremely shallow
和片面 and one-dimensional.
他说，如果他是一个洋葱，你把洋葱层剥开 He said if he was an onion and you peeled back the layers,
你只会得到更多的洋葱 you'd just find more onion.
他也像我一样有些怪爱好 He had hobbies like me,
他喜欢修理破碗 and enjoyed repairing broken bowls.
这是一种叫做“金缮”的日本艺术 It was a Japanese art form called kintsugi,
基于那个理论，就像是灵魂 based on the philosophy that , just like the soul,
一切都能被修复 all things can be repaired,
我们的裂缝得到了庆祝 and our cracks celebrated.
肯说我是个破碗 Ken said that I was a broken bowl
他会帮我修复伤口 and that he'd help repair my unds,
填补我的裂缝 fill up my cracks.
他非常体贴，有社区意识 He was so thoughtful and community-minded
他自愿在当地游泳池当救生员 he volunteered as a lifeguard at the local pool.
Mmm...
你好呀 Hello.
他喜欢我 He adored me,
甚至在我的厨房里建了一个奶昔站 and even built a milkshake station in my kitchen.
柠檬味
太妃糖味
巧克力味
莓果味
我们交往了一个月后 We dated for a month , and then...
你觉得呢？ What do you reckon?
你愿意 嫁给我吗？
Ooh!
他说他真的爱我 He said he really did love me.
喜欢我的怪癖 Loved my quiworks.
我们又喝了一杯奶昔庆祝 We celebrated with another milkshake.
他说他会给我做些特别的东西 He said he'd make me something special.
舀一勺这个，再加肉桂粉 Spoonful of that. Hmm , cinnamon!
-不！ -什么？ - No! - What?
Oh! I...
-那是我的豚鼠 -哦！ - That's my guinea pig. - Oh!
一个正常人会认为我疯了 A normal person uld have thought I was bonkers,
还留着那些豚鼠的骨灰 keeping those guinea pigs' ashes.
但他没有 But he didn't.
他爱我的一切 He loved all of me,
甚至是我的屁股和发颤的身体 even my bum and wobbly bits.
很好 Yeah. Nice. Oh , yeah!
Oh!
Yeah!
好样的，格蕾丝 Nice , Gracie.
他进来了 He moved in,
我终于失贞了 and I finally lost my virginity.
堪培拉 精子诊所
我们非常想有孩子 We were desperate to get pregnant.
但肯被告知他没有生育能力 But Ken was told he was sterile,
因为他修理过的那些微波炉 from all those microwave ovens he'd repaired.
真倒霉 Rotten luck.
但我并没有太失望 But I wasn't too disappointed.
我拥有的比我所希望的还要多，西尔维娅 I had more than I could ever wish for , Sylvia.
我有了自己的美男子 I had a Cadonis,
一群豚鼠 a herd of guinea pigs,
还有一群蜗牛 and a horde of snails.
格蕾丝，说“茄子” Say cheese , Gracie!
我们定了结婚日期 We set a wedding date,
并把好消息告诉了吉尔伯特 and sent Gilbert the good news.
Huh?
亲爱的吉尔伯特 我要结婚了！ 他的名字是肯 一个比鸡肉卷还美味的人。 认真地说，我们很爱彼此 等不及想和你分享喜悦了
Oh... Wow!
嘿，本，你猜怎么着？ Hey , Ben , guess what?
肯给了他钱买去堪培拉的机票 Ken gave him money for an airfare to Canberra.
我请吉尔伯特挽着我走过过道 I asked Gilbert to walk me down the aisle.
碧琪会是花童 Pinky would be the flower girl.
我们终于又有家了 We'd finally be a family again.
最后再撒上爸爸的骨灰 Finally sprinkle Dad's ashes.
我对未来充满了期待 My glass was now brimming,
还有很多盼望 and there were silver linings galore.
吉尔伯特会和我们住在一起 Gilbert uld live with us.
他明天就要来了 He'd be here tomorroWow!
娜蕾和伊恩 的 爱巢
我从未感到如此幸福，如此乐观 I'd never felt so happy , so optimistic.
吉尔伯特 的房间
堪培拉 电影学院 招生
快递 Delivery.
我去拿 I'll get it.
是给你的，亲爱的 Oh , for you , dear.
亲爱的格蕾丝 Dear Grace,
我是露丝 this is Ruth,
吉尔伯特的养母 Gilbert's foster mother.
我很遗憾地告诉你 It saddens me to tell you
吉尔伯特死于一场可怕的火灾 that Gilbert has died in an horrific fire.
我们的教堂被烧毁了 Our church burnt down,
他没能从大火中逃生 and he was unable to escape the flames.
上周，我发现了吉尔伯特和我的儿子本 Last week , I found Gilbert and my son Ben...
在通奸 fornicating.
魔鬼！ Lucifer!
我相信你会同意我们唯一的行动方案 I'm sure you will agree our only course of action
就是清除和纠正他们的同性恋疾病 was to purge and correct their homosexual sickness
以正确的方式 in the correct fashion,
按照…上帝的指示 as instructed by... the Lord...
…我们的救世主 ...our saviour.
这不是一项简单的任务 This was not a simple task.
撒旦分离器
我们不能只靠祈祷就让同性恋消失 We could not just pray the gay away.
所以唯一的解决办法就是双重驱逐 So the only solution was a dual expulsion
将恶魔 to cast the demons out,
驱逐出他们的灵魂 eject the devil from their souls,
桥正他们的光环 and correct their auras.
走吧，走吧，恶魔 Out , out , evilness!
离开吧，离开吧，撒旦 Out , out , Satan!
Saaa!
时间到了 The time has come!
净化他们的灵魂！ Purge their souls!
净化他们的疾病 Cleanse their sickness.
同性恋，离开！ Gay , away!
离开吧！同性恋！ Out , gayness!
净化他们的灵魂！ Purge their souls!
离开吧 魔鬼 Out , out , Lucifer!
驱逐恶魔 Cast out thy demons,
把那个同性恋吓跑！ and shock the gay away!
可以了 Enough.
很好，很好 Excellent , excellent.
我很高兴地说，我的儿子，这一次很成功 I am glad to say , for my son , this was a success.
但对于你的兄弟 But for your brother...
Agh!
…魔鬼还没有离开 ...the devil uld not vacate.
撒旦充满了他的身体 And being so full of Satan , well,
Agh!
他袭击了我 ...he assaulted me.
魔鬼！ Lucifer!
抓住他 Get him.
看，是天使 Look , an angel.
Huh?
骗子！ Liar!
你个叛徒！ You Judas!
他要逃了，快抓住他 He's escaping! Catch him.
汽油
然后他跑到我们的教堂 He then raced to our church
点燃了它！ and set it alight!
不！ No!
吉尔伯特，停下！ Gilbert , stop!
然后他牺牲了自己 He then sacrificed himself,
-作为对自己罪行的忏悔 - as penance for his sins. - (GILBERT SCREAMS)
我们试图营救他 We tried to rescue him,
但地狱之火太猛烈了 but the inferno was too intense.
上帝夺走了他的灵魂 The good Lord took his soul.
放我出去！ Let me out!
魔鬼输掉了这场战斗 And Lucifer lost the battle.
靠着小耶稣，现在一切都被净化了 Now cleansed , and with the baby Jesus.
我们为他建了一座纪念碑 We had a memorial for him,
并且相信他现在在一个更快乐的地方 and are confident he is now in a happier place,
和上帝及小耶稣一起 with God and the baby Jesus.
请查收随函附上的装有你哥哥骨灰的容器 Please find enclosed a vessel of your brother's ashes.
我想你会希望拥有它的 I think it best you have them.
Appleby来源于古诺斯语 含义是“苹果+农场，居留地” (apple+farm,settlement)
安息吧 吉尔伯特·阿普尔比 “已被净化，魂归小耶稣”
再次深表歉意，对向你传达了这样一个悲伤的消息 Once again , I am Sorry to be the bearer of such tragic news.
吉尔伯特是个好人 Gilbert was a good soul,
只是不幸地堕入了令人厌恶的信仰 who , sadly , fell to repugnant persuasions.
我们会为他祈祷的 We will always pray for him,
相信你也是 as well as you.
我们深表同情，露丝和欧文·阿普尔比致上 Our deepest sympathies , Ruth and Owen Appleby.
失去至亲兄弟就像是失去了一只眼睛，西尔维娅 Losing a twin is like losing an eye , Sylvia.
你看待这个世界的方式再不相同了 You never see the world quite the same way again.
悲伤是一种虚无 Grief is a nothingness,
就像在你嘴里留下一股金属味 leaves a metallic taste in your mouth,
像在你的胃里放了一块石头 places stones in your stomach.
眼泪都流不出来了 Tears don't flow.
他们吓坏了 They're too scared.
我再不相信事情会变好了 I no longer believed in silver linings
也不相信自己还拥有什么 or glasses half-full.
我的杯子碎了 My glass was shattered.
我失去了我的母亲 I'd lost my mother,
父亲 father,
弟弟 brother.
幸运的是，我还有碧琪 Luckily , I had Pinky.
嘿，格蕾丝 Hey , Gracie.
我还有肯 And Ken.
他的爱让我坚持下去 His spoonfuls of love kept me going.
但怪异的是 But , weirdly,
我的蜗牛似乎才是我真正的家人 my snails seemed like my real family.
真正的家人在受到威胁时会聚集在一起 Real ones horde together when threatened.
大量地幸存下来 Survival in numbers.
我对他们每一个都有感情 I was emotionally attached to every single one of them.
这就是为什么我永远不能抛弃你们中的任何一个 That's why I couldn't ever , ever throw any of you away.
所以我不停地购入 So I kept buying,
添加存货 adding,
偷窃 and stealing.
最终 Eventually...
抱歉，女士 Excuse me , madam.
我被抓住了 I got caught.
愧意涌来 The shame was crushing.
一切都是有后果的 And there were consequences.
堪培拉 地方法院 偷窃罪传唤： 格蕾丝·普德尔 女士
哦，格蕾丝 Oh , Gracie.
之后 And then...
事情变得更糟了 ...things got even rse.
爱情是盲目的 Love can be blind.
Huh?
它会掩盖黑暗和恐怖 It can hide daworkness and horror.
看起来肯的洋葱确实是有伪装的 It seemed Ken's onion did have layers.
他不爱我 He didn't love ME.
他爱的是我的肥肉 He loved my FAT!
他有某种。。。恋物癖 He had some sort of... fetish.
他不是想修好我的碗 He didn't want to fix my bowl.
他是想填满它，不停填满它 He wanted to fill it , and fill it,
填满它 and fill it...
…用猪油 ...with lard.
画地为牢是一回事 It was one thing for me to create a cage for myself.
加一点鸭油，加一点好运 Bit of duck , for luck.
被别人画牢是另一回事 It was another for someone else to imprison me.
好了，格蕾丝 Nice , Gracie.
我知道他很喜欢我的……大体型 I knew he admired my... largeness.
但这一切太超过了 But this was something more.
很好 Oh , yeah! Nice.
他曾说我越胖他就越爱我 He said he'd love me more , the bigger I got,
现在我知道原因了 and now I knew why.
我真傻 What an idiot I was.
但之后不会了 But not for much longer.
对不起，格蕾丝 Sorry , Gracie.
碧琪搬来照顾我的伤口 Pinky moved in and tended to my wounds.
我读过蜗牛会冬眠 I'd read that snails hibernate
当它们需要自我修复时 when they needed to repair themselves.
我睡了一个星期 I slept for a week,
与我的恶魔搏斗 and wrestled my demons.
Uhhhh!
我厌恶自己 I loathed myself.
这是我的囤积癖造成的 My hoarding had caused this.
它使我贫穷 It had kept me poor,
而贫穷使我无法见到吉尔伯特 and being poor had kept me from Gilbert.
我浪费的钱 The money I'd wasted
够我买十几张机票飞去找他，西尔维娅 could have bought a dozen plane tickets to see him , Sylvia.
现在，他死了 Now , he was dead.
格蕾丝 Gracie.
吃饭吧 Got your lunch.
碧琪让我严格节食 Pinky put me on a strict diet.
生活变得稍微可以忍受了 And life became slightly bearable.
当我慢慢走出黑暗时 As I slowly emerged from my daworkness,
我才意识到到碧琪有多老了 I began to notice how much Pinky had aged.
我永远不会忘记我发现 I'll never forget the day I discovered
玉米片
她开始出现痴呆症状的那天 she had the beginnings of dementia,
那时我发现她在试图 when I found her attempting
拼她认为的公鸡拼图 what she thought was a jigsaw of a rooster.
这事只是发生在几个月前，西尔维娅 That was just a few months ago , Sylvia.
随后她就被诊断出患有阿尔茨海默氏症 She was diagnosed with Alzheimer's,
情况快速恶化 and went downhill quickly.
碧琪，你在做什么？ Pinky , what are you doing?
我在找东西 I'm looking for something.
什么东西？ What?
我不知道 I don't know.
Hmm...
现在角色颠倒了 Roles reversed.
轮到我来照顾她了 It was my turn to care for her.
我的药 Ah , my medicine.
姜汁酒
有一天，她决定不再起床了 One day , she decided not to get out of bed.
我告诉过你我不记得的事吗？ Did I tell you that thing I can't remember?
我一直在找东西，却不知道在找什么？ That thing I was looking for but don't know what it is?
我这愚蠢的大脑 Oh , stupid brain.
愚蠢的疾病 Stupid disease.
那个德国人叫什么名字 What's the name of that German guy
就我得的这个病的名字？ whose disease I got?
海因里希·沃尔特·古根海默 （Heinrich Walter Guggenheimer） 是出生于德国的瑞士裔美国数学家 【碧琪将其与疾病的发现者阿洛伊斯·阿尔茨海默（Alois Alzheimer）搞混了】
古根海默？ Uh... Guggenheimers?
是的，古根海默 Yeah , Guggenheimers.
放松些，碧琪 Relax , Pinky.
没事的 It doesn't matter.
格蕾丝 Oh , Gracie.
你真是位好朋友 Such a marvellous friend.
再见了，碧琪 Farewell , Pinky.
土豆！ The potatoes!
土豆？ Potatoes?
土豆... Potatoes...
碧琪 Pinky...
你说的是什么意思？ Pinky , what do you mean?
Oh...
碧琪 Oh , Pinky.
安息吧 碧琪 握着天使的手
永别了，碧琪 Farewell , Pinky.
你也自由了，西尔维娅 Be free , Sylvia.
土豆？土豆？ Potatoes? Potatoes?
西尔维娅 Sylvia... Ugh.
也许这是她想要的最后一餐？ Maybe that's what she wanted her last meal to be?
该死的生活！ Goddamn life!
这该死的生活 Ugh! Goddamn life.
如此 Such a...
这愚蠢透顶的拼图 Such a stupid , stupid puzzle!
该死的 Damn it!
我现在孤身一人了 I'm so alone.
如此的孤独 So... So alone.
兔脸怪，兔脸怪 Rabbit face , rabbit face,
兔脸怪，兔脸怪 rabbit face , rabbit face...
很好，格蕾丝 Nice , Gracie.
格蕾丝·普德尔！ 发型不错啊！ - Grace Pudel! -Nice Hairdo!
来吧你们两个，走吧 Come on , you t. Let's go.
我讨厌这里 I hate it here.
我很快就会逃离这里了 I'll be escaping soon,
然后穿越大沙漠来找你 and crossing the desert to come and get to you.
很遗憾地告诉你 It saddens me to tell you
吉尔伯特死于一场可怕的大火 that Gilbert has died in an horrific fire...
杀蜗牛剂
大火 大火 大火 大火 ...fire , fire , fire , fire...
杀蜗牛剂
土豆！ The potatoes!
是土...土豆 The p... The potatoes!
亲爱的格蕾丝 Dear Grace,
当你读到这封信时，我想来已经死透了 if you're reading this , then I'm as dead as a doughnut,
而你也找到了我的饼干盒 and you've found my biscuit tin
这些东西我想留给你 and some things I want you to have.
你一连沉睡了几天 You've been asleep for days,
我得告诉你些重要的事 and I need to tell you important stuff
在我的大脑还能理清这些时 before my brain fully rots.
衰老就是个混蛋 Oh , old age is such a bastard.
不知不觉间你就到了这岁数 Creeps up without you knowing.
有一天你咬苹果的时候 One day , you sink your teeth into an apple...
牙就留上面了 ...and they stay.
你想去抚平连裤袜上的褶皱 You go to straighten the wrinkles in your pantyhose,
才意识到你根本没有穿那个 and then realise you're not wearing any.
Oh.
好吧，我离题了 Anyway , I digress.
我的秘密 My secrets.
第一，我是一个孤儿 Firstly , I'm an orphan,
在孤儿院里长大 and was raised in an orphanage,
那时是一战后 after the Great War.
那是个可怕的地方 It was a terrible place,
我日夜被关在婴儿床里 where I was kept in a crib day and night.
从未被陪伴和拥抱过 Never held or hugged.
唯一能接触到的 The only contact,
只有我边上的小孩 the little boy next to me.
不，我不是想告诉你那有多恐怖 No , I n't tell you the horrors I remember,
我想告诉你的是 but do want to tell you
那种感觉就像被囚禁在了 what it's like to feel imprisoned,
一个牢笼 caged.
是一种简单直白的恐惧 It was simply dreadful.
但在此后的几年里 But , in the years since,
我才意识到，最可怕的牢笼 I've learnt that the rst cages
是画地为牢 are the ones we create for ourselves.
格蕾丝，你在画地为牢 You have created a cage for yourself , Gracie.
你的牢笼从未被上锁 Your cage has never been locked...
但你的恐惧困住了自己 ...but your fears have kept you trapped.
摆脱那些蜗牛吧！ Get rid of those snails!
放自己自由 Set yourself free.
你已经摆脱了诡异的肯 You got rid of that creepy ken.
现在是时候摆脱你自己的壳了 Now it's time for you to shed your shell.
清理你的囤积品 Purge your hoard.
重新开始 Start anew.
偶尔的自怜是可以的 A bit of self-pity's OK,
但是时候走出来了 but it's time to move on.
确实会很痛苦 There'll be pain,
但这就是生活 but that's life.
你必须直面它 You have to face it head-on.
勇敢点 Be brave.
但无论如何，我都得感谢你，格蕾丝 Anyway , I want to thank you , Gracie.
你真的棒极了 You've been terrific.
不久之后，我的期限就要到了 Not long now till my number's up.
是时候谢幕了 It's time to close my curtains.
这是我人生中第一次 For the first time in my life,
由内而外地感到衰老 I feel older than I look.
我看起来就像个睾丸 And I look like a testicle.
生活是一幅美丽的挂毯 Life's a beautiful tapestry
你需要自己去体验 that needs to be experienced.
有些是需要细细品味的小乐趣 It's small pleasures savoured,
比如在雨中抽雪茄一样 like smoking a cigar in the rain.
或者穿一件刚拿出烘干机的针织套衫 Or wearing a jumper straight from the dryer.
足够的漫无边际 Enough rambling.
是时候让我们俩都放手了 Time for both of us to let go.
就像我说过的 Like I've said,
生活只能向后理解 life can only be understood backwards,
但我们必须向前活着 but we have to live it forwards.
蜗牛从不回头走老路 Snails never go back over their trails,
永远在向前移动 always moving forwards.
轮到你去留下一些闪闪发光的蜗牛足迹了 Time for you to leave some glittering snail trails
去看看这个世界 all over the world.
然后记得，永远不要 And remember , never...
永远不要重蹈覆辙 never go back.
全体起立，法院宣判 All rise. Order in the court.
普德尔小姐，你的罪行很严重 Miss Pudel , your crime is serious.
偷窃就是偷窃 Theft is theft,
不管你偷的是钻石还是黄瓜 whether it be a diamond or a cucumber.
如果你今天宽恕了狐狸偷鸡 And if you forgive the fox for stealing your chickens,
下一次它就会来偷羊 well , then , he'll steal your sheep.
但是 However...
我能从你的脸上 I can tell from your face
看出你的羞愧和懊悔 that you are full of shame and regret.
而真实的悔过就是足够好的惩罚了 And true regret is punishment enough.
我知道你是个好人 I know you are a kind person.
正如很多年前一个小女孩向我展示的善意 As , many years ago , a little girl showed me kindness
当我处于低谷时 when I was at my lowest ebb.
Ah! Ah...
- Ah.
你真好，小负鼠 Good on ya , little possum.
你真好 Good on ya.
那个小女孩给我了希望和勇气 That little girl gave me hope and courage
去重新开始，摆脱我的 to start again , and escape my...
我的恶习 ...my vices.
Oh!
你的手可能犯了些错，普德尔小姐 You may have light fingers , Miss Pudel,
但我知道你有颗金子般的心 but I know you have a heart of gold,
做过很多好事 and have done many good deeds.
因此，我免除你的指控 I therefore release you from your charges.
案件被驳回 Case dismissed.
Ah!
一年后
堪培拉 电影学院
小心！ 标牌边缘锋利
生活让我有点不知所措 Life had bashed me round a bit,
但玫瑰闻起来更好了 but the roses smelt better.
我终于开始成为我一直想要成为的人 And I finally started to become the person I'd always wanted.
堪培拉 国际 电影节
我拍了一部关于我一生的电影 I made a film about my life.
它并没有很好 It wasn't very good.
但还是有些人来看了 But a few people came.
我甚至准备了映后问答环节 I even had a question and answer session afterwards.
有..有任何的问题吗？ Any... Any questions?
Mm-mm.
Mmm...
好吧 Oh , well.
谢谢你们来看 Thanks for coming.
我有 Yes.
我有一个问题 I've got one.
你相信魔法吗 Do you believe in magic?
吉尔伯特？ Gilbert?
对，是我 Yes , it's me.
我走过了沙漠 I... I walked across that desert.
以第二次世界大战为背景，主人公安妮作为一名成长中的少女 她在日记中吐露了与母亲不断发生冲突的困惑以及对性的好奇 同时，由于对藏匿且充满恐怖的25个月的密室生活的记录 也使这本《安妮日记》成为德军占领下的人民苦难生活的目击报道
《安妮日记》
《姜黄色胸膛的海盗》
我花了些时间才相信了吉尔伯特还活着 It took me a while to believe Gilbert was alive...
他是怎么从火海中逃生的 ...how he'd escaped the fire...
他的骨灰只不过是 ...and how his ashes were nothing more than...
一些灰烬 ashes.
他的骨灰盒现在有了新的用途 His urn now found a new purpose.
生活的循环还在继续 The cycle of life continued.
你的使命也完成了，西尔维娅 And your job was done , Sylvia.
我们最终都逃离了自己的牢笼 We were all finally free of our cages.
尽管我们的家庭缩小了一点。。。 And even though our family had shrunk a little...
我们又在一起了 ...we were together again...
…只剩下一件事还没做了 ...with only one thing left to release.
吉尔伯特仍然闻起来像烧焦的火柴 Gilbert still smelt like burnt matches.
夕阳刺痛了我们的皮肤 The setting sun tingled our skin,
我们的两个灵魂 our t souls...
和我们的一颗心 ...and our single heart.
云雀，美丽的云雀 ♪ Alouette , gentille alouette
云雀，我要拔掉你的羽毛 ♪ Alouette , je te plumerai
云雀，美丽的云雀 ♪ Alouette , gentille alouette
云雀，我要拔掉你的羽毛 ♪ Alouette , je te plumerai
我先从头上拔起吧，我先从头上拔起吧 ♪ Je te plumerai la tete Je te plumerai la tete
我先从头上拔起吧 ♪ Je te plumerai la tete